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(Concluded from Part 3, yesterday.)
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How do the Divine Feminine and Masculine work together in the balanced, androgynous person?
Archangel Michael tells us that the stillness that the Divine Masculine fuels the movement of love that the Divine Feminine is.
“When you speak to the masculine, to the Divine Masculine, you are speaking about the force and the power — not just the stillness, but the power – of that stillness that fuels the energy behind the movement.” (1)
The Divine Mother tells us that the Divine Feminine calls the Divine Masculine forth:
“To be truly masculine is extraordinarily beautiful. … It is the holding of energy, the ability of action, to protect, but what the masculine forgot, both personally and globally, is that they had need to feed the goddess within and without. Now that has been reawakened.
“As you reawaken the Divine Feminine, the Divine Feminine informs and demands of the Divine Masculine within to step forward so the old illusions and false paradigms of what the masculine are simply falls away.” (2)
So the reawakened Divine Feminine summons the Divine Masculine to take over from the male-dominant constructed self. She awakens the Divine Male. Gentlemen, take note.
A new stillpoint is being found, Tazjima’s sources advise us, which will lead us to wholeness. I imagine the subtlety of it is beyond words.
“As the threads of the energies of the divine feminine and the golden Christic light are now being interwoven into the tapestry of life upon the planet and into the heart centers of every living being, a new center point, a still point, is being sought out. In coming to still point, the energies of dark and light, female and male, flexibility and strength, will discover their need for each other in order to reemerge into wholeness.” (3)
Androgyny is the goal, that perfect balance of energy in which love and light are to be found, Matthew says.
“A civilization evolves by integrating aspects of both energies and advancing toward androgyny—balanced energy wherein love-light abides. The power of love-light is what motivates a third density civilization to end the control of their world by individuals whose energy is anchored in darkness, the absence of love-light. Helping the peoples succeed in transforming their world, dear lightworkers, is why you volunteered for this Earth journey.” (4)
The Divine Mother, who sets the agenda, sees the situation as reaching its balance. Whatever she can see or dream manifests:
“At the same time as you are shifting and ascending, the male population is finally embracing their Divine Feminine in the same way that many of the women are saying ‘I will have to embrace my Divine Masculine and move into action in new and different ways.’ It is reaching the balance.” (5)
Females and males are invited to balance their Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine. We call that state androgyny.
This era will see the resurgence of the Divine Feminine on two levels. In the world, women are claiming equal place with men in all important fields and venues. Women are also taking the lead in areas where they may not have before. And they’re breaking new ground.
In the internal world, the male-dominant constructed self in the man is giving way to a balance of the inner Divine Feminine and Masculine. In the female, a flowering of both love and power is taking place.
(1) “Archangel Michael: Welcome to This Time of Re-Awakening – Part 2,” channeled by Linda Dillon, September 30, 2013, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2013/10/archangel-michael-welcome-to-this-time-of-re-awakening-part-2/ .
(2) Divine Mother, “Mother Mary Discusses the Divine Quality of Hope-the Foundation, the Bedrock of Human Existence,” February 21, 2013, at http://counciloflove.com/2013/02/mother-mary-discusses-the-divine-quality-of-hope-the-foundation-the-bedrock-of-human-existance/
(3) “Higher Self and the Light Collective: On Integration,” channeled through Tazjima, November 9, 2013 at http://bluedragonjournal.com.
(4) Archangel Michael in “Archangel Michael and the Divine Mother: Harmony Between the Divine Feminine and Masculine and Patterning,” July 1, 2016, through Linda Dillon, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2016/07/01/archangel-michael-divine-mother-harmony-divine-feminine-masculine-patterning/.
(5) The Divine Mother, “Mother Mary Discusses the Divine Quality of Hope,” ibid.
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(Continued from Part 2, yesterday.)
Let’s return now to the discussion of the end of male dominance. Matthew Ward says that male ascendancy (or patriarchy) must go and this is not an insult to men:
“The high vibrations of feminine energy coming in are ending long ages of masculine energy’s dominance on the planet.
“Please understand that in no way is this maligning masculine energy, and neither it nor feminine energy has anything to do with gender or sexual orientation.
“Actually, all energy is neutral until it is given force and direction by the vibrations in thoughts, feelings and actions, and those associated with masculine energy manifest as physical strength, the drive to succeed, combative competitiveness, innovation, sternness, and determination to control all situations.
“The gentle but equally strong facets of feminine energy include nurturing, compassion, sensitivity, cooperation, artistic expression, and living harmoniously with Nature.” (1)
Archangel Michael assures us that the resurgence of the Divine Feminine is not about a new “power over” relationship:
“The plan for the restoration of love upon the planet is about the restoration, the ascendancy of the Divine Feminine, because you are in a creation phase. But as you advance, it is not, and never has been, the ascendancy of the Divine Feminine over the Masculine. It is standing in that perfect balance, both within your sacred self and in action upon the planet.” (2)
As the love of the divine feminine increases on the planet, there’ll be no place for the deceptive to hide, Hilarion advises us:
“As the loving energies of the divine feminine flowing onto the planet deepens in intensity, that which is not in alignment with love will stand out in glaring contrast. There really is no place to hide shadow activity any longer. When each person’s heart is filled with love, they have the ability to sense and feel deception in another.” (3)
For a time, we may see chaos, Tazjima’s sources tell us.
“The rigidity of the structures of extreme duality and control are giving way to a new flow, as the energies of the Divine Feminine permeate the world. For a time there will be chaos as the feminine energy flows through and around the borders of the old rigid masculine structures, breaking them down like water wearing away at a stone wall.
“Balance will be restored, but for a time outer events will appear out of control. It is for this reason the beings of light and love have advised those who would listen to seek the calm that reigns within the sacred heart, within their own center.” (4)
But the Mother has declared that male dominance end:
“Violence against women has been the anathema of your planet, beginning with Gaia who has been terribly abused. So yes, sexual violence, predatory violence, physical violence, you cannot have love or intact communities, productive communities, productive families, loving families, and have women that are being suppressed, mutilated, killed, beaten, because they are women.
“What this speaks to is the fundamental male fear of losing power. They know the creative power of the feminine and they have worked to suppress this through various forms of imprisonment and violence for thousands of years. Now, as the Shift occurs, as the awakening occurs, it occurs not only in men but in women saying ‘No more.’
“This was a declaration and it will be [made] many, many billion more [times] before we are done. Do not think that I do not move in each of these gatherings and crowds because I do and I encourage my women, my girls, my children to declare who they are and that they will not permit such violence against them.” (5)
The Divine Mother gives the example of western women (in answer to a question from Suzi about them) standing up to western men and saying that a male-dominated social order is not acceptable.
“Now I do not say this to the exclusion of the male population. … [In this case] it is western women saying, particularly to western men, being in a male-dominated society and culture is not acceptable. What you have created economically, financially, politically, culturally is not loving. It is not reflective of the Divine Qualities. It does not take into account the potential and the sanctity of each life.” (6)
The Mother has spoken and as she reminded me: “I know very clearly, sweet one, as do you, if it is not [in] my Plan, then it will not occur.” (7)
A continuance of male dominance is not in the Mother’s Plan and it will not occur.
(Concluded tomorrow in Part 4.)
(1) Matthew’s Message, March 15, 2019, at http://www.matthewbooks.com/mattsmessage.htm.
(2) Archangel Michael in “Archangel Michael and the Divine Mother: Harmony Between the Divine Feminine and Masculine and Patterning,” July 1, 2016, through Linda Dillon, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2016/07/01/archangel-michael-divine-mother-harmony-divine-feminine-masculine-patterning/.
(3) “Hilarion: You Stand in the Eye of the Storm,” channeled by Marlene Swetlishoff, July 20-27, 2014, http://www.therainbowscribe.com.
(4) “A Message from the Angels – Dancing into the Great Unknown,” channeled by Tazjima, June 30, 2013 at http://bluedragonjournal.com/author/tazjima.
(5) Divine Mother, “Mother Mary Discusses the Divine Quality of Hope-the Foundation, the Bedrock of Human Existence,” February 21, 2013, at http://counciloflove.com/2013/02/mother-mary-discusses-the-divine-quality-of-hope-the-foundation-the-bedrock-of-human-existance/
(6) Loc. cit.
(7) The Divine Mother in “Enter the Delegations – Part 2/3,” May 5, 2019, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/05/05/enter-the-delegations-part-2-3/.
(Continued from Part 1, yesterday.)
Before we go further, let’s look at the use of the gender metaphor to describe levels of Reality far beyond gender.
The formless God is not a man and God in form is not a woman. So why use a gender metaphor to represent them?
It’s a metaphor adopted by sages long ago. Here’s Lao-Tzu using it for instance:
“Nameless indeed is the source of creation
But things have a mother and she has a name.” (1)
The Father is the nameless and formless Source of creation; the Mother is the Creator of things; operating in the world of forms, where her children use names, she has a name.
Sri Ramakrishna takes us closer to the deeper meaning of the gender metaphor when he distinguishes between movement and stillness:
“That which is Brahman [the Father] is also Kali, the Mother, the primal Energy. When inactive It is called Brahman. Again, when creating, preserving, and destroying, It is called Sakti. Still water is an illustration of Brahman. The same water, moving in waves, may be compared to Sakti, Kali.” (2)
Archangel Gabrielle uses it in the same way:
“You are all birthed — the universe is birthed — through the movement of the Divine Mother. It’s an active, physical, mental, emotional — however you conceive of – movement. …
“But, dear heart, you are not simply of the Mother. You are of the whole [i.e., the Father]. So of course you are of the stillness, of that energy that moves only through the Mother. It is part and parcel of who you are. Now you see, as you come to this time of Ascension, to this conjunction of energies, it’s not either/or, masculine or feminine, stillness or movement. It’s both.” (3)
Let’s stop the camera here.
It isn’t any kind of movement that’s being focused on here. It’s the movement best known as Aum/Amen, the Word of God, what Sri Ramakrishna called the force “creating, preserving, and destroying” worlds and universes. (4)
And the stillness is not the kind you’d find in a nature park on a Sunday. It’s a transcendental cessation of all material movement; without movement, the material world vanishes; it disappears. Consequently, this stillness would appear to us like a Void.
I had a conversation with Archangel Michael about the derivation of the gender metaphor and he said it came from the Mind of One:
Steve Beckow: Where does the distinction of the two [Divine Feminine and Masculine] stem from?
AAM: It has come from the mind of One to assist those to understand the differentiation [between the Father as stillness and the Mother as movement], and that both are necessary and present in all, all energy and all energy forms. …
It is never meant to be gender-restrictive!…
You see, that knowing innately of the differentiation came to be so abused, misunderstood, so that, if you look to the Old Testament of your Bible, for example, you see the patriarch, the autocrat, the unmoving father figure that is demanding in many ways and must be adhered to, and then you see the female figures in servitude — it was never intended this way! (5)
“To assist those to understand the differentiation” between the Father as stillness and the Mother as movement. So the metaphor is a teaching device, to help people differentiate among the two high aspects of God – the material and the transcendental.
We’ve arrived last with the Divine Mother, who explains that her energy “is not gender based.” (6) She explains why she uses the gender metaphor:
“Consider with me for a moment what the Mother Energy is. There are reasons why you have this paradigm, this archetype [the gender metaphor].
“It is the Mother Nurturer. It is the Mother Disciplinarian. It is the Mother who ‘course corrects’ you as you grow. It is the Mother who sees you grow into the truth of fulfillment, the evolution of your maturity on every level. …
“I am not a thundering, punishing Mother – nor is the Father for that matter!” (7)
OK, it helps us orient to God wearing the mask of the Mother or of the Father. It provides a step up as we endeavor to realize God at one level after another.
She gave a lengthy and authoritative discussion of the relationship between her and the Father on An Hour with an Angel in 2012:
Steve Beckow: Mother, you are the Father as well as the Mother. Can you, if at all possible, explain to our listeners what the difference is between your aspects as the Mother and the Father?
Divine Mother: Yes, because, as I have said, I am All. I am One. … When I am Father, there is a stillness, complete.
So she has just validated the distinction between movement (the Mother) and stillness (the Father).
This is something that the human race is simply learning now. It is the union and conjoining of stillness with movement, and how that is the balance of everything. When I am in the Father, I do not require that movement, for that is not the way that I have created the Father. So, they are the two halves of the whole. …
In many traditions, I am considered the Mother of All; in some traditions, the Mother of God, Source, One. Now, what does this mean? It means exactly what it says: I am the beginning and I am the completion, the end. Each of you — and I have strongly encouraged you not only to discover but to find the masculine aspect of yourself, and the feminine, the stillness and the movement — you cannot have creation of any kind without both. …
You say, ‘Mother, how can you do both?’ It is who I am. (8)
She once said to me, “my being is bigger than you can fathom, dear one. … It is simply larger than any of you can imagine, particularly at this point. (9)
So the gender metaphor is a teaching device to help us to distinguish at the deepest possible level between this cosmic movement and transcendent stillness. (10) In this lifetime, we’re required to work with both because both are necessary for creation.
But behind all that and everything else is the purpose of life: To realize ourselves as God. The gender metaphopr helps us distinguish between two aspects of God – the active and the inactive.
What the Divine Mother said in another connection applies here:
Divine Mother: It is a way of connection, and it is a way of understanding and entering into a higher vibration of being. So it helps the emergence into my energy.
Steve Beckow: Sort of like stair steps?
DM: That is correct. (11)
Thus the teaching device that the gender metaphor is provides useful and manageable steps up in a ladder of realizations. In the seven-chakra system, the realization of the Mother occurs when the kundalini reaches the sixth chakra and is called savikalpa samadhi (samadhi with form or movement).
The realization of the Father happens at the seventh-chakra and is known as nirvikalpa samadhi (samadhi without form or movement). We use our understandings gained from the gender metaphor to distinguish out the goals of realization and understand them when realization happens.
Very much further down the road, beyond the twelve dimensions, we end our journey in complete knowledge of our identity with God, resulting in our return to God. (12) For that purpose and consummation did the Mother make all the worlds and universes.
(Continued in Part 3, tomorrow.)
(1) Lao Tzu, The Way of Life. The Tao Te Ching. trans. R.B. Blakney. New York, etc.: Avon, 1975, 1, 53.
(2) Paramahansa Ramakrishna in Swami Nikhilananda, trans., The Gospel of Sri Ramakrishna. New York: Ramakrishna-Vivekananda Center, 1978; c1942, 634.
(3) “Archangel Gabrielle on the New Golden Grid, the Process of Ascension, and the Advent of Global Prosperity – Part 2/2,” channeled by Linda Dillon, August 26, 2013, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2013/08/archangel-gabrielle-on-the-new-golden-grid-the-process-of-ascension-and-the-advent-of-global-prosperity-part-22/.
(4) The three phases of creation, preservation, and transformation are known to Hindus as the gunas or cosmic forces, which make up Aum.
In my view, creation, preservation, and transformation = rajas, thamas, and sattwa (gunas) = Akar, Ukar, and Makar (Aum) = Brahma, Vishnu, and Shiva (the Trimurthy).
(5) “Archangel Michael: Welcome to This Time of Re-Awakening – Part 2,” channeled by Linda Dillon, September 30, 2013, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2013/10/archangel-michael-welcome-to-this-time-of-re-awakening-part-2/.
(6) Divine Mother, “Mother Mary Discusses the Divine Quality of Hope-the Foundation, the Bedrock of Human Existence,” February 21, 2013, at http://counciloflove.com/2013/02/mother-mary-discusses-the-divine-quality-of-hope-the-foundation-the-bedrock-of-human-existance/
On the Divine Mother herself, see “On the Nature of the Divine Mother,” May 12, 2019, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2019/05/12/on-the-nature-of-the-divine-mother/
(7) “Transcript ~ The Divine Mother: New Year’s Message 2017,” December 29, 2016, through Linda Dillon, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2016/12/31/new-years-message-2017/.
