Before I Knew What Love Was – Part 3/3 – Steve Beckow


Blue Mystic ~ Peter O’Neill Gallery


Before I Knew What Love Was – Part 3/3

(Concluded from Part 2, yesterday.)

I’m going to call this kind of love “higher-dimensional love” or “transformative love.” (1)

There’s no grounds to worry.  We’re all of us experiencing – or going to experience – this very same love and heart opening. (2)

No one will miss out. Ramakrishna used to say, some will eat in the morning, some at noon, and some in the evening, but all will be fed.  Never was that more true than for this generation.

In the morning are the explorers, the pathfinders, the first wave. At noon, are the gatekeepers, the shepherds, the second wave. And in the evening are the pillars, the old hands, the third wave.

You’ve all heard about the time of separation, the time of division.  Well, in my opinion, the heart opening will begin it.

There will be those who, in the face of the rising energies, simply reject love. The rest who accept and welcome love will be allowed to proceed unmolested.  Their paths will now diverge, as SaLuSa, Michael, and Adamu have been saying. (3)

This will all happen in consciousness but it’ll be reflected in setting. (4)

In my opinion, the depth of our love is what determines what Matthew calls our “evolvement.” It determines the depth of our experiencing generally, depth of wisdom, etc.

And under the Mother’s care, we’re all (who accept love) being brought along gradually to a state that allows us to experience that inner tsunami of love that rages just inside the door of the heart. (5)

Oh, how to get those doors open? That is the question.  But this generation has the security of knowing that the Mother has a Plan and that Plan is mass/physical Ascension.

It’ll be fun for me when the heart opening happens. I won’t be Robinson Crusoe any longer.  You think waiting for the Reval is hard. How about waiting for your buddies to show up on the other side of a planetary heart opening?

I can’t think of anything else that’s better than love, deeper, or more inspiring. It deepens and elevates, deepens and elevates, like a wave, always flowing, in and out.

When the door is opened and we all find ourselves swimming in real love, we’ll all of us say: “Oh, THIS is what they’re all talking about.” Yes, THIS is what they’re all talking about.

“Strain and see.” (7)


(1) Only the Third Dimension does not feel this kind of love. All higher dimensions do. Therefore I call it “higher-dimensional love.”

“Transformative” in the sense that it transforms all negativity whereas, with ordinary love, negativity usually drowns it out.  Nothing can drown out this higher-dimensional love.

(2) Most of us gradually; some of us sudden.

What’s the difference between a heart opening and a heart attack?

A heart opening is over in a few seconds, and is either a sharp explosion or a sharp implosion, localized in the spiritual heart, two digits to the right of the breastbone. At no time are you in danger.

A heart attack is extremely painful without let-up and is generalized in its effect on the individual. If you’re in continuous, generalized pain, please seek medical attention.

(3) SaLuSa: “If you can find balance and harmony in your life now, we would say that you are already living from a higher state of consciousness. Is it then no wonder that you feel different to many people around you, and find their ways no longer acceptable? It is a sign of the separation that is occurring at the present time, and it is a perfectly normal development.” (SaLuSa, May 31, 2010 at [My emphasis.]

SaLuSa: “Life on your present Earth is coming to an end and of necessity, because the cycle of duality has all but completed its course. Nothing stands still and all is in motion and change to take up a new position according to its vibration. Separation of the souls on Earth is therefore quite a natural occurrence, as the Law of Attraction is always in action.” (SaLuSa, Nov. 5, 2012.)

Michael: “We have talked about the time of division. Not abandonment, not rejection, but of saying to the collective, ‘There is a better way.’” (“Transcript ~ Archangel Michael: You Have Chosen to Be the New Paradigm of Love, May 31, 2018,” June 7, 2018, at

Adamu: “Two timelines flow according to our choice to be self-responsible (SR) or other responsible (OR). …

“Besides these two timelines…the SR and the OR ones…consciousness arose that at least one additional timeline must be created, because there’s something very special happening on Earth right now.

“From the Matrix up, beings are awakening, but a very small number of them are awakening in a way that is “completely delightfully amazingly surprising. …

“Those that are awakening in this way would be wasted on the SR or OR path. For those on the accelerated path, this would be a plodding, slow journey.

“So, a transcendent new level of reality needed to be opened up for those.” (Suzi Maresca, “Notes on Adamu Speaks ~ Timelines… and the Dissolution of the illuminati!” August 13, 2019, at

(4) How consciousness affects setting is beyond my knowledge. Everyday reports from afterlife communicators simply regard the fact that consciousness determines setting as obvious. But I’m not sure if they could explain how it all happens either.  Matthew Ward might since he used to design afterlife world settings.

