Virgin of the Adoption

Virgin of the adoption painting by Jean Auguste Dominique Ingres 1858 – National Gallery of Victoria




*Meaning “Pillar of Light blazing in the Unbound Space of Divine Mother’s Love”


We are all born into divinity.

We are all Children of the Light.

We come into this life with the face of the divine child, a Christ Light, and we leave it with the face of the divine child.

“Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven” (Matthew 18:3)

I would love you to share the continuum of your divine child from the face of your child before you were born to the child at birth, to where your child is now, to the child at transition to Her Father.

Here is my story.

I was born into a New Zealand culture that values freedom and a natural life so my initial journeying took me away from Aotearoa (‘Long White Clear Bright World’ in Maori) to the ancient Buddhist paths of Japan and the search for a guru in India.

My own path led me to Yogananda and the Dalai Lama at an early age.

Yogananda’s own beautiful life was a model for me to follow thereafter.

He was a true master who many of us know from his timeless classic ‘Autobiography of a Yogi’.

The Dalai Lama is familiar throughout the western and eastern world as a master of compassion.

It is from the fountain of their wisdom that these words spring.

Before I was born and before Mum met Dad, Mum, while in her early twenties was working in an orchard in Nelson, New Zealand.

There was an old Maori Tohunga (Hawaiian Kahuna), a woman healer, who came up to Mum out of the blue one afternoon while Mum was resting against an apple tree.

She took Mum’s hand, looked at her sternly in the eyes and said

“I want to tell you about your first son.

He will be very unique, mysterious, and experience many spiritual awakenings…”

Mum got a huge fright as she had no intention at that stage of having any children.

She ran off in a great panic at this prophecy but kept this memory precious which she told me many times as a child.

My earliest memories are of a previous incarnation.

I had clear recollections, between the ages of two and three through a dream** that assailed me every night for a year, of being a monk crossing a bridge, from which, as I fell, I heard the timeless chant of OM bounding across space.

That was the face of the child before I was born, a Tibetan Buddhist monk that I was in my previous life, who came back to me at the age of two through those dreams for a year.

I was with the Dalai Lama in that life before I died falling off a bridge into a chasm in 1959, after He escaped, defending the bridge to the Samye monastery* I loved against the Chinese forces.

Because I incarnated very quickly, just 2 years later in fact, in 1961, many of my past life memories remained intact.

That has been with me a long time, that knowing.

Statue Of Maitreya Buddha In The Recently Reconstructed Ganden Assembly Hall, Ganden Monastery, Tibet. © Premium UIG – Getty Images

At such a young age I woke nightly screaming and my parents, scared of epilepsy, took me to specialists to see if they could diagnose what was wrong.

The continuum of dreams finished at age 3 when a specialist suggested I was too hot and so Mum took all the blankets off and let me sleep without any clothes on.

The dreams stopped the night she did that.

The dreams were igniting the fire of inner bliss within without any real control or awareness at such a young age.

That fire set me up for a series of amazing experiences or Siddhis when I was very young.

I was guided from birth and right through those tender years by a Mother Superior, Kathleen Adams, who headed a Carmelite Order monastery in Australia.

She gave me a deep love of the Virgin Mary and told me I would be protected by Her all my life and “clothed in Her colors of blue and white”.

Virgin of the Adoption (detail) Jean Auguste Dominique Ingres, 1858

This has been true through my life in so many experiences I have had such as the Blue Light of Truth, the Blue Pearl, the Pure White Light of Being and the White Fire of the Holy Spirit.

She knitted me a tiny baby’s jersey in pure blue and white which I kept for many years after I outgrew it.

She also wrote me a Letter of Protection which I kept and recited for many years.

I still remember at just four years of age wanting to dedicate myself to Mary and Jesus.

I wanted to be Her Priest and His Son and say mass for my brothers and sisters and offer up the Eucharist.

I set up a small altar and prayer cushion at home in the lounge and prayed and said Mass every week with my brothers and sisters.

I remember the first prayers Mum taught me when I was little, just a few years of age.

“Matthew, Mark, Luke and John

Bless this bed that I lie on

Before I lie me down to to sleep

I give my soul to Christ to keep

Four corners to my bed

Four angels round my head

One to watch and one to pray

And two to bear my soul away”

When I was in my twenties I used this simple system of Archangelic protection to help burnt out healers to protect and heal themselves.

That deep faith, protection and connection to Jesus and Mary helped me drive out demons from friends who were possessed when I was 15.

When I was five years old I wrote to NASA asking if I could be on the first one way trip to Alpha Centauri, the nearest star system, as I wished to live and explore there.

They took my five year old star-being yearnings quite seriously and wrote back offering me the chance to join the space program when I turned 18.