(8) “Transcript of the Divine Mother on An Hour with an Angel, May 7, 2012,” at http://goldenageofgaia.com/the-2012-scenario/what-role-are-the-angels-playing/transcript-of-the-divine-mother-on-an-hour-with-an-angel-may-7-2012/.
The Mother said she was much bigger than just Shakti: “I am the clasp between the Father and the universe and your world. And Shakti has been experienced — yes, inter-dimensionally for eons as you well know – but she is not the totality of my being.” (“The Divine Mother: Come to Me as I Come to You – Part 1/2,” Oct. 17, 2012 at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2012/10/the-divine-mother-come-to-me-as-i-come-to-you-part-12/.)
(9) Loc. cit.
(10) Or as Jesus said, “a movement and a rest.” In A. Guillaumont et al. The Gospel According to Thomas. New York and Evanston: Harper and Row, 1959, 29.
(11) “The Divine Mother: Come to Me,” ibid.
(12) In spirituality, this is known as a dualistic approach. I regard it as appropriate for people who are in service to the Divine.
I feel awkward turning to a male to describe the resurgence of the Divine Feminine. Please excuse me for doing so.
Matthew Ward asserts that the culture of male dominance is ending:
“The feminine, or goddess energy that is pouring in to balance the masculine energy that dominated Earth’s residents for millennia is giving women everywhere inner strength, courage, confidence and determination to rise above their former status of inferiority or as possessions, a status imposed by those cultures and lands where males are considered superior.
“We do not mean that you will become a female-dominated society – you won’t – or that the goddess energy is not affecting men too – indeed it is; otherwise, this energy in-pouring would only provoke conflict between the sexes instead of accomplishing a balance of the two energies within the peoples.
“However, it is the change in women’s self-perception – from acceptance of subjugation to recognition of self-worth and the growing awareness that their combined power is a force for love, peace and harmony – that is entering the collective consciousness and moving your world ever closer to the Golden Age.
“We hasten to add that this does not mean that females cannot have the warrior ruthlessness aspect of male energy or cannot succumb to the depths of dark motives and actions! Some women are working to achieve Illuminati objectives with the same fierce dedication as men in the ranks; and other women, contrary to their soul contract choices, are harming others in families, neighborhoods and communities.
“Again, this is third density duality in motion, and its time in your world is fast dwindling.” (1)
That having been said, we live in an era of the resurgence, reawakening, or renaissance of the Divine Feminine.
At the level of the individual, what’s causing the shift in gender relations? Matthew suggests:
“This is happening in response to the feminine energy pouring in to balance the masculine energy from which all forms of oppression and bellicosity have risen.
“In no way are we demeaning masculine energy or exalting feminine energy. Both have strong qualities, and when the two are in balance, they complement each other and produce the high vibrations that enable a civilization to evolve.
“Now that the energies are coming into balance on Earth, the vast majority of the population is inspired to make the far better world they want, a world where no base aspects of humankind’s nature exist.” (2)
Archangel Gabrielle tells us that “the collective consciousness will take a quantum leap into Love as the pure feminine energy expands throughout the world.” (3)
When the anchoring of the Divine Feminine is spoken of, Archangel Michael tells us, he means it to refer to the anchoring of love on the planet:
“When we speak of the anchoring of the Divine Feminine, we are talking about the creative force of love, the ability to bring into form love. It is the movement of love — throughout the species, throughout the kingdoms, throughout the entire galaxies and the multiverse.
“So, you can think of the Divine Feminine in terms of that movement.” (4)
What does the Divine-Feminine vibration hold? The Goddess Isis through Natalie Glasson explains what it holds and how the vibration will affect the person who embraces it.
“The divine feminine vibration holds such sacred wisdom, truth, guidance, and Creator acknowledgement. It is akin to receiving a mammoth book of secrets which seems so familiar to you as you read each word, and yet, you have never heard such words upon the Earth. It is a powerful time to embrace, love, and give birth to your divine feminine aspect, whether you have previously connected or not. …
“With this embrace of a new aspect of your divine feminine, you have the opportunity to connect with the sacred wisdom of the divine feminine, bringing its truth into your being, thus allowing the divine feminine to rise returning its truth to the consciousness of all.” (5)
This transition is underway and can be seen in the outer world in female leadership of many movements – against sexual harassment and rape, forced marriage, pedophilia, violence, and war, and for world peace, climate change, gender equality, etc.
(To be continued in Part 2, tomorrow.)
(1) Matthew’s Message, March 29, 2010, at http://www.matthewbooks.com/mattsmessage.htm.
(2) Ibid., June 14, 2019.
(3) “Archangel Gabriel: The Lion’s Gateway Initiation,” channeled by Shanta Gabriel, July 15, 2013 at http://www.thegabrielmessages.com.
(5) “Archangel Michael: Welcome to This Time of Re-Awakening – Part 2,” channeled by Linda Dillon, September 30, 2013, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2013/10/archangel-michael-welcome-to-this-time-of-re-awakening-part-2/.
(Concluded from Part 4)
Temples of Learning
Ethel Mclean describes the structure and workings of a temple of learning – the Lodge of the Golden Lotus – as distinct from a more formal university such as Tesla attended. Let me cite her description at some length:
“There is one particularly beautiful temple where we frequently attend lectures, which are conducted by very advanced beings from a higher sphere. I use the word ‘lectures,’ yet there is no vocal delivery, as you would understand it. I will try to give you an account of what actually takes place.
“It is, as you have guessed, the Lodge of the Golden Lotus, where Donald spends so much of his time, and this temple is, we are told, a reflection from the Spheres of Light. It has been created in meditation by those in this sphere who are attuned to the Brotherhood of Light.
“Its great golden dome dominates the landscape and, when power is being poured down to it from the higher spheres, its surrounding courtyard and beautiful gardens appear to have been dipped in pure gold. The cherished ‘temple flowers’ have a golden hue, as Donald has often told you, and give off an exquisite perfume.
“There are no organized meetings or services in this temple, as there are in the orthodox churches here. Anyone is at liberty to seek its sanctuary for meditation at any time and it is never empty; in fact, whenever we go, it is packed to capacity.
“The earnest thoughts of those who seek enlightenment attract the attention of the Masters who come to give their aid and encouragement. These visitors are not always visible to the congregation, though they are, sometimes, seen by some and not by others. But their presence is invariably felt by all.
“These teachers have the ability to contact the individual thoughts of the seekers and, from them, build up a theme of instruction which brings enlightenment to the whole audience. … This temple is also a great power-house for directing enlightenment to the earth.” (1)
“There are many centres of radiation on your earth that are sustained by the power from this beautiful temple of pure thought; their influence is gradually spreading, as more and more people open their minds to the outpouring of Divine Wisdom.” (2)
The possibilities in the higher planes are endless, Ethel says:
“There are many here who devote their entire energies to learning. There are so many fascinating branches of study to which one’s time can be devoted and we are taught that our efforts here open up new fields of progress for the earth as well.” (3)
Furthermore, as her daughter, Phyllis McLean, notes, “education is not the tedious affair it is on earth. Knowledge is absorbed without undue effort. The mind retains the impression it has received.” (4) This is very different than on Earth where much is forgotten the moment one leaves the lecture hall.
By the time one reaches the Seventh Dimension or Christ Sphere, angels and archangels begin to appear as teachers, according to John Heslop, a resident of the Seventh.
“The angels and archangels who minister directly to God through eternity have attributes and powers quite beyond finite understanding. To them are committed the behests of the Divine Father. These behests are then passed down from one High Intelligence to another, till they reach us in the Christ Sphere. By us they are communicated to various unfolded worlds.
“Angels from more exalted spheres frequently visit the Holy Temple [in the Christ Sphere] to instruct us.” (5)
I could go on. But my purpose is just to whet the appetite to learn more of education in these miraculous settings so that we can know where to seek inspiration from in our own endeavors to discover new educational approaches for Nova Earth.
(1) Ethel McLean in Lesley May, med., Letters from Mother. A Family Biography in Two Worlds. Ed. Edmund Bentley. London: Psychic Press, 1964, 42.
(2) Ibid., 43.
(3) Loc. cit.
(4) Phyllis McLean in ibid., 92.
(5) John Heslop through F. Heslop, medium, Speaking Across the Border-Line. Being Letters from a Husband in Spirit Life to His Wife on Earth. London: Charles Taylor, 9th ed., n.d., 97.
(Continued from Part 3)
Astral museums are very, very different from earthly museums, Mgr Benson suggests.
“Earthly museums are rather cheerless places. They have an aroma of mustiness and chemical preservatives, since their exhibits have to be protected from deterioration and decay. And they have to be protected from man, too, by uninspiring glass cases. But here there are no restrictions.
“All things within these halls are free and open for all to see and hold in the two hands. There is no mustiness, but all the beauty of the objects themselves sends out many subtle perfumes, while the light of heaven streams in from all quarters to enhance the glories of man’s handicrafts.
“No, these are no museums; very far from it. They are temples, rather, in which we spirit people are conscious of the eternal thanks that we owe to the Great Father for giving us such unbounded happiness in a land of which so many upon earth deny the reality.” (1)
I was always fascinated with the description, from G. Vale Owen’s mother, of the way a globe of the Earth could almost come alive. And even historical scenes would come into view.
Let me cite that description at some length:
“The globe slowly left the pedestal, or pivot, or whatever it rested on and began to float out from the wall.
“As it approached the centre of the space it entered the blue mist and immediately on contact began to enlarge until it became a great sphere glowing with its own light and floating in the blue space. It was exceedingly beautiful. Slowly, very slowly, it revolved on its own axis, evidently in the same way the earth does and we were able to see the oceans and continents. These were flat patterns, like those on the terrestrial globes used on earth. But as it revolved they began to assume a different aspect.
“The mountains and hills began to stand out and the waters to sway and ripple: and presently we saw minute models of the cities, and even details of the buildings. And still more detailed grew the model of the earth till we could see the people themselves, first the crowds and then the individuals.
“This will be hard for you to understand, that on a globe of some perhaps eighty to a hundred feet in diameter we are able to see individual men and animals. But that is part of the science of this institution – the enabling of these details being seen individually.
“Still more distinct grew these wonderful scenes, and, as the globe revolved, we saw men hurrying about the cities and working in the fields. We saw the wide spaces of prairie and desert and forest and the animals roaming in them. And as the globe slowly circled we saw the oceans and the seas, some placid and the others tossing and roaring, and here and there a ship. And all the life of Earth passed before our eyes….
“Soon the scenes began to change on the revolving sphere and we were taken back thousands of years of the life of the Earth and the generations of men and animals and plant life which had been from the present to the ages when men were just emerging from the forest to settle in colonies on the plains. …
“When we had satisfied our eyes for a while, the globe gradually became smaller and smaller and floated back to the niche in the wall and then the light faded out from it and it looked like an alabaster carving, just as we had seen it at first, set there as an ornament.” (2)
Moreover, displays of animals could “come alive:” and even become transparent, accordi9ng to her.
“The animals about the walls were also used for a like purpose. One would be vivified by these powerful rays and brought into the centre of the hall. When so treated it could walk of itself like a live animal, which it was temporarily and in a certain restricted way.
“When it had ascended a platform in the centre space, then it was treated with the enlarging rays – as I may call them, not knowing their scientific name – and then with others which rendered it transparent and all the internal [organs] of the animal became plainly visible to the students assembled.
“Then it was possible to bring over the living model a change so that it began to evolve backwards- or should I say ‘involve’? – towards its simpler and primal state as a mammal, and so on. The whole structural history of the animal was shown in that life-like process. …
“Also it was possible for any student to take charge and continue the development according to his own idea and this not of the animals alone, but of the heavenly bodies and also of nations and peoples, which are dealt with in another hall, however, specially adapted to that study.” (3)
Tomorrow let’s look at the so-called temples of learning
(Concluded in Part 5, tomorrow.)
(1) Monsignor Robert Hugh Benson through Anthony Borgia, medium, Life in the World Unseen. M.A.P., 1993, 51-2.
(2) The mother of G. Vale Owens quoted in Air Chief Marshal Lord Dowding, Many Mansions. London, etc.: Rider and Co., n.d., 57-8.
(3) The mother of G. Vale Owens quoted in Lord Dowding, ibid., 57-9.
(Continued from Part 2)
What constitutes a book on the higher astral plane?
“There are books,” an anonymous communicator reveals, “but of quite different kind from yours.” (1)
Mary Bosworth explains the difference between an earthly and an astral book:
“We have books, or the spirit counterpart of books. They are composed of etheric substance, but can be read by spirit sight, and enjoyed by the students and teachers here. They are not quite as Earth books are, but are still something within the touch and sight of spirit, and can be read at any time.
“How could we store up the histories of worlds or the progress of other planet life if we only saw the present? Our teachers of history are wonderful in their learning and their memory, but they prepare the lessons given to others from the books that are within the reach of all in the libraries here.” (2)
These books are constructed by creative thought and without labor, as medium Charlotte Dresser’s father describes:
“It is all so intangible to your way of expression, I do not know that I can describe it. But … if you can think of thought expressing itself almost simultaneously, flashing itself on pages, perhaps you can get an idea of the way books are formed.
“There are such great minds here, and the greatest of earth’s writers find their powers so exalted and so easily expressed, that books may appear without labor.” (3)
Monsignor Benson describes the the mental process of creating a book:
“The method of reproduction here is wholly a process of the mind, as with all else, and author and printer work together in complete harmony. The books that result from this close cooperation are works of art, they are beautiful creations which, apart altogether from their literary contents, are lovely to look upon. …
“The books thus produced are not dead things that require a concentration of the whole mind upon them. They live just as much as the paintings we saw were living. To pick up a book and begin reading it meant also to perceive with the mind, in a way not possible on Earth, the whole story as it was being told, whether it be history or science, or the arts.
“The book, once taken in hand by the reader, instantly responds, in very much the same way as the flowers respond when one approaches close to them.” (4)
The books on the astral plane, however, are not the self-serving accounts of people trying to ensure their place in history. They are what Mgr Benson called “the blunt naked truth”:
“I have made another discovery that for the first time left me astounded. I found that side by side with the statements of pure fact of every act by persons of historical note, by statesmen in whose hands was the government of their countries, by kings who were at the head of some of those countries, side by side with such statements was the blunt naked truth of each and every motive governing or underlying their numerous acts – the truth beyond disputation.
“Many of such motives were elevated; many, many of them were utterly base; many were misconstrued; many distorted. Written indelibly upon these spirit annals were the true narratives of thousands upon thousands of human beings, who, whilst upon their earthly journey, had been active participants in the affairs of their country. Some were victims to others’ treachery and baseness. None was spared, none omitted. It was all there for all to see – the truth, with nothing extenuated, nothing suppressed.
“These records had no respect for persons, whether it be king or commoner, churchman or layman. The writers had just set down the veridical story as it was. It required no adornment, no commentary. It spoke for itself. And I was profoundly thankful for one thing – that this truth had been kept from us until such time as we stood where we were now standing, when our minds would, in some measure, be prepared for revelations such as were here at hand.” (5)
Not telling the truth on the astral pLane is impossible and therefore useless, he tells us.
“Who … writes the book of truth in spirit? The author of the earthly volume writes it – when he comes into the spirit world. And he is glad to do it. It becomes his work, and by such he can gain the progress of his soul. He will have no difficulty with the facts, for they are here for him to record, and he records them – but the truth this time! There is no need to dissemble – in fact, it would be useless.” (6)
Tomorrow let’s take a stroll to a higher-dimensional “museum” and travel back in time….
(Continued in Part 4, tomorrow.)
(1) Unnamed spirit communicator in Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, The Spiritualist’s Reader. London: Psychic Book Club, 1955; c1924, 54.
