I Must be About My Mother’s Business – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

Shiva Shakti Love Song – Gratitude to artist


I Must be About My Mother’s Business

On this Easter Day, perhaps I can be allowed a reflection on the nature of the God that Jesus served – and all of us serve.

I’m sure everyone knows that Jesus served his Heavenly Father.  On one occasion, he said: “I must be about my Father’s business?” (1)

Why is it therefore that we here today see many channeled messages from the Divine Mother but very, very few from the Heavenly Father? (2)

Where has the voice of the Heavenly Father in fact been heard? We either hear from angels from out of a burning bush or from the Mother herself. Why is the Father apparently silent?

I can only tell the story that terrestrial sages used to tell. My knowledge is changing and I no longer look at some spiritual questions the way I did.

As the story went some time ago, the Father is a transcendental stillness and silence. There’s no movement in the Void. (3)

It was enlightenment orthodoxy that the Father, being still and silent, had no voice. The best example of this view is the graphic to the right. The Divine Mother Shakti dances on the still and silent body of the Heavenly Father Shiva. He lies there unconscious, saying nothing.

According to this view of things, the Divine Mother is the Father’s voice. Various Biblical epithets refer to this. Here Ezekiel calls the Mother “the glory of God” and describes her voice. Ezekiel, like Jesus, considered the Glory of God, also known as the Holy Spirit, to be masculine. (God has no gender.)

“Afterward he brought me to the gate, even the gate that looketh toward the east: And, behold, the glory of the God of Israel came from the way of the east: and his voice was like a noise of many waters: and the earth shined with his glory.” (4)

“The gate the looketh toward the east” is, in the Biblical code, the Third Eye. His voice was like “a noise of many waters.” The Mother is the noise; the Father is the silence.  “Many waters” reflects the wave-like vibration of that voice.

Isaiah is referring to the Divine Mother or Holy Spirit when he says, “the voice of him that crieth in the wilderness, Prepare ye the way of the Lord, make straight in the desert a highway for our God.” (5) The same words are associated with John the Baptist.

The Father is a wilderness in the sense that “he” is beyond the reach of the universal law. For that reason, he can also be described as “lawless.”

The Mother is the voice that can be heard in this lawless wilderness of the transcendental Father. She’s also the source of the universal law and her domain of materiality is lawful. But nothing can bind the Father.

The Mother is all movement and sound. She creates movement through sound. She uses the sine wave we know as “Aum” or “Amen” to bring worlds into being, preserve them for a time, and then transform them, as she’s transforming Gaian society right now.

If you want to hear her, simply listen to the ringing in your ears.

You thought that was tinitis. No, it’s the sound of the noise of many waters or voice in the wilderness. It’s the sound of Aum, the Mother’s builder, preserver, and transformer. (6)

Aum is the cosmic motor and universal creative vibration, which, raised, raises all of us in dimension (gradually). This Aum ringing in the universe – and in our ears – is the agent of transformation at its most familiar to us.

The Mother of course is larger than the universe, than all the universes. She is not Aum. She uses Aum.

When I asked her if she was Shakti on An Hour with and Angel, her reply surprised me:

“When I have spoken about … Shakti, I have spoken about a part of me. As I have said, I am the bridge, I am the clasp between the Father and the universe and your world.

“And Shakti has been experienced — yes, inter-dimensionally for eons, as you well know – but she is not the totality of my being. My being is bigger than you can fathom, dear one.

“So I do not simply mean that she is an aspect manifesting. But it is simply larger than any of you can imagine, particularly at this point.”  (7)

“Particularly at this point”: As long as we’re ensconced in dense human bodies and not operating multidimensionally, we don’t have the wits, depth, or refinement to fathom the mystery she is.

Sri Ramakrishna said of her: “The macrocosm and the microcosm rest in the Mother’s womb; Now do you see how vast it is?” (8)

Notice that in Christianity, she’s called the “Holy Spirit.” Spiritus means breath in Latin. Aum and the breath have the same pattern (see graphic).

That’s why we hear so often that the Divine Mother’s breath is the patterning of the universe. Here is the Mother saying it on An Hour with an Angel: “You’re patterned on me. You are my breath.” (9)

The universe is built and held together by that same Aum vibration – and the Mother’s Will – operating in the same form as the breath. In, pause, out. Creation, preservation, dissolution. The pattern of the ephemeral leading us to the patternless Eternal.

We’re here to know the Truth of the Mother and then, through her, the Truth of the Father. This is Jacob’s Ladder of enlightenment for us human beings.

Each time we realize the Truth, God has the pleasure of meeting God in a moment of our enlightenment. Sri Ramakrishna quipped about that moment:

“When Siva realizes his own Self, He dances about in joy exclaiming,

“‘What am I! What am I!’” (10)

This is the manner in which the All There Is meets Itself.

So it’s the Mother we hear from. It’s the Mother we work for.

If Jesus were walking the hills of Galilee today (and he probably is), he very well might say, to this generation: “I must be about my Mother’s business.”

