Losing the Mental Chatter – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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Losing the Mental Chatter

I’m taking Sue Lie’s Multidimensional Leadership Training at the same time I’m taking Linda Dillon’s The Inspired Self webinar. And the Tsunami of Love has been ramped up.

I don’t know what’s causing it – I like to think the two courses – but I’m having major insights and readjustments. (1)

One of them occurred three hours after Sue’s course this morning.

I was sitting on a bench on a sunny day, waiting for my Bavarian Smokey from a vendor. Suddenly something dropped from me. The experience was similar to when the wall of belief – the belief being that I was separate from my Higher Self – fell away. (2)

Something fell away. And I tried to discover and name what it was. I tried on: “Mental chatter.” Hmmm…. Yes. “The Constant Critic.” Yes. “The frightened child.” Yes.

I still talked to myself, but my attention now was single-minded. There wasn’t an echo. There wasn’t this constant monitoring where radars are scanning and sonars pinging and screens being updated and recalibrated and interpreted.  My mind was not a war room any more.

There was just one of me now in a way there hadn’t been before. Granted that, for the Humpty Dumpty Man, this is feeling a little like the beginning of the end game. (3)

That left me more present, more here and now.  At one point I heard myself complaining and, when I heard myself, I stopped complaining immediately. I (the witness) recognized that as “old-dimensional.”

So I am somehow pulling out of being unchangeably tied to the Third/Fourth Dimension, or so it seems. Something is happening.

The course I was in was on multidimensionality. What did I expect?


(1) Folks in the courses are aware that my schedule won’t allow me to participate in all aspects.  Thanks for being understanding.

(2) See “Reunited with Long-Lost Self” at http://goldenageofgaia.com/?p=287068 and “The Impact of Beliefs” at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2017/04/12/287104/

(3) See “Putting Humpty Together Again – Part 1/3,” July 18, 2016, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2016/07/18/putting-humpty-together-part-13/.


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