Art: Chosen by Donna Smallenberg Gallery


*Meaning “Pillar of Light blazing in the Unbound Space of Divine Mother’s Love”
This journey will take you deep into the Heart of Vajrasattva through a personal vision I had, then into Babaji’s Promise through a visualization, the Vajra or Diamond or Christ Body through knowledge, the Lotus Born Bliss Drop through feeling, the Lamp of the Heart through Yeshua and Mary Magdalene and the Wisdom of the One Shared Heart through us all and our shared wisdom.

It outlines a lot of the practices and is an offering, a prayer from my heart to you.

This could be several posts but I decided to do it as one because the thread is there for the weaving.

Love always



Dearest Ones

I had the most powerful experience.


It was the second day of the twelfth month of the Fire Bird (phoenix) Year (2017) and I was performing various mystical rituals with Padmasambhava  and Nyingma yogis in my home integrating the Kriya Yoga techniques of Babaji and Yogananda.

Yogananda describes the technique as cycling the breath around the interior stars (or chakras) where “the current that revolves around the spine while practicing Kriya is so intense that it literally bakes the seeds of karma”.

The universal current also allows you to connect to Divine Mother Within, surrender to Her and allow the Light to enter in whatever form or intention your devotion takes.

So in the past when I was devoted to dolphins for example, by cycling the current around the inner stars the divine current within “became” the ocean and connected with the divine current “without” which became the dolphins and the subsequent communications I had with them.

So on that second day some unusual things began to manifest.

My friend and Reiki Master had an accident and when he rang me to ask for help my right foot began to swell and I had a great pain in my right lower ankle and I said to him over the phone “It is your right ankle that is sprained just below the ankle on the outer part”.

I was focused on sending him healing so when I was performing the mystical ritual of Vajrasattva in the crown and Akshobhya and Prajnaparamita in the base chakra by cycling the Kriya breath around, the divine current within “became” Vajrasattva and an enormous surge of divine current and power washed through me.

In the space within me Akshobhya in deep blue and Prajnaparamita in white were locked in union at my base chakra and above them at the crown Vajrasattva was seated in light.

During the phase of the ritual when the life energies of the five buddha and Christ families are visualised as being summoned, light rays suddenly, spontaneously burst forth from the Heart of Vajrasattva.

The tips of the rays bore buddhas and dakinis of such grace that I was brought to tears and their light shone out into the universe.

I could actually feel their light caress the crown of my head and fill the room and the space I was in began to feel vast and limitless.

I was aware of the light as if performing a cosmic dance. It was extremely forceful and all hindrances and obstructions were immediately expelled. The life energies of the three buddha kayas, because that is what they represented, were drawn forth.

A stream of nectars flowed forth and came to the crown of my head and entered my body completely filling it.

My central channel became as firm as an iron arrow and light vajras filled the top and bottom.

The sensation continued the next eight hours.

Vajrasattva transformed into a ball of light and dissolved into me.

I experienced a strong sense of bliss and emptiness in union.

Art: Advanced visualizations of Vajrasattva include his consort, representing the Wisdom of Emptiness.


After many years under this guidance, the guidance of Babaji/Yogananda and Padmasambhava/Dalai Lama, both paths I have been initiated into, I wanted to share with you the remarkable power of the Master’s Heart of the Paths of Pathlessness related to the manifestation of the vision above.

As you read the following, visualize yourself traveling with me, hand in hand, as we traverse the mountains and valleys of the terrain the Masters describe.

We have been traveling for many days on horseback, a 500 mile journey, from Danapur to the Himalayan site of Ranikhet.

We spend many hours together roaming the magnificent hills. We hear that great saints bless the region with their presence.

As we climb upwards we hear a distant voice calling our name.

We continue a vigorous climb up Drongiri Mountain.

Finally we reach a small clearing whose sides are dotted with caves. On one of the rocky ledges stands a saint whose hand is extended in welcome.

“Rest here in the cave”, he says, “it was I who called you.”

We enter and see a few woolen blankets and some water pots.

“Surely this cave seems familiar to you?” he says.

He approaches us and strikes us both gently on the forehead.

At his magnetic touch a wondrous current sweeps through our brains releasing the sweet seed memories of our previous lives.

“I remember” we say.

“You are my guru Babaji, who has belonged to me always!”

As the presence of the great Mahavatar fills us we open our minds and hearts  to the presence and light of many other masters gathering around us.

Kuan Yin

Yeshua and Mary Magdalene, Buddha and Guan Yin, Krishna and Saraswati, Padmasambhava, Yeshe Tsogyal and Princess Mandarava, Yogananda, Swami Sri Yukteswar, Lahiri Mahasaya and the Dalai Lama.


