MARY MAGDALENE : Resolving Issues With Family ~ Mercedes Kirkel @ Into The Heart

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Resolving Issues With Family

June 11, 2014 | Author Mercedes Kirkel

Received by Mercedes Kirkel
On June 11, 2014

[Note from Mercedes: This is a personal message Mary gave to me. My father has been recovering from surgery and I was feeling upset about not being included in some decisions relative to his circumstances and care.]

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Blessings dear one. This is Mary Magdalene. You are disturbed about what is happening with your father and you are questioning what you have done to create this disturbance, wondering what it is that you are not seeing, and considering how this current situation is what you require for your growth.

These are all very valuable questions. I will do my best to support you with understanding your part in what is happening.

You are about to make a major life change by moving to a distant location. This kind of change affects everyone who has a relationship with you. And it affects your relating to those with whom you are connected, also. That is a great deal of what is happening.

Oftentimes when someone is leaving, there is grief that comes up for those who are connected to that person. This usually begins soon after learning that the person is leaving and can intensify as the departure approaches, especially if the grief is not brought out into the open and discussed by all those involved.

There are two ways that many people have learned to cope with grief, which are really both ways of avoiding the feeling of grief. One is to start to disconnect and remove oneself from the person who is leaving, even before they’re gone. This is a way of protecting oneself. The one who is remaining puts up a psychic wall of separation, which is a way of trying to not feel the pain. The problem with this is that the pain is still there; it’s just covered over by a new layer of defensiveness. The person may be acting as though they don’t need you or don’t want to be involved with you. In truth, the very fact that they’re doing that shows how deeply they are affected by the upcoming loss of their closeness with you.

The second way that people often cope with grief, which again is a form of not feeling the grief, is to get angry with the other person. Often this will manifest as “building a case” against them. Suddenly your feelings toward the other person change and you feel upset about one or more things with this person. Often these are things that weren’t disturbing you in the past, but suddenly become unbearable. This is another way of distancing yourself and creating psychic separation.

If you find yourself or others doing either of these things—suddenly becoming much more angry with the other person or suddenly distancing yourself—you will often find that it’s covering up feelings of hurt. And usually the hurt is not directly related to the issues involved in the anger or the separation, though it may be indirectly related.

In the circumstance that you’re in, both parties are feeling hurt. Your hurt is that you’re worried about your dad not having the care you would like him to have, both in terms of his physical care and handling his physical needs, but also at the emotional and social level. You are very competent at the emotional level, and because of this you’re also able to relate socially very well to your father and the other people he lives with who are older and sick. You are worried that your father’s emotional and social needs won’t get met the way that you would like if you are no longer with him as often as you have been for the last few years.

You are also worried about your dad’s physical care. Your anger is a cover-up for your pain of anticipating that your father’s quality of life will be diminished when you leave.

This is a control issue. You are trying to make things go the way you want them to, the way that you believe they “should” go. But this choice is not really yours to make. It was your father’s choice to be in this situation. You are trying to save him from his choices and it’s not working. In the process you are disturbing yourself and others.

You must come to accept and respect your father’s choices. Your father chose to put his current wife in charge of all aspects of his life. This was more than a choice in this lifetime. This was a choice that was made before he came into this life, in his pre-life state. It was a soul-level choice. In fact, he is still making this choice. Even though he has some level of decline in his mental functioning, he is still choosing to be most closely related to his wife and to trust her to make decisions for him. Even though he complains about some of her choices to you, this doesn’t change the fact that he is continuing to choose to put her in charge of his life.

This is something you must come to accept. He did not choose you. There is pain for you in this, which relates to pain from your childhood about wanting your father to choose you in certain ways and him making other choices. So there is healing for you to do relative to this.

The first step is to come into acceptance of reality. Your father is not choosing you in the way that you would like. You are not in charge of this situation. His wife is in charge and she is making decisions that are different from the ones you would like. All of that must be accepted. It must be accepted in a very deep way, so that your acceptance leads you to the underlying feelings that your resistance and anger are covering over.

Underneath your resistance and anger are great pain—pain that you can’t have the kind of life you would like with your father. Pain from when you were a child that your father didn’t choose you and your family in the way you wanted—and even needed. Instead he chose other things, such as work and keeping busy when he was at home. You have pain that your father left your mother and went on to two other wives, both of whom you didn’t have the same feeling of closeness and family with that you had with your mother. And now you have pain in this present circumstance that’s really a continuation of the old pain, wanting the closeness and family that you never had.