(2) Medium Charlotte Dresser’s spirit control Mary Bosworth in Dresser, medium, and Fred Rafferty, editor, Spirit World and Spirit Life. Los Angeles: Rafferty, 1922, 76-7.
(3) Medium Charlotte Dresser’s father, ibid., 76.
(4) Monsignor Robert Hugh Benson through Anthony Borgia, medium, Life in the World Unseen. M.A.P., 1993, 49-50.
(5) Ibid., 48.
(6) Ibid., 50.
I’m going to walk through the Company of Heaven’s discussions of the subject. I hope it proves of interest to you.
I’d like to start with the nature of energy steamers, mostly according to Matthew Ward. I apologize that I may need to repeat a passage from an earlier article.
If we attract people to us by the Law of Attraction, how does that law actually operate? It operates by energy streamers.
Energy itself, Matthew tells us, is neutral.
“Energy is neutral, but streams of energy can be directed by their attachments of thought forms. The forms are actual substances, albeit invisible to your vision, and they are created by every thought, feeling and action of every life in existence. Thus the attachments are either positive or negative in nature, and this universe is teeming with both. (1)
The closer one gets to any movement of energy, the more profoundly we are affected by it, he explains. (2)
Our world is “awash with duality’s negative components—fear, warring, divisiveness, rage, greed, deception, corruption, poverty and random violence—you are at the epicenter of dynamic quaking and shaking.” (3)
These energy streamers of negativity operate according to the Law of Attraction, which explains the great turmoil in the world:
“Through the physics that governs life in this universe, energy generated anywhere shoots out into space, attracts and attaches itself to the nearest similar energy and, like a boomerang, returns with that reinforcement.
“Because Earth’s streamers at duality’s negative end are being sent out in abundance, they are attracting and bringing back exactly what they sent out. This immutable law of attraction is why your world is still steeped in turmoil.” (4)
So we’re awash in a sea of negativity, just in terms of energy, never mind pollution, brushfires, starvation, and crime.
Moreover, to think, negatively, of what we don’t want, and even to fear it, simply prolongs the time the condition hangs around. “This is why we have urged you to focus on what you want in your lives and your world!” (5)
We’re being asked to think, dream, and create positively, rather than lingering on the negative, putting out and attracting back to us negative energy streamers.
How likely something is to happen is determined by the intensity of the energy streamers, Matthew tells us:
“Energy streamers influencing a situation may have strengthened and turned a possible outcome into a probable outcome. A situation that was developing into a probability may have reverted to a possibility because its streamers weakened.
“A surge of energy may have entered an area where movement had been barely perceptible. The intensifying momentum behind what had appeared to be a highly likely outcome may have fizzled completely because a strong burst of energy sideswiped it.
“Absolute certainties—predestined outcomes—are extremely rare, and Earth’s ascension out of third density and continuing to her destination in fifth is among the very few exceptions to energy’s vagaries.” (6)
“Yes, energy itself is neutral,” Matthew tells us, “but it carries tentacles, or attachments, of light (positive) or darkness (negative) in accordance with the initiators’ motives.” (7)
So it’s our motives or intent that determines whether a streamer is positive or negative. SaLuSa agrees.
“It is your intent that is so important, because as soon as you send out that energy, it attracts similar energy, and strengthens yours….
“[Therefore] it is about raising your vibration by bringing more Light into your life, and sharing it through positive thoughts and actions.” (8)
When we dwelt in negativity, we didn’t care what happened to others. But here, in a domain of higher-dimensional positivity, we’re called upon to watch our intentions or motivations.
That’s a level of awareness deeper than I’ve been operating at so far.
(1) Matthew’s Message, Oct. 21, 2012, at http://www.matthewbooks.com/mattsmessage.htm.
(3) Loc. cit. (4) Loc. cit.
(5) Loc. cit.
(6) Ascension is the Divine Plan and therefore irresistible. All else, so to speak, is up for grabs. Matthew’s Message, ibid., September 23, 2014.
(7) Matthew’s Message, ibid., May 21, 2008.
(8) SaLuSa, Dec. 2, 2011.
(Continued from Part 1)
Children on the higher astral planes are not forced into a numbing conformity or a path that fulfills their parents’ wishes for them, Phyllis McLean tells us:
“[Children] are not influenced by the selfish desires of others to force them onto an uncongenial path, as so often happens on earth, when parents or guardians often endeavour to fulfil their own ambitions or retrieve lost opportunities through the lives of others.
“Here, the individuality of the soul is recognized and children are encouraged to make their own decisions. In this way, they achieve fuller development because they open their minds to the forces of inspiration without becoming clouded, of confused by the conflicting desires and emotions of others.” (1)
Consequently education is not tedious, as it can be on our plane of existence.
“Education is not the tedious affair it is on Earth. Knowledge is absorbed without undue effort. The mind retains the impression it has received. You would be amazed at the extent of the knowledge of quite small children on this sphere. Yet they are in no way precocious. Laughter and happiness are the keynote of this life for the children are one with the spiritual forces of nature, which they know and understand. (2)
The young often surpass the old in mental agility and creativeness, she tells us.
“Their creative ability far surpasses that of adults for they have the necessary faith in their creations and require very little help or direction in their moulding of spiritual matter. The result may not always be perfect, according to architectural standards, but it is certainly picturesque and colourful. Towers and turrets are popular on houses. These are often placed at precarious angles, but that does nothing to detract from their beauty.” (3)
Centers of Higher Learning
We’ve looked at elementary education. What does higher learning look like on the astral plane? Betthy Bethards’ source tells us:
“There are enormous libraries, universities, every type of creative outlet or knowledge all throughout history. Anything which the soul seeks to know, it can learn. All one has to have is the desire to learn and the belief that he can accomplish this.” (4)
Mike Swain provides more details:
“When you want to study the law and learn how it operates, you go to the Hall of Logic. There are many Halls of Knowledge and Wisdom here. You can go to any university you choose, though the lectures are all very informal; you discuss the subject with the lecturer, face to face. You can stay all day if you like; except that that could be forever, because we have no day or night here!” (5)
Teachers are always readily available, Judge David P. Hartch reports:
“There are teachers here who stand ready to help anyone who wishes their help in making real and deep studies in the mysteries of life – the life here, the life there, and in the remote past.” (6)
Study is unregimented and individualized, Mgr Robert Hugh Benson informs us:
“The school was very comfortably arranged; there was, of course, no hint of regimentation. Each student followed his own course of study independently of anyone else.
“He seated himself comfortably, or he went into the lovely gardens without. He began when he wanted, and he finished when he wanted, and the more he dipped into his studies the more interested and fascinated he became. I can speak from personal experience of the latter, since there is much that I have studied in the great library since my introduction to it.” (7)
These teachers, Claude Kelway-Bamber tells us, often come down from higher dimensions to teach, much like the Company of Heaven is doing with us (but in form).
“I know these things definitely; they are not my ideas, or ‘impressions,’ for I am taught them by teachers and guides from the higher spheres.” (8)
The higher colleges are not only open to those who’ve departed the Earth. Incarnated students also attend them at night. Nicola Tesla is an example:
“Every night for a long period of time I would leave my body while I was asleep and go to classes on the inner planes. I would participate in actual experiments in actual laboratories, attend lectures which would add to my understanding of the phenomena and principles of electricity, and then come back to Earth and wake up.
“I often did not have an immediate recollection of what I had done, but I knew even then that I had an enriched ability to make sense of problems. I had answers to questions that had been on my mind the previous day. I had new perspectives, new solutions, and new projects to work on.” (9)
Moreover, after his transition, he himself became a teacher in one such university, teaching electricity to incarnated students at night:
“I teach in a sort of Electrical College on the inner planes. I instruct many people while they are out of their bodies at night. They do not remember this instruction consciously, but the information is placed in their minds and, at the right time, they are able to use it.” (10)
Tomorrow let’s look at some of the teaching aids on this higher plane. What constitutes a book on the astral plane, for instance? What might we find in a museum?
(Continued in Part 3, tomorrow.)
(1) Phyllis McLean in Phyllis McLean in Lesley May, med., Letters from Mother. A Family Biography in Two Worlds. Ed. Edmund Bentley. London: Psychic Press, 1964, 91-2.
(2) Ibid., 92.
(3) Ibid., 89.
(4) Unnamed spirit teacher through Betty Bethards, medium, There is No Death. Novato, CA: Inner Light Foundation, 1976; c1975, 22.
(5) Mike Swain in Jasper Swain, From My World to Yours: A Young Man’s Account of the Afterlife. New York: Walker, 1977, 25.
(6) Judge David P. Hatch, Elsa Barker, medium, Letters from a Living Dead Man. Mitchell Kennerly, 1914, Letter XVI.
(7) Monsignor Robert Hugh Benson through Anthony Borgia, medium, Life in the World Unseen. M.A.P., 1993, 54.
(8) Claude Kelway-Bamber in L. Kelway-Bamber, ed., Claude’s Book. New York: 1919. Downloaded from http://www.spiritwritings.com/claude1.pdf, 18 Feb. 2008, 74.
(9) “Nicola Tesla Returns” in Robert R./ Leichtman, M.D., From Heaven to Earth: The Hidden Side of Science. Atlanta, GA: Ariel Press, 1992; c1979, 49-50.
(10) Ibid., 43.
The “download” link has been fixed. Thanks go to Audrey.
Please accept a combined Christmas and New Years gift from us to you – a new book on the constructed self.
What’s the importance of knowing about the constructed self?
The constructed self is the view of ourselves – also called a mask, act, or self-image – we try to sell to others. When we win their “acceptance,” we could say that others “bought our act.”
It’s part of the way we manage our affairs on the Third and Fourth Dimensions. It bears no resemblance to how things are handled in the higher dimensions.
This book goes into the subject in detail, including the cost we pay by buying into our own act, so to speak.
We hope you enjoy it. We hope it helps to understand the subject and emerge from the constructed self.
Introduction to Understanding the Constructed Self
What is the “constructed self”?
It’s a construction in thought, preserved in memory, that we allow to define ourselves and influence our response to matters.
The concept of a constructed self covers much the same territory as notions like personality, identity, self-concept, self-image, etc.
The only difference is that I’m emphasizing that it’s something we ourselves construct and at times deconstruct and reconstruct.
It’s not a static phenomenon, but a dynamic. It changes as our thoughts decide. If we have a committed thought such as “I’m never going to do that again,” it alters the constructed self, removing an element of its construction or putting up a “No Access” sign.
We’re constantly altering our constructed self. And indeed we’re being asked to alter it by letting go of our negative ways of being that we’ve “sold” to ourselves and others and embracing the higher-dimensionally positive or divine qualities.
Let me focus for a moment on the “self” we construct.
It seems to me that a chord is struck whenever we focus on either the self, the Self, or the No-Self.
Anything that turns our attention to us is felt keenly. It’s as if someone is wanting to wake us up to the desirability of turning our attention inwards. Not in a lethargic way but in a very attentive way.
Krishnamurti once said that liberation came from observation of the ways of the self. I think he meant the small-s self. I hope this book helps with your observation.
Some elements of our constructed self are shared across our culture or subculture and others are not. An example of a culture-wide behavior pattern is the survival-oriented way we see ourselves.
As long as we operate within 3/4D, we tend to represent ourselves as separate-seeming selves competing for scarce resources with other separate-seeming selves. It’s up to us to ensure our own survival and it’s survival of the fittest.
In this environment, we feel a need to sell ourselves to others – or at least an image of ourselves, a mask we wear or a way we act – in order to win friends, influence people, and garner allies.
To do this, we construct a self – or rather a self-image – a view of ourselves, which we sell to others.
We represent ourselves in the best possible light. What we call “acceptance,” one could think of as “buying our act” or “not exposing our mask.”
Those who buy our act become our friends. Those who don’t are not.
I watch myself carve out an image of myself as generous. My father and grandfather had issues with money which I address by being the opposite. I’m busily crafting for myself the identity, mask, or constructed self of a generous person.
My hope is that you buy seeing me that way.
All of these actions take place within the Third and Fourth Dimensions. The constructed self is not a part of the higher dimensions.
It isn’t part because the love that’s felt there drowns all thoughts of harm or conflict. We experience abundance, feel our oneness in love, and have none but harmonious thoughts.
What that means for us is that, if we want to experience the higher dimensions, we may want to drop our mask, self-image, or constructed self.
Any construction added to our unstructured Self is overburden, an obstacle to our realization of it that would later need to be removed.
The pure and innocent Self lies deeper than the level of consciousness of the constructed self. Way beneath it.
Transparency, honesty, awareness – again, the divine qualities – are what will solve any discomfort we feel from dropping this way of being.
I hope these essays pinpoint for you what the constructed self is and how to recognize it. I hope they raise the subject to awareness and make it comprehensible.
And I hope they help you then let go of yours after experiencing it to your satisfaction. I hope they help me to let go of mine as well.
Or not. Everyone has free will.
But the constructed self will be up to awareness.
A centipede, when its hundred legs are raised to awareness, can no longer walk. It trips over itself.
We, when a behaviour pattern is raised to awareness, can no longer run it outside our awareness. It now must run within our awareness, which makes it ripe for alteration.
As we contemplate building Nova Earth, we look to higher-dimensional planes to guide us on possible directions to pursue.
I’ve already given one suggested educational curriculum taken from an ascended source. (1)
I’d now like to take some pointers on education from a rather unusual source – the afterlife literature of education on the Fourth Dimension or astral plane – in particular the Higher Summerlands – and higher.
Some might say, well, I thought we were in the Fourth Dimension. Yes and no. We’re in the Fourth Dimension but with a physical body. The afterlife folks are in the Fourth Dimension without a physical body.
What difference does that make? Well, from my own astral travel, (2) I know that wearing this physical body is like living inside a rubber tire – like the Michelin Man. It doesn’t conduct feelings or sensations in the way that the astral body does and that makes a world of difference, pun intended.
Moving around in this body is like walking through mud up to our hips. These children are like nature sprites compared to us and their activities reflect this lack of density.
If we keep this difference in mind, then let’s look at some aspects of their educational setting.
Centers of Elementary Education
Let’s look first at their educational methods. Phyllis McLean tells us that:
“The education of children [here] is conducted on lines of self-expression and service. If this method were to be used on Earth, there would be far fewer cases of maladjustment.
“Your problem of juvenile delinquency would fall away. It is important to establish the knowledge that each soul is an individual idea of the Great Spirit of Creation; one who has been granted the gift of self-expression in his service and thus has a responsibility to God and his entire creation which can only be completed by the individual.
“This is achieved with greater rapidity on this sphere, as children are not restricted by hampering endeavours of their teachers to make them conform to a pattern, as unfortunately is the case in your schools.” (3)
The idea that education is about self-expression may sound revolutionary to us. In our world, according to Archangel Michael, “the education systems are doing their best to try to shut [children] down.” (4)
The teaching aids available are quite remarkable. G. Vale Owen’s mother wanders over the schoolgrounds and draws attention to some of them.
“One especially engaged my attention. It was a large globe of glass, about six or seven feet in diameter. It stood at the crossing of two paths, and reflected them. But as you looked into the globe you could see not only the flowers and trees and plants which grew there, but also the different orders from which they had been derived in time past.
“It was very much like a lesson in progressive botany, such as might be given on earth and deduced from the fossil plants of geology. But here we saw the same plants alive and growing, and all the species of them from the original parent down to the present representative of the same family.” (5)
Was the globe simply a static display, so to speak? No, the children were encouraged to project their knowledge of the plant’s development into the future. The results can be amusing.
“We learned that the task set for the children was: to consider this progression up to this particular plant or tree or flower actually growing in that garden and reflected in the globe, and then to try to construct in their minds the further and future development of that same species.