For more on the Divine Mother, see “On the Nature of the Divine Mother” at http://goldenageofgaia.com/spiritual-essays/the-nature-of-the-divine-mother/on-the-nature-of-the-divine-mother-or-holy-spirit-2/


(1) Luke 2:49. Here’s Jesus’s declaration of avatarhood: “Ye are from beneath; I am from above: ye are of this world; I am not of this world.” (Jesus in John 8:23.)  Avatar = Descent of God in human form. We are ascenders to God.

(2) Not the God of this universe, but the One.

(3) That view has made less and less sense to me because the Father is all love and love, I discovered in 2015, is in constant movement, eternal flow.  Why would love not be flowing in the Transcendental?  But, if it was flowing, how was the Transcendental the transcendental?

(4) Ezekiel 43:1-2. His usage is similar to Zoroastrianism, where the Mother is called “Royal Glory.”

Here’s another example of the noise of many waters from Psalms:

“The Lord on high is mightier than the noise of many waters, yea, than the mighty waves of the sea.” (5) (Psalm 93:3-4.)

Waters and the sea (waves) are ways of referring to the Mother’s Aum vibration – and past that to material existence.

(5) Isaiah 40:3. Yogananda held that the “highway” to “make straight” is the sushumna canal running up the back. Yogananda believed the teaching was to sit in meditation with a straight back to allow the kundalini to flow up the spine.

(6) Aum = Akar, Ukar, and Makar = Rajas, Sattwa, Thamas = Creation, Preservation, and Transformation = Brahma, Vishnu, and Shiva.

(7)  “The Divine Mother: Come to Me as I Come to You – Part 1/2,” Oct. 17, 2012 at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2012/10/the-divine-mother-come-to-me-as-i-come-to-you-part-12/.

(8) Paramahansa Ramakrishna in Nikhilananda, Swami, trans., The Gospel of Sri Ramakrishna. New York: Ramakrishna-Vivekananda Center, 1978; c1947, 393.

(9) “Transcript ~ A Mass Heart Opening on This Planet,” Aug. 21, 2017, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2017/08/21/transcript-a-massive-heart-opening-on-this-planet/.

(10) Sri Ramakrishna, ibid.,  106.



Shiva Shakti Love Song – Gratitude to artist


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I realized my existence – Lucia Sullivan


“I realized my existence.
Felt my skin and breath from my body.
Watched tiny feet walk down a dusty road.
Just too small to run.
A being ,
Too small to awaken the sleeping.
I kept walking.
Most times,
Just following my little shoes.
Left alone with the noises of nature.
Five miles deep in a woods that I knew as mother.
I kept time with the more powerful and wise ones.
The tall trees that spoke to me with cedar smells and whistling branches that danced in the wind like a wild bird,
Trying to break free from a too small cage.
I made friends with the summer lightening,
That brought hard rains,
Beating on an old tin roof,
That drown out the voices who just made no sense.
It took an act of god to quiet them.
The storms became my friends.
Just as in life.
A god sent storm to quiet the senseless garble.
And I had found a way to appreciate and love them all.
For in them was a deeper meaning.
As deep as the forest that coddled me.
In arms too great and powerful to be cut away.
Not from my soul.
Not from my memory.
Dear Mother Nature,
You loved me.
You taught me how to withstand the winds of change.
You taught me to be wild and free.
You taught me to look up and away.
And you taught me,
That the sun always shines again.
Even after the needed storms of life.”

Written by Lucia Sullivan copy right 2018 all rights reserved

Birdcage Painting – Botanical Birdcage by Paul Brent @ Fine Art America

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Heaven and Earth Belong Together – Pamela Kribbe channels Earth

Demeter – Earth Angels Art by Amanda Clark


Heaven and Earth Belong Together

Pamela channels Earth

Dear people, I am the voice of the Earth.

I greet you all in this place of connection and simplicity. Join with me: the ground beneath your feet, the trees and the grass, the rocks and all nature around you. It is around you like an energy you absorb and that nourishes your cells. It is a place where the original Earth energy is allowed to be; where there is room for me.

There are many energies in human society which run counter to the original Earth energy. Those which run counter arise from the thought processes and attempts at taming life on Earth. Those mental energies have become so commonplace for all of you that it has become almost as a second nature. Only as a small child did you have that direct connection with what was most natural.

I ask you to now remind yourself of that direct, natural connection with your body, and not with your head. Descend with your attention deep into your body, away from your head, and go down to your heart and your abdomen. Imagine your attention as a soft white feather that slowly touches all parts of your body: your heart, your arms and hands, your abdomen, your legs and feet. Stored in your body is a reminder of simplicity and purity. The body remembers; it stores old wounds and traumas in the memory of its cells, but it also stores the primal memory of wholeness, spontaneity, and naturalness.