So you are bringing your baggage into this circumstance and you are not aware that you are doing so. You are being given this circumstance so that you can become aware of this baggage and heal it. The path to healing and to growth, as I have described before, is to open to the feeling, which in this case is your pain. Once you’ve opened to the pain, you must let the pain take you to its source within yourself. The source will be found in one or more of your inner divine qualities that are not being fulfilled.

In this circumstance, you are in pain because you want family and inclusion for yourself, and you want family and care for your dad. Do you see how this is related to your moving? By choosing to move away, you are worried that your dad won’t have family and care. You’re also sad that you won’t have family in the way you’ve known with your dad over the last few years, and worried you won’t be included in decisions about his life.

You must grieve. You must grieve that you don’t have the kind of family and inclusion you would like with your father. You must grieve that your father doesn’t have the kind of family and care you would like. How do you grieve? You grieve by feeling how important these things are to you: family, inclusion, and care. Let yourself feel the pain of not having them fulfilled in this circumstance. Do not try to run away from that pain or escape it through anger or separation. Let yourself feel the pain as much and as long as you need to, without deflecting it outward away from yourself, and without blaming yourself or others. Just feel. As soon as you feel ready, take the next step, which is to focus on the inner divine qualities themselves.

Focus on the pure qualities of family, inclusion, and care as these qualities live within yourself, in their wholeness. This is where the real healing will happen, because this is the true source of your pain. You have an internal weakness within yourself relative to your connection to family, inclusion, and care. This is in doubt or in question within yourself. The external situation is merely reflecting your own internal weakness back to yourself. This is where the real healing and growth will occur.

Let yourself feel how much you value the qualities of family, inclusion, and care. Let yourself grieve any feelings of sadness that may arise about these not being fulfilled for you, either in the present or the past. As soon as that grief subsides, let yourself return to the inner divine qualities themselves, as you know them in their wholeness. If you didn’t know the pure qualities of family, inclusion, and care, you wouldn’t feel sad at their loss or deficit. The fact that you’re upset about these qualities not being fulfilled is evidence that you know what it is for them to be fulfilled. So let yourself go into your own inner connection with the qualities of family, inclusion, and care as they live within you, in their already fulfilled state.

When you do this, you will notice that a shift takes place. You come to peace. You are being returned to your own wholeness, which is truly your wholeness in God. This is the work you must do within yourself for your own healing and growth. The “problem” is not outside of you. It is within you. You sensed this when you asked your initial questions about what you have done to create the circumstance you’re experiencing. You have called in this circumstance for your own healing, so that you could do this work and strengthen your own inner connections to family, inclusion, and care. When you have done the work, you then know yourself once again as whole and connected in these arenas. What has actually happened is that you have reconnected to your ultimate family of guides and soul family and God; you have reconnected to being included in the oneness of life; and you have reconnected to the care that God always has for you.

You are feeling this now, aren’t you? The shift in you is obvious. Now you can face the outer situation, because you will be coming from your wholeness and not your woundedness. Now you will have compassion for others, including understanding and awareness of what’s underneath their protective strategies, which is their woundedness and pain. And you will have clarity about what is best for you and for all. You will no longer try to control the situation. You will allow all to have their choices and you will respect those choices. You will trust that they are receiving the opportunities for their healing and growth, just as you are.

I love you, dear one, and I appreciate all the work and intention you put into your growth. You are a shining example of a being who is dedicated to their soul purpose and spiritual unfoldment, and I honor you for that.

In greatest love,

I AM Mary Magdalene

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Archangel Michael on the Angelic Kingdom ~ Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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An Hour with an Angel Special on the Angelic Kingdom, June 7, 2014

Graham Dewyea: Hello and welcome to a special edition of An Hour with an Angel with Archangel Michael through Linda Dillon to discuss the Angelic Kingdoms, Steve Beckow is interviewing. So with that, here’s Archangel Michael.

Archangel Michael: Greetings I am Michael, welcome, I will try and get everything right. (1)

Steve Beckow: Yes, indeed. You’ve got your monitors there.

AAM: And then some. You know very often what you would think of as the organization, of the angelic and archangelic kingdoms, of the various roles, responsibilities, what you would think of as powers is not truly of great concern to the human race. This often is the case simply because they have forgotten from whence they came.

