Bow Deeply to Yourself – Pamela Kribbe channels Jeshua


Bow Deeply to Yourself

Pamela Kribbe channels Jeshua

Dear friends, beautiful children of humanity,

I am Jeshua, your brother and friend. I am with you; I hold your hand. I have also traveled the path you are on and I have known the depths of despair, intense sadness, and nostalgia for Home. I know you inwardly, because you are my loved ones, my family. I welcome you here and now.

You are the carrier of a holy command: to spread the light of Heaven, and the feeling of love of Home, here on Earth. And first of all for yourself, so as to lighten your load from within by love, gentleness, and humility toward yourself. You are asked to bow deeply to who you are in order to give form here to the light of your soul. Can you do that? You can put your hands together in front of your heart in the well-known Oriental salute (Namaste: “I bow to you”) and bow to yourself. And why do I ask this of you? Because you do not bow to yourself, often or willingly.

To bow to yourself means completely accepting yourself as you are now – totally being yourself and letting go of everything else, as with one gentle out-breath. Being complete in the moment is true humility, but that is not all. In this humility, in bowing to yourself, lies a trust that there is a perfect seed-being within you that wishes nothing more than to break open, to flourish, and to grow. What nourishes that seed-being, what makes it burst into bloom and growth? It is your silent attention, your appreciation and nurturing, which most feeds this seed-being.

Take a step back, and see yourself as the great and special being you are. Inwardly, reach toward it with your hands in admiration, as if you are coming near to something wonderfully precious. You might see it as a child, or as the seed of a plant, or perhaps you see a collection of colors or energies, but what you are actually seeing is the soul-being that you are.

The soul gradually awakens through vast currents of time and space. From the soul flow different streams that touch and visit the Earth, and those are your incarnations on Earth. From each and every incarnation, the soul takes on something within herself: experiences, knowledge, wisdom, and also pain and misunderstanding, and the soul must digest all of this. The soul finds itself in a constant process of transformation, of growth, which becomes ever more exuberant. The seed germinates, and what comes out is a wonder, a being of beauty and splendor that grows infinitely more grand into the cosmos.

By growing and flourishing, the light spreads as a unique manifestation, because not a single soul is the same. Every soul spreads the light of the universe, the light of God, in a personal manner. You are now in one of the many incarnations of your soul. You are like a ray of sun connected to your soul, and because you are connected with your soul, you also stand in connection with the other rays of incarnation of your soul.

Within the incarnation that you now find yourself, something special is underway, something miraculous: the energy on Earth is beginning to change. People are finding more and better access to their inner reality and to their souls. The veil, as you call it, between the other side and everyday life becomes thinner and more transparent. People are seeking and groping for meaning and significance in their lives. The Earth itself, and the spheres around the Earth, change along with that seeking so they become more permeable and accessible to higher vibrations and essential truths.

You are the ones who want to absorb it all and to bring down to Earth that knowledge of your soul and your connection with the One, that which connects all souls. You thirst for that connection, and this lifetime is very suitable for doing that. Life on Earth, as a whole, now wants to go toward a different vibration and become radiant at the level of the soul, and with the lightness, the harmony, and the inspiration that goes with it.

You are the recipients, the channels for this new energy that is now being born on Earth. In receiving your soul’s energy, information is freed, and along with that freeing often come old emotional charges from previous lives – as you call them – from other incarnations, other rays of the sun that is your soul. This happens for a reason. As you become acquainted with those emotional charges and consciously redeem and transform them, you bring peace to your soul. Oftentimes, you see the soul as higher than your small personality, but the truth is that the soul learns and grows and begins to bloom through the interaction with her incarnations, with you. So do not underestimate the meaning of your life here and now on Earth. You make a difference for your soul. As you live with openness and awareness, and bow to the reality of who you are, you enrich your soul on the deepest level.

I want to now talk about those heavy emotions, the deep pain and doubts, partly borne from other incarnations, which come up in you at this time, and simultaneously come up in many other people. This process is not just an individual process, it is a collective one, as well, and one of great significance, not only for you, but for the entire collective consciousness on Earth. It also effects the non-human beings and nature in general.

You are potentially a profound transformer of old energy, and you sometimes have to deal with violent old emotional charges that confuse you. With your human mind, you cannot even imagine, let alone properly overview, all that wants to become free inside you so as to be healed. Very deep layers of old pain and homesickness are now coming to light, not only within you, but at the same time also in others with whom you are connected. Whether you want to or not, whether you realize this or not, you are not just a midwife for yourself, but simultaneously for a whole movement that wants to unfold at this time. To fulfill this role of midwife, you need to possess the power of self-awareness.

At the same time, it is part of the deepest trauma of being human to be deprived of the strength of self-awareness, to have become alienated from your deepest original knowing, your instinct for wisdom and truth. The deep impotence that lives in people is their biggest obstacle for receiving and transmitting a new energy on Earth. People have become deeply discouraged in their belief in themselves, so feel that discouragement for a moment.

Feel the “neediness” in yourself to be nourished by outside sources, through other people, and through knowledge and wisdom from “experts”, whose answers seem very certain and well substantiated. This need also plays a part in your relationships. How often are you looking for recognition from outside yourself, for the feeling of being allowed to be there? So deep is the inner void in most people that they are not aware of the constant search for outside affirmation. Feel the void in yourself; it is a sign of strength to be aware of this.

Imagine yourself to be a pit into which someone falls, a lonely hollow surrounded by gray walls, with no means of connection, security, and warmth. Almost every human being on Earth has such an inner void. See that figure in yourself that falls; see the desperation in its eyes. See it grope about and around itself for outside support. Why have you become so far removed from your inner knowledge, your inner courage and fortitude?

The answer lies in the history of the Earth. There has been an interaction of power and powerlessness. There was, and is, a force on Earth that is not coming from the Light, but that feeds on the pain of others and feels itself grow through power and control. On a deep level, you all have been affected by this power you might call “bad” or “evil’, in the sense that it is a force that you reject because it wants to make you small and weak.

You can see that power and that force active in the past in politics, in religion – in all spheres of society. And that power – and the demands, prejudices, and taboos that accompany it – has become internalized in people who have taken in that energy and have begun thinking and acting in the same way. That dark force, of which I now speak, is also a part of God, contradictory as this may sound. It is a part that has lost its way, become cut off and fallen into a deep emptiness, where the striving for power seems to be the only way out. Realize that each soul, each living being, has known, within themselves, this striving for power and also exercised it. You have been in the role of both offender and victim. The play of dark and light is part of the universe.

It is now time for change. A play of energies can create an upward or a downward spiral. In an upward spiral, darkness and negativity can become an engine of growth and therefore have meaning. But in a downward spiral, meaning is missing and the suffering and the pain can throw a deep shadow that is no longer productive and throws a stifling shroud over people. This has happened on Earth, but it is now time to reverse the spiral and to give it an upward thrust. The Earth asks for it, because it can no longer bear the stifling shroud of negativity, with its pollution and suffocation. And humanity can no longer bear it, because there is too much suffering. Therefore, there sounds, from very deep within humanity, the call for change, healing, and a turning toward the light. You are the ones who have heard that call in your being, so it is important to realize who you are and with what forces and power games you are dealing.

You sometimes think about it too lightly and at other times too seriously. You take it too lightly when you are impatient and want to force yourself into the light. You want to go faster than you can handle. At those times, you do not bow to yourself, but instead you struggle against yourself, you think that things need to be different. It is then not your heart that speaks, but your will, which speaks for a need for control and power. You need to stand back and take into account the extent of the healing processes you are going through. Only then can it deeply descend into your being, all the way to your foundation and thereby return to the light.

On the other hand, you sometimes experience this process as too burdensome. You threaten to succumb to your own feelings of being choked, a tightness of the chest, despair, and loneliness here on Earth. Those are times when I, and all the guides around you, want to be very close to support you, because we want to tell you how dear you are and how you may be open to the light. Your soul is very near. Thus, you are asked to have respect for everything that lives in you, even when there is much there that is heavy; to see this life as one of healing and integration, and to allow your inner process to unfold at a pace you need so as to be able to keep yourself in balance.

Realize how important this inner process is. You often look to the outer side of life, and to what kind of achievements someone makes in society and the visible form it takes that is so important in your world. But much more important is what is taking place within your heart, your feelings, your mind, and see if you can really create space in yourself for those old emotional charges and energies – sometimes from long ago lives – that want to come to the light, here and now.

You are often “moving mountains”, but because the results are not immediately visible outwardly, you think about it too disparagingly. Honor yourself; see the greatness of what you are doing! Respect your inner process. And when it becomes too heavy and those old emotional charges that come up become too stifling, go all the way inward to your core. Feel that eternal, imperishable power and remind yourself of who you really are. Even though you are now here on Earth in a body of flesh and blood, basically you are free – totally free. You are an unbound being of light; you can be everywhere at the same time.

You might occasionally long for a different world and want to connect with the inner realms of light from which you came. And, on occasion, you can withdraw from this world and see deep within yourself that you do not belong here, in the sense that you are not part of the heavy energies that prevail here. In this way, you go in and out of the world. You take part in it, you digest and transform old emotional charges from former times, but you can also retreat back into your light, into your playfulness and freedom. See how you are a bridge between dark and light. That is the real meaning of being human.

Feel your greatness in doing this, and that is what I want to emphasize today. You are the teachers of a new time; you build the bridge. Recognize yourself! Do not hide behind dishonest and false modesty or humility. Show your greatness! Show who you really are.

