ART : Giotto di Bondone
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Emergence
(β¦) And weeks later β I emerge . Not triumphant β but alive β and that in itself is the gift.
Iβve been βrestingβ if you will. For days and days β I have been merely existing , it seems β with no insight worth sharing β seemingly too tired to physically remember events which occurred while in Dreamland . Headaches have plagued me. Physical fatigue has taken over. Confusion has set in. And a total disconnect from the Source and its vibratory Presence has been noted. And for someone such as myself β itβs difficult β and extremely humbling. Iβve existed in 3D β after being lifted to heights that only a few have been blessed enough to experience and comprehend. And now I remember β¦.. I remember WHY I am here β and I understand HOW I must help β¦..
Things are shifting. Weβre rebuilding ourselves. Our thought patterns. Our ideologies. Weβre strengthening our core values β and weβre sharing them with those around us. Iβm part of that process β always have been and hope to always be active. So when things βmysteriouslyβ shut down β it was difficult and painful. To feel that disconnect. To be told that for now β I needed to rest. To think. And to find myself and be grounded before I was to proceed.
Itβs only two nights ago that it happened. Itβs come back β and I am once again surrounded and filled with the energies of the Universe. I travelled to Council twice in two nights β and have received messages for myself β on how to better things around me β how to guide β how to help β how to help bring peaceful resolutions to local issues ( mainly in our immediate families ). Upon my return from the astral realm this morning, I was greeted by none other than Nathaniel β my beloved twin flame β whom I had not seen in quite some time. This morning β he was ever more present and visible β and I was thrilled and excited to reconnect with him. I feel complete again β ready to take on the World β and re-energized to help those around me.
The physical symptoms are still ever present. More so β it seems β as I adjust once again to the pressures of this Earth. I have a migraine headache which is omnipresent β and my ears are buzzing and swooshing. I know that this too shall pass. It always does. So perhaps I shall wait it out β take it a little easier today β on myself and on others around me. Absorbing the fact that I am so grateful to be Alive. Well. And back on the path of helping those around me.
Envelop me in your arms Nathaniel β and help this painful moment run its course so that tomorrow, I may once again be strong and ready to take on the Universe with you . But just for today β hold me. Love me. And fill me with your Love and Warmth . Dry my tears and fill my consciousness with loving energy. Help me help others β¦.
xo