Saturday, March 21, 2015
THE DAY AFTER
Hello wonder friends and followers, I wanted to share this YouTube with all of you about our wonderful Arcturians Corridor Opening.
I hope you all enjoy it as much as we did
I don’t understand a lot,
but I know that
something is different.
Not something obvious,
oh no, its very subtle,
a small, still feeling deep within.
Perhaps, just perhaps, deep within
where there has always been
pain and longing
something like satisfaction
is beginning to take root.
Something like satisfaction
only because I don’t really know
how satisfaction feels,
never having REALLY experienced it.
Always, I have needed more.
Nothing has ever been enough
because nothing has ever soothed
the constant longing
that has haunted my unconscious mind.
Now, I am beginning to realize
that I have been trying
to ease my pain from the outside
when it really exists on the inside
where nothing and no one external to me
can touch or heal the wound
that festers deep inside.
And so, I must heal myself
But, can I?
Can I actually find alone
what no one else has been able to find for me?
No one, that is, on the outside.
Inside there another world,
Inside is where I have always lived
and always longed to return.
Often I have hated the outside world
because it seemed to keep me from my true Self.
And what was out there anyway?
which had only caused me problems
which seemed to mean only more money
to cause more problems
Yes, the Love is why I have stayed
I would have retreated deep inside
Without the Love I would have
left the outside world,
left it and never turned around.
But, even though I didn’t always understand why,
and though it often hurt,
I stayed for the Love.
Maybe now the Love without
and the Love within could unite.
Imagine the glory of that.
Imagine a road of Love
leading back and forth
from the heart of my inner reality
to the heart of my outer world.
This road could connect the
two portions of me that have
always seemed to be at war.
If my inner and outer worlds
were truly united,
I could find Peace,
In fact, I could BE Peace.
I could help.
(Dear Readers, This poem was written long ago when I actually felt this way. I include it now in hopes that you, too, can find YOUR road.)
If any of you would chose to tell a bit about how your found your “road,” or even if your still feel lost, that would be wonderful.
Blessings to you all