Let the light of your soul radiate right now. With each breath, you let go and become even more open to your soul light. Feel that sun radiate. Feel how light it becomes in this place because you all are here together. This imperishable light is what you are. That is why I greet you as brothers and sisters; that is why I believe in you as trailblazers of a new time on Earth.

Thank you so much for your attention.


© Pamela Kribbe



The Consciousness Of The Initiate – Jeshua through Judith Coates @ Oakbridge University

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Jeshua Speaks About:January 2016

The Consciousness Of The Initiate

Beloved one, you are the initiate, the beginning one, the one who is seeking, the one who wants to find. There is a certain feeling of excitement which comes with being the initiate: you want to know everything there is to experience in life.

Now, as we have spoken many times, this lifetime is an extension of what you have experienced here and on other planetary bodies, for this is not your first lifetime here on holy Mother Earth and it is not your first lifetime, as you would characterize a lifetime, in expression.

You have known lifetimes on holy Mother Earth as the small beings, as the large beings, all that you can imagine to be animate—and inanimate—and you have experienced other planetary bodies in other star constellations as well, because you have wanted to know, “Where can I go? How can I be? How will it feel? What questions will I ask of myself, and if there are others, what will I ask of them?”

So you have come what you would see to be a long journey. You have fashioned for yourself many experiences, and you keep adding to those experiences. As the one who is seeking, you are sitting with a wealth of experiences from other lifetimes— as you call a certain segment of expression—other lifetimes where you have been in what you would call now unfamiliar territory, and yet at the time it was familiar, because you were creating it as you are creating this lifetime.

You have experienced and you have expressed: that is the nature of divinity, to always be going forward to experience and express all of divinity in every creative way that you can imagine in any one time—and outside of time. Now, that is very hard to understand as you work within this paradigm that is so governed by time. But in truth, you have known timelessness, where you have known yourself just to be.

There are times—if you will pardon the pun—in this lifetime when you are in meditation, when you are taking yourself out of time, when you can feel yourself to be no longer governed by time. Then you come back to this experience and you see that perhaps twenty-five or thirty minutes have passed. If you are very lucky, perhaps a whole hour has passed, and you have not had an interruption which brought you back. During that time you were timeless. You knew the expansiveness of just being.

This is why I say to you many times to please spend some time each day in quietness, in meditation, even if it is just for five minutes, because if you experience a very deep satisfaction in the five minutes, you are going to want to have ten or fifteen. And you will find, much to your surprise, that you get as much done in that day as you would if you went rushing around not taking the ten or fifteen minutes. (Smile)

You are the makers of time. You are the ones who put it forth. You are the ones who expand it. You are the ones who contract it from time to time. You are the ones who get in the vehicle with only ten minutes to get to a place which is going to require twenty minutes to get there, and you get there in ten minutes. And you wonder, “How did that happen?” The next time that happens for you, stop and think and realize—make real in your awareness—that you are the creator of time.

On a day when you find that you have too many things to do in that day and there is no way you think you are going to fit everything in, stop for a moment, breathe, and expand the time so that you will get everything done smoothly without the feeling of tension, the feeling that you have to run everywhere. You know the feeling of having ten things on the mind at once, and you forget nine of them. Sometimes you laugh about it if you remember even one of them.

The initiate is looking for, searching for meaning, wanting to know the meaning of life. “Why am I here? Who am I?” When the initiate comes to the consciousness of realizing that the answer to everything is love, there is great laughter, a great relief, a great freedom.

The world speaks that, “There is so much that you have to be doing. You have to know this; you have to know that. You have to be here; you have to be there. And you have to have it all done yesterday.” And yet you know that the answer is to be at peace. Everything—you have experienced this—everything will get done in its own timing. Even if there does not seem to be enough time to do things, everything that needs to be done will be done. And it is much easier if you do it in Love.

No matter what you have to do, as you approach it in a playful manner, it becomes much easier to do. It may be the same question, maybe the same people, maybe the same old ritual that has to be undertaken, but as you will approach it in a new way of looking at it, in a way that says, “This doesn’t have to be hard; I’m going to try out a new way; I’m going to try out a new way of smiling my way through it,” there is a most wondrous thing which happens.

As you go through a day smiling, ones first of all wonder, “What does she know that I don’t know? Why is he smiling? Why does she love? How can he be so sure that he can be nice to another person and he won’t run out of niceness?” Always there will be enough of it to give. You have experienced for yourself that the more you give, the more it is replenished, because truly it flows through you.

The consciousness of the initiate is one of seeking and yet one of knowing that he/she has found. The consciousness of the initiate says, “I want to know. I want to experience the ease of life. I want to experience who I really am. I want to play on this playground that sometimes feels that it has broken glass all over and it will be treacherous. And yet I want to know that the broken glass is like rubber and it will not hurt me. I want to know that this is truly a playground.”

When the consciousness of the initiate comes to a certain place of acceptance, knowing that there is only one answer to any question—love— the initiate becomes the master. You are the master. You have come here once again to play, to rediscover. That is all that is happening. You are rediscovering that which you have already known. You are rediscovering that life does not have to be difficult. You are rediscovering that there is only one answer, and it is very easy: to be in love.

As you are beginning what you have decreed to be a new year, be aware of the consciousness of the initiate which you are: seeking to know new adventures, new experiences in this year. And acknowledge the master who has found and remembered, for truly you are both the initiate and the master—in Love.

So be it.

– Jeshua ben Joseph (Jesus)
in expression through Judith


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The Expanded Reality – Jeshua through Judith Coates @ Oakbridge University

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ART : Song of The Morning – Nicholas Roerich

The Expanded Reality

Beloved one, now we are going to have fun. We are going to speak of something that is mind expanding, something that will also allow the heart to open and resonate. We are going to speak of something that your scientists, the ones who study the heavens and the sky, have been finding out: the universe is expanding.

Moreover, they have studied the various galaxies within the universe, and they are finding that the galaxies do not stay in one position, but they are moving and expanding as the whole universe is expanding. Furthermore, they have found ways to measure how much the various galaxies are moving.

Now, for the most part, you are very busy in your own sphere, right here. You do not give too much thought as to what is out there, even to what is happening with the brilliant star in your galaxy. Stop for a moment and think how wondrous it is that you are here as a point of Intelligence and you know about your star. You know that your star is one among many in what is called the Milky Way Galaxy, the galaxy where you are. Think how tremendous this is, that you are a point of Intelligence right here, yet at any moment you can expand your understanding to know that your sun is a brilliant star; not the brightest in the Milky Way, but it serves a good purpose. It keeps you warm and allows the crops to grow. It is one star among many in your galaxy.

Think how huge that is! Stop for a moment and take in what that means. You have not only created a star around which your planet is revolving, but you get to change everything with the seasons as holy Mother Earth turns as She circles the star. Now think of the other planets. Think of the other stars in this galaxy, and then recognize that this galaxy is not the only galaxy. How huge this is! From one point of Intelligence, as you are here now, using what is called the imagination, you take in what this must mean just in small measure.

There are many galaxies, and within each galaxy there are many suns. Around the many suns, there are planets going around in their order. And here you are. You have created it all! It is within your reality. It is within your reality—lower case “r”— as we speak of it. It is within your Reality—capital “R”—because again it comes from the Reality Source which you are.

Now, that is great, is it not, to be here and contemplate that which you can create, that which you have created, that which you can begin to sort of, maybe, understand a bit?

Now, your scientists have been studying the galaxies because they want to know what a galaxy is. How many stars are in galaxies? They have devised how to measure, how to see, how to study this. Because at first, when you were the shepherd (and you were) sitting in your field watching your flocks by night, you studied the heavens, and you could see the most brilliant stars. You watched the seasons change and you saw that the star positions changed. As time went on, you wanted to know more. Therefore, you asked of the brothers and sisters, “Make for me some means that I can see a little farther, a little more clearly, a little more of what must be up there.”

So, over time, all of you working together have brought forth the technology so that you can now see, standing here on holy Mother Earth, what is out there almost as far as you can imagine. Then you said, “What would it be like to be out amongst some of these star formations?” And so you have sent out a mechanized being, such as your science fiction tells about. And, by the way, where does your science fiction come from? It comes from you. It comes from your imagination of stepping one further step out and saying, “What if…?”

Your scientists now, because they can measure the movement of the galaxies themselves—not only just the stars, but also the galaxies themselves—are predicting that if everything stays its course, within three to four billion years the Andromeda Galaxy is going to intersect with the Milky Way Galaxy. That is going to be quite a show!

It is predicted that within three to four billion years—closer to four billion years—they are going to intersect, and within six billion years the two galaxies will merge into one, bringing all the star formations and all the planets that are in rotation around them into a new course because of the gravitational pull of the different star systems and with the dark matter that your scientists have yet to understand. The gravitational force is going to be working on the two galaxies as they intersect.

Now, you say, “What does that have to do with me? I’m probably not going to be around in six billion years or even three to four billion years. I can’t even imagine how far out that has to be.” But I say to you right now, because all time is Now, it is happening right now. And that which you are understanding your scientists to say, is happening, and your Intelligence is there right now.

Your Intelligence is right there in the Andromeda Galaxy as well as in the Milky Way Galaxy. Why? Because there is only one extension of the creative Principle. There is only one Intelligence—capital “I”—and that is you. Now, before separated ego gets carried away and says, “Well, it can’t really be me; I don’t know even half of this,” come with me. You are much more—this is the message—you are much more than you have thought yourself to be. You are not separate from all Intelligence, and you are not separate from what seems to be billions of years away. There is you at this moment living in the Andromeda Galaxy. It is an expanding thought.