In your path of pathlessness, skillful “walking and breathing and listening” with the Masters can bring about great progress on the path.

All the Masters speak about the Vajra or Diamond or Christ Body.

Let us walk through and breathe into and listen to the Vajra Body.

The elements of the Vajra Body are the subtle aspects of the physical body, composed of channels, wind-energies and essence drops.

The Vajra Body itself is the indestructible wisdom body.

The channels consist of the red, right sided channel in the body, with solar wind energies and the white, left sided channel in the body, with lunar wind energies.

Many of the experiences I have had, from calling star craft and dolphins, to healing and manifestation of objects and journeys to other worlds have involved understanding these channels and the Vajra Body.

The key to what lies beyond is what lies in the centre of these two, the sushumna or central channel, also known as the pathway to enlightenment or the pathway of the Kundalini awakened. The central channel is also Rahu, space, where the wisdom energy moves.

The lotus is the heart chakra with eight petal like channels, midway up the central channel.
The essence or bliss drop is the quintessence of the five elements at the centre of the heart.

The wisdom energy moving in the central channel and the wisdom of the True Self rests upon the same extraordinary quintessential channel, wind energy and bliss drop (the seed of great bliss).

In the Tantra Compendium of Indestructible Primal Wisdom it is said that all paths simply render the primordial luminosity manifest.

They do not create it.

This is an extremely profound point and represents the entire view of the Secret Mantra.

So it is with all our pathways.

No matter what pathway you choose, ultimately they all simply allow the Light to manifest.

So it is with our body which reflects the cosmos.

All channels in our body lead to the central channel which contains the wisdom of the True Self.

All the experiences I have had of manifestation, from Divine Mother’s pearls to divine oils, came from the wisdom rising in the central channel, which then manifested as Her wisdom rising from the earth.

As within so without.

If our mind were truly empty and therefore capable of containing the entire universe we would see the Light no matter where we looked, within and without.

The mind’s ultimate mode is Love and Light.

The qualities of enlightenment are spontaneously present from the very beginning.

All various paths therefore serve only to make these qualities manifest.

Photograph of Tara Statue by Michael Ash


Bliss or bodhichitta is the naturally luminous bliss drop, pure, radiant and unchanging, ever present in our Heart.

It is the indivisible union of immutable great bliss and great emptiness.

This is why many of the great Tantra and Alchemical Sacred Rituals involve symbolic ritual and visualization of a god and a goddess in union.

This is also why many institutions chose to leave out or omit or destroy any of the sacred feminine.

The fear by those authorities of what would happen if the real truth and knowledge behind sacred texts like the Gospel of Mary Magdalene and the Book of Love were shared.

Love and the power we have within us for divine union, unity consciousness and God consciousness is so very simple.

It is unbounded and unknowable by the mind.

All it requires is presence.

Being here now with our divinity.

Having a romance with the divine within.
This is the wisdom body, the realization of all Christs and Buddhas, all Divine Mothers.
The state of Vajradhara, Diamond Consciousness or Christ Consciousness.

Spontaneous oceanic qualities of enlightenment exist within us.
This is the self-arisen, ultimate, Lotus Born.
The Lotus Born (or Bliss Drop of primordial wisdom in the Heart) is encircled by many wind energies and essence drops, moving within the empty space of the central channel and other channels that radiate from it.
The wind energies and essence drops that dwell within these channels and in the chakras help the wisdom of great bliss to manifest.
The wind energies and essence drops are the inner Dakinis.
Once the structure has been understood we can begin to practice physical yoga that strengthens the subtle channels of the body and undo the knots on the central channel, control the wind energy or Sacred Breath and concentrate on the subtle Bliss drop.
We may choose Tummo which is the practice of the fire of inner Bliss, where the karmic wind energy is made to dissolve into the central channel and the essence or Bliss drop melts and generates Bliss.
We may also train in yoga which takes the support of a partners body.
We may train in methods that cause the mind mounted on the wind energy (wind dragon) to enter the central channel.
We can train in the illusory body.
We can train in the luminous or light body.
We can train in the yoga of dreams.
We can accomplish Primordial Wisdom.
By training in this way the quintessential Bliss drop of Primordial Wisdom in the Heart gains strength.
Everything is purified in the expanse of Great Bliss.
All existence is transformed and realized as the Pure Light of Being.
The nature of mind and heart is pervaded by primordial wisdom, love and light, ultimate and self-arisen, dwelling within the body.

The physical body is constrained by the five elements, sense fields, karma and negative emotion.
The natural luminous wisdom body, the many light rays, the primordial wisdom and ultimate reality are therefore obscured so we fail to behold in every moment what is in fact our own true nature.
This luminosity is spontaneously present and so the crucial point of the path of spontaneous presence (thogal) is the self arisen primordial wisdom love and light.

