Falling into Stillness and Silence: The Father Side – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia


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Falling into Stillness and Silence: The Father Side

The monkish side of me continues to make itself felt and draws me inward.  It isn’t surprising, given a remark that Michael made in my last reading, which I cited earlier:

Now you have had a lot of physical-practicality things that have prevented you from having the time and the spaciousness, the feeling that you can take that time to really be in the bliss but it is absolutely necessary, my brother. So make the time. ” (1)

This leg of the ascension journey is essentially pointing inwards and making the time to feel the bliss.

I must have completed with my Father as a result of re-establishing myself in this therapeutic locale, which predates the family violence. Something in me has healed and I’m beginning to forget that other part of my life.

Gosh, this is how long it took me to complete. If you don’t feel complete, don’t get down on yourself. It takes a tremendous amount of work.  The energies will do the job eventually anyways. I just want it sooner. I’m tired of waiting.

Meanwhile, the Father energy, the Divine Masculine, is – not surprisingly, I suppose – blossoming in me.

Gosh, how do I explain the Father Energy? The “Father” is transcendental, beyond form, beyond sounds, beyond action – that is, physical sounds and action.

The Mother is also transcendental, but she’s an extension of the Father into this dreamscape we call “life.” She gives birth to, preserves, and transforms whole universes and dimensions and beyond.

The Mother is the Father in action. The Father is the Mother in stillness. They are One and the same, like the One wearing two masks.

To give you an idea of the breadth of the Mother’s domain, I once asked her on An Hour with an Angel if she was Shakti. She replied that Shakti was but a very small part of her.  Oh my heavens. OK.

Both Father and Mother are Love. No surprise there.

But the Mother is Love in action and the Father is Love in stillness – as applied to the physical or material domain (matter, mater, Mother). I have to add that rider because there is movement and sound in the transcendental; it just isn’t capable of being seen or heard by those residing in the physical.

In the transcendental, there is movement.  Love flows, bliss flows, ecstacy, exaltation. It just appears to us in the lower dimensions as stillness and silence.

I wouldn’t be surprised to hear that choirs of angels constantly adore the Divine Couple. Music surely exists there as well, just not audible to our denser-dimensional ears.

So suddenly it feels like Father energy is being released in me.  And that in itself manifests as a great hunger for stillness and silence.

I apologize to anyone who’s saying “What has this to do with the Reval?” You must be kidding. I’m clearing away the blocks to me being in my natural Self, the sahaja state. I’d imagine my usefulness to the lightworker community would go up a fair percent if I were successful. Worth more than a kingdom in the three worlds, never mind Zim.

Until this time, I’ve been in the Mother energy, almost exclusively. I was either exploring my feelings or defending the women in my life, all of it vasana-driven.  All of it was either me not wanting to be like my Father or else resisting him. None of it was genuinely me.

However, thanks to Archangel Michael, I had a major heart opening on March 13, 2015 and remained in torrential love (I think that’s a more descriptive term than “transformative love”) for most of that year. Then the last three months were spent in bliss with small episodes of ecstacy and exaltation (according to AAM, exaltation is transcendental).

I can say with certainty that love, bliss in action, in service – this is the Mother side of me. And you. At this moment, that is not my preoccupation. My preoccupation has shifted.

I’m now preoccupied with the Father side of me and that manifests as feeling drawn to stillness and silence.

Now that my memories of the bad times in my life are falling away, I find the Father energy practically bubbling up.

I’ve been a monk in two, possibly three, lifetimes that I know of (one lifetime AAM will not tell me about). The stillness and the silence are old friends to me. I just need to create the time to sink into them like a stone dropped into the Challenger Deep.

Here now comes the warrior side. It’s a question of will, of what Kathleen would call “intention.”  I have to make going inward, into the stillness and silence, more important than anything else in my life, with a few exceptions. If I want it to happen. And that is not necessarily a popular thing to do.

Nevertheless, I don’t think I could stop myself from sinking into stillness and silence if I tried.