In your next meditation, I would invite you to speak to the Intelligence of you which is you upon a body in the Andromeda Galaxy and say, “Hey, I hear that in a certain amount of time I am going to meet up with you.” Because you are. And because time is always Now, it can be even tomorrow.

The revelation I want you to take away from this message is: how great you are! Not just the little speck of dust that you see yourself to be, hurrying around, trying to get somewhere on time, trying to get all of the things done that need to be done. You are much more than that. You do not recognize it, for the most part, but you can. And you will not blow all of the circuits you sit in meditation and expand your receptivity to take in more of yourself.

Ones have asked, “If I really hook up with Who I am, and I am somewhere else far, far away and in a star system far, far away, is that going to impact what I am doing here?” Yes and no.

You will still be waking up in the morning. You will still be eating breakfast, you will still be drinking your tea or coffee or mocha or latte or whatever. You are still going to be doing that which you have planned for the day, unless, of course, it gets changed. You are still going to be carrying on with the routine, but you are going to have a new way of looking at it.

What you will be seeing is how great the Intelligence—capital “I”—has to be if all of this has been created, if all of this does exist, within what? Within a tiny bubble of reality. That is how great you are.

You have very specific focus upon the body, upon the mind, upon that which you think you have to do to finish what you have planned for the day. You have the most miraculous focusing ability to keep on keeping on.

You have examples in this day and time of your friends, ones you have known, who have released the focus upon the body, and they have moved to what you would call the other side of the veil. We have spoken to you in previous times that that veil is becoming thinner and thinner all of the time, and there will come a time when you will be able to have conversation with them. You are going to be able to feel them—that will come first—and then you will be able to see them.

“Will I recognize them?” Yes, you will recognize them. There will be an energy about them that you recognize, and there will be a loving coming together, a welcoming, because your heart yearns for them.

Now, I ask you, why does your heart yearn for them? Why do you want to see certain loved ones again? Because truly you are joined in love. You are one in the space of love. There have been ones in your life where you have been very, very close, and you have loved them as your own being. And it is true: they are your own being. You are not separate from anything at all, and you are not separate from anyone or anything which you have loved. You always have that love, no matter if it is a person or a four-footed one or any other example which allows the heart to open.

You have focus, very specific focus, and I have spoken to you many times that it is a miracle that you do to keep the focus so specific, to say, “Well, this is me. I am here. These are my friends. These are the walls, and this is a house,” etc. while shutting out all of the Allness, all of the greatness that we have just spoken about. And yet, in a moment you can bring that back with a thought.

It is a miracle what you do and, for the most part, you do not focus on the miracle; you focus on what might be lacking, what you might have said that could have been said better, what you should have done, where you should have gone, etc. You focus on all the things that seem to be not quite perfect, endeavoring to make them perfect, and in truth, they already are.

It takes only the change of focus which we have talked about many times, the change of focus to come back to the heart, back to the place which knows. NOT the mind. The mind loves to play and to send you on great adventurous treks, journeys, different places, to the point where you say, “Stop this already! I am tired.”

Then the heart speaks. And what does the heart say? The heart speaks true. It speaks of love. It says you are loved. Everything you have ever thought you did, what others may have done, really did not happen. “WOW! How can you say that? It really didn’t happen?”

Because it really did not happen. It happened in your mind. You made it up. And the wonderful part of that is, if you made it up, you can change it. You can go back at any time—hear this well—you can go back at any time and rewrite your history. You can go back and change that which you said, that which they said, that which seems in your memory—“This is what I think they said; this is what I think they did; but you know, that’s all in the past. I can change that.” And you can.

These are not just flowery words. This is the Truth of your being. You are the creator, right here in this point of focus. You are creating that which you experience, You are interpreting that which you experience, and oftentimes your interpretation is false. You can put it behind you.

There is a very famous saying that you have in your holy book, where I said unto Satan, “Get thee behind me! I’m done with you. Get behind me. That is the past. I am walking on.” It was not so much that Satan had to get behind me, but that I was walking away from the possibility that there could be something wrong.

Nothing is ever wrong. No one ever does or says something wrong to you. But you interpret it as if they do. And a lot of times because of past inclination, you say, “Well, that wasn’t so good. I don’t like that.” Or you say, “Hey, that’s really good. I want more of that!” It all comes down to interpretation, and that can vary, not only from lifetime to lifetime, but even from day to day as to how you see something. Something can happen, and on one day you will say, “Oh, gee, I wish that hadn’t happened. I really don’t like that.” But the next day you say, “Oh, well, that’s how that fits in. Okay.” And then it makes more sense.

You are a powerful creator. That is the point I am making. You are more powerful than you have ever recognized yourself to be. You think that you are a separate point of Intelligence, separate from everything else, but you are not. You are the Intelligence of the universe. You have heard that said, but what does it mean? You are the Intelligence that recognizes that you are more vast than what you have ever thought yourself to be.

Okay. Your Andromeda Galaxy is on a collision course with the Milky Way Galaxy. “Wow! But what does that have to do with me?” Everything! Everything. It has to do with all that you are, because it brings clearly to your recognition the power that you must be in order to create and to acknowledge that there could be such a thing as two galaxies—and there are more than two—and you are very much the creator of that which you take into your reality. You are very much the creator of all that plays in your mind, in your reality.

Now, are there other realities that do not experience the possibility of galaxies colliding and merging? Of course. There are other realities that do not have within the imaginative force the idea of galaxies or stars. There are other realities that flow like liquid crystal. We have spoken of that at other times, something that feels a bit different than what you have made as the flesh and bones of the body, and yet it has Intelligence. And it is as much an aspect of Intelligence as you are. You have known, and will know, other forms of Intelligence as beings. That is what this message is all about. It is to expand your mind to the place where it asks for verification from the heart: “Is this true?” And the heart says, “Yes, it is true.”

It is time now that you awaken to more of What you are—not only who you are. We have spoken other times of the various personalities that you have played as you would be upon the stage and you are in a certain scripting. You have been the various “Who’s.” Now you are looking at your creations, what you create, what you play with, as ideas in the mind, and the power that you have: the power that you have to put yourself forward into an aspect where you can imagine a time three to four billion years from now when the galaxies come together. You are the one who is writing the script. Is it going to be a great collision? Is it going to be destroying everything that has ever been? It could be. Probably not. Love does not write a script quite like that. A melding of the two is more likely.

Play with that in your next meditation. What would it look like to see two galaxies, with millions of stars, millions of solar systems, coming together? Well, it depends, does it not? If you want an action movie— Wow! there you would have a script! Or if you want a movie where everything happens in peace and order, you can have that. And in truth, you do not have to choose, because you can have it all. You live in an ever-expanding reality.

How great thou art. So be it.

– Jeshua ben Joseph (Jesus)
in expression through Judith


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The Long Road Home – Jeshua through Judith Coates @ Oakbridge University

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ART : Faith in Her Path – Soraya Nulliah


Jeshua Speaks About:November 2015

The Long Road Home

Beloved one, I would speak with you now about the long road Home. You have felt for many lifetimes that you were not Home, that you wanted to find Home again. You have said to the parents sometimes and the ones of the older generation, “Where is Home? I want to go Home.” And they have said to you, “Well, this is your home right here. Here we are; this is your home.” And you have said, “No, not this home, but the Home that I long for in my heart, the Home that I remember and yet cannot quite put it into a visualization, and I can’t quite find it, but I know there is my Home somewhere.”

You have chosen—and there is no judgment with this; it is a very good thing that you have done— you have chosen to take the long road Home. You have chosen to walk everywhere, to see everything, to visit with all of the friends, all of the brothers and sisters who are the Light coalesced into a denser vehicle. You have chosen to know every detour, to know every detail, to walk everywhere, and you have chosen to see everything everywhere you go, because you did not want to miss anything.

Sometimes you have judged self. After you have been down a road a way, you have said, “Well, it’s actually a detour, and I shouldn’t have done it. I’m wasting good time doing this,” and yet you are wealthier for having chosen to go down the long road. So as I have already said, there is no judgment in this. In fact, if there is judgment, it is to say that it is a good choice to know everything that you can create and to know how to create your exit out of it if it does not feel pleasant.

You have the enquiring mind. You want to know what else there is, even to the point of, “What can I create which is unlike love?”

So you create situations, and you may know right away that it is not love. It does not feel good. Then you sometimes begin to beat up self and say, “Well, why did I choose this?” You chose it so you would know what is down that road, and not to have to go down it again. Sometimes you do choose to go down it again, and that is okay, because truly you never actually make the same choices and have the same experiences. Each time you go down what seems to be the same road, you experience it a bit differently.

Now, I know that for some of you, what you have grown up with at home has maybe not been all that loving. Know you why you choose that? And you do choose it. You put together a script and a choice; you do this before the incarnation. You choose in broad fashion—not down to little details, but in broad fashion—what kind of script you will play, what kind of play you are going to be an actor in.

I know that many have chosen a bit of a hardship in the biological family and the upbringing—which has been more of a downtrodden rather than an upbringing. Then you have said to yourself, “Why did this happen to me?”

You have understood that perhaps you have been fashioning that which you have experienced, and then you have questioned, “Why would I choose such a thing?” You have chosen it in order to prove to yourself how strong you are and how strong love is. Because no matter what has happened to you in your growing up years, your adult years, no matter what has happened seemingly to you, you have been able to feel the power of love and to give it forth to other ones.