And they have also forgotten, in their busy-ness to deal with the human reality, the scope of what lies above and below, not only in terms of the angelics and the archangelic kingdoms but also in terms of the greater universe, multiverse. Now we do not say this in a critical way, for you do have a lot on your plate. And it is more important, first of all that you understand the realm in which you live but it is also important to understand the broader picture.

So first you have gone to grade school, then middle school, then high school and now you understand you are in graduate school. That is what Ascension is about. It is ascending from any school into the truth and fullness of who you are.

SB: It’s sort of like not even knowing the kids down the block though.

AAM: Yes. It is disconcerting and it is disconcerting to you now because it has reached a point where you have progressed or advanced enough that you have raised your frequency that you want to know who your neighbors are.

SB: Right. Yes.

AAM: Now before you were simply concerned about who was in your house and who was in your classroom. But the broadening of your being, the expansion of your being, the rising of your frequency creates a situation of curiosity.

SB: Yes, I’ll turn this over to you and please tell us about the angelic and archangelic kingdoms. We know so little about them. We don’t know how they’re organized, we don’t know what form you appear in, what form is native to you. We don’t know if you live on a dimension or not or how it is that you are able to communicate with us at such a low dimensional level. And there is just so much we don’t know.

AAM: There is so much you don’t know. (Laughter between Steve & Michael)

Where to begin? First of all there have been esoteric studies and channelings of the various levels. Let us group, first of all, angels and archangelics together. Now, let us go back. We know that we have covered this territory before but if we are going to have this conversation let us cover the waterfront, shall we?

SB: Please.

AAM: Birthed from the heart of one, birthed from the heart and form, the light, of the Mother as what you can think of as sparks, pinpricks, filaments of light.

SB: Is this the Atman? (2)

AAM: Yes, some of us would think of this as the fire element as well. Now, at each step, just like how you have taken many steps to become human, at each step there has been, can we say, differentiation. And so – this is one thing we want to make very clear as we begin – this is not a hierarchy.

Human beings have a tendency to think in terms of hierarchical structures, institutions, layers of power. While we have differentiations of power it is not that one is considered higher or lower, stronger or weaker than another. Because in each form there has been a choice of what to transmute or become.

So the angelics and the archangelics want to be very particular, the seraphim were the first form of the angelics. Now does that mean that every being started as a seraphim? No. What it means is that some of those sparks of light in the expression of what they wish to become, which were beings, formed basically of pure light, of love, stayed as close as possible to home, as it were. That was their choice.

Now you still have billions upon billions of sparks of light and this is something that we have never really talked about before, in the Mother’s infinite creation there are still billions of those sparks of light being birthed to this day.

SB: And these were the seraphims or all of the angels?

AAM: No, all the angelics, if you take it as a very large group.

SB: Okay.

AAM: Then as you know, the second form was the cherubim and these were beings who have a great deal more connection to human beings and to the guarding of the light, of the love, of the Mother/Father/One than is assumed. Cherubim don’t tend to act in an interpersonal way very often, but they do with the human beings, because we are going to make our reference point with the human beings.

But they are known to guard the light within you, and that, sweet angels, is very important. They also guard places that are requiring, shall we say, special protection. Now protection simply means an extra shield of light and love. They are guardians often of the temples, of the churches, of the sacred places. The cherubim have been very involved in the protection, the anchoring, and the bringing to Earth of the Cities of Light. And that has never been discussed before.

They have a tendency to be on call for the Mother, and when she needs, be very clear with this word divine intercession, the cherubim flock to her side to do this work. So there are many of you, my beloved friends, who often pray for divine intercession, not intervention. It is slightly different.

And when there is interceding taking place, the cherubim’s energy and light is literally being propelled into either you, your field, the situation, in front of a temple, a sacred vortex, a holy place, and there are many on your planet, so they act as a prevention team. So they intercede before, shall we say, intervention is needed. You tend to think of them as these sweet little Valentine angels that look like chubby children and that is not the case at all. (Laughter)

SB: And what do they look like?

AAM: They are massive, often confused with the archangelic realm. So if you were to, in a human way, see a cherubim, you would think of them as 20-25-30 feet high, wings that would expand outward. Now, can they shrink into those cute little babies? Yes. We have – and you know this, my beloved friend, because you have seen me on the street – you know we have the ability to assume any form we want.