“This is excellent training for their mental faculties, but the results are usually amusing. It is the same study which full-grown students are also at work upon in other departments here, and is put by them to a practical end. One of them thought it would be a useful method to help the children to use their own minds, and so constructed the ball for their especial use.
“When they have thought out their conclusion, they have to make a model of the plant as it will appear after another period of evolution, and fearful and wonderful some of those models are, and as impossible as they are strange.” (6)
Children build through the creative power of thought. They’re encouraged to create their own homes and gardens.
The children … are encouraged to develop their individuality and take great pride in the creation of their own little houses and gardens. These remain in being just as long as they give satisfaction.
“But they are constantly replaced or altered, according to the desire of their creators. Thus we have an ever-shifting scene of kaleidoscopic colour for children quickly tire of their creations and are eager to replaced them with others.
“Just as on earth, children are eager to imitate the ideas of others, so for a time it may become the craze to live in wigwams and smoke pipes of peace. Accordingly the children devise appropriate costumes and head-dresses and games in pursuit of this idea, the woods being dotted with little Red Indian settlements and whooping bands.” (7)
Let’s continue our look at elementary education and then go on to examine centers of higher learning.
(1) “What will Education be Like on Nova Earth?”
(2) An out-of-body experience in 1977.
(3) Phyllis McLean in Lesley May, med., Letters from Mother. A Family Biography in Two Worlds. Ed. Edmund Bentley. London: Psychic Press, 1964, 89-90.
(4) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon.
(5) G. Vale Owen’s mother in Owen, medium, The Life Beyond the Veil. Book I: The Lowlands of Heaven. New York, 1921. , 92-3.
(6) Ibid., p. 93.
(7) Phyllis McLean, ibid., 88.
What is Christmas like on the inner planes of life – the Astral Plane (Fourth Dimension) and the Mental Plane (Fifth Dimension)?
Let’s listen to our informants, who’ve traversed the divide between physical and non-physical life….
Christmas on the Astral Planes
In plain words, there are other realms immeasurably more beautiful than that in which we were now happily living; realms of unsurpassing beauty into which we cannot penetrate until such time as we have earned the right to enter, either as visitors or as inhabitants.
But though we may not pass into them, the glorious souls who dwell in them can come into realms of less celestial rarity, and can visit us here. … Indeed, they constantly make visitations to consult and converse with the dwellers here, to give advice and help, to give rewards and commendations. (Monsignor Robert Hugh Benson through Anthony Borgia, medium, Life in the World Unseen. M.A.P., 1993. , 55.)
At certain times, too, these transcendent beings make special visitations when the whole realm is celebrating a great occasion, such, for example, as the two major earth festivals of Christmas and Easter. (Ibid., 55.)
It is at [times like Christmas and Easter] that we have visitants of the higher realms to see us, perfect beings, among whom is he of whose earthly birth we are celebrating. And these beauteous souls have but to pass upon their way to fill us with such an ecstacy of spiritual exaltation as to remain with us for long after their return to their high estate. (Ibid., 57.)
To those who had already witnessed … visitations [such as the one we were about to witness], [the] arrival [of the lesser figures] was at once the indication of the coming of the high personage, and we all accordingly rose to our feet.
Then, before our eyes, there appeared first a light, which might almost be described as dazzling, but as we concentrated our gaze upon it we immediately became attuned to it and we felt no sensation of spiritual discomfort. In point of fact – as I discovered later – the light really became attuned to us; that is to say, it was toned down to accord with ourselves and our realm. It grew in shade to a golden hue upon the extremities, gradually brightening towards the center. And in the center there slowly took shape the form of our visitant.
As it gained in density we could see that he was a man whose appearance was that of youth – spiritual youth – but we knew that he carried with him to an unimaginable degree the three comprehensive and all-sufficing attributes of Wisdom, Knowledge, and Purity. His countenance shone with transcendental beauty; his hair was of gold, while round his head was a lustrous diadem.
His raiment was of the most gossamer-like quality and it consisted of a pure white robe bordered with a deep band of gold, while from his shoulders there [descended] a mantle of the richest cerulean blue, which was fastened upon his breast with a great pink pearl. His movements were majestic as he raised his arms and sent forth a blessing upon us all. We remained standing and silent while our thoughts ascended to Him Who sent us such a glorious being. We sent our thanks and we sent our petitions. …
It is not possible for me to convey to you one fraction of the exaltation of the spirit that I felt while in the presence, though distant, of this heavenly guest. But I do know that not for long could I have remained in that temple while he was there without undergoing the almost crushing consciousness that I was low, very, very low upon the scale of spiritual evolution and progression.
And yet I knew that he was sending out to me, as to us all, thoughts of encouragement, of good hope, of kindness in the very highest degree, that made me feel that I must never, never despair of attaining to the highest spiritual realm and that there was good and useful work ready for me to do in the service of man and that in the doing thereof I would have the whole of the spiritual realms behind me – as they are behind every single soul who works in the service of man.
With a final benediction upon us, this resplendent and truly regal being was gone from our sight. (Ibid., 101.)
When we visited the temple in the city, and, from a distance, beheld the radiant visitor whom we had come to honor, he represented to the eye the appearance of perfect – and eternal – youth. Yet the degree of knowledge and wisdom and spirituality which he diffused [sic], and which we could feel with our minds, was almost overpoweringly great. It is the same, in varying degrees, with all those who visit us from the higher realms. (Ibid., 156.)
I have been to the heavens of Christ, and know their beauty. (Judge David P. Hatch in Elsa Barker, medium, Letters from a Living Dead Man. Mitchell Kennerly, 1914, Letter XLVIII.)
I have met the Master from Galilee, and have held communion with him. There was a man – and a god! The world has need of Him now. (Ibid., Letter XXVI.)
Last night [Christmas Eve], after visiting various places upon the earth, I went to one of the highest Christian heavens. Perhaps I could not have gone so easily at any other time; for my heart was full of love for all men and my mind was full of the Christ idea.
Often have I seen Him who is called the Saviour of men, and last night I saw Him in all His beauty. (Ibid., Letter XLVIII.)
So you want to hear more about angels. … They do not penetrate the lower etheric atmosphere excepting at Christmas and I think Easter, to some extent. But Christmas is the feast of Earth – Easter, that of heaven.
On the Eve of Christmas, angels can be seen almost everywhere in the holy places – Westminster Abbey, St. Paul’s, Iona, Glastonbury, and so on. (Arthur, Lord Sandys in Cynthia Sandys and Rosamund Lehmann, The Awakening Letters. Jersey: Neville Spearman, 1978, 37.)
Christmas on the Mental Plane
Christmas is the holiest of festivals because then the figure “Jesus” beheld the Earth for the first time. This was the preparation for all the majestic events to come.
“Christ” was present there.
He Himself received the little Babe in order to assay whether it was really pure enough for His later great and difficult mission, imprisoned as He would be in matter, amidst imperfect humanity. He blessed the little child, knowing the same would become His own flesh and blood.
All the phenomena that took place at the birth of the Jesus child resulted from the lofty Spirit “Christ Jesus,” who approached the child. The nature of the birth was not the miracle, no. The delivery was like any other, except that the mother was a perfect virgin, pure in body and spirit: but the nearness of the Son of God, the highest of all beings, caused the wondrous happenings in nature.
This is the event we celebrate: the approach of Christ.
You all, who have celebrated this appearance with me so often, now only do I recognize the importance of it! You are so right in celebrating this day. We also honor it here but the date is different.
Oh, this magnificent festival, this indescribable solemnity! We kneel in spirit and pray, while above the most glorious songs sound simultaneously from the regions that are unknown to us. But we may hear them today.
The whole celestial regions are permeated by them, down to the beings of the deepest spheres. These, too, are granted to sense it in their often doubting hearts. Many become believers, and for everyone of those, it will also be a festival of birth, the birth of their faith. (Sigwart, in Joseph Wetzl, trans., The Bridge Over the River. Communications from the Life After Death of a Young Artist Who Died in World War One. Spring Valley: Anthroposophic Press, 1974, 95-6.)
Last night [Christmas Eve], after visiting various places upon the earth, I went to one of the highest Christian heavens. Perhaps I could not have gone so easily at any other time; for my heart was full of love for all men and my mind was full of the Christ idea.
Often have I seen Him who is called the Saviour of men, and last night I saw Him in all His beauty. He, too, came down to the world for a time.
I wonder if I can make you understand? The love of Christ is always present in the world, because there are always hearts that keep it alight. If the idea of Christ as a redeemer should ever grow faint in the world, He would probably go back there and relight the flame in human hearts; but whatever the writers of statistics may say, that idea was never more real than at present. It may have been more talked about. …
Jesus of Nazareth is a reality. As a spiritual body, as Jesus who dwelt in Galilee, He exists in space and time; as the Christ, the paradigm of the spiritual man, He exists in the hearts of all men and women who awaken that idea in themselves. He is a light which is reflected in many pools.
I wrote the other day about Adepts and Masters. Jesus is a type of the greatest Master. He is revered in all the heavens. He grasped the Law and dared to live it, to exemplify it. And when He said, “The Father and I are one,” He pointed the way by which other men may realise mastership in themselves. (Judge David P. Hatch in Elsa Barker, medium, Letters from a Living Dead Man. Mitchell Kennerly, 1914, Letter XLVIII.)
How do I know that it is Christmas day? Because I have been looking in at houses which I used to frequent, and have seen trees laden with tinsel and gifts. Do you wonder that I could see them? If so, you forget that we light our own place. When we know how to look, we can see behind the veil. (Ibid., Letter XLVIII.)
I’d heard that Ascension was related to a solar event and asked Archangel Michael about the subject in my last reading:
Steve: Is Ascension, like some people say, going to be a solar event? Is there going to be something happening from the sun?
AAM: No, it is not related to the sun. It is only related to the sun within you. (1)
That set me to looking and I came across the following discussion from midsummer 2019 on the progress and mechanics of Ascension, which I offer for your enjoyment:
Steve: My suspicion is that as a global society we’re not yet ready for Sahaja Samadhi. (2) Is that correct?
Archangel Michael: You are not quite there. That is correct.
Steve: Is it possible to talk about where the collective kundalini is?
AAM: Once we have talked about the collective unconscious and how that has determined much of the progression, and how it is accessed and how it is not accessed, how the collective consciousness also, has grown and shifted and varied.
So when we speak of this, it is important that people understand it, not just you, beloved one….
Because the difficulty arises when we speak of such things that people will often translate as them applicable to their own personal situation. And while that has implications for the personal situation, it does not necessarily speak to the individual. So we give that proviso.
The collective kundalini has been worked on, as you well know, quite literally, for thousands and thousands of years. So to say that it is a slow process would be a dramatic understatement.
Understand if you look particularly towards the east and all the work that has been done but not only in India but Tibet and in the mystery schools of ancient times, much of this was always about raising the life force, the kundalini, though awareness to travel completely not only up the spine but throughout the body and outward.
And much of the individual work, small pockets of work that were done by [tantra], for example, was again part of the work that was done on the collective kundalini.
Right now the focus of the collective kundalini is in the sacral (that does not mean it does not oscillate up and down) because the focus of the kundalini at this time is in the sacral and in the solar plexus, in the hara.
So that the beginning, the remembering and the bringing forth of creation energy can truly be in the forefront. This is the biggest shift that the human collective is experiencing.
Steve: Are you waiting until the collective kundalini reaches a certain point before you pull a switch, say in this case, of the heart opening but in other cases, ascension itself?
AAM: Yes and no. Understand also (you are having a yes-and-no day, are you not?) So think of the kundalini as an old-fashioned mercury thermometer.
And so there are periods of time during the day when the thermometer will go very high and it is anchored therefore in the heart chakra. And that is where the focus of the awakened being is.
But that also means on the travel upward that it activates fully the awareness, the desire and the actual physical ability to create and co-create. So does everybody (the collective) need to be in the heart chakra or higher, even in the high heart? That would be preferable.
But there is a tipping point at which it is sufficient to pull the switch. (3)
And, by the way, if you were looking for a scientific definition of Ascension, well, here you go. I won’t give a citation for it, to avoid a light war.
“Ascension is the charge radiance which results when the DNA is recursively braid-imploded with coherence bliss phonon EKG/EEG. That phase-coherent embedding adds superposed axes of spin symmetry, ‘the next dimension.’”
You don’t say? Hmmmm….
(1) The sun within us is the Self, Christ, Atman, pearl of great price. Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Nov. 26, 2019.
(2) “Sahaja Nirvikalpa Samadhi” is a full and permanent heart opening. It’s an experience that lies beyond the Third-Dimensional chakra system and ushers in passage from the Third/Fourth Dimension to the Fifth.
(3) Archangel Michael in a personal reading, ibid., Aug. 2, 2019.
Today, out of “being with” the vasana (or core issue) overnight, I refined the name of the emotion I feel. I now see it as dismay. (1)
A vasana (2) is a complex of thoughts, feelings, and behavior, usually born of an original traumatic incident, which becomes triggered in the present moment when memories of the past are unconsciously awakened.
It took me until today to see why I felt that way. Often it can take me days to complete a vasana so this was not unusual. But until I’m aware of the exact nature of the feeling, I can’t move forward in “processing” the vasana.
I like to “source” (or complete) my vasanas publicly for the educational value the exercise brings so let me relate how I unwound what turned out to be a complex vasana.
This is the alternative to remaining in it and projecting my miserable feelings onto others.
I followed the upset clearing process (3) and asked my mind to throw up to me the original incident that was acorn to this great oak of an upset.
I saw various Christmases that had gone off the rails. But, if I’d found the original incident, the upset should have lifted. And this one didn’t.
Then I noticed that it wasn’t so much an original incident that I needed to find as it was a habit formed over long years.
I didn’t like going Christmas shopping. I didn’t like navigating the crowds or waiting in lines.
It didn’t matter if I was alone or with someone; I grumbled and groaned over the prospect of going Christmas shopping.
I created “bah humbug” habits and a Scrooge-like personality over time. Mahatma Gandhi once described the process:
“Your thoughts become your words. … Your words become your behavior. … Your behavior becomes your habits. … Your habits become your values. … Your values become your destiny.” (4)
That was in fact what was happening.
But even this discovery did not prove to be the full story or cause the vasana to lift so I remained in observation until the penny dropped.
What was at the nexus of my misery was that, as a spiritual being, I felt dissonance. I did not like myself behaving like Scrooge. It didn’t fit my pictures of myself. And when I saw myself behaving that way, I judged myself for it. I felt … you guessed it … dismay.
So there were actually two of me inside, warring with each other. There was the Scrooge who said “Bah humbug!” to Christmas and there was the spiritual being who felt dismayed that I should respond to Christmas that way. I expected more of myself and reacted with dismay.
The result wasn’t just one simple thing; it was a complex of the two discordant ways of being.
However, not only were there two discordant voices, but the worst aspect of the vasana (dismay) was associated with the second voice – which was hidden from view and hearing.
I had to see the whole enchilada before it would lift.
When I saw the dynamic, my black cloud lifted. I’d experienced the vasana through to completion. I was no longer a prisoner of it.
Now I’d like to amend my original concept of a vasana:
A vasana is a complex of thoughts, feelings, and behavior, usually born of an original traumatic incident or a habit of behavior, which becomes triggered in the present moment when memories of the past are unconsciously awakened.
In this case I created a habit of behavior of not liking Christmas shopping, becoming a Scrooge when Christmas approached, and responding to myself with dismay.
Now a word from our sponsor: What I just did (process my vasana) is what I recommend folks do instead of blowing up at each other, usually for flimsy, unrelated reasons.
As my brother Paul says, we’re seldom mad at each other for the reasons we think we are. And it’s seldom the person standing in front of us that we’re actually mad at. It’s usually someone or something from a distant past.
