Hard Confusion to Clear Up – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

Annushhka Russian Dolls

Hard Confusion to Clear Up

The “I” is the source of our problems. And the “I” is the source of our salvation.

How confusing can it be?

The “I” which was birthed from God, as the Mother has described, (1) clothes itself in one body after another. Many etheric bodies, a mind, and an ego – and those are just the few of the “attachments” that we know of. There are probably countless energetic grids that make up some part of our bodies as well that we have no idea of.

We’re tasked with one assignment in life: To find out who we really are.

What is the answer. You got it. “I.” (2) But which “I”?

Do we play pick-up-sticks among the “I’s”?  Is the last “I” standing the One? How do we arrive at which “I” is the Real Me?

The answer is discrimination.

The events of each physical lifetime happen only to sharpen our discrimination between the Real and the unreal.

Said Sri Krishna: “Lose discrimination, and you miss life’s only purpose.” (3) Why is discrimination life’s only purpose? Because realizing, recognizing, remembering the Self  and then seeing its identity with the One are operations that depend on our discrimination. We discern the Real from the unreal.

We free up our discrimination by cleansing ourselves of our vasanas (core issues) and other burdensome, densifying factors in our consciousness.

Discrimination is not just smarts. It isn’t just a razor-sharp intellect. It’s all the senses working – and many higher-dimensional senses as well. It’s the budding, unfolding, multisensory, multidimensional intuition and natural knowing, beginning to burst through the soil.

The situation is like a Babushka doll. The upper graphic shows the doll assembled. That’s the “I” that you shake hands with. Meet the real … I mean, unreal … me.

Immediately upon death, I throw off that body, but I still have many more.

Down to the very innermost Babushka doll, which exists inside no shell. That’s the penultimate state of existence. Past that, I immerse myself in God again and lose my last vestige of individuality. (4)

All the way through, our “I’s” are fighting with each other. The ego I wants to survive. The mind I wants r-e-s-p-e-c-t.  Or as Buddhists put it, the desiring mind wants this. The inquiring mind wants that. We have a thousand “I’s” and only one is the Real One.

So, many bodies and only one “I” behind all the bodies. Many voices inside us claiming to be the real “I,” to whom we should listen. And physical life is designed to sharpen our discrimination to the point where we can pierce the density of our minds, still them, and recognize the real “I” within.

That is our sole assignment.


(1) “My beloved children, children … I have birthed [you] from my being, from my essence — which is far beyond what you can imagine.” (““The Father and the Father … by the Mother,” May 7, 2012, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2012/05/the-father-and-the-father-by-the-mother/.)

“You are angels in form, and you have been birthed even prior to that as the essence of One. So you return to that while keeping your magnificent form.” (“The Divine Mother Explains Ascension,” October 5, 2017, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2017/10/05/the-divine-mother-explains-ascension/.)

“You did not start out in form. You simply started out as a spark of light, of love, and then the adventure began.” (“Transcript: Universal Mother Mary Discusses the Law of Change, September 3, 2013, Part 1/2,” September 6, 2013, through Linda Dillon, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2013/09/06/transcript-universal-mother-mary-discusses-the-law-of-change-september-3-2013-part-12/.)

(2) The Self. But hearing the answer intellectually is no help. We’re tasked with knowing it deeply realizationally.

(3) Sri Krishna in Swami Prabhavananda and Christopher Isherwood, trans., Bhagavad-Gita. The Song of God. New York and Scarborough: New American Library, 1972; c1944, 41.

(4) Except I don’t. The Mother wishes to keep the divine play going so I’m now given to understand that, after immersing ourselves in the Ocean of Love that the Father/Mother is, we’re called forth again for another tour of duty.




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Excursions into the Fifth Dimension – Suzanne Lie


Excursions into the Fifth Dimension



Preparation For Upcoming Multidimensional School

The Arcturians through Sue Lie

Your transition into the fifth dimension is getting very interesting now. You may feel that you need to “chill back” a bit, as you somehow know that what is meant to be, is in the process of becoming.

Once you let go of the time-bound and external sense of control, you will find that you can more easily allow yourself to BE within the fifth dimensional NOW. Once within that NOW, you will be more able to experience living in the NOW. 

Then you will be more able to release the many questions and comments that often have left you feeling confused, concerned, but also engaged. Once you fully realize that you are following an inner directive that is guiding you towards the Fifth Dimension, many new persons, places, things and experiences will begin to change within your life.

Throughout this “change,” you will slowly, or quickly for some, remember some of the peak experiences you have had when you visited your innate, fifth dimensional reality. These peak experiences will likely occur while you were visiting the higher dimensions via deep meditation or sleep.

However, through whichever way you have these experiences, we Arcturians suggest that you put your total attention on your memory, as it istrue that higher dimensional  realities can quickly leave yourthird dimensional memory.  Hence, we ask that you deeply attendto, and ground your experience into Gaia.

These “peak experiences” are actually a gift from your own Multidimensional SELF who is assisting you to activate the higher, Fifth Dimensional Operating System of your own Multidimensional SELF.