(5) By the doors of the heart, I mean the hridayam or heart aperture. Normally it’s closed. In a heart opening, it opens and we, as points of consciousness, find ourselves inside it and in a river of love. It sweeps all cares from our minds, fills up the room we’re in, and leaves us in an Ocean of Love, endless in all directions. Drowned in that state, we want nothing else but more love.

Even though I feel this love at times, at other times I don’t and am as ordinary and grumpy as many people. Don’t waste your time thinking I’m walking on water. As a friend used to say, you’re a developed writer, not necessarily a developed man.

(6) “You have come to the orchard to eat mangoes. Enjoy them. What is the use of your calculating how many mango-trees there are, how many millions of branches, how many billions of leaves?”  (Paramahansa Ramakrishna in Swami Nikhilananda, trans., The Gospel of Sri Ramakrishna. New York: Ramakrishna-Vivekananda Center, 1978; c1942, 819.)

(7)  “Do you see yourself in this state? Then you have become vision itself.

“Be of good heart. Remaining here, you have ascended aloft. You need a guide no longer. Strain and see.” (Plotinus in Elmer O’Brien, ed., The Essential Plotinus. Representative Treatises from the Enneads. Toronto: New American Library, 1964, 43.)


Blue Mystic ~ Peter O’Neill Gallery

Gratitude to all artists. Any queries, please let me know, Shekinah

The Light of an awakened consciousness – Marilyn Raffaele

Blue Eye Wonder Cat by A. Andrew Gonzalez


OCTOBER 6, 2019

Welcome dear readers.

You the awakened ones, are rapidly shifting into new levels of awareness while others previously unaware or uninterested in truth become more receptive to examining universal beliefs that affect everyone’s life.

You who already know who and what you are, are leading the way. You are the light for those ready for more, but who remain unaware of exactly what it is they seek. You need not actively protest or engage in outer actions unless guided. Your work as way showers is to hold the Light of truth within at all times carrying it with you into whatever situations you may experience or become aware of.

The Light of an awakened consciousness automatically flows without conscious thought in and as forms of love accompanying every word and action. It may simply be the act of petting a dog, or offering words of comfort to another, but is often simply bearing silent witness to truth when in the midst of or observing discord.

You no longer need to be actively involved in third dimensional discord. Avoid intense watching and listening to the news or gossip. Be aware of what is going on, but do not immerse yourself in it. When you feed consciousness with negativity and problems you align with the energy of them which then begin to manifest as judgement, criticism, and other creations in and of the three dimensional belief system–all the things that you have been working to clear.

Everything is energy and because there is only ONE energy, whatever you energetically align with you automatically draw to you because everything is always seeking Oneness–law of attraction. Those who attain a high level of spiritual consciousness discover that their lives become increasingly harmonious on all levels because their consciousness of Oneness begins to automatically express the harmony, balance, safety, abundance, and completeness etc. embodied within it.

However, it often happens that an individual will choose to accept and attain a consciousness of Oneness, but exclude one or more Divine qualities from that Oneness. Example; “I am whole and complete in every way, but I never have enough money.” Remember, consciousness is always expressing itself and as long as any false belief is a part of one’s consciousness, it will continue to manifest.

An attained consciousness of Divine harmony and wholeness will manifest outwardly in ordinary and practical ways. Example; Being drawn to a particular ad in the phone book or notice on a board for a needed service or a friend recommending a business or a product that is perfect for a project you want to do. If you allow your intuition to guide you, your consciousness of wholeness and harmony will draw to you the right attorney, doctor, plumber, etc., those in alignment with you.

Mind interprets an evolved state of consciousness in practical every day forms a person can relate to. Spiritual living is very practical, much more so than living from the creations of duality and separation which will always manifest in forms of both good and bad.

We wish to speak of remorse. Remorse is the act of passing negative judgement on self with regard to past action or actions from the perspective of a different, often higher awareness than that which was in place at the time of the action or actions. Remorse is an illusion created from energies of separation belief and never has or ever can reflect the reality of any individual.

Many of you are experiencing remorse and guilt as you re-examine your lives in the light of higher awareness. All actions and decisions reflect the attained level of consciousness present at the time of the action. Know that anything you did in the past now causing remorse was simply reflective of an earlier state of consciousness. If you hadn’t evolved beyond it, you wouldn’t even be questioning the past action, you would simply consider it to be right.

Evolution involves the clearing of no longer relevant energies of a lower resonance. Higher frequencies of Light expose old energies still active in cellular memory causing them to surface on one or more levels (physical, emotional, mental, or spiritual). This allows you to become aware of the particular belief underlying some negative past action. Use this insight to examine, replace the belief with truth, release it, and move on without further indulgence in guilt and remorse. This is how the clearing process works.

A person is only capable of living from their attained level of consciousness. Many pretend to have a evolved state of consciousness, but sooner or later the reality will express and expose itself. An example of this is the rampant psychological, sexual, and physical abuse of women and children that has taken place in organizations through individuals that promote themselves as being in spiritual and loving service.