We are that wisdom, love and light at all times.

There is never a time when we are not.

We only think that we are not because the mind is not still and present.


The lamp of the body is the heart.

“For where your treasure is, there your heart is also.” (Matthew 6:21)

Its Light will manifest through clear vision (silence, stillness).

“If your vision is clear your whole body will be full of light.” (Matthew 6:22)

Through a still, clear mind.

“Be still and know that I AM, God” (Psalm 46:10-11)

With clear intention.

“For where the mind is, there is the treasure.” (Mary Magdalene 5:9-10)

Art by Visual Artist & Illustrator Kenal Louis

When the mind is still and the heart’s treasure chest opens, three lamps or signs arise, the blue pearl, emptiness and the pure white lotus (or immaculate perfectly pure expanse of the Divine Mother within).
These three doors are opened through the three portals of presence (gazing (such as deep concentration on the third eye area such as in Kriya practice), breathing and awareness).
We then arrive at a simple natural pure uncontrived awareness, free of thought, radiant, like the stillness of a vast ocean or an undisturbed lake on a cloudless day.
The physical self is in three states, motionless body, steady eyes, motionless mind mounted on the wind dragon (wind energy – breath).
We rest in the three states, where all external and internal appearances are equal and unwavering, so even adversities arise as friends, where the body rests without searching or chasing things to do, so no deluded thoughts arise and the mind is still mounted on the wind dragon (breath) so thoughts cannot arise.
Then our environment arises as a Pure Land, our body dissolves into Light and our thoughts naturally come to a halt.
We become certain of the Path.


Art: Battle Seraph by Terese Nielsen @ DeviantArt

All the great saints and sages, Masters, gurus and angels speak with the same One Heart.

Pray single-mindedly with faith and devotion to the enlightened form of the Christs, Buddhas, Krishnas and Divine Mothers within you.

Obtain the empowerment of immortality through the sacred breath you breathe.

Liberate from birth and death through mindful heartful practice, breathing, breathing, walking, walking.

When you speak, speak with Presence and share your personal story of the Radiant Self by being a shining example of compassion and love to All.

Make enlightened connections in this world and all worlds through the Divine Romance and the Secret Mantra.

We will become endowed with the noble enlightened qualities of the Christs, Buddhas, Krishnas and Divine Mothers.

We will be led to the realm of the Pure Light of Being.

We will mingle indivisibly in the space, the Ocean of the Great Mother.

This is the ground, the path and the fruit, the Heart of the Lotus.

We carry this sacred flame of enlightenment, the miracle of the inner fire of bliss, within us.

Let it shine.

This is the mantra of the Heart Sutra, the Prajnaparamita Sutra, the Sutra of the Blessed Mother.


Gate gate pāragate pārasaṃgate bodhi swāhā

Go beyond your self, go beyond what you know, go beyond the breath, empty yourself, bathe yourself in the miracle of the fire and bliss of Divine Love and the Secret Mantra and the Light within you.

Love and soul blessings

Altair and Mother …

Divine Union



Son Of Lord Krishna, Son Of Lady Guan Yin, conscious walk-in from the Pleiadian Dolphin Isle Daenkus.

I am here to do the work of My Mother in assisting both in Mother Gaia’s ascension and by walking the Path of the Bodhisattva in seeking Krishnahood, Christhood, Buddhahood and healing for all beings.

Love and Blessings from the Source. Stephen/Altair gate gate pāragate pārasaṃgate bodhi svāhā ག༌ཏེ༌ག༌ཏེ༌པཱ༌ར༌ག༌ཏེ༌པཱ༌ར༌སཾ༌ག༌ཏེ༌བོ༌དྷི༌སྭཱ༌ཧཱ། “go, go, go beyond, go thoroughly beyond, and establish yourself in enlightenment”

A teacher, healer and mystic guiding the Way of Love, Unity and Harmony for the New Gaia that we are co-creating. He teaches that We are the Way and that our freedom to be our True Self is the key to transformation. “The miracles of God lie within Us. We are the Light. We are the Temple of the One Chakra whose Awakened Infinite Light Body brings all our dreams into reality.” With deepest Love and Devotion to My Divine Mother, Lady of the Earth, Guan Yin (from the Sanskrit root Guanyin/Kuan Yin/Kwan Yin) The Divine Mother who perceives the Sounds and Cries of Mother Gaia and Her Children.

Gratitude & Appreciation to all artists ~ Credit given where this is known. Any queries, please contact me, Shekinah ❤💖
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