Instead of projecting our vasana onto others – instead of blasting other people – I recommend that we acknowledge that a vasana has been triggered and get to the root of it.
Luckily I didn’t beat anyone else up. Instead, I beat myself up. I didn’t project my vasana; I introjected it.
Now the vasana has lifted. I may even have a genuinely merry Christmas this year for the first time in recorded history. (5)
If I did, it’d certainly be heartily welcomed.
(1) “The Really Difficult Issues in Life,”
For a book on vasanas [VAH-sa-nas], see (and download) Preparing For Ascension by Clearing Old Issues at http://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/11/Vasanas-R5.pdf
(2) The term vasana has been borrowed from Hinduism. I use it rather than “core issue” in order to link the notion up with the advanced concepts of Advaita or non-dualism.
See, for instance, Ramana Maharshi: “All the age-long vasanas (impressions) carry the mind outwards and turn it to external objects. All such thoughts have to be given up and the mind turned inward. For that, effort is necessary, for most people.” (Ramana Maharshi, Sri Ramana Maharshi, Gems from Bhagavan. Comp. A. Devaraja Mudaliar. Tiruvannamalai: Sri Ramanasramam, 1985, chapter 8.)
“In the ‘Talks’ [Sri Ramana Maharshi] explains how egos are reborn into a succession of bodies; so long as the individual idea persists there must be some form for it to take until the individual ceases to exist, and this continued individualization consists in a constant change of form. For as one set of Vasanas is worn away another takes its place.” (Sadhu Arunachala [A.W. Chadwick], A Sadhu’s Reminiscences of Ramana Maharshi. Tiruvannamalai: Sri Ramanasramam, 1961, 40.)
(3) “How to Handle Unwanted Feelings: The Upset Clearing Process,” December 29, 2018, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2018/12/29/how-to-handle-unwanted-feelings-the-upset-clearing-process-2/
(4) Mahatma Gandhi at https://www.azquotes.com/author/5308-Mahatma_Gandhi/tag/habit.
(5) I awoke this morning for the first time this Christmas season without feeling dismay.
I can almost hear someone say: OK, judgmentalness. That’s all fine and dandy, but is he willing to tackle the really difficult issues in life?
Like loneliness at Christmastime?
Yes, I am.
I had a friend text me the other day: Hermit 1 to Hermit 2. That’s about it.
Christmas is a time I can feel a lot of regret for the vocation I’ve chosen in life. Being a writer and researcher means taking a lot of time to one’s self, guarding against relationships that are simply about avoiding loneliness by frantically running from one engagement to the other, etc.
One really does end up a hermit … and there’s no time that that choice does not make itself felt more than at Christmastime.
Many people are running around shopping, putting up Christmas lights, going to parties.
And this hermit sits here avoiding it all, continuing to work, and feeling emotions that seem at times positively corrosive.
I remember Christmas as a hotel clerk way back when, making myself a steak in the hotel’s kitchen and feeling immensely sorry for myself. And a good friend dropped by because he knew I’d be alone. I was so grateful.
I remember another Christmas at Starbucks with the rest of the Christmas orphans – and still I played the hermit!
This Christmas I broke down and arranged to spend it with my family in Victoria – and Hermit 1. But, still, listening to others work their Christmas lists and hang their lights, I hurt.
I once spent six months feeling into loneliness before it lifted. I refused to go out onto the street and seek companionship and distraction. And now here I am back in the soup again.
Loneliness must be one of the most difficult experiences to endure – just behind humiliation.
I feel it, deeply experience it, make friends with it, and then let it go.
I listen to music and that lifts me.
And I start a new project, supremely challenging myself. That also chases away the Christmas blues.
And then I remember.
I remember to draw up love from my heart. And that does banish the pain of feeling alone.
And I think to myself: How ironic that I, like you, come from a higher-dimensional place and yet must go through these really difficult feelings. Did I know that this was what I’d have to endure before I came here?
How ordinary, to be unstrung by such a mundane and common condition. What a contrast it is to all the lofty subjects that also present themselves at this time of Ascension.
And what a relief to finally find the way through, back into the waiting arms of love.
Never mind forgiving Illuminati and deep-state militarists. I’m having trouble forgiving myself.
I watched myself the other day judging one person after another for things like being overweight, poorly dressed, unsmiling, etc. (I’m making it up; I actually don’t remember my judgments.)
And I can’t say I was feeling grumpy. This was just ordinary me.
And then I watched myself shrinking from real change out of fear of being, myself, judged by others. (As within, so without.)
I feared judgment because I’ve taken to reading Gandhi for inspiration on how to be inclusive and love universally.
I feared that the mere act of reading or repeating Gandhi invited the charge of me being a hypocrite because I don’t live my life as Gandhi did.
Well, no, I don’t live my life as Gandhi did. Not to the slightest extent. Even as I’m reading Gandhi, I’m judging this person and that.
And yes, my actions don’t fit my words. Not by any stretch of the imagination. And it’ll probably be some time before they do. My habits still spring forward and they, to a greater or lesser extent, are often aggressive and egoistic.
My usual practice would be to abandon the reading out of shame and fear.
If I stop myself from making significant changes in my personality out of fear of being judged, how can I blame others who might do the same?
And how would I reform those elements of my character which can’t go forward with me into the New Age if I’m too scared to make the attempt?
If I abandon character reform, how much more must an Illuminati or militarist fear reforming?
Where is the fulcrum that will allow me the leverage I need to reform myself.
When I inquire into that, I see the Mother as the fulcrum of support and validation.
Right now I’m turning to people and other people around me may be as prone to judge and fear being judged as I am. We may all of us be in the same quandary.
The only one I know I can rely on to not be judgmental is the Mother (and the Company of Heaven, of course).
Jack Nicholson is quoted a saying, what makes you think I give a damn about what you think of me? Well, that’s going a bit far.
But if I’m going to tackle character reformation in a deep enough fashion to equip me to break out of judgement and the fear of being judged, I’ll have to let go of my fear of what others think of me.
And for that I need an unimpeachable ally … and the Mother is that for me.
The minute I say that, up comes a fear of being judged for turning to the Mother. The fear never ends.
Nonetheless so much depends on me breaking through to universal love – in the absence of a permanently-open heart – that I must persevere.
I invoke the Divine Mother and the Laws of Intent, Sacred Purpose, and Grace to show me the way through judgment and fearing being judged and the courage to take that path.
Let me make a brief note here about the difficulties that that presents.
I studied life after “death” in the composition of the database, New Maps of Heaven. At the time, I thought of myself as an “afterlife cartographer.”
I gave an interview to Michael Tims in which I expressed my frustration that there was really no agreement among people on what names to call the various “planes” or experiences:
“Different spirit communicators use words like the ‘borderlands,’ ‘Hades,’ ‘purgatory,’ ‘Kamaloka,’ the ‘misty region,’ or the ‘grey world’ for what we can only hope is the same region. …
“Some say ‘the Christ sphere’ and others ‘the God plane,’ but are they identical? Do they signify plane or subplane? Spirit researchers usually do not specify. Establishing residency and equating descriptions takes pain-staking research. (There must be a better way.)” (1)
Nowhere was this more confusing than in the discussion of the Transcendental. To look at that, let’s now change our focus from afterlife commentators to classical enlightenment sages and scholars.
If we keep in mind that the seven-chakra system is strictly a feature of Third/Fourth Dimensionality, here’s Swami Prabhavananda calling a sixth-chakra experience (or savikalpa samadhi) a transcendental one:
“[Savikalpa samadhi is] the first stage of transcendental consciousness, in which the distinction between subject and object persists. In this state the spiritual aspirant may have a mystic vision of the Personal God, with or without form.” (2)
By “transcendental” here, he probably means “formless” and “beyond conscious knowing.”
Here’s Brahmacharini Usha defining a seventh-chakra experience (also called Brahmajnana or nirvikalpa samadhi) as “the supreme transcendental state of consciousness.”
“Nirvikalpa samadhi. The supreme transcendental state of consciousness in which the spiritual aspirant becomes completely absorbed in Brahman [i.e., the Father] so that all sense of duality is obliterated.” (3)
It’s in no way supreme. It’s not even outside our present Third-Dimensional reality.
Only a later experience of sahaja samadhi is beyond the seven-chakra system. It lifts us out of this dimension and into Fifth. But even the Fifth Dimension is far removed from the Transcendental, which is beyond the Twelfth.
Now let’s leave afterlife commentators and classical scholars and turn to our own sources in the Company of Heaven.
After my heart opening in 2015, which was a fourth-chakra experience, I had lengthy tastes of higher-dimensional love and bliss and brief experiences of ecstacy and exaltation. I asked Archangel Michael what dimensions these were associated with:
Steve: The space that I call transformative love, what dimension is it?
Archangel Michael: It is the Seventh Dimension.
Steve: Then what dimension is bliss?
AAM: It is between Eighth and Ninth.
Steve: And ecstasy?
Steve: And what about exaltation?
AAM: Then you have moved beyond.
Steve: What is beyond? How many dimensions are there Lord?
AAM: Twelve. (4)
Well, of course, what lies beyond the Twelfth Dimension is … you guessed it … the Transcendental, in which most lightworkers, being angels, have their beings anchored, whether or not they also enjoy spending time on a planet in various of the dimensional environments.
While classical sages describe an enlightenment experience that is still within Third Dimensionality as “transcendental,” Michael reserves the term for experiences that are altogether beyond the dimensional ladder.
Entirely-different meanings are being given to things and events by afterlife commentators, classical sages, and the Company of Heaven.
This reveals the crying need for standardization in ways of referring to both the dimensions themselves and our experiences of them. If we’re to have a truly cross-cultural spirituality, the first task at hand is to standardize our use of terms.
After the Reval, I plan to fund research to standardize our spiritual language (just as Shakespeare was subsidized to standardize English). (5)
If we’re to be able to compare descriptions of dimensions and experiences in our Nova-Earth spirituality, the first thing we’ll need is standard terms that allow us to understand what our informants are talking about.
(1) “New Maps of Heaven,” Oct. 2, 2011, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2011/10/02/new-maps-of-heaven/. Originally published in The Searchlight, a publication for the Academy of Spirituality and Paranormal Studies.
Among the names given to the Fifth Dimension by residents of the afterlife worlds are Heaven, the Celestial Plane, the Creative Sphere, the Devachan, the Fourth Plane, Eidos, and the Plane of Color.
(2) Swami Prabhavananda, The Eternal Companion. Brahmananda. Hollywood: Vedanta Press, 1970; c1944, 299.
(3) Brahmacharini Usha, A Ramakrishna-Vedanta Wordbook. Hollywood: Vedanta Press, 1971; c1962, 52.
(4) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Jan. 20, 2016.
(5) Shakespeare: “It was part of my work – and I must say that I was encouraged a bit by patronage – to standardize spelling and grammar. That’s why you can recognize it now. … Almost every civilized country has had to ‘appoint’ someone to do this particular piece of work.
“After all, in the fifteenth, sixteenth, and seventeenth centuries, language was in a state of chaos…. Had it not been for people such as me in English letters, it would be very difficult for an English-speaking scientist to write a technical paper about a scientific event. …
“It was thought best to do my work in a theatrical form -so it would help standarize the pronunciation. Now, this was not an effort that I was alone in – there were many people working on it.” (“Shakespeare Returns” in Robert R. Leichtman, M.D, From Heaven to Earth: The Dynamics of Creativity. Atlanta, GA: Ariel Press, 1998; c1978, 19.)
(1) I lived, off and on, in a state of transformative love from March 13, 2015 until Sept. 28, 2015.
(2) As a result, I do know what transformative love is.
(3) Nonetheless, like all spiritual experiences short of Ascension, that space gradually disappeared. Consequently I no longer live in that state and haven’t for a few years now. I can access wisps of it when I breathe it up from my heart but nowhere near the intensity of it in 2015. That does not mean however that I’ve forgotten what transformative love is.
One of the chief mistakes we make is that we seek love externally, chiefly, from another person, when the heart is the chief source of it for us.
Archangel Michael tells us that love exists everywhere, but its chief place to be found is within our own hearts.
“The love that you think anchors in your heart … in fact anchors in your entire being, but the heart is a good place to think of it.” (1)
He asks us to:
“Stop seeking [love] externally. It is interesting, is it not, that so often we witness you human beings seeking love externally, when in fact all the love [you need] is within thee.” (2)
Archangel Uriel calls it “an illusion – a nightmare in many ways – seeking home, seeking fulfilment, when in fact it was all there, present within you.” (3)
I agree. It’s a nightmare to seek love and never find it because we looked for it where it largely was not: outside ourselves.
The Arcturian Group counsels us along the same lines:
“You seek desperately without for what can only be found within – Love – and there you will find It in abundance. Within there is no shortage or scarcity, there is only and always abundance.” (4)
When my heart opened explosively in 2015, the kundalini having reached the fourth chakra, I was astounded to find myself in an inner tsunami of love, which flowed endlessly and copiously. It never stopped, as if I had tapped into an endless artesian well.
Eckhart Tolle tells a story to get the message across:
“A beggar had been sitting by the side of a road for over thirty years. One day a stranger walked by. ‘Spare some change?’ mumbled the beggar, mechanically holding out his old baseball cap.
“’I have nothing to give you,’ said the stranger. Then he asked: ‘What’s that you are sitting on?’
“’Nothing,’ replied the beggar. ‘Just an old box. I have been sitting on it for as long as I can remember.’
“’Ever looked inside?’ asked the stranger.
“’No,’ said the beggar. ‘What’s the point? There’s nothing in there.’
“’Have a look inside,’ insisted the stranger.
“The beggar managed to pry open the lid. With astonishment, disbelief, and elation, he saw that the box was filled with gold.” (3)
The love that lies inside is the gold in that box.
The treasure buried in a field is the love that lies unknown in the field of our hearts. The pearl of great price, the Self, the Christ, which is the source of our love, is also to be found in the depths of our hearts.
And, when the energies rise such that the kundalini reaches the fourth chakra, we’ll all find, know, and enjoy that treasure – for a time.
When they rise such that we leave the Third-Dimensional chakra system altogether and ascend to the Fifth, we’ll all live immersed in that love forever.
(1) “Transcript ~ Archangel Michael: Understand the Divine Gift of Will, AHWAA, September 22, 2016,” at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2016/09/30/transcript-archangel-michael-understand-divine-gift-will-ahwaa-september-22-2016/.
Matthew Ward once made the same point but I no longer have that quote.
(2) Archangel Michael via Linda Dillon, “I am Protecting You – Archangel Michael Channeling,” Oct. 16, 2017, at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oxCMC9_smW0&index=7&list=PLKhdbUBLU4tvhROQ7HqKPlsYcEHK9nP7Z.
(3) “Transcript ~ Archangel Uriel On Divine Authority, May 16, 2017,” via Linda Dillon, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2017/05/21/transcript-archangel-uriel-on-divine-authority-heavenly-blessings-may-16-2017/
(4) The Arcturian Group, Sept. 11, 2016, at http://www.onenessofall.com.
(5) Eckhart Tolle,The Power of Now. Downloaded from http://www.inner-growth.info/power_of_now_tolle/eckhart_tolle_chapter1.htm.
In 2015, I asked the Divine Mother on An Hour with an Angel to explain how love could be everything – building block, glue, and solvent.
Her reply merits reposting in its entirety.
“Transcript of the Divine Mother: Density is Unloving Emotion; Love is Lightness of Being,” March 6, 2015
Steve Beckow: You said that everything is created from love, that love is the only essence, substance, fiber there is. So love is the building blocks of the universe. But others, like SaLuSa and the Arcturian Group, have also called it the glue of the Universe, and others say love is the solvent – love dissolves various things and plunges them back into voidness.
We here have a great deal of difficulty in thinking of something doing such seemingly different functions. How can love both build, preserve and dissolve? What is it about love that allows it to do so?