But as you have put it, what is our native form? Well, the native form of the cherubim is exceptionally big. Think of it. They do not simply watch over Gaia, the sacred places, they are also charged with the omniverse, the galaxies, the intergalactic realm.

So they bring energy when it is needed. And inside that energy, of course, is wisdom. Loving wisdom. That is why the cherubim have been so romanticized because what they instill into any situation, place, person, galaxy, is knowledge and wisdom and inside of that is the most massive infusion of gentle love. It is beautiful.

And so they are often thought of as very soft and cuddly, and from our perspective they are. They’re very social, both in terms of their desire for unity, they tend to travel together and that is also why you never have a vision of a cherubim, just one. They do their work as a unified force.

SB: They’re typically, and all angels for that matter, are typically represented in Adam Kadmon form. (3) Are they really in Adam Kadmon form?

AAM: More or less.

SB: Really? So is that is the form that is preferred throughout the universe?

AAM: Yes. Now take this understanding. The expression of form is the Kadmon. Do we have other expressions? You see, your definition, what is your native form? We appear to you in this form. Do we appear to everyone in this form? Do we appear to one another in this form? Might I say, usually.

But I can as easily, as can any of us, appear as an orb, as streamer of color, a flash of light, a sound, a scent, as anything that can be perceived. Your eyes are not the only sense you have. So very often, what you have thought of as the Adam Kadmon form is used as a template on many planets but it is not exclusive or necessarily preferred.

When we go to a planet, for example, that does not use that form, we do not appear in that way. So we adjust for whatever universe or dimension we exhibit in. When we are simply, can I say home, which is beyond dimension, our true form is simply light.

SB: Now you say beyond dimension. So all angels are beyond dimension, is that correct?

AAM: Yes, now do we inhabit and exhibit and experience dimensionally in order to be with you and with many throughout the universe? Yes, we do.

SB: So, often we’ve been told “You’re from the 7th dimension,” “You’re from the 9th” or “from the 11th.” We’re talking about angels but that is where they prefer to hang out at the moment.

AAM: That is where they are alighting.

SB: Right. So, where are they from? (Laughter) I don’t even know how to talk about it.

AAM: Okay, think of it in this way. Think of your planet or even think of your galaxy. Then outside of your galaxy you have what you believe to be deep space.

Now we also know that deep space contains many other galaxies so keep going and keep going and keep going. Now, when you have gone through all of that think of it as being contained in a bubble, go outside the bubble, that’s where we are.

SB: Aah. So, transcendental space.

AAM: Yes. But, also at times the space – now we are going to really confuse you – the space in-between the spaces.

We occupy often the space between the spaces. We come from Source.

SB: Right. Wow!

AAM: Yes, it is bigger than you think.

SB: Yes. Wow. So you are transcendental?

AAM: Yes.

SB: All angels?

AAM: Yes. Now, do not forget all of us are fueled. We fuel each other. We are fueled by Source. We are fueled by the universe that feeds us. We fuel you and you also fuel us. When you say and express that you love me and when I express and tell you, my sacred brother, that I love you, we are sharing our being and our hearts but we are also fueling each other.

This love exchange acts as nuclear rocket fuel. (Laughter) And it propels each of us forward. So, you can have an angelic who is working, say within the earthly atmosphere, for example, guardian angels and we will go back to the glossary in a moment, but, think of guardian angel who basically stays by you throughout the duration of your lifetime, well forever, but during the physical incarnation.

They most certainly accompany you and guide, guard, help, love, act as memory joggers. So that love that you share and that they share and that they are sharing simultaneously with other guardian angels who are in the earth’s atmosphere, as it were, they are fueling each other.

But they are also able to directly draw on that Source fuel and on the archangelic fuel, on the seraphim fuel. The love is so abundant that they can be fully competent at full power, as it were, even being within the earth’s atmosphere for a hundred years. It is nothing.

SB: Is it not boring to walk around the company of human beings as they think all their mundane thoughts, etc. day after day?

AAM: Yes! (Much laughter) But think about it. You know, and we will speak of this a little, guardian angels are truly the troops of heaven. They are amongst the most loving, most committed, most angelic because they are pure love and their power of the number of variables that they are working with to help you with your plan in any given moment would boggle a quantum physicist’s mind.