You have found mates. You have found the small offspring, where your heart has opened and you have loved them with a pure love. Yes, after a while it might get tainted with a bit of worldly judgment of it, but your basic nature and the basic gift that you give is love.

That is why you often find yourself teacher of certain treatises, certain writings, because you know the power of love. You know that ones are hungering and thirsting to be healed in the way of accepting love, of feeling the power of love. That is why you accept the role of teacher, because you know the power of love. You know that no matter what has happened to you in the past, it has only made you more convinced of the power of love.

So then you can take the deep breath and you say, “Well, hey, that’s good; okay, I didn’t quite see it that way. I thought I was a failure. I thought I did everything wrong. I thought, gee, if I chose all this muck and mire that I’ve been growing up with and living with, maybe I was stupid to choose it.”

But you are never stupid. You choose from the holy Self of you that which will bring the awakening to yourself and to others: to feel the power of love. That is why you are attracted to certain writings. It is why you choose certain experiences which when you are going through them you say, “I don’t know how I can get through this. I don’t think I can get through this. I don’t see even a glimmer of light. I don’t think I can get through it.”

And then you come another year, five years, ten years down the road, and you look back and you say, “Doggone, but I certainly had strength to come through that. It was not easy.” No, it was not easy, but the power of love within you has brought you through it, and the power of love within you heals everything. It heals the relationships. It heals the body. It heals everything that you experience.

That is the power of Who and What you are, because you are Love. And you have chosen to know the power of forgiveness.

There is power in that; not for the other person—they may never feel any forgiveness; they may actually hold great judgment of self and of everyone else—but for you, you are giving forgiveness, and you are in the space of love, the space which heals. And it is never too late for forgiveness.

All you have to do is to abide in the simplicity of love. That is why I have chosen to call you the holy Child, because you are holy and because you are the Child. Allow yourself to live the life as the child who gets very excited about everything. Everything is a gift to the innocent child. Everything is something wonderful to be explored, understood, and to be given to another person to be shared.

The little child is very much alive in the innocence. That is truly who you are and what you are. That is why I have called you the holy Child, because your inheritance, your nature is one of simplicity, of innocence. As a small child, you come to experience. Then later you may question your choice: “Why did I choose these parents, this experience?”

You chose because it is an opportunity to know the power of love, to know your power as love, and to abide in that space, no matter what is going on around you, and to give top marks to self, because you have chosen to experiment, to adventure, to experience.

You like to know, “What can I discover in this day? Who can I discover in this day? Maybe I will make a new friend in this day,” and you do. “Maybe I will make friends with myself. Oh, where is self?” And you get to go deeper into your understanding of what it means to be the divine Energy having a human experience.

Make the most of it. That is why you have gifted to yourself the human experience; not to worry, as separated ego will suggest: “Oh, well, you have to worry. You have to worry about the children, you have to worry about the parents, you have to worry about your health, you have to worry about the finances, you have to worry about the traffic.”

There is always something that you can be worrying about. Or, you can choose to be That Which you are, and to know deeply for yourself that you are the love which has been sent here by divine order. There has been an order placed before you were born for more love, and you have said, “Okay, I’ll go,” and you have.

You have come to a place where every once in a while you share love with another one—open, easy love that does not have to be judged; it just is, and it feels good. And in that space, there is healing of everything: healing of the body, healing of the emotions, healing of all the experiences that perhaps you judged not to be so wholesome or healing; maybe even the experiences which you have had that were abusive and harsh.

There is healing in knowing true Love; not just human love. Human love comes and goes, as you have experienced, but the divine Self of you is the Love that exists from before time and will exist beyond time itself. That is Who you are. And, yes, it is possible to know it, to feel it. Take it deeply within the consciousness and rejoice.

So be it.

– Jeshua ben Joseph (Jesus)
in expression through Judith


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ART : Faith in Her Path – Soraya Nulliah

Jeshua Speaks about: ABSOLUTE LOVE, INFINITE LIGHT ~ Judith Coates @ Oakbridge University

Copyright Barbara Ann Brennan from Hands of Light

ART : Copyright Barbara Ann Brennan from “Hands of Light”



Now, beloved one, we are going to talk about a vast subject. We are going to talk about God.

First of all, God is not an entity. It is not a He. It is not a She. It is not even an It. God is beyond description, yet the human mind wants to know and wants to define and redefine and change. That is good, because every time you change, you allow an expansion of the consciousness to take in more. You are God, an essence of God, right here, expressing.

You are going to say, “Well, that must be a very tiny percentage of God.” It depends on your self-image, does it not? I will say that you are all of God right here. You do not always activate it. You do not always tune in to it, all of it, but you are God having an experience as a human.

This is not the first experience you have ever had, because you keep adding to it, which is one of the most beautiful things about God. God cannot be contained, cannot be defined in any human terms, any human verbiage. It is beyond all of that, and yet you are the essence come once again to play, come once again to create, come once again to assume a definition, and yet in assuming a definition, you are already limiting God.

I have spoken often that God is Love, and have said to you that love is the closest thing in your experience to understanding the expansiveness of God. When you fall in love with someone, you forget small self. You want to know where they are, what they are doing, what they are thinking, and you cannot wait to meet up with them one more time and to ask, “What have you done in this day? Who did you speak with? What are the ideas that you had today?” You forget yourself, the small self, in love with another one.

I have to use human words to explain God, but God cannot be known by the mind. It cannot be known by definition. It cannot be known by words. But words can be clues as to a feeling, the feeling of expansiveness, the feeling of Allness, the feeling of being accepted without even having to think about being accepted. There is not a thought.

In the love of God, there is not thought. It is an Isness of feeling of being beyond anything that you know in human terms. But human love can give you a clue. Therefore, you have put together the molecules of our holy Mother, the Earth, the dust of the Earth, to make a body. You have brought together energy in a form to express that love, to be able to speak, to hold, to gaze into another’s eyes, and to lose yourself in another’s eyes; being able to forget small self.

This does not have to be just with another human person. It can be with a beloved pet. You look into their eyes, and you lose yourself momentarily or longer. You lose yourself in the love with them. And you think, even with a thought which is not a thought, “I am One with this that I love. I am One with the person, or I am One with the pet. I am One in love with anyone and everyone.”

You come to a place, as your great masters have, where all they live in is love. They do not judge. It is love without judgment. It is love without mind. It is love without thought. It does not judge, because there is nothing to judge. Everything Is, and everything is non-judged. It is Love.

You know, when you are in love with someone, you do not judge. You abide in the place of non-judgment of them, the same as you are hoping that they will not be judging you.

For truly, if they are in love with you, they do not judge. There is not thought. There is only the feeling of Allness, the feeling that, “I have come Home.” Sometimes you find it with another person. Sometimes you find it even in a sentence in a book, where the lights go on, and you know that you are Home in that moment. Or someone may say something to you, and all of a sudden you are accepted in that feeling, and you know that you are Home.

It is a most wonderful true place to be. For truly what you are searching for is to know the feeling of acceptance, the feeling of non-judgment, the feeling of love, where you know that you are perfect. Now, your world does not tell you that. Your world says that always you must be striving to make yourself better. From the time that you were the small infant, the parents have said to you that you are not quite perfect. You could be better. By several different means, they try to impress upon you that you could be better.

Even if you come home from your schooling and you have brought the top marks, the parents, in their desire to make you better, will say, “Well, now, make sure you do this again next month.” And so you say, “But I thought I had already reached that place,” and yes, you have. But it is the parents’ way of wanting to see you perfect, and you are already perfect.

It is the parents’ misguided love—I will put it that way—where they feel they should be able to guide you, mold you, shape you according to their idea of perfection. But it must be left open-ended for you to live out your own perfection, which you may acknowledge later, unless you go into a repetition with the one that you are partners with who is then exampling for you what the parents were doing, and you might live that for a time, or maybe two or three times or more, until finally you have an incarnation where you know—you bring enough remembrance with you from the space of God—where you know that you are perfect already.

You have met ones who seem to go bouncing along through life as the most wonderful beings, and you wonder, “What secret do they know?” They know their perfection. They know that they have come here perfect. But they are yet few in number, because your world is a very strong and harsh taskmaster.

Your world is full of “shoulds”, as you know. My world two thousand years ago had “shoulds” in it as well. There were times when I needed to sit by flowing water and watch the water, which did not judge itself. It only exampled that which it is: the molecules of energy in the shape of water forever flowing. I understood from that that I was energy also, that I had made myself in a certain form and fashion, but truly I was the Father’s work.

I spoke to you of the loving Father which is beyond the human father, because human fathers can sometimes miss the mark a little bit or quite a bit. So, I hope you understand that the Father that I speak of, Abba, is forever loving, because you are Love Itself incarnate, walking around, creating, experiencing.

It behooves you, if you are Love—and I assure you that you are—to be loving; to be loving to the other ones that you have interaction with, but even more than that, to be loving to self. If you do not love self, who is going to love you?

When you take time for self in meditation and quiet, and you commune with the Allness that you are, with the peace that you are, you are touching and living in and dwelling in the Love of God, the Allness of absolute Love that knows no other, knows no judgment, knows no thought, knows only Isness of peace, absolute Love; nothing else exists.

The world is going to say, “Well, those are nice words, but what about the things that I have agreed that I will do? What about the decisions that I have to make? People are waiting for me to make a decision.” I assure you that as you will spend a bit of time for yourself in peace and in quiet, the answers will come to you without having to run around in a frenzy trying to decide what is right. You will know. There will be a quiet knowing that comes to you.