Remorse reflects the belief that one has failed, done something unforgivable, and is thus not worthy of love. Consciously or unconsciously believing self to be unlovable is the driving force behind the actions of those who act out in violent ways. The energetic resonance of this belief is unknowingly carried from lifetime to lifetime in the cellular memory of an individual until cleared.

Remorse can lock an individual into the belief that they are not worthy of happiness or love, and because everyone is a creator, they continue to create situations that reinforce this false belief. They welcome hardship and emotional suffering, even seeking it because they believe that they deserve it.

Many project their hatred of self on to others as a means of relief– “I will show them I am strong. I will make them respect (fear) me.” Others use drugs or alcohol to ease the inner pain of feeling intense separation. The soul is always seeking oneness but most as of yet do not understand this.

This state of consciousness creates a vicious circle of three dimensional experiences that will continue as long as energetically fed. Programs that foster self esteem both in or out of prisons serve to begin healing the broken hearts of many who commit violent crimes. An excellent example is prison programs that pair homeless dogs needing love and training with prisoners. The resulting partnership is often the very first time a prisoner has ever expressed or felt love.

If or when guilt surfaces, remember that every person has guides, teachers, and incarnates with a contract that they themselves wrote about what they were choosing to experience and learn. Your actions may very well have been a part of some karmic or learning process needed by both. Negative past actions never hurt or effect the reality of the other, but do affect you.

On a practical level, you can apologize whether the person is on this side of the veil or the other. Send Light and see their Light through consciously acknowledging the Divinity of the person or persons involved including self. Be intuitively guided as to what if any, actions are needed. You may be guided to simply do nothing on an outer level, but to do much on the inner.

Learning to love self comes through knowing that self is SELF. A consciousness of Oneness can never be attained if self is left out of the ONE. It is easy to hate self when one’s belief system is based in three dimensional concepts of how one must look, be, or act in order to be acceptable or loveable. This is simply old programing that you have long ago moved beyond. Allow all remaining remnants of it to dissolve into the nothingness that it is.

Choosing to spiritually evolve on earth in three dimensional energy allows for a difficult but intensely valuable evolutionary process. Begin to understand that in reality there are no accidents, mistakes, or victims especially during these powerful times of energetic ascension. Recognize and acknowledge the spiritual ideas that underlay everything you see, hear, taste, touch, or smell.

This is how you learn to see beyond appearances and is why you chose and were allowed to be on earth at this time.

With love, respect, and recognition…
We are the Arcturian Group 10/6/19


Blue Eye Wonder Cat by A. Andrew Gonzalez

Gratitude to all artists. Any queries, please contact me, Shekinah

Blessings from your Higher Dimensional Family – Suzanne Lie

The first woman in her garden by Helena Nelson-Reed


Saturday, September 28, 2019

Blessings from your Higher Dimensional Family

Hello Everyone,
Sue Lie here inviting you to check out the new youtube with myself and Oscar Bustamante.
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It is the NOW for all of us to have deep communications about the NOW that we are creating with our thoughts, our actions, and with our frequency of consciousness. There are many greatly damaging things happening to dear Gaia, our Mother Earth, which are vital to address NOW.Fortunately, within this same NOW, there is a huge awakening of human consciousness. Yes, there are many humans who are still totally asleep, but more and more each day, humans are beginning to recognize that we, the members of the human race, are meant to be the most evolved beings on the planet.

Unfortunately, we are also beginning to realize that we humans are also the main beings on Gaia who are “spoiling our own nest.” Therefore, it is the NOW for all members of humanity to wake up to their own higher dimensional expression of SELF.

It is the NOW for us to remember that we are not alone on this planet. as there are more and more fourth, fifth and multidimensional beings who are taking earth vessels on Gaia to assist Her with Her process of Planetary Ascension!

In fact, it is the NOW for us, the members of humanity, who were meant to be the most evolved beings on Gaia’s Earth, to take charge of our planetary obligation and guard dear Gaia with our life and love.

Actually, if we do not use this very life that we are experiencing NOW to attend to the planetary needs of Gaia, our beloved home planet could be, and is becoming, damaged by the selfish desires of the very humans that will need to face how their selfish desires have caused, and are causing, great destruction to our Home World Earth.

Humans believe that they are more evolved than animals, but animals respect the areas of Gaia on which they live, and lovingly care for their offsprings. How did humanity get so lost in their personal needs that they forgot the needs of planet on which they live?

The above is NOT a rhetorical question. In fact, we the Arcturians, as well as many the members of your Galactic Family, have actually taken third dimensional bodies so that they can better understand how they can assist Gaia through this Planetary Transmutations into a higher frequency of reality. This “transmutation” is also known as “Ascension.”