So in fact they are not simply sitting there observing your most mundane actions and thoughts. They are in constant action. Not only nudging you, not only protecting you, not only keeping you out of harm’s way but very gently, like the gentlest spring air pushing, guiding, nudging you towards where you need to be.

You have had this very lengthy and detailed plan before you have arrived, in keeping with your bigger divine plan of yourself. So they are exceptionally busy. So do not under-estimate, my beloved friends, the role of the guardian angel. They are the ones, out of all of us, who have the deepest love and soul commitment to your divinity, to your divine spark, that they will stick with you to bring that knowing and love forward, no matter what.

SB: So in my case it would be Windthrow. (4)

AAM: Yes, it would be Windthrow. It would be Phoenix and White Cloud as well. (5)

SB: Are they angels too?

AAM: Yes they are. Do not let their names deceive you.

SB: Uh hum, humm, wow. Now, you can be in many, many, many places at once right?

AAM: Well, I’m a very busy archangel, we all are.

SB: How many places at once can you be in?

AAM: How many places can you imagine?

SB: Wow! Does it get confusing? How do you keep it all straight?

AAM: That is not an issue. Now I do not, let me put it in human terms, because we truly want you to understand, do I put myself in a million places at once? Well, I’ve been known to. But, do I spread myself thin in human terms? No. Because do not forget we are being fueled by the infinite Source, the eternal Source. And so are you. This is part of the reason we are having this conversation. In explaining how we are and how we work and how we operate, I am also explaining to you how you work, how you are fueled, how you operate. Now, I do not generally position myself in a million places at once. That is extraordinary circumstance. But can I be in many places, hundreds of places? Yes. Consistently.

SB: No dimination of concentration or forgetting who you’re talking to… (Laugher) I can’t chew gum and think at the same time.

AAM: There are many times when I bring, for example, when we are talking to the collective, where we bring the fullness of my energy through. And that is what we are doing in this conversation. So yes, you do do many things at once. I do not mean to correct you dear brother, but you can walking on the street downtown and writing an article in your head.

SB: Well, yes that’s true.

AAM: You can be watching a movie and completely be enthralled with Kathleen.

SB: That’s true too! (Both laughing) That’s usual.

AAM: You can be visiting your brother and be fully absorbed in the reval or the landings. So think of it, you position yourself in many places. You just don’t tend to think that your full energy can be, but part of your Ascension and part of your interdimensionality, which is delightful, is understanding more and more how you are and how you can be in many places at once with no distraction. So it is not that you are distracted, “Oh, I am talking to somebody but I’m really thinking about my phone bill is overdue”. That is not what we are talking about. We are talking about being fully present in many places at once.

SB: Well, that experience awaits us.

AAM: You have had a taste of it.

SB: When was that, lord?

AAM: Every single day! When you are walking and you are thinking of the coffee you are going to have; or you are thinking about whether this stranger on the street is me or not; or whether you are going to get the article posted in time; whether you are going to make your meeting or not. These are not just random thoughts. So pay attention. Have fun with it. About where you are sending your energy. For example, I can be speaking fully and completely to you. I do not give you the fullness of my energy because it would blow all of your channels but I step it down enough so that you know it is me, you feel the energy and you are feeling it increasingly higher, higher, bigger, bigger. But if the Mother beckons to me, I am there. But it does not mean that I leave you.

SB: Hard to imagine.

AAM: We are stretching your imagination of what is possible these days. You have asked about the power. Wait! I wish to say something about the seraphim. Because often we have also spoken about the angels of pink and how they are the defenders of the throne of God. So understand the defenders of the throne of God, the pinks and the seraphim are one and the same.

SB: Those who stand in the face of God?

AAM: Yes. Well they always face the throne, dear heart.