Allow yourself to abide in peace, because that is your birthright. That is from whence you have come, and it is where you are going to go after you lay down the body and have no further use for the body. You are going to go to perfect peace.

Now, I know you have stories. Your religious/philosophical organizations and your authorities, who seem to know more, have given you many stories of what happens after you lay down the body. But, fortunately, some clues have come to you that suggest that you go to a Light; that there is a Light at the end of the tunnel, and you go to that Light.

That Light is your own. That Light is the Light that you are, even while you are focusing upon a human incarnation. You are infinite Light, and you have come from a place of Light. You have come from a consciousness of knowing Light. “And in Him there is no darkness.” Now, I would change that quotation to say, “In God—it is not a gender— there is no darkness. There is only Light.”

You are Light right now as you are activating the body. Your scientists are proving that to you when you have the aura photographs taken, and you see the Light around you. Where is that Light coming from? It is coming from you. That is why it changes from time to time, depending on your emotions (energy in motion) and consciousness. You may have a photograph done one day, and you come back the next day and have the photograph taken, and the Light will be different.

The next time you have opportunity to have the aura photographed, allow yourself to be very, very joyous, because when you are happy—like the little child who rejoices in life— at that point the aura stretches very large.

You are infinite Light. You have come from infinite Light, and infinite Light you will return to when you are finished with the capsule that you have made for yourself to walk around with. When you are finished with this reality, then you will return to the Light, the Light that you are.

You have the most wonderful clues coming for you now, where you do not have to believe that you are going to spend a certain number of years in a place that is going to cleanse you of all of your sins, or in a place that is going to cleanse you by the burning. You know, I have always wondered about that, in that if you burn something, what does it turn into? Ash. And is that clean? You would most often say that ashes are a bit on the dirty side, a bit that you want to wash off. So I have always wondered about that one, how the fire is going to cleanse you. Okay, that is a rumor. That is a story. You have it on good authority that it is not true.

That idea has been given to you to keep you in shape, in form, and to follow “the ones who must know better than I do.” What they tell me must be true. I’m not quite sure why, but I’ve been told that they know better than I do. And so your authorities, your pseudo masters have given you all kinds of stories to keep you in line, to make you follow whatever they wanted you to follow, and—the bottom line—to give your golden coins to the preservation of that story.

The golden coins always seem to be the bottom line—in this world anyway. There is nothing wrong with golden coins. However, if the ownership of golden coins has you owned, then that is where the problem would be. But there is nothing wrong with golden coins, even many golden coins.

You have examples of ones who have many of the golden coins, and they do much good with allowing others to benefit from their giving and their vision of sharing. Some of the other ones, because of past lifetimes where they felt that they did not have enough of the golden coins, will try to keep them as long as they can.

But then, as you have understood from your own lifetimes, the golden coins cannot bring you security, happiness, good health. It is a false belief and a false god to be worshipped. You have, for the most part, come to a balance of understanding golden coins. They are to be used to further the ideals of love and compassion, of Oneness.

Now, as you have seen, in order to define God, you have clues. But any definition you come up with is not the Allness of God, for God cannot be defined or limited. God does not fit into a small package. God is this and more. So when we speak that God is Love, that is a clue to the feeling of God, the feeling of expansiveness, the feeling of peace and the feeling of total acceptance.

For God, if it were a person, would look upon you and see no fault. And God is more than that. It is, as I have said, absolute Love that knows nothing different than Love. And you, as the extension of God come into an incarnation, you are the Light, the Energy of Love. You have put God Energy into manifest form of Light energy, and you have taken a quality from the Allness to demonstrate, to know for yourself that you are much more than just the little speck of dust that some of your religious/philosophical leaders have said that you are—only a little speck of dust.

You are much more than that. You contain within the consciousness, as you allow it to accept and to bring in the Allness, you contain the Allness of God, and yes, you can know it even while being in an incarnation. You have masters who have attained that consciousness, and in seeking the consciousness of Allness it does not mean that there is a denigration of incarnation.

It does not mean that there is anything wrong with choosing an incarnation. In fact, your greatest masters have often chosen an incarnation which is most difficult and requires the most Love. You can touch the space of Love and Allness. It will change your whole outlook on everything. It will afford you a wider vista of what human life is all about and what Life with a capital “L” is. You are absolute Love which has chosen one more time to bring Itself into a smaller form.

You are infinite Light which has made manifest in the physical the Allness of Love. And you are the Light and the Love of Christ. You do not always recognize it in yourself. You sometimes do recognize it in other ones.

You can see it in other ones. And in order for you to see it in another one, you have to have a point of reference within yourself; otherwise, you would not see it. You are the Christ.

You are the Allness of God come into this area of incarnation, bringing the Allness into a space which can then relate to other ones, because you have said, “I want to know all of my parts.” So I say to you, look around. These are all of your parts—and even more.

Go always as the Christ that you are. Christ did not live just two thousand years ago. It was not only embodied in one Yeshua. It lives and moves even in this day and time, and it loves.

Allow yourself to live in Love. You are the Absolute Love, the Infinite Light of God. So be it.


Copyright Barbara Ann Brennan from Hands of Light

Jeshua Speaks about Channeling ~ Judith Coates @ Oakbridge University

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ART : Eclipse ~ Kinuko Y Craft

Jeshua Speaks About:June 2015


Beloved one, many in your world have asked, “What is channeling?” Many have been afraid of it and have said, “Channeling is opening to things that I do not understand.” That statement is very true in the world; the ego sees much to fear because it does not understand, cannot comprehend the Whole Self. Channeling is opening to a greater awareness of Who you are. In the Dream of the holy Child – which is Who you are – you drew an imaginary boundary, a boundary around the body and around the personality that you feel yourself to be, and have said, “This is all there is to me. This is who I am” – forgetting that you were the one who drew the boundary in the first place. You are the one defining the boundary, and in doing that, you have drawn a boundary in a great sea of Beingness, the great sea of Beingness that you are. That boundary exists nowhere except in your own mind and belief.

When you open yourself to a greater awareness, you are opening yourself to the rest of the sea of Light and Beingness. You go beyond the boundary for a moment or two when you sit in meditation and you feel an expanded sense of Self. You are going beyond the self-imposed boundary that you have put there, and you are tapping into the great part of your Self. There is nothing outside of you. There is nothing outside of you. There is nothing to fear. Everything that you experience is in your consciousness, and it is you.

So, therefore, when people in your world who have feared channeling say, “How can you believe in channeling? Why would you want to channel or to see someone channel? That is giving your power away to another being,” know there is nothing outside of you. You, as you witness what is called channeling or allow yourself to “channel”, are opening in awareness to your expanded total Self. I am not separate from you. Even though I am speaking to you as what seems to be another individuality, I am not separate from you. My life is your life and your life is my life. You could not relate to, comprehend, empathize with my life if it were not within your consciousness as your Life. We are One. In channeling, what is happening, what is occurring, is an allowance into an expanded mind. It is an opening up of a greater awareness. It is an exchange similar to what is known in your scientific circle as osmosis, where there are molecules that pass through the membrane. This is what is happening in channeling. When you open yourself to a greater awareness, you get the molecules flowing through the membrane of the boundary that you have put around yourself.

You are not giving your power away. Quite the opposite is true; just the reverse is true: you are reconnecting with your power, even though you may at first identify it as being another individual energy. You are becoming aware of your greater Self. There is no way that you can give your power away. You are the power. You can deny the power. You can deny the power of the total Self by saying that, “I am only what is within this boundary,” but all you do in that moment is to deny your power. You do not give it away. You cannot give it away. It is Who you are. You are that power.

So when others say to you, “What is channeling?” you can say to them, “It is tapping in to the greater Self that I am. It is sharing love and wisdom with other individuals that I perceive to be individual but who are not separate from me.”

As you receive information via channeled methods, allow the same discernment you would use for information received via teachers and friends that you see utilizing the form of a body. Ask yourself, “Is this information in alignment with the Truth as I know it? Does it feel true to me? What is my knowingness?” Abiding in the Heart of yourself, in peace and silence, listen for the still, small Voice. Ask for the verification and understanding that comes from the perspective of whole vision, holy vision.

Allow yourself to channel your Higher Self, as it would be called, for in willingness to contemplate, to dialogue, to channel more of your total Self, you awaken and remember the holy Child that you are.

You are beautiful. When I behold you, when I see you, I behold only your radiance. You have been told that you are an energy field, and this is true. You are a brilliant energy field that stretches out far beyond your imagination. You touch everyone else walking on this planet. You touch everyone else in the far universes. Think not that your life has small meaning. Think not that your life has no purpose. You are an expanded energy field, and you are moving through the imaginary boundary that mankind/womankind has accepted for eons of time. When I look upon you, I see nothing but your radiance. You are beautiful.

Indeed, beloved one, you are a great ray of Light. You are Light and Love expressing in human form in the body, but you are much more than that. You are much more than the body that sits in the chair and much more than the personality with which you identify in this space and time.

Only a percentage of you is expressing at this point of focus, the personality in this space and time. Other percentages of you are expressing in other dimensions, other spaces and other times as well. Because you identify so closely with this focal point, you sometimes feel that this is all there is. But as you have experienced in the expanded consciousness of meditation, you can tune in to the other percentages of the whole and become aware of more of your total Self.