I ask you to now connect with this primal memory. See a child before you, the child that you once were, or just the appearance of a child who is happy and carefree and in harmony with nature. When you feel happy and carefree, you are not constantly considering whether what you do and what you feel is good, or what the ultimate effects will be, or what may happen or can go wrong. The mental power in you constantly interferes with and constrains the spontaneity that is also there and that wants to come forth from the primal source to your embodied soul.

There is a spontaneous flow in each one of you. Your body carries that flow in every cell and it contains my energy that is the energy of nature. The energy of your soul and that of nature come together in the cells of your body. But they are covered over by layers of learned ways of thinking which are fuelled by fear.

Imagine that your body cells were originally full of creative light that is connected to both the Earth and to your soul. The two energies of Heaven and Earth have no trouble finding each other; they are attracted to each other and belong together. It is humans who have created an artificial split there. These two energies may appear to you to be higher and lower, but in your original nature that separation does not exist. They dance together, the energy of your soul and the energy of the Earth. Try to feel that joining once again in your body. Feel the fluidity of the light that is alive in all your cells and is full of the information from an energy that can help you find your way.

The child, who I just asked you to call up in your imagination, is the Messenger of the united energies of the light of Heaven and that of Earth. Now ask this child if it has a message for you. Let that message come to you in a way that suits the child. The message does not have to be in words. It is not a mental energy that the child in you wants to send. The child’s energy is very alive and tells you where you have become trapped in old habits and thoughts.

Let this child with its energy then go to a place in your body that most needs that energy, the spot where your energy has become blocked by being temporarily overcome by fear. Fear causes the mental processes to take over, which are then going to try to manage and control the mechanisms of life in order to protect you and to survive. That reaction, however, never feeds the inner child; it does not nourish the flow of life that you essentially are. It leads to complaints in your physical body or to discontent and pain in your emotional body.

Recognize the veil you have put over your self: the veil of fear, excessive thinking, distrust, maybe a lack of faith. See if you can observe that veil in your body: any gray or dark spots which grip your energy so it cannot flow freely. Look at that dark place and become aware of who you really are. You are not your inner child, although your inner child lives within you. You are the awareness that supports the child and that makes choices, while the child within you is the feeling part. It is that part of your life that flows and desires self-realization and that needs you – your I, the creator within you, the consciousness within you – in order for it to really come to full expression.

The child in you is like a delicate and beautiful flower who needs you to cherish it and to care for it; it needs you to understand it. You are the caregiver and the keeper for your inner child. Life gives you this child – your spontaneity, your desires, your creativity – and you are the creator who has a choice. You can let your inner child remain veiled and be oppressed by the fears from society which overwhelm you when you are born. But you also have the power to break through those fears and the excessive thinking.

Take hold of your deep power of consciousness. Consciousness is not about thinking, but is the willingness to be present completely and to not look away from your pain, away from your inner child, and to see both the gifts and the pain that are in the child. I ask you to see your child clearly, and doing that partly dissolves the veil that surrounds you. Seeing this child revives it and awakens it; the child then feels it is allowed to be.

Feel very clearly the message of this child and feel your own protective power. You are able to distinguish between fear and love, between choking repression and real freedom and spontaneity. Allow in your own childlikeness, your own spontaneity and innocence, and everything that derives from it.

But doing this can call up anxiety in you, because you have not yet learned to trust this process. You have been told that you need to look toward the future, that you have to anticipate what can go wrong, that you cannot just go ahead and be yourself, that there are dangers threatening.

However, there is greater danger in this way of thinking. It suppresses your original creativity and makes you fear for yourself by causing a split within yourself, which is the biggest danger for people because that split can cause destructive behavior. It creates real chaos because there is no longer unity within people, there is no center.

Thinking can never help you to be centered. Your true center is in your abdomen where you are connected to me, the Earth. Feel the Earth energy that flows there. Let yourself go, and dare to trust. Life is good and wants to bring you home to yourself – trust life.

Thank you so much for your presence and your attention.

© Pamela Kribbe

Translation by Maria Baes and Frank Tehan



Demeter – Earth Angels Art by Amanda Clark


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Archangel Michael: My Trust in You – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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Archangel Michael: My Trust in You

When have you ever worked for a boss who’s said these things to you?

Steve Beckow: You probably read my article – that’s a joke – on the fact that the American system [of government] is based on the first British Empire in that the leader of the country does not sit in Congress, as for instance the British Prime Minister does in Parliament….

Archangel Michael: I am fully aware of what you write, my friend! (1)

S: [laughing] Are you here all the time?

AAM: Yes, I am. (2)

AAM: When I say we are in sacred partnership, I am not just being eloquent. (3)

AAM: I wish to speak to you about my trust in you. My faith, my knowing confidence in you, my brother… It is not just love that we share. It is service to the Mother. It is this unyielding, undying, eternal commitment to her service.

And my trust in you is [so] unwavering that if we did not speak for a thousand years, you would still be true, and you would continue on in this sacred mission and purpose and you would know, not think, not feel, but know that I am right next to you. Sometimes I am typing. Sometimes I am moving your pen. Always I am whispering in your ear. (4)

And you ask me why I like working for him? This is my answer.