SB: But that’s how they’re known to earthlings, those who stand in the face of God?
AAM: They are known in different ways in different realities, but yes on earth you are correct. So, let us go back. How much can we do? Well, we have told you about the work of your guardian angels and we are continually shocked, puzzled, dumbfounded (now I use human terms), about why human beings do not fully embrace, work with, their guardian angels. It is a gift specific to each of you. It is not enslavement on the part of the guardian angel. It is their choice because they are part of you. No, they are not your higher self. They are not your universal self. They are not your stranger but they are definitely part of your matrix. And when you leave your form, who do you think accompanies you? Who do you hang out with and explore the universe and reacquaint yourself with, old friends and new? Your guardian angels, they have committed to the Mother to watch over you and to help you with the fulfillment of your mission and purpose. And so often they are overlooked. People have this hierarchical point of view that they have the connection to the ascended masters, to us, to the archangels, to the seraphim, to the throne. No, that is like saying that you prefer your connection to us. Do we work directly with you? Yes, we do, as archangels, and we work on, can we say, tissues of a very large magnitude. We, in many ways, work with the unfoldment of the Mother’s plan with, well for your terms, with the humans. But as you well know we also work with the star beings, with the galactics, with the intergalactics, with different life-kinds of forms, with the kingdoms, with the elementals. Why, there is no one that we won’t interact and talk to.

Why? Because we are committed. Where we assumed form was in the archangelic form to be the emissaries of the Mother. So each of us, although you tend to think, and you are correctly thinking by the way, that each of us has particular areas of responsibility. We are the emissaries of the Mother.

SB: You also, I think you seem to suggest in one discussion I had with you, that you have jurisdictions in the sense that one archangel might be know on Halion, Andromeda and CeeCeeCee and then another one might be known on Earth and the Halion archangel might not be known on Earth.

AAM: That is correct.

SB: So, can you talk a little bit about, I don’t know if I can call this jurisdiction, but can you talk a little bit about that?
AAM: Now, you can talk about jurisdiction in so far as a mission. So, for example, I am not restricted to my work with Gaia and humans. My mission is related to the anchoring of peace and of truth because these are interchangeable, so closely connected you cannot have one without the other. For a very long time my primary focus, which you will be glad to hear, is humans; now that does not mean that I have not been seen on Arcturus or Venus or Halion, that I am not a regular visitor to Sirius. But the primary focus of what we are working on right now is the human Ascension. And you say, “But that is so recent” and what I say to you, my beloved friend is that we have been working, and this give you an idea of our patience, we have been working on human Ascension and recovery for millions of years.

SB: Wow! And you’re using humans to refer only to Earth, right? I thought Sirians were humans?

AAM: I am talking right now about the human collective on Gaia.

SB: Okay.

AAM: Oh, we have been working with humans for billions of years.

SB: Yes.

AAM: And there are many humanoids, well you will see as you encounter your star brothers and sisters, your family, that the humanoid form is the largest percentage of forms throughout the multiverse.

SB: Again, Adam Cadmon template?

AAM: Yes.

SB: Why is that preferred, lord?

AAM: It was a design that could incorporate a magnitude of light that would resemble and allow beings, who were in that form, to shift back to their angelic form very easily.

SB: And who designed it?

AAM: The Mother. She is the ultimate architect, you know.

SB: Yes, and just for our listeners the Mother and the Father are not different.

AAM: They are one.

SB: Yes, they are one.

AAM: You differentiate for purposes of clarity and understanding. But you do not differentiate in terms of when you think of as Source, and that is why I have used this term today, to say that we are fueled by Source.

Now, in our jurisdiction – and does this mean that I cannot help Raphael with healing or that Gabrielle cannot help me with communication? She is very fussy on communication you know. It is part of her organization skills. So, do we help each other? Yes.

What power do we have in your terms to override, manipulate, manifest, change what is taking place? Because this has really been a question of all lightworkers, “Why don’t you do something?”

SB: Yes! Why don’t you teach the dark a lesson and get the reval here? (Steve laughs)

AAM: Because we know in working with you that you can do it with us. Now, are there things that you will never know of that we do override, places where we do intercede and intervene? Every single moment, of every single hour, of every single day, as you measure it and as we measure it.

But because you are not cognizant of the overrides, nor do you need to be, because you don’t see them as yet, you will soon, you think that we are doing nothing. We have prevented nuclear devastation. We have prevented global disintegration. We have prevented wars and mayhem. We have prevented tidal waves. We have prevented or softened earthquakes.

We have prevented or shifted human interest and beliefs, not overriding free choice but exposing billions, all at once, to accept a new idea. And you are seeing that. You are seeing it in the acceptance of humanity of your star brothers and sisters, of the angelic realm, of star technology that is in the homes of every person pretty much. And so, you think that we are not doing things, you think that your star brothers and sisters are not doing things, but in fact we are.

Gabrielle has been the chief administrator in the governments of every super power for the last couple of years.