The experience of this activation ignites a memory of the higher dimensional operating systems that you usein your higher dimensional frequencies of reality. We, the Arcturians, are nowready to assist you as you ground this fifth dimensional, and beyond, energy fields into Gaia.

This “Fifth Dimensional Operating System” is an energy field which you all will each experience via your owninter-dimensional, as well as third dimensional, experiences of:

  • Remembering
  • Experimenting with
  • Grounding into your spiritual life
  • Grounding into your self
  • Grounding into Gaia

Having even a brief experience of this unconditionally loving energy field is :

  • Common in the fifth dimension
  • Possible in the fourth dimension
  • Extremely difficult in the third dimension

Therefore, we, your Galactic Family, Friends and Guides, are assisting you to expand your consciousness, so that you can better perceive the fifth dimension and beyond.

We ask that you share any mental, emotional, and/or physical experiences of higher dimensional energy fields with Gaia. We also ask that you call on your own Higher SELF to assist you to remember any experience or sensation of:


interacting with,

and/or grounding yourself into your Multidimensional SELF

and/or your Multidimensional Reality.

Having even a brief experience of the unconditionally loving energy fields of these higher multidimensional realities will change your life forever.

These unconditional loving energy fields are:

common in the fifth dimension,

possible in the fourth dimension,

and extremely difficult in the third dimension.

Therefore, you will often open your Light Portal by doing something that you love to do. If you do something that you enjoy, and you know that others will also enjoy it, this feeling of joy allows you to surrender into the experience of doing, “NOT just what we need to do, BUT exactly what want to do!”

This experience of joy within your daily life will expand the amount of synaptic junctions in your brain to flash ON at once. Most humans are using about 25% of their brains, but you have the ability to use a great deal more of your brain.

However, if you use this expanded brain as “power over others,” or even in a selfish or a controlling manner, it will work against your ascension process. You see, energy out is energy back.

Therefore, if you put out negative, fearful energy, that is what will return to you. Within every thought and every feeling you are creating your future, which will return one day –likely when we least expect it.

All life is a circle. As you move around this circle, life after life, meditation after meditation, you eventually see the theme for your present incarnation. In fact, you will be called on by your Higher SELF to LIVE that “theme of yourlife.”

Then, instead of having random experiences, you will allow your consciousness, your brain, your thoughts and your emotions to flow into the NEXT OCTAVE. It is then that you will be able to communicate with ALL life, likely in the same manner that you have used for many incarnations.

Are you ready to listen to your SELF?  It is this listening to your SELF that allowsyou to resonate to the next octave of reality. This octave leap will expand your consciousness to include conscious experience of your own fifth dimensional SELF.

Also, as yourelease more and more of your third dimensionalindoctrinations and remember more of the messages from your Multidimensional SELF, you will begin to transmute, first your 3rd Dimensional consciousness into fifth dimensional consciousness, and eventually your 3rd Dimensional physical body into your fifth dimensional Light Body.

As you continue your process of transmuting your third dimensional thoughts and emotions into your fifth dimensional thoughts and emotions, you actions will follow suit. You may even be able to remember your fifth dimensional SELF enough to slowly, or quickly, become ONE with your own Higher SELF.

You cannot become one with, or merge with, your fifth dimensional self until you fully accept that YOU are the Creator of YOUR life! Fortunately, once you can remember your  Galactic Family, as well as all that you have learned and remembered during your excursion into your third dimensional human self.

Those of you who can remember your SELF, may also remember whenyou have gone back to your Ship to be debriefed. Some of you will remain on Gaia for as long as your 3D bodies will allow, and some of you will incarnate for as many times as it takes for you to return via ascension.

But ALL of you will alwaysremember that YOU are galactic beings who have chosen to take a human earth vessel in order to assist and participate in planetary ascension. Many of you are being reminded in your dreams and meditations that itis the NOW for you to begin, or continue, this process with your Greatest Wisdom and Your Open Heart.

Then, as youexpand your consciousness to embrace the fifth dimension of HERE and NOW of the ONE, you will release the behaviors, and even the thought, that humanity can dominate planet Earth.

In fact, humanity will begin to release the belief that humans are free to harm their planet in any manner. Then, you will move more and more into your Spiritual Wisdom, which comes from the fifth dimension to open your hearts to Unconditional Love and erase even the thought of conditionallove—which is not love at all.


The above article in theWashington Post states thatNASA estimates 1 billion earth-likeplanets in our Galaxy alone. You are NOT alone. You, the humans of Earth, are just beginning to remember that you ALL have the ability to communicate inter-dimensionally with our own Higher Selves, as well as with your friends and family that resonate to the fifth dimensional planets and fifth dimensional starships.

Your Higher SELF communicates inter-dimensionally via a form of Light Language. Light Language is composed of your higher senses of Clairvoyance (inter-dimensional seeing), Clairaudience (inter-dimensional hearing), and Clairsentience(inter-dimensional feelings.)

These fifth dimensional, and beyond, forms of communication are activated by your innate Unconditional Love, which is a corner stone of all fifth dimensional communications, ideas, emotions, thoughts, memories, and commitments.