Namaste Buddha Oil Painting on Canvas at Victoria Curios Coins


Pamela Kribbe channels Earth @ The Jeshua Channelings


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Pamela Kribbe channels Earth

Dear people,

I am the voice of the Earth. I carry you in my body. The planet on which you live and walk is my body, the expression of my soul. You are welcome here because you are part of my body. Your body is part of me, made of earthly matter. Be very aware of the cells in your body, which are very small, independent entities that know exactly what they are supposed to do. They work toward balance and harmony and cooperation in your body

Now imagine that you are present as a brilliant sun in your body. Your light is not of the Earth; you come from the cosmos. You are a living soul who is able to take on various forms and now you are present in an earthly form. Imagine that the light of your soul radiates in the center of your body, the center close to your heart. See a light burning there and remember who you are: you are aeons old. You have had many lives; you are not here for the first time.

Remember who you are! Know that you are independent of this body, of this life, and of the society around you. You have come here to bring something new, something unique, something not quite understood by those around you. It takes courage and daring to bring in what is new, because new things cause resistance. That is why it is so important to remember who you are: your freedom, your independence. Only then can you really be yourself in this reality and spread your light.

I now ask you, from that which is your heart, to connect the light of your soul with all your body cells, which have their own individual consciousness, yet which are part of me, the Earth. Imagine that the light of your heart, your soul, joins to the consciousness of all your body cells. Your light shines into all your cells, and your cells respond with joy. This is what they want – they want to be inspired by you! This is their goal; this is their function.

Maybe you think that the aim of your body cells is simply to maintain your body so it can function and survive; and on some level, that is true, but not on the deepest level. Your highest purpose here on Earth is to provide an instrument through which your soul can manifest itself; that is what your body is for. So connecting your soul with your body awareness is extremely important. Your entire body is undergoing a transformation that cannot be explained on a material level.

Now imagine that the light from your divine core spreads slowly from your heart and touches all your cells in a tender way: in your chest and shoulders, and throughout your neck and throat. Then allow all the cells in your head to be touched by your soul’s energy and to take it in so they are able to get direction and guidance from the divine Source. Let your soul’s energy, the light of your heart, to then stream through your solar plexus, your belly, and down through your abdomen, and feel for a moment the center of your abdomen. There may be old emotions still there, or resistances against life that make it difficult to allow in the light of your soul: “Is this safe? May I really be here with my unique energy, my light?”

See if your soul’s light can penetrate into your stomach, your tailbone, your pelvis. If you feel places there that offer resistance, that do not allow in the light, just observe that happening and do not force anything. Just see if there is a dark spot or a tense place somewhere in your body where the energy is somewhat constricted and concealed. With a very accepting and open gaze, concentrate your attention on that spot of heaviness. Your consciousness is very soft and pliable, and as a soft breeze, surround that spot with your attention.

Inside that blocked energy, there is life that has been hidden away for a variety of reasons. Encourage that life to make itself known to you. Ask the question: “Who are you? Don’t be afraid of me, show yourself.” See if something appears to you: an image, a symbol; it can also be an animal or a human being, or maybe a child. Everything that is blocked and hidden in a person wants out, wants to be free; but it is afraid, which is why it is hiding at times. To be able to reach it, you need not force anything; it is enough to be gently present and to listen. To not want to change anything, to not wish to get rid of this part, is the most helpful approach.

So calmly see or sense what wants to reveal itself from that dark part. Imagine that you reach out your hand to what appears and you reassure it by telling it: “You are good; you are allowed to be who you really are.” You welcome this part of yourself by taking responsibility for your energy, by promising that you will work with it. Because in all this clogged and blocked energy there is also a strength, a capability that belongs to you. It should never be the intention only to make a blockage or a problem disappear. It is about transforming and releasing old energies, and so thoroughly that the core of light within you can join with it. That is why love is the way, and not struggling with negative energies or problems that are in you, but loving them.

Finally, let the light of your soul flow all the way down from your pelvis to your thighs and your upper legs, and give especial attention to your knees. Imagine that the cells of the bones in your knees open up for the light from your heart. Remember how joyful it can be to live and be active on the Earth, so retrieve those memories of joy. Then let your light descend farther into your calves and your ankles, and fully into your feet: into your heels, the soles of your feet and your toes.

Entrust the light of your soul to the Earth. I am here for you; you are welcome in and on me. You do not have to go it alone. The more you allow your soul’s light to be here, the more you are protected and carried by your own wisdom and by your connection to me, the Earth. I salute you from my heart and want to thank you for your presence here and now.

Translation by Maria Baes and Frank Tehan

© Pamela Kribbe




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