Play with communing with the other percentages of yourself who are experiencing another dimension, another time, another space, and see where they are. What are they doing? How are they feeling? Can you, in your love, talk with them and express love to them? Play with the idea of yourself in other dimensions, and talk with yourself as you express in other times. There is no separation, except as what you would see in the temporary limitation of belief. The communion can happen at any time.

I come today to commune with you, but I do not come alone. I cannot come alone, for the Child of God is One, and wherever I am, I come with my brothers and sisters, those of Love and Light, and the room where you now find yourself, if you will receive it, is full of beings that you would know as friends and masters, guides and angels, full of Love and Light for you.

Blessed is your love and the love of others who are close to you, closer than breathing. I have come to speak with you now because you have called for me. I come anytime that you stop and pause and turn your consciousness and your attention to me. And the same is true for the other masters and friends who are present in this room. Whenever you stop for a moment and call upon them, they are with you.

Those that you may have perceived as having laid down the body and gone on have actually gone nowhere. They are here with you. If there is someone for whom you have felt a loss, someone who has gone from you, and you want to talk with them, know truly that they are still with you and that you can converse with them.

There is no expiration date beyond which you cannot make contact. If there is something you wish to express to a mother or a father or a loved one who has gone on, even years ago, they are still with you, and you can commune with them. The same is true of ones that you have read about and have felt were in your history, maybe a long time ago, and you wish you could have conversation with them.

Beloved one, you can – the same as you are having a conversation with me. They are also present anytime you think of them and want to talk with them. No one is gone from you. There is nothing outside of you.

So if there is something that you wish you had expressed to someone and you feel that they are gone, turn in your meditation to them. Pour out your heart to them. Talk to them and then – just as important – listen, because it may be that they have a message for you. Pour out your heart, talk to them as if you could see them in body, and then listen. Because truly the Child of God is One, and there is no separation.

There has been an evolution in the willingness of mankind to consider the possibility/probability/reality of the expanded awareness that I will call the Whole Mind of God. Books have been scribed, such as the little book that I authored around the turn of your past century, called The Impersonal Life – you may be familiar with that book – and then closer to your time frame now, A Course in Miracles, another book which I have authored. I have been speaking through other channels, and there have been other, as you would perceive, individualities that have expressed in channeled form as the evolution of mankind has progressed, according to what mankind would accept in consciousness. At first the channeled beings seemed very much separate from the one who was lending the body, as in the case of the one known as Ramtha and the one known as Mafu, who have come through full-bodied, seemingly very much an individual personality.

Part of the evolution of the expansion of mankind’s consciousness has been to understand that there could be a channel, a vehicle for information from what seemed to be another dimension. As this has progressed, there has been a refinement in the channeling process itself, to the place now where you experience conscious channeling, conscious expansion.

The veil is becoming very, very thin. You no longer need to perceive the channeled energy as being something separate from you and something perhaps above you, something not as you, and to say, “Well, where does this wisdom come from? Obviously this person who is coming through in the full-body channel is separate from me and has such great wisdom to share with me. How blessed I am to be able to accept this information.” But you are willing now to know – and you are ready now to hear this – that I am One with you. You are experiencing an expansion, a releasing of limited belief of what Reality is.

Know that I am with you as you read these words. The veil that you have perceived to separate us is very, very thin. The evolution of willingness is coming to a place very rapidly now where you will be experiencing conscious communication with me and with other masters, with others that you feel have laid down the body and have gone on. This is part of the evolution of awareness of your total Self. It is something that you have prayed for, you have asked for, and it is something that is now being manifest upon this plane.

Lo, I am with you always. When I said that, seemingly so long ago, I meant it literally. Beloved one, I am with you always.

Truly, the Child of God is One.

— Chapter 1, Jeshua The Personal Christ, Volume I.
Available from Oakbridge University Press


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The Center of the Sun ~ Pamela Kribbe @ The Jeshua Channelings

ART Flora Aube.

 ART : Flora Aube


The Center of the Sun

Pamela channels Jeshua

Translation by Maria Baes and Frank Tehan

Dear friends, I am Jeshua. I represent the Christ energy, which is now born on Earth in and through you. I ask you to imagine my energy as a sun. Just think of the actual Sun, that radiant image of life and strength. You also can see the sun as a metaphor, as an image of yourself, of your own being and soul. Focus your consciousness for a few moments on the center of the Sun, and enter into it with your imagination – do it very calmly and quietly. Feel the immeasurable power of the energy field that is the Sun and feel yourself in the center of that huge volcano of energy. Feel the silence and tranquillity there, and the spontaneous nature of this radiance that happens by itself: the Sun radiates its light outward effortlessly.

Rest, surrounded by light, in the center of the Sun and feel how right and natural it is that you are carried by this source of power. This light is there for you, because you are, in your essence, yourself a sun. Allow yourself to relax and sink into this light. Let this light envelop you in a gentle and loving way: very flowing, warming, but never burning. Allow this light to flow through you completely and to remind you of who you are: a soul, a sun, a star in all the cells of your body. Allow every cell in your body to be imbued with this healing light of your soul-sun.

You can find the center of this sun, your central core, whenever in your daily life you return to the Now by bringing your attention completely into the present. If you are busy with the past or the future, you go out of your center and you lose connection with your light source – that which carries you. But what is the Now really? You are asked to be in the Now, in the moment, in the present, but what is that Now in reality? Once you talk about it, it is already over. The Now is not a minute, not a second; it cannot be actually named as a unit of time. The Now evades you when you want to determine what it is. There are no limiting boundaries to the time that is the Now. The Now defies ordinary ways of thinking.

In the earthly sense, you can calculate time and count it – there are 24 hours in a day, 60 minutes in an hour, 7 days in a week, etc. That way of viewing time is not natural to the human spirit. The Now is free from time – what unit of time can describe it? The human mind cannot contain or understand the Now, because it is not subject to the logic of thought, although it is quite understandable to your feelings. You know what it is like to completely lose yourself in the moment; for example, in an instant of enjoyment. There may have been times when you experienced something beautiful and at the same time you realized how special that moment was. You were aware and completely open to the experience that resonated and flowed through your body, soul, and feelings. When that happens, you are one with the experience and one with the Now you are the Now!

When you are in the Now, you are also then in the center of your sun, your soul, and all change takes place from that central core within you. We talked today about fear and how you feel anxious when you are outside your core and away from your center. Fear is also linked to thinking in calculable time, the past and the future: “What will happen? What will go wrong?” Anticipating the future from fear is very human, but it can happen only if you have moved from your center, moved from the Now. Being in the Now means that all your inner strengths come together and become integrated, and you do this by being completely present in your body, soul, and feelings.

I want to say a little more about the concept of time, and how it can intimidate and frighten you. During the last few decades, there have been many predictions about certain dates that lie in the future. Time is seen then as a sort of line that runs from the present toward the future and on that basis certain events become fixed. By accepting that vision of time, you could then be able to prepare for the coming events, and you can do that from either fear or trust. But is this a true image? Is the future really a straight line on which things are fixed in place? Is the future the sum total of all those hours, days, and months that lie ahead of you? Or is this a wholly restrictive way of looking at time and the future?

You who are here and who hear this, know that there is more to life than what is just visible in the world. You see the form of things – someone’s body, the trees or animals, or even the plants and stones – but you intuit that there is something within all those things that is not visible to the eyes and to the physical senses. You feel something mysterious is there, an inner life, which creates a unique individual or thing. You know you need to look more deeply than just at the surface of things, and you know also what it is to experience joy when you penetrate into their inner world, which is also within you. That is real life; that is the reality of all things. The exterior is only a manifestation of that inner world.

What about time then? If you look at time as a line of quantifiable units or spaces – days, weeks, months, years – than you look at time from only the outside; from the perspective of that which you can measure with a clock or a ruler. But time as seen from the inside, as an experience, is something quite different. That inner perspective becomes evident when you consider the concept of the Now. The concept of the Now can not be based on the clock or on the calendar; it is based on your conscious presence, on your awareness. According to your inner sense of time, time can go very fast or very slow, independently of how the clock ticks.  “Inner time” can stand still when you experience bliss and stretch out endlessly when you are bored; inner time flows according to the way you experience things

What about the future and the past? What is their reality when seen from the inside and not from the outside? Imagine again, for a moment, that you are in the core of the sun of your soul, where in its motionless center there is no time – there is only eternity. Although there is movement in the form of rays radiating out, there is a primordial essence that is always just there. You can call it God consciousness, if you wish, but it is Eternal Life, and it is there inside you, too, deep in your center.

A sun emits rays, and imagine that you are present in those rays that effortlessly radiate from your sun. By way of those rays, you can manifest yourself in many lives and be anywhere in the universe. Every ray is a life in time and space, you might say, in which you have taken on a specific form: a body. You have experiences in that body; it has a beginning and an end; it is born and it dies; it is mortal. To live in such a body, focused in time, you become biologically aware and under the influence of the concept of time. You begin to see things in terms of the finite, but your true center is in the center of your sun and you, as this sun, emit countless rays that are possible manifestations of you in the future – potential lives and expressions of yourself. The future is not fixed; although every timeline is a very real possibility in the Now, you choose to activate one and make it real in your world.

See the past also in this way for a moment. You think there is only one timeline that runs from the past to the Now, but seen from the center point of your sun, that is not so. Behind you lies a whole range of timelines, some of which have become activated by you and your choices, and many others which lie dormant, so to speak, but which might still be activated at some time in your future. The past is not fixed and “over”: you can recreate the past by reinterpreting the experiences you had, by interacting with them from the present. This is possible because the past is not something outside of you, it is not a dot on a line.