I have met NASA scientists and astronauts many times over my life and shared my experiences with extraterrestrial beings and found they share the same thoughts and feelings about our star origins.

When I went to school the teachers called me Apollo because they said I had a smile like the sun.

My parents said the same, that I was such a contented baby and never stopped smiling and beaming at everyone.

For the first 25 years of my life people would ask me day after day and week after week if I ever felt down or negative because I seemed to exude perpetual happiness.

I understood from within that the smile was like the radiant light.

That happiness did not come to me.

It came from within me.

Divine Mother of the Clear Light Exercise

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Madonna of the Pomegranate is an artwork on USEUM. It was created by Fra Angelico


We are going to practice something together, if you are guided to accept this into your heart.

I have spoken of a similar practice in Activating the Clear Light of Being.

Click on above Link


It is called the practice of
The Divine Mother of the Clear Light.
How to share the Light.
How to become the Light.
Make that your intention Now as you read this.

“Breathing in, I AM the Light, Breathing out, I AM the Light.”

The whole key to final enlightenment is to be able to stabilize your practice so that at any point, even at the point of death, your awareness is bright, full of light and clear.

This shows the importance of activations or initiations.

You can take activations and initiations from a master, from your Self or from a Light Being like a Buddha or Christ or a member of your Light family.

Here is a practice to try to stabilize Knowing the Light in your day to day moments or meditations.

Try it right now.

Use your mantra to centre you if you need.

Use OM or Amen if you don’t have a personal mantra.

Look around you at the room.

Now look out your window.

What do you see?

Go out the door and look outside too.

Write down what you see…

Now Do it again but first Centre yourself in Silence and Stillness and chant your mantra internally for a few minutes until you feel it arise naturally in your heart.

This is Union with Presence

Then slowly open your eyes and still chanting internally repeat the same exercise walking so gently that you keep the Presence and write down what you see.

It is very Beautiful, is it not?

Filled with Love.

Your Presence, Your Light.

It is Your Presence.

It is Your Light that you are experiencing.

Very beautiful.

You are giving yourself Space.

The Wisdom of Space.

This is Union with Wisdom.

Now sit for a while.

Now that you have established Presence and Wisdom sit still and silent for a few minutes more.

This time sit as Divine Mother.

You are Her.

Divine Mother.

In whatever form She is to you, or formless, clear Light.

You could be Mary Magdalene or Guan Yin for example.

See the room again.

Write down what you see through Her Eyes.


Be still.

Be silent.

Let God the Mother fill you.

Fill your womb, your belly, then fill your heart.

This is Union with The Divine Mother of the Clear Light.

As you go about the day doing your daily things do them as God the Mother while you chant.

Do this as often as you can.


You are so beautiful.


You are filled with Love.

There is your Divine Child right there, in the Heart of Divine Mother.

This is the Child I AM Now and the Child I will transition when I AM in the Father.

“I came from the Father and entered the World.

In turn, when I leave the World I will go to the Father.” (John 16:28)

This is a very deep and profound shift into Presence, Wisdom through the Divine Mother Within.

You know how to do it now.

You need to practice so you can do it at will.

When you can do it at will, shining light for every living being, this is Union with Light.

Be the Light.

Shine the Light for All of Us.

Love and Blessings

Altair and Mother … ♥ 

Bodhisattva by Andre Smuts PhD on Sound Cloud


  • Samye Monastery

According to tradition, the Indian monk Śāntarakṣita made the first attempt to construct the Samye monastery while promoting his sutra-centric version of Buddhism.

Finding the Samye site auspicious, he set about to build a structure there. However, the building would always collapse after reaching a certain stage. Terrified, the construction workers believed that there was a demon or obstructive tulku in a nearby river making trouble.

When Śāntarakṣita‘s contemporary Padmasambhava arrived from northern India, he was able to subdue the energetic problems obstructing the building of Samye through Tantra and Alchemy.

According to the 5th Dalai Lama, Padmasambhava performed the Vajrakilaya dance and enacted the rite of namkha to assist Trisong Detsen and Śāntarakṣita clear away obscurations and hindrances in the building of Samye:

“The great religious master Padmasambhava performed this dance in order to prepare the ground for the Samye Monastery and to pacify the malice of the lha [local mountain god spirits] and srin [malevolent spirits] in order to create the most perfect conditions.”

He went on to say that after Padmasambhava consecrated the ground he erected a thread-cross — a web colored thread woven around two sticks — to catch evil.

Then the purifying energy of his dance forced the malevolent spirits into a skull mounted on top of a pyramid of dough.

His tantric dance cleared away all the obstacles, enabling the monastery to be built in 767.

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The dance was memorialized by the construction of Vajrakilaya stupas — monuments honoring the ritual kilya (purba) daggers — at the cardinal points of the monastery, where they would prevent demonic forces from entering the sacred grounds.