Gaia is ready to expand Her frequency rate beyond the third, and even the fourth, dimensions in which time and space and more intimately intermingle into the ONE. On the third dimensional frequency of Gaia, the third dimension is the frequency of the planet, as well as all the beings that live on that planet. There is also some, and hopefully more will return, fourth dimensional frequencies of reality.

The awakened humans are becoming more and more aware of their “dreams” and “meditations,” which often allows them to personally experience portions of their higher fourth and fifth dimensional frequencies of SELF.

Humans have not too often thought of “frequencies of SELF,” but the awakened and awakening ones are more and more realizing that there are frequencies of reality that resonate beyond the conscious perception of “normal humans.” However, many members of the plant, animal, bird, reptile and even fish creature are becoming aware of.

Because these “lower beings” do NOT have the burden of “human desire,” there are able to perceive what is actually them without the need to see what they want to see. Yes, we, your Galactic Family, can only imagine that “earth bound humans,” as we call them, can only believe that which they can perceive with their third dimensional perspectives.

However, human’s state of consciousness is that which sets their perceptual field. Hence, if a human has a very low state of consciousness, they will also have a very limited perceptual field. The “perceptual field” simply means that which one can perceive.

Therefore, if one has a low state of consciousness, they will likely only be consciously involved in the workings of their physical life, and very often that involvement is focus on their physical money. Yes, money “makes the world go round,” but it also makes the wars and the planetary destruction go round.

Fortunately, there are more and more humans who are beginning to realize that Gaia is a LIVING BEING and must be treated with the same respect and protection as the humans treat their own physical family members. However, some humans do not even treat their own family member with Unconditional Love and Protection.

It is largely for this reason that we, the Arcturians, as well as all the members of the Galactic Federation who have rescued Gaia from deep, deep destruction more times that most humans could imagine.

We, the Arcturians, as well as ALL of the members of your Galactic Family, especially the Pleiadians as they look much like much like very tall, blond humans) are here within your NOW to remind you that YOU are not alone.

The Pleiadians, as well as the other Galactics, are often the members of your fifth dimensional family who are protecting and guiding you. Your Galactic Family has some “galactic restrictions” on protecting the humans birthright of “free will,” but when that free will is used to harm others, and/or to harm dear Gaia, the gift of free will can, and eventually will, be taken away.

In fact, one of the main ways that the Galactic, which are usually the Pleiadians, are taking third dimensional forms, is to protect Gaia’s humans from the negative indoctrination of the Dark Ones. However, in order to NOT FORGET their own Higher Self when they leave their human birth canal, they must study long and hard before they talk a third dimensional vessel.

There are some humans who actually remember leaving their mother’s womb. These humans are often Pleiadians who have chosen to greatly “step down” their innate inter-dimensional skills to be able to disguise themselves as a third dimensional Earth human.

In fact, many of you who have chosen to read this report, may remember your own higher dimensional SELF in your higher dimensional world. If you do have that memory, we suggest that you document it, as it is difficult for a third dimensional brain to contain fifth dimensional information, which is beyond what third dimensional perceive as “time” and “space.”

Yes, “time and space” do exist, but they exist in a different manner on different frequencies of reality. To some of you the concept of a “frequency of reality” may difficult to understand. However, if you allow your self to go into a deep mediation and allow your consciousness to expand into the higher frequencies, that which was inviable will begin to enter your awareness.

There is no right way, or wrong way, for this information to enter into your awareness, but the higher the frequency of your state of consciousness, the more you will be able to receive and understand that which comes into your heart and mind.

In fact, another way to recognize a fifth dimensions message is the you feel it in your heart and mind. Often, the only way that you can fully understand your “incoming message” is that you allow your brain to document that message via your own higher mind.

If you get a higher message, do not worry about grammar or spelling, as your left brain is not as active as your right brain. After you have allowed your right, more spiritual, creative portions of your brain, to send you the message, you can use your right brain to spell check and correct the grammar and order of presentation.

You see, these higher dimensional messages come in so quickly that it is best that you just allow your self to document the message and go back over it to correct the grammar and spelling. You see, when you are receiving a fifth dimensional message, you often need to totally focus on the feeling that goes with with words and being able to type fast enough to get down the words you are receiving.

You will likely have to go through a fifth dimensional message several times before you can fully understand it with your 3D brain. Therefore, allow the message to flow into your Crown Chakra, past your Third Eye and into your human brain who will assist you to complete your documentation of a higher dimensional message and hold it in the third/fourth dimension, to be shared with others.

Please remember, if you are fortunate enough to receive higher dimensional messages, please remember that these higher messages com THROUGH YOU NOT JUST TO YOU!

Blessings from your Higher Dimensional Family
Posted by Suzanne Lie at 2:04 PM