Divine Mother: It is a multipurpose tool. It is a multipurpose energy that can be whatever is required. So there are times when it is the dissolver. There are times when it is the building block. There are times when it is the glue.
There are so many expressions, or what you would think of as elements, of the love, the joy, the sweetness, the nurturing. All of the divine qualities – hope, purity, chastity, charity – all of this is unified in the love.
And you say, “Well wait a minute. What is love? Is it the joy? Is it the nurturing? Is it the creation?” Now, each civilization – and I mean upon Gaia and far beyond; you have mentioned the Arcturians for example. Do I stop and correct them? Of course not! Does this matter? Is this a critical element? Not as long as they are using and being the love.
But let us be very basic. My essence is love. The Father and I are conjoined as One, [in] our love. And it is from this union that all is born. This is part of what Sanat Kumara has been teaching you: The transmutation of that essence, of my being, can be a building block, can be a glue, can be a skin, can be a heart, can be a limb, can be a building, can be whatever is required. And what I do – and this is the heart of the discussion that we have this day – I give you again and again and again and again my essence. I am part of you. Inseparable.
My essence is love.
Now, in many cultures and civilizations, they call that love by many names. That does not matter because the knowing, the feeling, the experience, the energy does not change. I am a part of thee, each and every one of you – and this has been reinforced by my Tsunami of Love.
But, beloveds, you are also a part of me, of us, of One. And that is the piece that oftentimes is forgotten. And that is why I say there is no separation.
So think of it in this way – if you are an energy healer, a healer of the Violet Flame, one of St. Germaine’s best friends, you send the love from your heart, from your hands, and you flood the person with healing energy, and it is a flow of color and richness, seen and unseen.
And what would St. Germaine say to you? You are sending the love – his expression, Archangel Raphael’s expression, Lao Tzu’s expression, Sanat Kumara’s expression. So you would have variations of that healing energy. But if you scratch the surface, it is the wondrous expressions of love.
Now, if you are a wordsmith, then your tool and what you choose to create are words, sentences, paragraphs, and space between the letters and words. And it is brilliant, and it is challenging, and it is insightful.
But what is it? It is a transmission of love. Whether it is from Gabrielle or Michael, it is love. It is the substance. It is the form. It is the energy. And it is the message. So which part of it is the love? I suggest to you, all of it.
If you are a bricklayer, and you are building a home for your beloved family, is it the brick or the stone, the mortar or the foundation that is the love? Or is it the energy that the bricklayer puts into them? It is all of the above.
So the answer to your question – and I am pleased to address this – is that all of it is my love. And I can take a billion forms, and I have just begun. So do not take your time, my sweet beloveds, trying to count the number of angels on the head of a pin, because they are all expressions of love just like you.
Does this make sense to thee?
I’d like to continue the discussion of dimensionality, looking particular at the idea of descent rather than ascent.
Terrestrial sages did not discuss it. Michael once said:
“Now [in olden times] that sense of bringing others along wasn’t defined by dimensions. It was more a teacher/student, sage/novitiate relationship. So the framework was very different.” (1)
When Jacob dreamt his dream of angels on a ladder that went to heaven, he saw them descending as well as ascending.
There are many examples of such a descent.
An avatar such as Sri Ramakrishna or Lord Krishna is a descent of the Divine into matter.
Lightworkers are for the most part angels and we’ve descended from our native dimensions (or in some cases from beyond the twelve dimensions, in the Transcendental, for those who may not have been living in the dimensional universe) to participate in Gaia’s Ascension.
St. Germaine, whom Michael told me ascended not after his lifetime as Sir Francis Bacon as is popularly assumed, but in Atlantis, (2) descended into matter and lived for hundreds of years before leaving this dimension and returning to his own.
Ashtar once said to me that he would descend from his place, which was beyond the Twelfth Dimension, as far as the Fifth to communicate with us and no lower:
Ashtar: What we have done is we have brought our vibrations to the fifth dimension in order to be at a place where we can meet you. If you are to think of the human realm and what is available currently to you, if you were looking for me, I would be out of the realm of human experience. So, let us make that clear as well.
Steve Beckow: That means above the twelfth dimension, is that correct?
A: That is correct. (3)
So a descent down Jacob’s Ladder of consciousness doesn’t necessarily mean a devolution of consciousness. It could be – as in the case of lightworkers – an act of service to others.
Now I’d like to focus on Oneness and the descent into the lower dimensions.
At this dense dimension of physicality into which we lightworkrs have descended, we remain One and yet are different. It’s not an easy topic to discuss until we introduce the notion of dimensions into the equation.
We are One at our essence. Our essence eternally exists at a level beyond the dimensions, beyond matter (mater, Mother), beyond the power of words to discuss.
Sri Ramakrisha described, through his metaphor of the salt doll wanting to measure the ocean, the difficulty of talking about things at that level of existence.
“The nature of Brahman [God, the Infinite] cannot be described. About it one remains silent. Who can explain the Infinite in words? … Once a salt doll went to the ocean to measure its depth. But it could not come back to give a report.” (4)
“No sooner did it get into the water than it melted. Now who was there to report the ocean’s depth?” (5)
In a second metaphor, he compared the situation to a man who scales a wall and sees a wondrous sight:
“Once four friends, in the course of a walk, saw a place enclosed by a wall. The wall was very high. They all became eager to know what was inside. One of them climbed to the top of the wall. What he saw on looking inside made him speechless with wonder.
“He only cried, ‘Ah! Ah!’ and dropped in. He could not give any information on what he saw. The others, too, climbed the wall, uttered the same cry, ‘Ah! Ah!,’ and jumped in. Now who could tell what was inside?” (6)
Similarly if we merge again with the Father, as the small golden star in my 1987 vision did with the large Golden Sun, (6) who is left to report on the experience? The golden star is gone.
As we descend into matter, not only does our consciousness vibrate at lower and lower rates, but we don a different body with each level to allow us to act and interact with others.
On the Third Dimension we don what we think of as a “physical” body. Hindus call it annamayakosha – the food body.
But when we leave the Earth plane after “death,” we first find ourselves in an etheric body and then in an astral or Fourth-Dimensional body.
We leave this at some point for a mental or Fifth-Dimensional body (i.e., ascend) and continue on up Jacob’s Ladder, eventually reaching formless dimensions.
One could say that the differences among us at the lower-dimensional levels are quite obvious but that they get less and less obvious as we mount Jacob’s ladder.
Thus our differences become more and more pronounced as we descend into density or dimensionality and less and less pronounced as we ascend. While it’s hard to see how we are One at a Third/Fourth-Dimensional level of density, it would be plain as day at the highest levels.
(1) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Feb. 17, 2017.
(2) Steve Beckow: When did St. Germaine ascend?
Archangel Michael: You mean WHICH time?
SB: The first time.
AAM: He ascended during the time of Atlantis.
SB: So, it’s not true to say that Francis Bacon was his time of Ascension.
AAM: No, he came back, did it again and came back and did it again. This one is QUITE the revolving door. That is why he says he is NEVER coming back. But we know differently! (Archangel Michael in a personal reading, ibid., Jan. 23, 2015.)
(3) “An Introduction to Enlightenment and the Trinity – Part 2/2,” May 14, 2012, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2012/05/14/an-introduction-to-enlightenment-and-the-trinity-part-22/.
(4) Paramahansa Ramakrishna in Swami Nikhilananda, trans., The Gospel of Sri Ramakrishna. New York: Ramakrishna-Vivekananda Center, 1978; c1942, 218. Sri Ramakrishna was speaking only of Brahmajnana or seventh-chakra enlightenment but the same situation applies to complete merger with the One.
(5) Ibid., 102-3.
(6) Ibid., 268.
(7) See “The Purpose of Life is Enlightenment – Ch. 13 – Epilogue,” at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2011/08/13/the-purpose-of-life-is-enlightenment-ch-13-epilogue/
Divine Mother speaks of Vulnerability (Part 1/4)
Greetings, I am Mary, I am Mare, Universal Mother, Divine Mother, Mother of One, Mother of All – and yes, of course, sweet one, Mother of thee. Welcome.
Vulnerability is truly a very… [pause] … and yes, I speak of vulnerability, and so I also say to this channel to listen in, for vulnerability is part and parcel of being an ascended being ~ of Nova Being.
Throughout time and throughout our teachings – and certainly, sweet angel of blue, in your work with Mi-ka-el, with me, with the Forces, with everybody – there has been much emphasis on the layers of protection, on those layers that basically make you impenetrable, particularly to those that would wish you ill, let alone try and perpetrate it.
And these levels of protection are still in place – and that is important for you to know, to embrace, to understand. You are literally supremely defended, protected, encircled, enfolded. So it is not, sweet one, that the multitude of layers of protection has somehow failed, or has been diminished, or even taken away.
But vulnerability in the truest sense of this word that you use, regardless of what language it is, it is a desirable; it is a quality of openness. Of course you are penetrable for your heart, sweet angel, sweet daughter of mine, is as big as the all-outdoors, as big as this planet and even far, far beyond.
But in this sense of vulnerability, there is this sense of feeling that in fact one has been overlooked or forgotten – and, sweet angel of love, nothing could be further from the truth. For you are open, you are available, and you have declared this in all of your bodies so that you may be in the sweet reunion/communion, not only with we who surround you, but with your Star family and friends as well.
So it is not that you have been overlooked, sweet one, or that you have somehow had these protections removed.
What this also does to you is bring to your attention how important your beautiful physical body is to you, is to us, is to your forward thrust for it quite literally is your vessel – and it is the vessel that is the communicator, the anchor, the wellspring, the depository of love. And it is in this repository that you are actually communicating to the rest of the human race the beauty and the magnificence of what love really looks like, about how love behaves.
Now, let us talk about this injury, because you have said to all of us – yes, all of us – that to be injured, to be in pain – which is not to be minimised – is to literally feel like you have been overlooked, that this in no way feels like love.
And yet, one of the things you are doing is you have literally broken yet another layer – no, you have not broken your bones; there has been a slight, what you can think of as a spiderweb fracture/break, yes, across your toe and your foot – but what you have done is you have broken another layer of illusion.
And it was very important that you stay still, as much has been transpiring upon your planet in both the seen and the unseen realms.
So while I come this day not only to embrace you, sweet daughter of my heart, but also to reassure you, I reassure you that you most certainly have not been overlooked.
But you need to be aware, you need to be more fully aware of the vulnerability of this physical vessel so that you take, in and out of form – out of form has never been a problem! – but that you take, in form, also the diligent caretaking and attention to this beautiful form that you have chosen – that you have chosen, that we have chosen, that we have co-designed – and that is strong for the fulfilment of your mission, of your heart’s desires, of your anchoring of who you are, and who you wish to be, and where you wish to be.
Too often, in the realm of human reality, there is a sense of duality that humans tend to operate at one or the other end of the spectrum insofar as they are totally – too deeply, shall we put it that way – too deeply absorbed in the physical reality, not only of their own physical body and wellbeing – although that is simply indicative of being fully engaged in the physical realm – or there is the other end [of the spectrum] where the physical realm is almost taken for granted.
You are holding, you are anchoring, for your beloved self and for many, the middle ground where of course the care, the nurturing, the respect, the honouring, the attendance to your physical self is as important, is as necessary a component of the beauty, of the tapestry, this tapestry of Elle, not even taking into account all of your aspects, but taking particular attention and care of your physical reality.
And this is necessary as you are moving forth, because the entire planet is to be anchored in Nova Being. And that does not simply mean the youthfulness, the strength, the valour, the vibrancy of the physical body; it also means the attention.
I step aside for another who wishes to speak.
… To be continued in “The Magdalena speaks of Vulnerability (Part 2/4)”
I’ve been working with Michael on a matter that involved drawing the love up from my heart and sending it out to the world. I’d neglected this practice in recent times.
After months of dryness, I was again feeling higher-dimensional, transformative, real love.
No sooner was I doing so than I again feel impelled to sing its praises. There’s nothing like transformative love in Third Dimensionality. There are no words for it.
The Hindu sage Ramanuja must have been feeling it when he risked hellfire to help others experience and realize it.
The story goes that his guru had told him that if he shared the mantra he’d given him with anyone else, he’d go to hell.
Ramanuja used the mantra to achieve Self-realization and, when he had, he mounted the steps of the temple and sang his mantra out to all and sundry.
Aside from seeing through his guru’s injunction, I think Ramanuja was under the spell of this higher form of love.
I say that because, at this moment, I’m under its spell as well.
All concerns melt away. All is well in my world. Where before I felt stress, all is now sublime. My only desire, like Ramanuja’s, is to share what I feel with all and sundry.
One cannot say, “Make your love universal.” Show me real love that isn’t universal. Show me real love that doesn’t flow out from the heart to everyone, without exception.
Try to make it exclusive and it disappears.
Increase its flow and it becomes bliss. One loses track of everything else but it. I lose all desire to do anything else than simply sit here enjoying it. Not good for one who needs to work! Even less so for one who wants to participate in building a new world. I lose myself in bliss and get no further!
If I were to increase the volume and frequency, as I did in late 2015, I’d be in ecstacy; further and I’d be in exaltation. (1) But I’d no longer be writing for you. I’d be gone.
So, back to Earth and back to work. A time will come to enjoy these sublime states of being. For now I’m given little snacks to sustain and inspire me.
Be a glutton and I’ll remove myself from the game. And that is not the plan.
(1) I discussed the dimensionality of these experiences in 2016 with AAM:
Steve: The space that I call transformative love, what dimension is it?
Archangel Michael: It is the seventh dimension.
Steve: Then what dimension is bliss?
AAM: It is between eight and nine.
Steve: And ecstasy?
Steve: And what about exaltation?
AAM: Then you have moved beyond.
Steve: What is beyond? How many dimensions are there, Lord?
AAM: Twelve. (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Jan. 20, 2016.)
Remaining in the center means abandoning all actions that carry me into any extreme. Good, bad, right, wrong, liberal, conservative, etc.
Up comes the fear of being merely a bland person.
Nevertheless,in the center, there isn’t one “side” that’s good and one side that’s bad. There are no sides.
There are only people – sentient, communicative individuals, all of them struggling to live lives that matter.
What’s happening for me is that a huge amount of undigested information is coming up for me to assimilate and own.
There are certain aspects of myself which I don’t discuss, just as I suggested to Narendra that he not either – at this time. But those aspects are operative and coming together, along with all other aspects of us as total human beings – our past lives, lives on other planets, etc.
And so it becomes necessary, while living a normal, everyday life with all of its concerns, to expand the container of what I’m receiving. I talked about this earlier as “getting bigger.”
To the largest extent, that container is our beliefs about what we think is true, existing, and operative.
I have to let go of some beliefs about myself, as may you, if I’m to hold all that is presently felt to be coming into me. Or arising in me. Coming to my attention and awareness.
Or if I’m to discharge my responsibilities later on.
This era is not the same as the Sixties (freedom) or Seventies (growth). This era is about service. The matters I’m discussing here would not have gained much of an ear in the Sixties or Seventies. But in the face of the events that are soon to be upon us, they become acutely important.
If I insist on remaining the psychic size that I am, either things could become uncomfortable or I may miss out on the opportunity before me.
I like the way philosopher William James phrased it, when he was ascending from the Astral Plane (4th Dimension) to the Mental Plane (5th). He talked about his present house becoming too cramped for him and needing to move on.
“I feel myself growing out of myself in a certain fashion. My adopted characteristics are becoming too small and cramped to contain my new growth and development, and I will move on most certainly to larger psychological quarters.