(1) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Sept. 23, 2016.

(2) Ibid., Feb. 18, 2011.

(3) Loc. cit.

(4) Ibid., Nov. 21, 2012.



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Chapter 6-Through The Matrix-Shara Lynn’s Secret – Suzanne Lie

FRIDAY, MARCH 30, 2018

Chapter 6-Through The Matrix–Shara Lynn’s Secret




Shara Lynn’s Secret

As I walked the rest of the way back to our village, I decided that I would not tell anyone, even Shalone, what had happened to me. The area around our village was very safe, so it was not unusual for someone to go into those woods for a few days. But, I needed a reason to tell them where I was and what I was doing as I was only a teen.

Therefore, I started gathering some of the many herbs that grew wild in this area. The gathering of the herbs also gave me a break from thinking about what had happened to me. Gathering herbs in our nearby woods was normal. Also, when I came home with bundles of freshly picked herbs, no one would question where I was or what I had been doing.

When I entered the Village I found that it was in such of flurry of action that no one had even noticed I was gone. Therefore, my excuse to go into the woods to gather herbs was fine. In fact, most people had not noticed that I had been gone, or that I had returned.

However, I was very curious about the flurry of activity, so I stopped the first person that even noticed me to ask what was happening.

“Oh, don’t you know?” she responded in a distracted manner.

“No, I was gathering these herbs in the woods. What did I miss?”

“Well, I do not know how to describe it, but suddenly all these Light People, I mean people that were made of pure light, came into our village. Some of the villagers were frightened and ran to their homes and closed the doors and windows.

“However, other people, such as myself, have been seeing these ‘Light People,’ as we are calling them, in our dreams. Therefore, we wanted to find out who these beings are. But, no one can talk to them, or hear them.

“Then, just before you returned to the Village, the Light-People all disappeared. It is quite strange that they left as soon as you came here. Why do you think that is?” she asked me with a bit of suspicion. Should I tell her the truth? Or should I just play it safe and pretend that I had not seen them.

“Pretend you don’t know us.” I heard the familiar voice of the Light People. I wanted to know why they did not want me to tell the villagers about my experience, but I had grown to trust them. Therefore, I found an excuse to go to my home, where I could see if I could communicate with the Light People from there.

Fortunately, when I got home my parents were gone, so I had a chance to wash and change my clothes. I left the herbs in some water with a note to them that I had been picking these herbs and feel asleep in the woods. I told them that I was back now and had gone out to see why everyone was so excited.

What I did instead was to go back to the Learning Tree to see if I could get any answers there. When I got there, I could not see the tree because some kind of vortex was in front of it.

It was then that I saw the villagers coming towards the tree. Where could I go? I did not want to share my events of the night before with them, so I impulsively jumped through the vortex.

Once I had done so, I questioned my decision because I found that I was surrounded by the very same vortex. But now, it began to spin faster and faster and faster. I was becoming more and more dizzy, but in the past night I had learned to talk rather than react.

Therefore I said, “Dear Vortex, Please take me to your destination quickly, as I am becoming very dizzy.” Instantly, the vortex stopped spinning, but it was still a vortex. I looked for the entrance that I had entered, but I could not find it. In fact, I could not find the exit either.

The Vortex seemed to keep spinning even faster and faster, but then it suddenly stopped. “Thank you,” I said to the Vortex. Then, as soon as I said Thank You, a door appeared, which I quickly walked through before the spinning returned.

To my surprise, a tall and very slim person said, “Are you ready to release the Matrix?” I instantly knew that this was something else that I would need to keep as a secret. In fact, it was seeming that I was becoming more and more different from every one I had every known.

“Are you ready to release the Matrix?” the tall, slim person repeated.

“Well, well” I stammered, “What does that mean?” I said, trying to buy myself some time to think up an answer. However, the tall, slim one was up to my game and said, “I am busy! Did you come here to enter the vortex, or are you just a looking around?”

“Ah, ah” I stammered again, “Um, yes! But, please stop the Matrix from spinning. I am starting to feel sick.”

I thought that nothing could be more disconcerting than going around and around inside the Matrix, but the total and complete stillness that occurred when the funny man “stopped the matrix” was much more difficult for me.

First off, everything, and I mean “everything,” disappeared. That was everything except myself and the tall, slim man. Somehow we were standing on nothing in the vast reaches of no where. I though the swirling matrix was scary, but it was easy compared to being in the midst of no where and now when.

“Yes,” answered the tall, slim man who now introduced himself as, “Gregory.”

“How do you do Gregory. My name is Shara Lynn. Can you tell me where, and when, I am please?

“Well, Shara Lynn, I am afraid I cannot tell you what I do not know. However, I can see by what is left of your aura that you have spoken to Golden Ones and they have taken you “Up the Stairway.” I have spent most of my life trying to find someone who can show be how to do what you did.”

“How do you know what I did?” I tried not to yell.

