
Transmuting Into Love Painting by Eva Ruiz
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Iโm a Believer
Here it is a beautiful sunny Sunday. Iโm sitting here saying to myself, youย shouldย go outside.
I donโt want to go outside. Iโm lying here waiting. But for what?
After looking and looking, what I see inside is that Iโm wanting to feelย a certain way. Thatโs what Iโm looking for. Not just being in a certain place, no matter how beautiful and sunny.
In fact Iโd rather be relaxed right now, just being with myself, rather than doing anything. Being with myself is what Iโm doing.
As I look at the matter, I realize that how I feel is of the utmost importance to me. If it werenโt, it should be.
When I harm people, I commit myself to an inner life of stress and tension, guilt and self-recrimination. I hurt myself.
Itโs finally become too much for me. Iโm a prime example of someone changing in the face of the rising energies, letting go of the old, unproductive ways because they hurt too much.
Now that Iโm not harming people โ and Iโve had lapses โ thereโs no guilt or self-recrimination.
And what I notice, when I really look, is that I care a great deal about how I feel.ย I donโt want to be feeling stress and tension or guilt and recrimination any more. I donโt like feeling those ways.
I want to feel joy. I want to feel bliss. I want to feel safe and secure. And all these are available inside, not outside, of me.
In my meditation these days, Iโm treating my inner realm as if it were a room I lived in. Iโm polishing the teak walls as an act of purification.ย If I feel bad in some respect, I polish the walls until the feeling is experienced through to completion. Imagination is creative thought on the Fifth Dimension.
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I see clear as a bell that making a vow to harm no one created space for me. And in the space thus created, feeling states that I canโt normally access I now can. Bliss is coming up. Happiness.ย I even feel joy. The water is truly warm.
Man, was this the worldโs best kept secret? Am I the last to know? Ahimsa (non-violence) creates space, in which the divine qualities can arise?
Iโll be darned. Shout it from the rooftops! Iโm a believer.
https://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/07/30/im-a-believer-2/
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Transmuting Into Love Painting by Eva Ruiz