The building of Samye marked the foundation of the original school of Tibetan Buddhism, the Nyingma, the school I was initiated into by Sogyal Rinpoche. Padmasambhava’s Alchemic Tantra-centric version of Buddhism gained ascendence over the sutra-based teaching of Śāntarakṣita.

It is now universal, a true Sign of Union with Presence as to this day the Dalai Lama gives the Highest Yoga Tantra teachings, which we know as the Kalachakra Tantra, to all who wish to receive them, even offering their blessings over the internet.


** Dream Yoga

My dreams of water over the time I was writing this message to you, this week.

I am actively practicing dream yoga at the moment according to the instructions of the 2nd Dalai Lama and Lady Niguma the famed mystic Yogini, especially these past three days, as well as doing the Avalokiteshvara empowerment and initiation online with the Dalai Lama again.

It is very powerful doing it multiple times in real time as He is in Bodhgaya now doing the activation.

The first day I had the most beautiful dreams.

Three in a row were of oceans.

In one of them there were 5 of us, all Light dolphins, jumping through portals from Lemuria to Now in a vertical formation.

The second day, I had three more dreams of water and oceans including one where I was walking across water.

One of the other dreams was returning a beautiful rainbow fish to its home. The third one was traveling across a land filled with rivers and ponds with my daughter Maia where we had to choose between two energy biscuits, a ruby pink one and an emerald green one.

When we ate them (I chose pink and she chose green) we were able to move at super-speed across the terrain.

The third day was of water.

I stood on the banks of the River Anduin with the Wizard Gandalf.

We had been practicing Alchemy together.

He said to me

“All is well in the world of Elves and Wizards and Men.

And the power is restored to Ithilien and Lothlorien” as the Anduin surged beside us.

The basic practice of dream yoga if you want to try is fourfold.

It is pretty simple but requires dedication for quite a number of nights to reach perfection.

The first is to be able to recognize the dream as a dream.

To do this set a firm resolution before going to sleep to recognize any dream that arises as you are dreaming it.

The second is that you often wake up from a dream.

The key here is not to open your eyes even if you wake up and instead to think over and recapture the dream and go back into it as it is occurring as you start to fall asleep again.

You will notice you are doing that, as a dream-like quality arises.

You can even choose dreams.

The third is you get disturbed in the dream by confusing energy factors such as lust or fear caused by the mystic drop at your heart moving to the lower chakras.

The key here is to consciously bring the mystic drop back up to the throat chakra and then let go or surrender to the dream state.

The fourth is that you may not experience any dreams.

To help this set a firm determination to dream many dreams and to recognize them when they occur.

One night I woke with a blank mind and really thought I hadn’t dreamed anything.

I resolved to wait and listen and watch after dissolving into emptiness and as I was falling asleep the three dreams I had previously that I didn’t remember re-arose one by one so I was able to get up and write them down.

It was quite stunning to watch them manifest when usually I would be in the middle of dreaming them.

I also had two deja vu dreams where I was in the middle of the dream, dreaming, when I realized I had been there before and recognized the place and so felt that deja vu feeling within the dream.

So our sleeping and dreaming moments can be just as valuable to us as our waking moments.

Such is the teachings of the Great Lineage of Masters, the 2nd Dalai Lama and Yogini Lady Master Niguma.


The Rainbow body


Son Of Lord Krishna, Son Of Lady Guan Yin, conscious walk-in from the Pleiadian Dolphin Isle Daenkus.

I am here to do the work of My Mother in assisting both in Mother Gaia’s ascension and by walking the Path of the Bodhisattva in seeking Krishnahood, Christhood, Buddhahood and healing for all beings.

Love and Blessings from the Source. Stephen/Altair gate gate pāragate pārasaṃgate bodhi svāhā ག༌ཏེ༌ག༌ཏེ༌པཱ༌ར༌ག༌ཏེ༌པཱ༌ར༌སཾ༌ག༌ཏེ༌བོ༌དྷི༌སྭཱ༌ཧཱ། “go, go, go beyond, go thoroughly beyond, and establish yourself in enlightenment”


A teacher, healer and mystic guiding the Way of Love, Unity and Harmony for the New Gaia that we are co-creating. He teaches that We are the Way and that our freedom to be our True Self is the key to transformation. “The miracles of God lie within Us. We are the Light. We are the Temple of the One Chakra whose Awakened Infinite Light Body brings all our dreams into reality.” With deepest Love and Devotion to My Divine Mother, Lady of the Earth, Guan Yin (from the Sanskrit root Guanyin/Kuan Yin/Kwan Yin) The Divine Mother who perceives the Sounds and Cries of Mother Gaia and Her Children
Gratitude & Appreciation to all artists ~ Credit given where this is known. Any queries, please contact me, Shekinah 💖

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