Entering into the Flow of Life – Part 2/2 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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Entering into the Flow of Life – Part 2/2

Sacred 111(Concluded from Part 1.)

The conditioned patterns arising in me right now derive from stubborn, hidden, survival-based impressions in the deeper reaches of the mind. Primitive, early childhood threats to survival. The earliest traumatic moments. Demanding to be recognized.

Self-images – sometimes caricatures – are arising to be seen. Positioning within the family. Cherished goals. Gender stereotypes. Bigotry. Downright miserableness. I’m seeing it all right now.

When Jesus said everything hid shall be seen, (1) I didn’t know that he meant me. I didn’t know I’d have to look at it all and examine it. Having our sponges wrung dry in this way is challenging.

Moreover, my consciousness has become more acute and so a lot less misses my attention.

Ironically, I have no memory but an acute consciousness. At least I don’t have to carry my thoughts around. This file does; not me.

But then maybe that’s the point. I’m asked to let go of Third-Dimensional memories. Meanwhile, my ability to be present and sense the now, which is a higher-dimensional trait, is sharpened. Why can I not see the evolutionary value of my situation – no memory but sharper consciousness?

The last point in my process overview.

I’m coming to see that I can’t go much further without having accepted the whole of my past. Complete, incomplete, good, bad, indifferent. All of it.

I have to have looked at as much as I can, learned from what I could, and let the rest go.   If I don’t, then I need to take what arises later from that choice without complaint. But the invitation in any moment is to be complete, now, and to come from being complete in the future.

I need to resolve any remaining issues in my life, either with the people themselves or with them in my heart. Again, no complaints if I take the latter option.

I have to have the declaration that I’m complete be rock-solid. Being complete is a stand and like all stands it can be contested.

I need to be able to withstand having my stand of completion contested while not sacrificing the truth to an act of will.

I need to create completion as a possibility, create it as an actuality, and then embrace it unequivocally.

There’s much correspondence to this and what the Arcturians called “mastery over all thoughts and feelings.” Again another higher-dimensional trait or attribute. And again, another “initiation.”

My completion doesn’t absolve me from repentance or apology should the need arise. I’ve been as much of a jerk as anyone in my threescore years and ten.

As the observer of my life, I must be able to review – and look forward to – all parts of it equanimously, if I’m to approach life higher-dimensionally and, I hope, enter into its flow.

Footnotes

(1) “For nothing is secret, that shall not be made manifest; neither any thing hid, that shall not be known and come abroad.” Luke 8:17. “Fear them not therefore, for there is nothing covered that shall not be revealed, and hid that shall not be known.” Matthew 10:26.

Entering into the Flow of Life – Part 2/2

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Entering into the Flow of Life – Part 1/2 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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Entering into the Flow of Life – Part 1/2

Sacred 333We just passed through a day of national mourning in the US and compassionate mourning in other countries.

At these times, lightworkers lead a double (or perhaps a triple) life. While they mourn the victims, they also know the unpleasant truth of the situation.

And while knowing all that, they also know the future and how seemingly-miraculous so much of it will be.

How to keep all three straight – the mourner, the whistleblower, and the visionary? At times it’s difficult.

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I’d like to branch off from 9/11 to offering a SitRep, an overview, a state of the union, so to speak, on my own process of ascension. I do so because so many people have written in and said “it was the same for me” or “that helped me so much.”

Hilarion tells us that we’re very much still in the cleansing phase of our ascension.

“The cleansing and purging that has been happening for many years is something that humanity needs to go through but it is a process that fills one with a sense of overwhelm while it is occurring.

“It is occurring almost non-stop now and for the foreseeable future. Ultimately, Dear Ones, this is a good thing. This is something that is needed and required before each person is able to traverse the two worlds, the two dimensions [Third and Fourth?] into a higher octave which will bring about more peace within themselves and which will ultimately bring about peace on the planet.” (1)

Therefore the rising energies are bringing everything hidden to the surface to be seen and released. Let’s look for a moment at the process of cleansing itself.

I define “cleansing” as dealing with the ejecta, the molten lava from deep inside us which the increasingly-refined energies are causing to come to the surface. It must be allowed to surface and leave us. It cannot go with us into the higher dimensions.

Bouts of cleansing seem to occur in direct proportion to an increase in the influx of energy – the photons, gamma rays, Tsunami of Love, Third Wave, call it what you wish. Or with the influx of a different kind of energy.

The rising energies are creating scant food for drama. There’s very little payoff any more for any kind of 3D conditioned behavior and certainly not given where many of us will be going after the Reval.

Now to my own process.   The present round of cleansing is involving occasional eruptions of my vasanas. Not as often as in bygone days. They’re not new vasanas. They’re the same Top Ten, only at a deeper level. (2) And managing them is getting easier.

The present round of cleansing is also taking in my conditioned behavior. My moves and gambits are becoming more visible, like rocks in the river, as the waters of 3D drama subside. (3)

It’s becoming more difficult to hide, excuse, or deny my lapses. I’m having to face up to them, all as part of the cleansing.

(Concluded in Part 2.)

Footnotes

(1) Hilarion, Sept. 11-18, 2016, athttp://goldenageofgaia.com/2016/09/11/hilarions-weekly-message-september-11-18-2016/

(2) It is occurring almost non-stop now and for the foreseeable future. Ultimately, Dear Ones, this is a good thing, this is something that is needed and required before each person is able to traverse the two worlds, the two dimensions into a higher octave which will bring about more peace within themselves and which will ultimately bring about peace on the planet.

I have to stop thinking in terms of going to new and different higher realms and begin to see that all important spiritual processes involve going deeper and deeper. Cleansing vasanas is a process that goes deeper and deeper. Entering into bliss is a process that goes deeper and deeper.  Love as well.

(3) The sum of these I call the constructed self. The phrase takes in our self-image, goals, vasanas, history, conditioning, programs, acts, rackets, numbers, worries, hopes, and fears, etc.

Entering into the Flow of Life – Part 1/2