“Now, now, dear human, do not be upset. You should be happy to meet me, as I am one of the very few who can lead you to your Path. Because you found your way into and through the Vortex, you are ready.

“Ready for what?” I asked trying not to be too rude.

“Why ascension, of course. You are ready to begin your ascension.”

Then there was a very long, very uncomfortable, quiet. Then, I finally found the nerve to ask him, “What is an ‘Ascension,’ and how do I find it.”

The tall, thin man, Gregory, looked at me with a totally confused expression on his face. “How did you get so far when you do not even know what “ascension” is?

When I did not answer, because I did not know what the term “ascension” meant, he began to laugh, or cry.  I could not tell which, as he was laughing AND crying at the same time.

Gregory finally said, “Do you know how special you are?” Then he answered his own question before I could. “Oh yes, oh yes,” Gregory muttered, “It is the innocent ones who do NOT seek, who are the first to find.”

“What,” I said. I had no idea what he was talking about. That is unless he was talking about what happened at the Learning Tree. But, I had not told him, or any one, about that experience.

“I can read your thoughts and emotions,” said Gregory without any conceit. “You see, dear human one, I am a Guardian of the Threshold. It is my job to make sure that the few who come here are able to cross the Threshold to the fifth dimensional expression of their world.”

“The Threshold to the fifth dimension?” I exclaimed. “What does that mean? How do I cross over, and that is that a good thing or a bad thing?” I said so fast that I could hardly understand my self

Gregory smiled, in fact, I could tell that he wanted to laugh, but he was too polite to do so.

“Yes,” he said. “The power of innocence. Dear, innocent one, you must allow me to teach you, or you can get your self into a pack of troubles.”

I did not know what he was going to teach me, or what “pack of troubles” I would run into without his mentorship. However, he was correct in that I did NOT know where I was, how I got here, or where I was going.

At first, that loss of control felt freeing and filed with excitement. But now, I was finally realizing that something was happening to me. I knew nothing about this “something” except that it was VERY important, and would change my life, as well as the lives of the ones that I knew.

I could feel a great responsibility confronting me. At first, my teen self thought that this could be a great adventure. However, upon reflection, I no longer felt like a teenager, but I did not feel like an adult either.

“What will I do, and how will I manage it?” I silently called out to this new version of reality.

“We understand what you are feeling,” I heard a voice behind me say.

I turned to see my beloved Shalone standing there with open arms. I instantly felt the tears roll down my face, and I ran to my beloved mentor for the comfort that I did not realize I needed. As soon as Shalone’s arms embraced me I began to laugh and cry and laugh and cry.

“Now, I can be your guidance and support, but you had to make it to this frequency of reality on your own,” Shalone said with her comforting voice.

This “frequency of reality,” I asked.

Shalone merely hugged me again and kissed me on each check.

“Be patient, my dear, we are standing a the edge of time, so there is no need to hurry, and no need to wait. All will be revealed to you within the NOW of the ONE, which you have already begun to enter.”

I had a million questions, but Shalone’s warm hug grounded me and helped to realize that I was very hungry and extremely tired.

“Come,” said Shalone “I will feed you a descent meal, give you a glorious bath, and put you into a wonderful “air bed.”

“What is an air bed?” I asked, but she schussed me and led me to the most delicious mean I had ever eaten. When the meal was done, Shalone and I laughed and talked about old stories of no great importance.

These stories seemed to calm me down and relax me for the sumptuous delight of  taking a long, warm bath in the most glorious tube I have ever seen. Once I had finally left the bath, Shalone dried my body and assisted me to put on the most lovely sleeping gown I had ever worn. Then I was asked to follow her to the “air bed.”

Posted by Suzanne Lie at 9:44 AM  



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The Penny Has Not Dropped – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

Penny Farthing

The Penny Has Not Dropped

 I owe a lot of what I’ve written – or else a lot to the style in which it’s written – to a very small circle of people.

I just noticed that they’re mostly men. I don’t know what that says. An effect of patriarchy, probably.

That very small circle includes: Erving Goffman, sociologist and dramaturgical analyst (life is a performance); Eric Berne, psychologist and transactional analyst (parent, adult, and child ego states; also games people play); Winston Churchill, bulldog and apostle of determination; Mahatma Gandhi, enigma and apostle of love; Werner Erhard, perhaps more than all the others combined, ontologist and apostle of a world that works for everyone.

Erving Goffman compared life to theatrical performances.  He taught me to see everyone as playing a role, with pre-scripted lines and gestures (arising from vasanas or core issues).

His most succinct book is The Presentation of Self in Everyday Life. Groundbreaking for me, who has always been a student of patterns in human behavior.

My metaphor of a “constructed self” is derived from his work. Not original.

Eric Berne first helped me to see the reasoning behind some of the games we all play. He was the first psychologist I read who was less moved by moral or religious explanations of things and more moved by what he actually looked at and saw.