I will give an example to clarify this matter. Let us assume you felt afflicted by your past relationship with your mother or your father; that you felt you were not recognized for who you were and experienced fear and a lack of security in that relationship. You believe your life has been determined by that past and you feel a sense of victimhood because of it. You feel you were made into who you are now due partly to your parents, as a product of your upbringing.

But suppose that you, in the course of your life, are going to delve into your consciousness through the process of inner growth. You make the connection with your soul and you go into who you are at your core, the sun within you. Through this process you now form a much broader perspective of your life. You now see your parents in the context of their past, for example, and you now see their powerlessness and their images of fear and negative convictions. You have forgiveness in your heart.

This broader perspective helps you to gradually feel less the victim of your parents. Moreover, you start to see that there is a part of you that has never been really touched by what happened to you, a part that has remained whole and unscathed. You increasingly feel your own autonomy and independence. And the more you connect during your life with the center point of the sun within you, the easier will it be for you to let go of the past, such as your relationship with your parents. The way you experienced that relationship was only one ray, one possible timeline, and by changing your awareness of who you really are, you can shift to another experience of the past, and to another timeline.

You are now able to look at the relationship with your mother and father from the perspective of the soul, of which as a child you were not aware. Since you are now more in your center core, you are able to perceive your parents in a different light, in a more gentle, forgiving way. You can explain to the child within you how certain painful experiences helped you grow and how your parents were unaware of the pain they inflicted. Your present consciousness recreates the past by liberating the energy within you that got imprisoned by it. You are literally creating a new timeline in the past, which will affect your current relationship with your parents. They will sense a difference in you and if they are open to it, your relationship will change for the better. You have opened up the past through your new perception, and thus created a new timeline in which more understanding and love exists. This is a real possibility.

With your consciousness you can break open time. Time is not fixed and closed behind you; the past is not really over. Whatever you have experienced, even when there were traumatizing events in your past which profoundly influenced you, there are openings available from the present to bring comfort, love, and encouragement to yourself in that past. The past is like so many solar rays that come from your core, to which you can still make a connection if you go to the center of the Sun.

You can recreate your own past – enlighten and lighten it – by looking with more understanding at who you were and at the people who were around you. If you do this, you simultaneously recreate the past as well as create a new future, because shedding light on the past and altering the energy you carry from the past will activate a new and brighter future for you. Neither past nor future are fixed; you can influence both of them from the Now moment and you can do so most powerfully when you are in your center, which means you are connected to your soul.

Where you stand in the Now is an experience – a living, creative moment – and not a dash on a ruler, nor a dash on a timeline. From the well of the Now, all timelines spring. The Now is where you are in the present moment – where you are with your full attention is the Now. As soon as you are attentive to this most enlightened and present part of you – your core, your soul, your consciousness – then you radiate from this sun-center toward both your past and your future, and it all comes together. Time is not a straight line; you can imagine it better as an intricate 3D spider web, fanning out in all directions both past and future.

And what can you do with this knowledge in the present, in your everyday life? You can become aware of your own strength and potential. Everything is within the range of your power, both past and future. There is no power outside you; no power that determines your future or says what your past must be – nothing is determined. You are the creator, always, and in every moment. In that sense, you are master over your own past and your own future. If you remain in your core, you can hold on to this consciousness, this source of light. In the continual realization of this source lies your confidence, safety, and surrender. If you are in the center of this sun, you know you can surrender to it – it is apparent and natural for you to do so. However, once you leave the center and start thinking: “How do I escape my terrible past? How do I create a future in this world that is so full of fear and threat?”, you are already out of your core. The art of this transformative process is to go back into your core, your center, and to not want to solve problems through thinking, but to seek solutions from within the core, the center of your sun, the Now – where there is no time! This is the Home where you are who you are, and where there is nothing outside you that can determine or keep you from your destiny.

I ask you to imagine again that you are in the center of this radiant sun that you are. You feel one with the light and strength that is there, and it is effortless for you to do so, because this sun exists within you already. And now imagine that somewhere in that web of rays emitting from your inner sun is a timeline from the past that needs to come more into the light. You do not have to feel or see something concrete, simply imagine that the light from your sun easily fills that dark alleyway from the past. It may be that you do not quite manage to fully rekindle the light there, but the light has made an initial connection with that timeline from the past, so you can come to it again whenever you want to do so. Say to these past events now surrounded by your sun-light: “Everything that needs to receive Light, receives that Light from me. Old pain and trauma that want to be resolved and released can now come forth into my Light.” Let go of all clinging to these past occurrences, they do not define who you are; you are not the darkness you perceive there – you are the Light!  You – operating from the center of your Sun – are the liberator and healer of the past and thereby the creator of the future.

Now go to the future. The future lies around you as a huge 3D spider web with many threads, and you are at its center. The future is not something that comes to you from the outside. The threads of the web spring from your heart; they are spun effortlessly by the continual thoughts and feelings you have. The inner states you fluctuate between create countless possible timelines. You do not have to do anything special to make that happen – it simply happens because you are a sun who cannot help but radiate outwardly. It is in your nature to be a Creator. Now, ask the future, ask that web of timelines to show you what is the brightest thread for you at the moment. Ask: “What do I need to focus on now? What direction should I follow now so that I can walk into a beautiful and radiant future? What do I need to be aware of now, in this moment?” There will come an urging from the center of this sun that you are, so just be open to it. Your soul wants to reassure you and to encourage you to connect with a powerful, beautiful future that is already lying dormant within your being.

Be aware of how effortlessly that future will come to you; you do not have to strive or work for it. Stay in the Now. Feel in your heart how the energy of this beautiful, bright future is already a part of you. In this way, you will draw it to yourself with more ease. Feel that beautiful future in your heart and awaken it by simply rejoicing in it. Be open to its lovely vibration. Invite it into your heart and into your hands, and through your open hands, let it flow out into the Earth. Let it happen – it will take root naturally. Have confidence in your future and feel your sun power deeply within. Feel it in your heart, feel it in your belly, feel it in your legs. Allow that sun power to be grounded through your feet© Pamela Kribbe

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The Atlantis Heritage – Jeshua – channeled by Pamela Kribbe @ Aurelia

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The Atlantis Heritage

Jeshua channeled by Pamela Kribbe

Dear friends,

I AM Jeshua. I stand before you and send you my energy and love.

I would like to be of support to you in these challenging times.

This time of transition on Earth brings many old things to the surface. Old energies emerge from times long gone by, times in which you were incarnate and had lives in which you experienced much. All these old layers now resurface.

I would like to speak of these old times today, to bring you to a deeper understanding of yourselves, of who you are here-and-now. You are old, ancient beings, who carry within a great deal of experience. Long journeys through time and space you have made, and not just on planet Earth.

Please let me take you back to the beginning. There was never a beginning, but for the sake of this story, I speak of a beginning in time, because there was a starting point to the large cycle of lifetimes in which you are now caught up.

I am taking you to the time of your birth as an individual soul, as a separate ‘I’. The ‘I-ness’ that is so familiar to you now, was an altogether new phenomenon in the universe. Being separate and individual, enables you to gather a multitude of experiences, and yes, illusions as well. But that does not make it less valuable. It is precisely in being an ‘I’, in being separate from the whole, and experiencing the illusions that go with it, that you can discover what is not. You can discover an illusion and experience it from the inside out. At first, this was not possible. At first, there was the One and nothing outside of it, like an undifferentiated ocean of love and oneness. Now try and experience fear and ignorance from in there!

In being vulnerable and prone to illusion, you gather an enormous amount of experience, which enables you to really understand what oneness means, what love means at the level of experience. You will understand what love is, not as an abstract concept, but as a living, creative force that moves you and fills your heart and spirit with a deep sense of joy and satisfaction. This is the end goal of your journey, the Homecoming you are longing for: to be God-as-you, to experience oneness as an ‘I’. You do not want to give up your ‘I’ness. It is through the connection of your ‘I’ with the whole, that you experience the deepest joy and that you add your own unique energy stamp to the whole of creation. God-as-you adds something new and precious to creation.

I ask you to go back to the time that this ‘being an I’ took shape for the first time. Back then you were, or were created as, angels. Can you feel the tenderness and innocence of that original energy, that distant beginning in which you were first ‘moulded’, got to know ‘form’.  All of a sudden you were ‘you’, distinct and separate from the others around you, and you experienced the miracle of being an individual. You were still so close to the source of divine light, that you were filled with love and overflowed with joy and creativity. There was an incredible desire in you to experience, to know, to feel and to create. Please go within for a moment, and see whether you can sense the truth of it: that you are an angel in the deepest part of you….

I now take a big leap in time, as I can only give a broad outline of this extensive history. I take you to the beginning of planet Earth. You were present there, you are older than the existence of Earth as a physical planet. Your birth as a pristine I-consciousness, lies much further back than the origin of Earth.

Now imagine that you were contributing to the development of life on Earth. Slowly, life evolved on Earth, through the presence of material elements which offered a broad range of possibilities for consciousnesses to incarnate in material forms or bodies: minerals, plants, and later on, animals. And you were deeply involved in this process of creation. How?

You were the angels and devas who supported and nurtured the vegetable kingdom, who knew the ‘web of life’ on Earth intimately and cared for it deeply. You have also provided animal life forms with love, care and etheric nourishment.