“It is not only the physical body we outlive, but the psychological house we have chosen. First after death we add new rooms and suites to accommodate our greater experience, but it is soon obvious that the entire structure has had its day. We must move out of it completely.” (1)
“I do not know when I will finish this composition, but I will suddenly know that I had added my last comments, written my last words as a tenant of my present psychological manse, and will then move into the larger framework of myself which I feel is being constructed.” (2)
My “adopted characteristics” are also becoming too small and cramped for me. Either we’re in the chrysalis, as Sri Krishna said to Narendra, (3) or I’m shedding my shell or skin, or I simply have to release any restrictions I have on myself and just get bigger.
Whichever way there is a need to go, I have to grow the container to hold all that is new and paradigm-shifting that is coming our way.
(1) William James, : William James through Jane Roberts, medium, The Afterdeath Journal of an American Philosopher: The World View of William James. Englewood Cliffs, NJ: Prentice-Hall, 1978, 159.
(2) James, ibid., 160.
(3) “If you were a caterpillar, you would be in the cocoon or the chrysalis at the dawn [in other words, cocooning is nearly complete]. But that is ok because that is part of the birthing. This is part as you well know of the cycle. And of course, beloved, it is never going to be about losing our sweet Narendra.” (“Much Lies Ahead: Personal Reading of Narendra Mishra with Sri Krishna and the Divine Mother, May 30, 2019,”
I remember how I’d sit around doing precious little as a child until the day arrived when I could join a baseball team.
All of a sudden I had a structured activity that I enjoyed in my life. I had a sense of belonging – I wore a black baseball cap, belonged to Dietrich Collins little league baseball team, and was involved in something exciting.
Once the Reval hits and we’re enabled to begin creating universal basic incomes and medicare plans, without having a context with a deadline, there won’t be any means to structure our work. We’ll be faced with a sense of doing things alone. We may not know what to do or how to do it. And we won’t have the sense of being involved in any great work.
When we create the context of UBIs or medicare, in our own country or around the world, by a certain deadline, we allow ourselves and others to join together and orchestrate our actions.
Think of the difference between John Kennedy saying we shall land a man on the moon some day and we shall land a man on the moon by 1970. I personally don’t feel any power in the first but I feel a distinct arousal by the second.
We’d better get going. What do we need to do first? What follows that, to have the whole thing accomplished by the end of the decade?
I’m hesitant to say this, but creating a context is something like creating a game. No, I don’t mean that homelessness or hunger is a game. But the work of ending homelessness and hunger by a certain date has some of the same features of a game.
I think of a game as an activity played by one or more teams which has an endpoint seen to be more desirable than its starting point.
So the endpoint of an end to homelessness is seen to be more desirable than the starting point of homelessness. The foundation of a system of universal medicare is seen to be more desirable than the lack of such a system.
When we create a context with a deadline, we create a game for people to play.
Not everyone may want to play the game of creating universal medicare and so we create more games such as an end to infectious diseases on the planet or free tuition for all, by a certain date.
By people aligning on the end of a condition of global unworkability by a definite date, we create an endpoint to aim for and a structure that invites belongingness and involvement.
At that point, the aimlessness we may feel after the Reval may transform into a sense of dedication and purpose which is tangible and realizable.
Linda confirms that she’s never channeled Sri Krishna before which makes this a very special reading.
In it Narendra and Krishna discuss Narendra’s origins and mission. His origins are very interesting and his work is very large and important.
However I’ve suggested to him that discussing either subject in any detail at this time might raise expectations that he might find too onerous to satisfy and also might invite ridicule from trolls, such as I endured, for instance, in 2011. So we agreed to leave those subjects aside for the moment. An appropriate time will arrive to discuss them….
Krishna: Greetings, I am Krishna. I am Krishna-Vishnu and I welcome you. I welcome you this day and for thousands of years. Forwards and backwards, in and out, it matters not. Welcome, My friend, My son, My beloved one.
For yes, I have come to touch your heart, your mind, your being, as you continue on – not only in this transformation of humanity, in this journey of becoming, but also to touch you in your journey of becoming. Because, of course, there can be no separation or difference. And you know that you have offered – no, not in sacrifice, but truly as a gift – to be this vehicle of enlightenment, which for some is but a momentary blink in time, and for others an arduous and long journey. And you, My friend, are somewhere in between, are you not?
There is no room for any form of judgement. And there is no room, certainly in yourself- but I do not say this in a way of examination; I say this in a way of reminder – there is no room in yourself or in any other being for pomposity, for arrogance, or for a belief that one is more along the path than another. …
My son, you know that much lies ahead in this awakening which you and I have chosen. Of yourself, but also of many of millions and perhaps even billions of beings upon your planet and far beyond. But we are used to large numbers, and particularly in your time, you are used to large numbers. So this is not a revelation or even a cause for concern, but rather a confirmation for what you have been asking Me and what you have been seeking. And you do not seek this in terms of self-aggrandizement.
In fact, does it not make life a little more difficult? And the answer is yes. But it is not about suffering, it is not about monumental obstacles or barriers. It is simply about being open and available to those that seek the golden light. For truly what else is there?
Oh I know, there are many rays, and many rainbows, and of course there is not one that is more superior than another. But truly what all beings, not merely those you will have intercession with, but all beings are seeking the golden light. And it is not merely the golden light of joy; it is the golden light of One. It is the golden light of community and unity. And it is the golden light of unity within themselves, and the realisation that there is nothing… there is no such thing as a Self, is there? (1)
But you also have come to Me, My friend, about your own pathway. And I am pleased to talk to you, and to assist you as I assist many, but often not in such obvious terms.
[Discussion of future work deleted.]
I am eager to assist you. And I am not merely eager to assist you because in return for the gracious favour you will assist many, no, it has nothing to do with that. It has to do with My reverence, and My love, for you are deeply and fundamentally loved, and honoured, and cherished.
And what else can a man seek in this or any life than to live honourably, according to value, according to divine unfoldment rather than what is written? And of course I do not in any way critique the pathway that you have been on, but there is room for grand expansion, is there not?
Now, where do you wish to begin?
Narendra: Let me say, thank you, my dearest, beloved Krishna. I have been feeling your presence very strongly and I am overwhelmed with gratitude. Thank you for stepping forth in this day and in all days.
You have already given me much to think about. And yes you are correct, I wish to seek clarity on my path, and one of the questions – you already know what I have written [laughter]… but I have been getting recently that I am [deleted].
Krishna: Why do you think that I am here? And why do you think, my old friend, that I come and declare myself as Krishna-Vishnu?
Narendra: Thank you. I am truly humbled.
Krishna: This understanding, this realisation, of the intricacies, of the web of existence and your place in this web of existence is not merely linear. The tapestry, the plan, the weaving is far more intricate than most assume.
And that is the challenge, is it not? It is that most people, these wondrous beings, they tend to operate on assumptions – and this is the biggest transference that you will assist them to make – that they transfer from assumptions to knowing.
And it is this knowing that has been budding, and I will suggest to you that it is simply in the budding phase. If you were a caterpillar you would be in the cocoon or the chrysalis at the dawn. But that is ok because that is part of the birthing. This is part as you well know of the cycle. And of course, beloved, it is never going to be about losing our sweet Narendra.
Narendra: Thank you for that confirmation. I am truly humbled. So, just to clarify, you were saying that I, personally, as well as the collective, are in the cocoon state of transformation, is that right?
Krishna: That is correct. Now, as you know in this cycle of life – that is a curious term, is it not? In this cycle of existence there are some that are perhaps further along than others, either through their diligent application to their own process, or simply because in their own eagerness they have simply jumped ahead – and you have witnessed this many times even within your little self.
So you, if you were to time this as you might- and I know you, and I know that you are eagerly watching while you are even yet participating. So think of it this way: Your chrysalis stage has almost come to an end and soon this blossoming will occur.
Of course there are … billions of cocoons – not all will emerge obviously at the same time- yet but would that not be a magnificent sight? But yes, you are correct, there are different phases of this chrysalis stage, but yes the transformation, the rebirthing, the anchoring in your form. Let me be very clear… The full presence in what we think of as your delightful Nari personality and the full presence of your self.
Narendra: Wow! That is amazing. My dearest friend Jennifer [Crockaert] has likened this jump, this awakening to be that of stepping onto the ‘Avatar’ stage. Would that be a correct statement?
Krishna: It is important… Is not this and all the languages of your planet curious and limited? But if you were to use this terminology we would say, yes, that is correct.
But that is why I have also begun this day by simply suggesting- no, really, it is far more than guiding; it is a front and centre reminder – that there is no room in any particle of yourself, whether you think of Avatar, or leader, or teacher, or Godhead, there is no room for any particle of arrogance, because in this assumption of course, comes the full knowing, and the embrace, the embodiment of humility, and the deepest knowing of compassion.
Because in this you also come to know, not only the illusion that so many truly believe of struggle or cycles or, yes, of arrogance, but you also see so far beyond that into the truth. And you know that many are exceptionally reluctant to accept, let alone embrace, the truth.
There is a dismal avoidance, and yet that is what you are here to – not only inform but to explain -yes, and in many cases be it one, or ten thousand, or ten million, you are here to hold their hands as they awaken to that possibility of who they truly are – integrated into the mosaic of One, or the single thread of a tapestry, and understanding that they are both.
But that understanding that you share, that teaching that you share of course comes not from the sacred texts, but from your incorporation of your understanding of who you are. And that is why it is important that we are having this conversation.
Narendra: Yes, thank you. This is an issue I have been dealing with particularly recently, as you would know, since the Navratri period. (2) The issue of dissolving the ego completely. Sometimes it rears its head in strange places. This issue of self-aggrandizement comes up every so often and I am looking at it like, ‘No, I don’t need this. I don’t need this.’ So, yes, you are correct.
Krishna: And this is also often based in a fear that if you abandon your beloved ego self that you will disappear. That in this integration, that somehow, the Nari that you so cherish, and so do we by the way, that this will disappear and that is not the case.
So when your dragon ego raises its fiery breath, simply smile and reassure it and simply continue on. Yes, there are times when continuing on means being absolutely still.
Narendra: Yes, thank you.
Krishna: You are welcome.
Narendra: I am really heartened to know that the chrysalis stage is almost complete [laughter] – the emergence and incorporation of the full aspect of the Higher Self – I guess for me that would be Ascension, correct?
Narendra: My question then is, I understand myself to be a Bodhisattva, (3) which – you’ll need to correct me here now- as a Bodhisattva, it is that the vow is that you will ascend last, that you will hold the portal open until all ascends.
My intuition is that I will actually be this [deleted], which would probably imply that I ascend first. And I think you are telling me that, yes, I am about to actually make that quantum jump into ascension and integration…
Krishna: Yes, this is why you have heard and felt my pause when you use this term Ascension.
Krishna: You are a Bodhisattva. And you are a teacher. We do not need to limit it to [deleted], do we?
Oh, such grandiose thoughts [chuckle]. The idea, and I will move aside shortly for the Mother, but the idea and the plan is for you to teach and to remain in the – what you think of as ascended form – in body, because that is what is needed for this grand populace at this time.
Narendra: Thank you.
Krishna: So you remain upon the planet in your form, which many will come to delight and know. But they also, they see you, but they also see much more. And that is exactly as it should be.
But even more important than seeing this or that, is the understanding that is communicated not only in the teaching and the words but through the presence. Because it has always truly come down to that, has it not?
Yes, there are wonderful examples to be followed, and wonderful words to be heard and to be studied in depth but the truth of it is, the emergence into the whole, into your true inhabitation of your totality, is that you will remain and to teach so that this… plan – it is a funny word – it is the plan of the Mother, the unfoldment of the Mother, the return, the cycle, the completion of this age, which has been very long, and very long in coming.
So it is the completion and the new beginning. So, let Me be extraordinarily clear: Of course we do not interfere – although we most certainly or can be quite forceful in our guidance – but the choice of your remaining or leaving is always yours, but the choice that you have already made is to remain.
Narendra: Yes, I will, to follow the Divine Mother’s plan. Thank you.
Krishna: As we all do. Both in life and not.
I step aside my dearest friend and brother, but you will continue – not in a bothersome way I hope [laugher] – but you will continue to know and feel Me for I wish to assist you in this rebirth.
Narendra: Thank you.
Divine Mother: I am Mother, Mother of One, Mother of ALL. Beyond name though you have given me many. East, West, North, South, up, down, it matters not. Welcome. Welcome, My beloved child. My child of grace. My child of hope. My dearest boy of blue and gold.
Do not overthink this. Now I am not suggesting that you do not use all of your brilliance that you have been graced with, for you have been given this brilliance in many realms for you to become, yes… but also to share. So thinking – let it flow, as I do into the dreaming, and into the creation, and into the knowing, and into the inhabitation of all.
This ideation of limitation has been so constricting, and not at all constructive, and it has shackled – yes, self-imprisonment – so many. And it is time, your time and Mine, which is infinite, for the shackles to be released.
Now, is this an easy task? Well you have already seen in your own journey, beloved, that this is not as simple as the words imply. And yet it can be. But yes there are many that, as you come to remove the shackles, say, ‘Oh no, no, no! No, I am comfortable here. No, these shackles do not bother me. They have become part of me. Please do not take them away.’
And when you do, they feel naked and afraid and lonely, and they are afraid because they are not shackled. They are actually going to have to get up and move and do something.
As your Mother, I will not minimise the nature of the task. In its simplest form it is the acceptance of Love, of Divinity, of the intricacy. And in its simplest form it has need to be explained – not just informed but explained – to many.
Because the simplicity is what touches peoples’ hearts, and their soul, and their being. It is curious, is it not, how many do not wish to know that there is freedom in the explanations, the process. They have been blinded, self inflicted sometimes, other inflicted sometimes. But they have been blinded. And therefore in that deficiency, even if it is momentary, they do not wish to know the true scope.
It matters not because, as they become aware of their being, aware of love not as some abstract concept, but as a practical aspect of their life, and as they move from that to being the expression of love, and knowing that they are love, then comes the bigger picture, and the magnitude, the wonder, the delight, of our creation.
Yes, some will continue to shy away; it matters not for they will return in the cycle. But My desire, and therefore My fulfilment, is the awakening.
And I have ignited you. I have not merely hopefully beckoned to you. I have ignited you. And I have done so, repeatedly by the way, from a very young age.
This yearning, of course is the yearning of young Narendra, but it is also the yearning of your totality. And it is what I have placed and awakened with deepest love and regard within you.
You are My son, and you are the child of My heart. And long, long before you came in any incarnation, we have planned this time. I do not need to say to you, ‘Beloved, when are you ready?’ Because I know your heart, and I know who you are, as you know Me.
Now, that does not mean that I am not fully competent by the way to assist you. So how may I do so?
Narendra: Thank you Mother. You have graced me with your presence. In your presence, what are these mere questions? They are irrelevant in your grace. Thank you… thank you.
Mother: And I thank you too, dearest.
Narendra: These questions I have seem so mundane…
Mother: I am a practical Mother as well.
Narendra: I would like to ask… not for myself so much as for the collective… I guess for the mental and logical aspect of me. Because as you say I like to observe myself experiencing. That is part of me and part of You. I want to find out about dimensions – you know we like labels and everything [chuckle].
So, in terms of the 12-dimensional system of the universe, where does the transcendental realm fall? Is it within the 12 dimensions or is it completely out of these 12 dimensions?
Mother: You do like your logic and labels, and, yes, when you look at it and see the humour it is perfect. Because, my sweet child, I do not want you, I do not ask you to leave your human delightful self behind. Because that is what the other humans can see, and relate to, and understand, and point to and say, ‘Oh, he has been there, he has gone through that, he understands!’ So do not degrade yourself. Enjoy it the way it was intended to be enjoyed.
You will think of the transcendental as both the 11th but primarily the 12th dimension – which is the culmination of All. (4)
Narendra: Thank you. That is profound.
My other question – I have come to the understanding that what we understand to be Brahma the Creator, is the physical aspect of creation – symbolised by the Black Hole at the centre of the universe, Vishnu, being the transcendental Being who is beyond that, and Shiva as being the pure consciousness. Am I correct in that understanding?