How was I to escape something about all forms of relationship that rubbed me the wrong way if I didn’t even know what it was. Berne showed me. It was the games, rackets, and numbers that we all engage in to get what we want or avoid what we don’t want.

We seem to ignore the law of free will, thinking that others should be the way we want them to be. And it goes on so far below everyday consciousness, we have to dig it out with a garden hoe. Way down there. Yes, that feeling of power over and power under.  We hate being controlled and yet we try to control others. It’s a paradox.

Will it take a (r)evolution to get us to stop?

Winston Churchill because I’m a pillar (1) and I admire his dogged stick-to-itness. His uncompromising eye on the future and on victory, in a time of war (we are not in a time of war). “Hitler knows … uhhh… that he must break us in this island, or lose the war.” I can’t stop watching videos of him, I’m so inspired by his determination, his valor.

In a writing class, we were advised once to take our favorite author and transcribe pages from their books. I chose Churchill.

I’d be happy if I reached levels of peace and love similar to Gandhi. He’s the leader I’d most like to be like, if I led. And all lightworkers are leaders in their chosen field. If they’re not, they’re shortchanging themselves and everyone who’s invested in them.

And Werner Erhard. If I could look back on my life and review my accomplishments and feel as satisfied and accomplished as as I think Werner will, I’d view my life as totally successful.

Werner studied the works of a lot of people, though not the same as I did. Curiously, he knew everything they knew and a hundred times more. Such is the power of enlightenment over book-learning.

I now see that he lived in a higher dimension (which one I have no idea). He knew higher-dimensional love and lived from it every day.  That’s how he knew that the world could be made to work for everyone. Higher-dimensional love will assure us of that.

He had a mind that was capable of the most incredible views of things, distinctions that arose from them, and ways of knitting it all together that I’ve ever seen. (2)

I’m not sure I could find words to capture my indebtedness to him – and to all of the other stars in my pantheon.  And I feel driven to acknowledge it.

The penny has not yet dropped.  Connections have not been made among what they all said. It sits as disconnected bits of information, like a card file.

I haven’t yet integrated it all – plus Krishna, Jesus, Adyashanti, Bodhidharma, refugee law, and world history.

The penny has not dropped.


(1) A pillar has the agreement to stay till the end and push the remaining latecomers through the portal, from this side.

(2) John Enright came close to him for insightfulness and John too was enlightened. See Enright, Enlightening Gestalt.



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Cosmic Consciousness: Another Pole Flip, How Gravity Presents in Each’s REALity/Lives – Lisa Transcendence Brown

Artist : Emily Balivet


Cosmic Consciousness: Another Pole Flip, How Gravity Presents in Each’s REALity/Lives, Cosmic Template Activations are HUGE, Each’s Personal “Event” Experience for Entire Collectives Leading All into the Next Passageways & Phases

Gravity when observed through our own Quantum View, shows us so very much… so here, I share with you!

These Cosmic encodements are “targeting” THE GRAVITY OF ALL, shifting our Gravitational Fields (another pole flip) and how our Physical/Universal and Cosmic Realities occur. These will “shift” the vibration and actual density of physical matter in our physical bodies, field and physical realities too.

Here’s just a few ways to SEE, how this plays out/presents for you:

  • Emotions and situations that are no longer aligned will start to FEEL HEAVY and WEIGHT YOU DOWN. Until you RELEASE the ENERGY of “that”, it will anchor you to that dimension/reality.
  • The dimension, timeline, reality that you anchor your Consciousness in, will PULL your body into that reality for you to Experience.
  • Light Codes are Lighter, creating a Gravitational shift inside as your physical body fills with Light. Gravity will go, because you are shifting into a different dimension or in and out of several, depending on how well/fast/easily you acclimate and integrate.
  • The denser your physical body, the more weighted it is, the more it’s physically anchored in an old/unconscious/limited/conditioned/fixed/linear reality to experience until you can shift your consciousness and expand into a higher/alternate dimension/reality from within.
  • Expansion is “fast”, throwing your human a curve-ball quick. Expanding into other dimensions, your body is adjusting or trying to. Separation programs (density) will hold it in one reality, to where it’s harder to shift. Physical cleansings are necessary for the body to “drop density” and “fill” with more Photonic Light/Space, so that your body can “float” and Light can move within your physical body to move your body in/out of multiple dimensions easier and with more grace.
  • Lower vibrations of unconsciousness will “pull” at you or your unconscious programs/energy will “pull” on others. This takes full consciousness on everyone’s part to PULL your own energy in and expand it out at a much higher vibration of LOVE.
  • Pay attention to what you allow yourself to be “pulled” into.
  • Pay attention to what you keep “pulling” to you and where you/your energy gets “sucked in”.
  • Pay attention to RESISTANCE. This is a Gravitational Response to something you have going on inside.
  • Pay attention to “Insistence”. This is you/others trying to prove or Gravitationally Force something into a linear construct/belief.
  • Pay attention to when you let something “Weigh You Down” so that you can release the Energetic Hold that you allow this to have on you.
  • Your Ego will “push”, intrude, impose and become a gravitational invasion to those you inner-act with. You will find others “pushing back”, rejecting, re-acting or completely pulling/moving away. Your own REVERSAL of your energy, through opening YOUR heart can shift this instantly, if you are present, truly care and are consciously aware.
  • Gravitational Electromagnetics will draw to you to things as well as repel that which transmits polarity representing duality and offensive energy not of purity-love. Your CONNECTION will strengthen or weaken based upon your own deep connection and output, as well how you connect with the external too.
  • Your Higher Self YOU will EMIT higher frequency energy to intentionally “pull/magnetize” all consciously to you. 🙂
  • You are the CENTER of your own Universe (You-niverse). Everything emanates and responds vibrationally to you. Expanding into multi-verses and galaxies will give you even greater abilities here.
  • Your love, your purity, your kindness, your respect… these are FELT… through a Gravitational Field that carries everything vibrationally for you. All you have to DO is BE your highest aspect you… all of the time. This/your GRAVITATIONAL FIELD will RETURN the same vibrational match to you.
  • Your Electromagnetic Field, inside of your body and out, transmit frequencies that PULL whatever you are vibrating out. This is called a Vibrational Match. Your physical reality playing out the totality of what you are allowing/being/doing in every moment now.
  • Situations will be Light or Heavy, because you can FEEL the weight of the current beliefs, realities and ENERGY of what you have going on. When you shift your own Vibration, the Gravitational equation changes….
  • Others are either light or heavy, open and sharing or shut down and pulling/pushing/imposing. Tuning into the VIBRATIONAL ENERGY, the GRAVITATIONAL PULL OR FORCE will show you all that you need to know.
  • YOU are a GRAVITATIONAL FORCE when you come from your highest place and intentionally transmit OUT the POWER OF PURITY-LOVE-CONSCIOUSNESS with everything that you are.
  • When you shrink down into “small” you shift gravity inside and outside too. You pull forth that which validates your feelings/beliefs in every moment. When you feel yourself “going small”, then you can expand your energy yourself. This will shift the GRAVITATIONAL PULL of energy transmitting out from inside of you.
  • GRAVITATIONAL FORCE is used to impact an equal, stronger or weaker energy. As a Universal Higher Self Cosmic BEing of Love, you have the ability to meet/match any ENERGY with the appropriate FORCE NECESSARY to resolve that energy into LOVE.
  • Your physical body will change physical-matter-mass constantly and all along the way, as each LightBody phase has a different ratio of how the body is comprised, based upon each’s current Multi-Dimensional Access with their entire physical body-field.
  • Weight is different as the ratios of Light, physical density and Space inside dictate how your physical body takes shape and responds to shifting in and out of infinite dimensions that have a different “ratio”/make-up too.
  • You will “learn” how to shape physical matter on a Quantum Level as you become Quantum too. This is a part of your Divine Alchemy Abilities and are simple because they are a part of natural order of all here.
  • A Unified Existence creates a greater Gravitational Force to affect the re-structuring of realities through the application of higher light intelligence to the physical and how physical matter responds.
  • Light is just that. Light. Inspirational, uplifting, expansive, heart opening, exquisite, magical, peaceful, amazing, pure bliss, happiness and unified with all as LOVE. It is SIMPLE, EASY and without a care in the world. REALities are able to align through a continual state of ALLOWING, where what has already happened/been created on a much higher dimensional plane of existence is allowed in this physical to actually occur. Light is BEAUTY, Presence, Divine Essence and Pure. The brilliance available is beyond anything “physical at all”. The Energies of Pure Source and “Home” emerge, envelope, emanate and emit out. You ooze pure Love, which can be FELT by all who connect with your field too. All density is “gone” in this state, which will then show you what is dense/unconscious/heavy/of the old in your own reality, within your own physical body, that is ready to dissolve/be resolved/released and merged back into love within you, so that your body can achieve the vibration to “live” in this “Lighter Density” (Higher Vibrational) REALity all of the time too!