SB: Do they know that? Are they aware of her presence?

AAM: Oh, no. But she is shifting. Why do you think, let us use, for example, not only the United States government, not only the rift between the Senate and the Congress, the split in Congress, but the increasing split, shall we say between the areas of government, the Administration, the Judiciary, what we would call the Military, the actual functioning of government.

Why has it ground to a stop and why in fact has government, the business of government, been so rocky? Well, I will tell you why…because Gabrielle and I are very involved. She is involved in the reorganization and restructuring of how that spread of money works. That is why so many light workers are turning their attention to government, one way or another.

The old, which does not serve, cannot proceed. So it is limping along while this greater, shall we say undercover, but manifesting in different ways, reorganization is taking place. It is true in China. It is true in the Middle East. It is true in Russia. It is true in the EEC.

So there is much taking place. It looks like stalemate because it is. Now everyone is saying it’s because this party or that party will not give in. And that is true. Because what you are seeing is none of the old ways of what people think of as politics and the operation of government, the expression of politics, works. So it has literally ground to a halt. So that it can emerge like the phoenix, dear heart.

Why do you think that you have named your guardian angel “Phoenix”? It is to remind you that you also emerge, as does your mission, like the phoenix from the ashes of what feels like destruction.

So there are things that we are doing that you are not fully aware of. And then there are things that you are aware of, that we are allowing you to see, such as the magnificent gifts of the Mother, such as containment, such as inviting you, begging you, to be in this partnership with us. And we are yearning to be in this partnership.

SB: Right. It’s easy to see how I can be in this partnership, Lord, given that I and the others on InLight Radio do a radio show but it may not be as easy for other people who don’t do radio shows and things like that to know how they can be in partnership.

AAM: I will make it very simple. Choose your favorite archangel. I hope you choose me. (Both laughing) It is a good thing that we are allowed to tease and play with each other.

I would not be chastised for such a statement because we see it as a joke and that is one of the things we want you to do with us and more as well. Play with us. Joke with us. Treat us as your allies, as your best friends. Every day, simply say to me, Michael, from your heart, always from your heart, “Michael, what would you wish me to do today?”

SB: Oh, I love that direction!

AAM: It is that simple.


AAM: And it will be one word or a vision or a picture or an inclination, “I have never been to the zoo and I have to go to the zoo today; the people need me.” “The animals need me.” ” I need to be in nature today.” ” I need to go swimming today.” “I need to pray today.” “I need to be quiet today. That is what Michael is asking me.” And do it!

SB: I think Kathleen gets that a lot [hears instructions].

AAM: Yes, she does.

Kathleen: Thank you…thank you for talking to us.

AAM: And when you do it, it is reinforced so that the messages become clearer and clearer and clearer. It is the same with your guardian angels. “What do you want me to do today? What should I do next? Yes, or no?” And proceed bravely. We will not let you misstep! That is a guarantee.

SB: Wow! Well I want to be considerate to Linda in so far as we’ve gone over our hour but again I leave that up to you.

AAM: Well, I will release you but we will continue this conversation because many want to know. And many on this side want you to know.

SB: Oh yes. I have no doubt about that, Lord.

AAM: Go with my love.

SB & Kathleen: Thank you!

AAM: Now what do I want you to do today? (Laughter of Steve & Kathleen). It is a fifty-fifty, write and play.

SB: Ok, but I’m the writer. Kathleen is not necessarily the writer….

AAM: Oh, she is. (Laughter of Steve and Kathleen)

Kathleen: I have some writing to do.

AAM: And the writing is play. Go with my love, dear hearts.

SB: Thank you very much.

AAM: Farewell.

SB & Kathleen: Farewell.


(1) Linda had said in the opening prayer that the room suddenly filled up with angels. I had quipped that they were there to see that AAM gets it right.

(2) The Atman is the Hindu name for the soul, the Self, the Christ, the pearl of great price and treasure buried in the field of the body (i.e., in the heart).

(3) The Adam Kadmon template is the bilaterally-symmetrical form associated with the human being. Some civilizations reached that form by mammalian descent as we did, others by insects, birds, reptiles, and so on.

(4) I had always thought that only my guide Windthrow was an angel but apparently all my guides are. I imagine that my twin flame, Annastara, must also be. “Anna” means angel.

(5) Phoenix and White Cloud are two of my guides as well.