Narendra: My question then is, where do the various archangels, and seraphim and so forth fit into that scheme of things?
Mother: You have a tendency, and it has been the learning and teaching, that you think in terms of first of all the Black Hole, let us talk a little bit about that. Because as you well know, it is a portal, a passageway, into the sublime.
Mother: Well, the archangels do not live there. Although they can pass through it very easily.
And do not forget, sweet one, the presence throughout your universe of the White Holes as well. There is far more of what you would think of as traffic, linear traffic, coming to your planet or to my omniverse though the White Holes. So it is, think of it in some ways as an in-out revolving door.
There is a level between what you think of as the Transcendental, which is where many occupy, and it is important that you not become entrenched – as so many have – in the progressive, hierarchical thinking, but nevertheless I know that your logical self wishes to do this [chuckle], and it is alright, my sweet son. But if there was a space, and there is by the way, between what you think of as the Transcendental and the sheer consciousness, that is where the archangels reside.
Narendra: Oh wow… That is deep, Mother. Thank you!
Mother: Oh, I am delighted to share this.
Narendra: That is what I was missing! Thank you, Mother!
My question then… well I have quite a few but I know our time is running short. I know you mentioned that there is going to be an awakening at different times, of the chrysalis that people are in – the Ascension, but is there going to be one tipping point? One grand moment where it is seen, and perceived emotionally as well as physically – many are calling that the ‘Event.’ Is there actually going to be such a physical, noticeable event on all levels of being?
Mother: Yes, but also what I say, again the human beings are sweet and they love the labels, do they not? But as I and My messengers have so often said, think of this as a series of events. And some of those events have already been underway.
I have been flooding your planet and I have had all My beings from every realm flooding your planet with energy. Now if that is not an event I do not know what is! [laughing] But nevertheless let Me answer your question.
Think of it in this way. During the monsoons there is daily storm after storm after storm. And those that are in the chrysalis state, some get knocked off the branches or the leaves and that catapults them into awakening. And there have been continuous storms.
But then there comes the fiercest storm of all – not in terms of destruction, but in terms of removing that outer shell. So that, yes, some will feel vulnerable and exposed, but they’re alright. They’re developed enough to survive.
So will there be a series, literally, of what you think of as thunder and lightning storms, physical, mental, emotional, esoteric, an awakening that is unavoidable, that cannot be ignored? The answer is yes.
And will there be what you think of as the ‘mother storm’? The answer is yes. But do not simply look for a singular event. The reason I say this is because I fully understand my children, even though they think I do not! [chuckle]
Too often, what occurs is like waiting for an occasion. So the humans do not do their work. (5) And you know, and I have taught you, that the undertaking of what you and I are referring to as the work, not merely spiritual, but physical, mental, emotional, on every single level. They will say, ‘Oh it is alright, I will wait for the event and I will awaken then. And until then I can simply live and continue on in my patterns.’
So I do not say ‘ Oh, wait for the event and everything will be alright.’ No, what I say to you, what I say to everybody on this planet, and far beyond, is, ‘Prepare. Be vigilant. Be diligent.’
Honour your Mother and honour yourself, so that when the event comes, and the series of storms passes, and after the storm has passed, that as you, shall we say, ‘dry out’, you will be prepared to completely spread your wings and fly and enjoy the sunshine. (6)
Narendra: Thank you, Mother. That actually brings me right to my next question. What should I be focussing on now by way of preparation, or work, or task in the near to medium future?
Mother: Continue to allow this energy, this sense of self, without internal criticism. It is not your challenge. It is not about arrogance. You are very good at surrendering, and I ask of you to continue to work on this. But I also ask you, your self criticism- you are a constant [critic?] of your beloved self.
Take a further step back, and at the same time, My beloved son, take another step forward. You are preparing to be a teacher. But that does not mean, sweet one that you wait until the day and the new dawn occurs. Of course not, you are well underway!
And I ask you to continue – not in desperation, that has no place- but in the gentleness of stretching, and expanding, and embracing what is possible. Not only what is possible for you. When you embrace, when you literally apply yourself to working with what is possible for others, then you are doing My work.
You will ponder this. Because this is key.
Look deep within and accept what is possible. And you know the answer is infinite and eternal. So engage with it in the human realm, as you are collecting everybody to go forward [chuckle].
Narendra: Thank you Mother.
Mother: You are welcome.
Narendra: I have many more questions but I am not sure if our time permits.
Mother: You may go for one more question beloved.
Narendra: Which to choose? [chuckle]
Mother: Let us answer it.
Because the question that arises back and forth, up and down, is twofold. It is, ‘Mother, am I worthy?’ And the second part of that question is, ‘Mother, how can I be more worthy?’
And this is the hidden shadow that you grapple with, My beloved son Narendra. So let us start there.
You have been worthy since the very beginning. And you will be worthy when I reincorporate all. (7) I have never – and that is a long time – I do not create what is not of My essence.
This is fundamental, and when you say to Me, ‘Mother what should I work on? How should I prepare?’ it is the deepest knowing of not only My love, but of your profound work that I have entrusted to you, as you have entrusted to Me this infinite, eternal bond.
My children of this planet Earth have forgotten, and, yes I allow them to forget, but not forever. They cannot truly luxuriate and be the fulfilment of their being if they do not know not just the love but their worthiness, their worth, their essence. And this, beloved, is what you challenge yourself with.
And you say, ‘Am I dreaming?’ And I say to you, ‘Yes, you are dreaming. And you are dreaming the Truth.’
So please stop limiting Me. [both chuckle]
We will laugh about this many times because it is humorous.
Narendra: Thank you Mother for allowing me to be an instrument of Thy Will.
Mother: I bless you and I fortify you, and I give you what you need. Go with My love and go in peace beloved. Farewell.
(1) The “Self” is a creation of the One. It is the penultimate Reality which disappears upon mergence with the one. So it can be said that, in reality, there is no Self.
(2) Navaratri, also spelled Navratri, Nauratri, Navarathri, Navratam, or Nauratam, is a nine nights (and ten days) Hindu festival, celebrated in the autumn every year. It is observed for different reasons and celebrated differently in various parts of the Indian subcontinent. Theoretically, there are four seasonal Navaratri. However, in practice, it is the post-monsoon autumn festival called Sharada Navaratri that is the most observed in the honor of the divine feminine Devi (Durga). The festival is celebrated in the bright half of the Hindu calendar month Ashvin, which typically falls in the Gregorian months of September and October. (Wikipedia)
(3) One of the Narendra’s assignments is to act as a bodhisattva – the word more currently in use is “pillar.” The bodhisattva usually does not ascend until everyone else who is going to has. But in Narendra’s case, consistent with his mission as a spiritual teacher, he will ascend early but he will not leave the planet after his Ascension.
Thus he will remain on Earth until Ascension is complete, fulfilling his role as a bodhisattva/pillar but he will have the benefit of the ascended state to assist him with his teaching needs.
(4) In this explanation, the term “Transcendental” seems to be used to denote the dropping of the form of the body, which some say happens in the Tenth and some say the Eleventh Dimension. I use the term to denote the realms past the Twelfth and therefore “outside” of human experience.
(5) That work is to clear vasanas and reprogram our counterproductive behavior patterns.
(6) After emerging from the chrysalis, the butterfly dries its wings out before taking flight.
(7) When all merges back again into the One in the “great sleep” or Pralaya.
When I took the est Training in 1979, one of the statements that was made in it stayed with me from then till now. It was Werner Erhard’s declaration on responsibility:
“Responsibility begins with the willingness to take the stand that one is cause in the matter of one’s life. It is a declaration not an assertion; that is, it is a context from which one chooses to live.
“Responsibility is not burden, fault, praise, blame, credit, shame or guilt. In responsibility, there is no evaluation of good or bad, right or wrong. There is simply what’s so, and the stand you choose to take on what’s so.” (From The est Standard Training, published in Biosciences Communication, 1977 at https://wernererhardquotes.wordpress.com/tag/responsibility/.
The being that we are operates at various levels of frequency. One of the denser levels we call “the mind.” The higher frequencies we call “the Self.” And there are numerous frequencies in between. (1)
When I operate from the mind and make the statement, “I am responsible for the state of the world,” we hear it as “I’m at fault. I’m to blame.”
When I operate from the Self, I hear it as “This is my world and I take responsibility for the shape it’s in.”
Werner asserts that “responsibility begins with the willingness to take the stand that one is cause in the matter of one’s life.” To locate the cause as outside oneself – except in certain circumstances – can often be what we know as taking a victim stance.
I am the victim of my Father’s harshness is an example. Perhaps I was. But even in that circumstance, to hold events that way will limit my ability to respond to them or their effects.
It’s a much more powerful stance to come from my being cause in the matter. Because I’ve had readings with Linda Dillon, I know something about the way I – and “a design team” (2) – crafted the contours of my life prior to birth.
I know the purpose in my choosing my Father. It wouldn’t be of service to him for me to disclose it but I do know it.
I’d imagine that, if I pursued the matter, I’d find that I chose my Father and probably welcomed the resistance and challenge it provided as something which, in the overcoming of which, I’d learn and write about the subject of core issues, or what I call vasanas.
There’s no power in blaming my Father. But there is power in taking responsibility for my life.
“Responsibility is not burden, fault, praise, blame, credit, shame or guilt. In responsibility, there is no evaluation of good or bad, right or wrong. There is simply what’s so, and the stand you choose to take on what’s so.”
Burden, fault, praise, blame, credit, shame, and guilt are all aspects of the dense mind which, as I’ve said elsewhere, believes that it’s a separate self struggling for survival amid seeming scarcity. (3)
None of this is true. But believing is seeing: It becomes true because we believe it to be so.
“Responsibility is not an evaluation, but a simple statement of what’s so, the truth – and what we choose to do with it.”
So there I am responsible for the state of my world. I take responsibility for its state. And what I choose to do about it is to declare that, by Jan. 1, 2023, I am working towards the state of that world dramatically improving to the extent that the world will work for all and not as it does now, which is just for a privileged few.
This shift from blame to responsibility empowers me. I’m certain it causes a ripple in the Self if it does not in fact come from the Self. It awakens a sleeping giant.
And it allows me to take further action that contributes to the world working whereas blame does not contribute to it.
“It is a declaration not an assertion; that is, it is a context from which one chooses to live.”
Saying I am responsible for the state of my world frees me from the downtrodden, beaten feelings of victimization and allow me to set about planning what I intend to do about it.
(1) Which we associate with various “bodies” – the ethetric, astral, mental, etc.
(2) Personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, June 12, 2019.
(3) “Basic Third-Dimensional Illusion: Separate Selves Struggling for Survival amid Seeming Scarcity,”
November 6, 2019, awakeningspark.com
Concluded from Part 1 yesterday.
Turning to one of my metaphysical tools of choice, Vedic Astrology, I find the celestial alignments to be very, very intriguing. So intriguing in fact that some time ago a cousin of mine, also a Vedic Astrologer called me to discuss the current alignments.
The specific alignment in question is that of Jupiter, Saturn, and Ketu (the south node) all being conjunct in sidereal Sagittarius. This configuration started yesterday, and lasts until-guess when? January 2020!
For the astrologically minded, Jupiter is in his own sign, empowering him to shine his Light of Truth, Fairness, Justice, and Equality on the world stage. Saturn is the proverbial ‘Father Time’ and conjunct with Ketu indicates the end of one cycle, or epoch, and the beginning of another.
We are now at the starting point of a new cycle. We have moved upwards the spiral of time.
Many, including myself, would have experienced a ‘revisiting of the past’ in many aspects of our lives. This is essential as we move up the spiral, returning to our starting point, yet from a higher vantage point. This gives us the ability to achieve closure and move on.
Collectively, we are now at this point. The start of the new cycle will manifest differently for everyone.
Those that are ‘asleep’ will awaken and begin to thread the path of inquiry that the wayshowers have long walked. Their path will however, be much easier and quicker than ours, with many wayshowers having fulfilled their soul-contracts to assist in this way.
Wayshowers, those who are already awake and aware, may very well find themselves in the first wave of Ascension. It depends on individual soul-contracts. Some have agreed to wait a bit longer than the first wave. Others have agreed to wait till last. These latter folks are whom Archangel Michael refers to as the pillars.
Where do I fit in? I do not know for certain but I am inclined to believe that I will ascend with the first wave. It seems to fit with Sri Krishna’s assessment, and with what I am told is my major purpose in assisting with Ascension-teaching. I could be wrong, but one can but hope, right?
I wanted a heart opening and I got open-heart surgery.
I need to be more specific next time.
Kidding aside, I’m home, groggy, sounding more like Donald Duck than Marlon Brando and having a waking span of … not very long.
The medical teams at St. Paul’s were totally professional, mature, and yet compassionate.
I didn’t know that such a level of functioning was possible across an organization.
I was very impressed and seeing them operate that way will have an effect on me when I’m hiring for my projects.
So, the total cost to me of extended medical care for heart surgery? Zero, zip, nada. I walked out of St. Paul’s without having reached into my pocket – except to buy chocolate milk and a devilled egg sandwich.
Please don’t allow people to convince you that universal medicare is communism or socialism. That’s nonsense. It’s humane.
I had a major breakthrough relative to humanitarian philanthropy, a small booklet I read which erased basic problems I was having in conceptualization. I’ll share more about that later, as the lights come back on.
I also enjoyed watching how the Mother and Michael took care of me. I’ve told you some instances already.
Today as my friend was driving me home, she asked where we might find a parking space. Being a smartypants I said, “Right out front.”
We turned the corner and there was a parking space right out front.
I walked towards the door and asked myself how I’d get word to Phil, the manager, that I was home, when he suddenly appeared around the corner … and that was handled.
And so it has gone. I think the same assistance is available to any committed lightworker in these times.
Thank you so much to Suzi for having carried the load (and carrying it a bit further as well) and to Sitara and Kathleen for pitching in.
Gonna sleep further and wait for the lights to come back on.
Thank you all for allowing me this space to recover from major surgery. I’ve already healed significantly and I expect the rest of the journey to be equally swift as well.
November 5, 2019, awakeningspark.com
This is it. We are here. Now. At the proverbial starting line of Ascension. It has all come to this.
Following my last piece, I Feel Peace, (pun intended) I am still in that sublime state. Surely, there are ripples on the surface that Peace, but it runs only surface deep.
I am not particularly drawn to meditation, or any other spiritual practice or discipline. I seem to be in a state of stasis or limbo… waiting… waiting…
I tuned in to find out what I was waiting for exactly. I saw myself as if in a cocoon, fully developed and ready to emerge (ascend). I was reminded of Sri Krishna’s observations to me earlier this year,
“If you were a caterpillar you would be in the cocoon or the chrysalis at the dawn.”*
So why the wait to emerge? I was shown an image of the starting line of a race, where all participants take their starting positions, and starting pose, waiting for the signal to start. Some lightworkers were already poised and ready. Others were still doing their final warm-ups and stretches.
I understood that all the wayshowers would ascend as one. Millions of us going together in the first wave of Ascension. The planetary impact of that would be HUGE! We would literally create the ‘Event’.
This is where we are at now. The gradual aspect of Ascension is over for us wayshowers. Now comes the great quantum jump.
A recent message from Archangel Michael informed us that the period from October 10, 2019 to January 12, 2020 will see the mass awakening of humanity, whereas those already awakened and aware will be called into greater service.
Likewise, another message from St. Germaine also spoke of this time,
“That is what this is all about now, as you are all preparing to be a part of that first wave of ascension. Some of you are already in that ascension now.”
We all know the dangers and difficulty of putting a specific time-frame to energetic occurrences. So while I hope dearly that these next few months will be very interesting, I am cautious about making any predictions. We have all been wrong before where that was concerned.