“The Event” is a deep inner personal experience that each “accomplishes” through various Embodiment processes of Pure Source Light. The fact that March became a “Collective Event” Experience available to each open and ready for this, is huge, because of what it means for each and collectively as well. It’s where each no longer “gets sucked in” to the old unconscious ways, can feel the density/gravity of all and doesn’t have to “go back” to Old Earth Realities IF each can maintain FULL CONSCIOUSNESS and HOLD their own Light in every exchange, with every thought, action and where LIGHT fills that SPACE inside for continual expansion to occur. Collectively, this means a huge shift for HUmanity, because the Pure Ones fulfilling multiple roles as Gatekeepers, Gridkeepers, Frequency Holders, Stabilizers, Light Keepers, Guardians, Ancients/Elders, LeMUrians, Angels, Christed BEings, Sacred Pure Light BEings, Evolved Galactics, StarSeeds, God Particle Aspects, Atlanteans and more are able to Stabilize these energies easier, within their own physical body form, so that each becomes a more pronounced anchor point (and contributor) for our Highest Dimensional NEW Earth Experiences on a grander collective scale than ever before here. It means that Earth 3 (a “holding station where each transitions to a Cosmic Citizen of our NEW Earth here), opens up to more, where dark matter/light matter/anti-matter play different roles and where “dark matter” can’t “get through”, because it’s visible and actually “shape-able” and transformable by each, because the LIGHT within each is so PURE that it obliterates, dissolves and unifies all that is not yet of the purest form of Love, just through Presence where anything “not pure” becomes visible instantly and is no longer allowed to “play out”. This is where EACH replaces the old programs (and systems) with new ones (Re-Purpose & Re-Form), where new foundations are created and shaped, where REALITIES are BUILT on a whole new foundation that is PURE within itself, without the distortions of unconsciousness anymore. This is where “going back” (unconscious) is no longer an option, because it’s no longer desirable as a way of living/existing, where all realize all is now CHOICE, where duality is visible by each on an Energetic Level, so that the physical can be brought fully into alignment through Purity Consciousness from deep within each’s own SOUL. It’s where separation programs can be observed and resolved/unified SIMPLY and instantly, through a deeply inner-connected sacred Love so pure, that lack of anything within no longer exists at all. This is where the seeker stops seeking and connects so deep inside, that everything else falls away and all becomes PURE SOURCE LIGHT. It’s where the external is observed as an “Energetic Mirror” reflecting BACK what each needs to finally SEE, in order to bring all fully into alignment from deep within each. The beauty is that the “mirror effect” through Event Horizon that each completes, is that each can turn that mirror back outwards THROUGH LOVE for all others to SEE too, while transmitting LIGHT from “the other side” through the VORTEX, from the Heavens, Galaxies, as another Universe (part of our multi-versal existence), alternate dimensions… to SHINE THE LIGHT, BE THE LIGHT AND HOLD THE LIGHT so all others can finally hear, see, feel and REALize all as they are open/ready too. As each embraces fully, on their own, for their own reality to finally shift to a much higher timeline of NEW EARTH together here too…. without the need for anyone to impose anymore, because a NEW RESPECT for each’s own realities replaces the “need” for everyone to have the same reality anymore. This is where each is “allowed” to go their own way and come together (later) as appropriate and in all new ways. The only reality that’s REAL, are the ones that are completely pure, where the profoundness of Pure Divine Love brings tears of re-connection and Remembering through every galaxy/cosmic cell of our physical forms, so that every particle of our body is activated to finally REMEMBER too. Once the whole body LIGHTS UP and all can be FELT fully throughout, then each can fully under/inner-stand and start to “take their place” at the helm in order to UNITE through Divine Pure Essence, in order to fulfill much higher purposes together here.

There is more, there always is. Each “body” (mental, physical, emotional and energy) shift/change your Gravitational State. Your “new DNA” and “Genetics” give you the ability to AFFECT PHYSICAL MATTER (the physical) with great ease, through your own FULL CONSCIOUSNESS and because you are in-tune vibrational with every breath. Your own constant unification gives you the ability to AFFECT all as Highest Vibrational Light and bring all fully into alignment and keep it there with great ease, because LOVE is where you function from and Unity is how you exist. ♥

Your Consciousness (or unconsciousness) dictates your abilities, access and physical dimension that you occupy with your body, in order to CREATE your experiences here.

Pay attention to the “gravity” and “feeling” of everything, as this will show you DENSITY and LIGHT in all new ways, so that you can fully understand what all represents, how much of you is “tied up” in that which anchors you to the physical reality you allow yourself to experience here, and so that you can actually see how FREE you really are and where you have distortions held within you in order to clear easier and instantly now. Photonic light amplifies all. ♥

I love you! More as we flow. Cosmic Activations, Upgrades and Alignments continue to increase every moment now, with the March Corridor opening up all like never before. It’s going to take Gatekeepers a bit to complete this one still, while all new Gateways have opened, there’s no “completion” and starting point anymore. Everything is Wide Open, which I will write/share through a March Overview of Immense Cosmic Gateways opened/activated, as well as an April Quantum Cosmic Energy Forecast/Report separately, as these are huge and we are still completing the integration of massive template overlays embedding into our cellular/physical bodies, Gaia’s, Galactically, Universally, Cosmically that shift all to a much higher (and Light’r) dimensional experience as each anchors all fully within themselves and LIVES as their own whole reality here. ♥

Every moment that you are fully conscious to OBSERVE, you have the ability to affect/bring more light through, to be the ONE that makes a difference, through your own PRESENCE and by showing ALL the POWER OF LOVE and what can be done as each holds/comes from this place/space in every moment too. ♥

Lisa Transcendence Brown ☼
Re-Educator through Avatar/Cosmic/Diamond/Rainbow/Crystalline/Unity Consciousness for our Highest Consciousness HUmanity/NEW Earth Existence here


Artist : Emily Balivet


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