As your thoughts and emotions resonate to a higher frequency, such as the fifth dimension, so doyour perceptions and interactions with all life. These higher perceptions and interactions, increasingly shift your “sense of self” from being a physical human to being a Multidimensional Being.

Then your “sense of  SELF” encompasses your Galactic Family, your Higher Self, your Ascended Master SELF, your Elohim SELF, your Angelic SELF, your Archangel SELF, as well as frequencies of SELF that you havenot yet discovered.

You may not have ALL of these higher dimensional components attached to your current earth self, but all humans, even the dark ones, have the ability to remember the incarnations and situations in all the components of their Multidimensional SELF thathave been activated.

To make sure that these higher dimensional conversations are a normal part of your life, put aside a “cast in steel” time and space in which you dedicate yourself to communicate with the higher frequencies of reality. These meetings are NOT about your 3D, physical self, and not even about your 4D astral self.

These meetings give you an opportunity to:

Meet with Mother Gaia to assist with Her planetary ascension.

visit your Starship, and all your friends and family that support you from the fifth dimension and beyond.

Remember the Mission that YOU chose to fulfill within your current incarnation.

Remember that you took this earth vessel NOT for yourself, but for Mother Gaia!

What you perceive is what you believe, and what you believe is what you perceive!

When you realize that whatever you believe is your teacher, your higher dimensional reality becomes your “Interdimensional Reality.” Then, as you communicate and interact with this Interdimensional Reality, you will increasingly remember, perceive, communicate and interact with these higher dimensional realities surrounding Earth, but most people forgot.

Humanity forgot these realities because they could not see them through their third/fourth dimensional perceptual field, as they could through their fifth dimensional perceptual field. Onecan only consciously perceive the frequency of reality that they believe is “real.”

It is for this reason that most humans are unable to perceive the Starships overhead, while the fully awakened humans canperceive the Ships via the Unconditional Love of their High Heart and the Multidimensional Vision of their Third Eye.

It is within your High Heart (located between your Heart and your Third Eye) that you can perceive our Starships. However, for a clear vision, one must have connected the energy fields of Unconditional Love within their High Heart and the Unconditional Loveof their opened High Heart with the energy fields of the Multidimensional Perception of their Third Eye.

It is your unwavering belief that Gaia, and all Life on Gaia and beyond, are multidimensional that allows you to perceive the higher worlds, even if you cannot see or hear them in the same manner that you see and hear in your 3D World.

In closing, please be aware that humanityhas been indoctrinated for many incarnationsthat you can only believe what you perceive with your third/fourth dimensional perceptions.

However, there are many forms of higher dimensional perception that you will learn, and or remember, as you allow your consciousness to expand back into your innate Multidimensional Consciousness.

Just as it is your state of consciousness that directs your perceptions. It is your personal beliefs that directyour state of consciousness. Furthermore, since you have taken your 3D earth vessel, What you perceive is what you have been trained to believe.

It takes a brave, and awakened, human to trust their own, personal, higher beliefs enough to use their expanded perceptions of Clairvoyance to SEE our Starships, Clairaudience to HEAR us speaking with you, and Clairsentience to SENSE that we are with you.

We close this message by reminding you to remember the extensive training that you received from your Galactic Family before you took this present incarnation! As soon as you can expand your human consciousness to encompass the fifth dimension and beyond, it will seem as if you have awakened from a long dream, but NOW you are Home!

Posted by Suzanne Lie at 12:03 PM 



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Lotus River – Alohim

Gratitude to artist

Lotus River .•**•…🌸….••**••.
Breathing through me pirouettes of love, while observing silver tone of light, pondering beside rivers still. Oh how I love in moments when mind’s shadow is but a cast of reflected vision through sun’s perspective. And moon and stars collapse into an endless moment of peace and serenity. Pulsing through heart and mind, forged beyond the depths of twilight’s hand.
I popped out of the womb seated in the Lotus position and was whipped away to be told I ‘was normal’ – my parents knew I wasn’t! At the age of 9 Jesus /Yeshua asked me to work for him (all I wanted to be was a monk! I was devastated when I was told I couldn’t be) and in return my family would have Divine protection. My soul remembers the incarnation. I knew a lot more than I should have and quickly learned to be quiet. I knew my past lives, Star Family and much more. I was involved as an observer. I knew this body was a vehicle and a container. I saw things and was whipped through a Vortex to report to the Council of Light. I witnessed many changes in New Zealand after my meetings through the Vortex. I claimed none of them and was only 13 – but I remember.
Many changes occurred. I could see but I still had to play amongst the matrix for survival. At the age of 22 my true human experience started as grief struck through the passing of my mother. I had never experienced such pain in this incarnation. The Heart Chakra literally fell from my chest and broke on the floor. I am so grateful for the remembrance of the energy I held before the ‘fall’.
Apart from being a Light Worker as we all are I’ve spent the last few years healing through mediation, movement and solitude. Everything happens for a reason, as we know! Without this understanding of brokenness, I wouldn’t be able to relate with such compassion. Now I wander around third world countries and connect to the oppressed, pouring in Energy and Light through different avenues.
A very simple story and – regardless of the intensity – we are all magical Beings here for a wonderful purpose. Much love to all ….