Memories you carry within of ‘paradise’ or the Garden of Eden, of a perfectly balanced nature in which you participated as caregiver and keeper of life, stem from this ancient age. You were not incarnate yet then, but hovering between the ethereal and the physical realms. You were and angel on the verge of being born into matter.

Remember the innocence of that age, remember what it was like to be this angel-deva-consciousness and how dearly you loved the Earth and all manifestations of life on it. Feel the childlike aspect of your consciousness back then. You were like children playing in paradise, always in the mood for adventures, kidding around, laughing, experiencing the joy of freely expressing yourself in a safe environment. Despite your playfulness, you were in great awe of the guiding laws of life and you would not think of treating life forms with anything less than deep fondness and respect.

So, you have been in some sense the parents of life on Earth. This explains why you can be thoroughly shocked by the disturbances of nature by modern technologies, and the general abuse of the forces of nature. Why does it affect you so? It is because you have cherished and nurtured these very energies from the beginning. From your essence you are connected to it, to Earth and its many life forms, as a parent is to her child and a creator to his creation. And back then, when you were angels nurturing Earth life, you knew not why you were doing it.  You acted as children who felt drawn by the calling of yet another adventure, the thrill of the new, and you let yourself be guided simply by what felt joyful and exciting to you. You planted your energy wherever it felt welcome.

Thus, you helped create paradise on Earth: the splendour of life, the abundance of the plant and animal kingdoms, the diversity of life forms and the unconstrained development of it all.

Please hold on to this image for a moment…….remember who you are.

Even if it seems too grandiose, when I tell you this, just allow yourself to fantasize that you were part of this, that you were present as an angel in that Garden of Life, playful, innocent, nurturing and cherishing life.

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Out of paradise  – the first Fall into Experience

Many developments occurred on Earth over millions of years, which are hard to describe in a nutshell. But, at a certain point in time, your blissful adventure in the Garden of Eden was disturbed by an outside influence, which might be termed ‘bad’ or ‘dark’.

From other dimensions in the universe, beings started to meddle with Earth. Their purpose was to exert power and influence over life on Earth. This happening, the interference of powerful dark energies which emerged out of nothing from your point of view, deeply shocked your angel-selves. You were not prepared. This was your first encounter with ‘evil’ and it shook your world to its foundations.  For the first time, you experienced what it was like to not feel safe anymore. You got to know ‘human emotions’: fear, shock, anger, disappointment, grief, outrage: what is this?, what is happening here?!

Sense how the shadows fell upon you in that first encounter with darkness, the dark side of duality. Slowly, the craving for power, which had shocked and horrified you, started to take possession of you yourself. This was because you felt indignation and outrage towards the attackers, and you wanted to defend and protect the Earth against this strange invasion.

I speak of an extraterrestrial influence, a certain race so to speak, the origin of which does not matter much for our tale. What matters is that you partly absorbed the energy of these beings, and thus made a fall. I do not speak of a biblical Fall, as this phrase is associated with sin and guilt, but a fall into experience, into darkness, which was in a sense ‘predestined’ because you were part of the world of duality. By being an ‘I’, by experiencing separateness from the whole, the seeds for duality were born inside of you. It is part of the logic of creation that you will explore all extremes of duality, once you are in it.

You gradually became warriors yourselves, as you desired the power to protect your ‘territory’. A new stage ensued in your history, in which you got caught up in various galactic wars and struggles. Please take a moment to feel this happening, the fall from the playful energy of the angel-child to the harsh and angry energy of the galactic warrior. We are speaking of long periods of time. It may seem grand and unfathomable that you have gone through all this, yet I ask you to allow your imagination to travel with me for a while.

You got caught up in a fierce and grand battle. Part of the science fiction literature familiar to you, describes all this and is actually inspired by real events in a distant past. It is not mere fiction. Much has actually happened and you were deeply involved in it. You lost yourselves in the struggle for power and during this stage of your history you thoroughly experienced the energy of the ego.

I have talked of this before in the Lightworker series (published on this site), and I now want to take another huge leap and tell you what the next important stage was.

After a long, long time, you got tired of fighting. You had had enough. You were getting sad and battle-weary, and a kind of homesickness crept into your hearts. You had long been obsessed with the wars and conflicts you were involved in. The illusion of power can exert an hypnotic influence over an untested, naïve mind. You were naïve and untested when you experienced your first fall into darkness.

But then, at a certain point, an awakening occurred within you. A vague memory of the old days in Paradise stirred in your minds and hearts, reminding you of the joy and innocence you once knew. You wished you could go back there and did not desire to fight anymore. One might say that the energies of the ego had been exhausted in you, by the full experience of it. You had known all sides of the battle, the whole range of emotions having to do with winning and losing, controlling and surrendering, being slayer and slain. You had become disillusioned with power and had discovered that power does not give you what it promises to: love, happiness, fulfilment. You awoke from your hypnotic slumber and yearned for something new.

When you reached out to rise above the energy of struggle, and connect to the energy of the heart, you were again naïve and ‘untested’. You were like children who popped your head over the wall of an altogether new country, in which not struggle or power were the leading forces but love and connection. You followed the calling of your soul and climbed over the wall. And you started to meet each other again and to recognize each other as soulmates, members of the same family. Once you had played together as angels in the Garden of Eden.

The members of the lightworker family, who are part of a same birth wave of souls, looked up on each other again and felt drawn by a common calling, a shared mission. You knew you had to do something to make the major step towards heart consciousness, the return to Paradise, actually happen for you. You felt you had dealings with Earth once again, but this time as a human being, incarnated in a human body, to experience from within what had happened on Earth due to the galactic wars, and your abuse of power.

In your struggle for power, the Earth had always been the focal point of attention. Many galactic parties battled for dominion on Earth and this negatively affected the Earth, all life upon her and the collective soul of evolving humanity. The reason why Earth was such an important target for all these warring parties is not so easily explained. Briefly put, Earth is the starting point of something new: it is a place that brings many different dimensions and realities together and therefore constitutes a crossroads toward the future. Many, many energies meet and mix together on Earth – within the plant, animal, and especially the human kingdom. This is very special. When these energies can peacefully coexist together, it will bring about a huge explosion of light throughout the cosmos. That is why Earth is playing a key role and why she had been in the centre of a great Battle.

You were once part of this battle, as offenders, trying to manipulate life and consciousness on Earth in quite an aggressive manner. This caused harm to the developing human being. Humanity was then in its infant stage, the ‘stage of innocence’. Humanity was ‘inhabited’ by souls who were from a different birth wave than you. We have called them ‘Earth souls’ in the Lightworker Series. It was a group of souls younger than you were, who had manifested on Earth from early on and had to deal with outside, extraterrestrial manipulations which narrowed down the capabilities of the human being. The extraterrestrial forces projected energies of fear and inferiority into the open and young consciousness of man. This enabled them to gain control over them.

I return now to your decision to incarnate on Earth as a human being. You had two motives. First, you sensed you were ready for an inner change and transformation. You wanted to let go of the ego’s battling attitude and grow towards another way of ‘being’. You did not know what exactly this meant; you could not grasp it fully yet, but you sensed that incarnating on Earth would offer you precisely the challenges and possibilities you needed.

Secondly, you knew you had to make up for things that happened on Earth, partly because of your doing. You somehow sensed that, originally, you had a deep bond with Earth based on love and mutual respect, and it had gotten corrupted when you let yourself be enmeshed in war and battle for this very Earth. The two extremes of you, of angel-child and hardened warrior, needed to be brought together and transformed, and what place could be more suitable for this than Earth? You felt deeply connected to this planet and you also sensed a ‘karmic obligation’ to improve conditions on Earth. You wished to change and lift the state of consciousness on Earth. So you became ‘lightworkers’.

You incarnated on Earth at the time of Atlantis.

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Atlantis – the second Fall into Experience

Atlantis was a civilisation that lies much further back in time than the familiar historical era’s. Atlantis gradually came into being about 100.000 years ago and it ended about 10.000 years ago. The first beginnings even predate 100.000 years. Atlantis gradually evolved when extraterrestrial races started to ‘invade’ Earth by actually incarnating in human bodies. These souls in general had a high level of mental development. At that time, societies and communities on Earth were largely made up of Earth souls, and they were ‘primitive societies’ as you call them.

There were, even before Atlantis, many extraterrestrial influences on Earth, from galactic realms that sent thought forms to Earth in different ways. Thought forms are energies that connect themselves to humans at the ethereal or auric level, and thus influence the thoughts and emotions of people. This happens continuously as you absorb ideas and beliefs from your upbringing and society. These surround you as an infectious web. But it can also happen from the ‘astral levels’ surrounding you. The thought forms projected unto you by the galactic warriors were in general controlling and manipulative, but there have always been influences of light and gentleness as well. It is the human himself who decides what he allows in and what not. At a certain moment, the galactic parties wished to have a more profound influence on Earth and there was an opportunity for them to actually inhabit human bodies, in short to incarnate on Earth. Spirit or Life opened up this possibility for them because it fit into their inner path of development. You were one of these parties. In your spiritual literature, folks that stem from these galactic realms are often referred to as ‘star people’ or ‘starseeds’.

Atlantis was the result of a coming together, a mixture of the native Earth societies and the influx of souls that came ‘from the outside’. You, the wave of the lightworker souls, incarnated on Earth because you wished to bring about change and progress and because you wanted to grow yourselves, from an ego-based consciousness to a heart-based consciousness.

When you arrived, it felt very awkward and uncomfortable at first, to be inside of physical human bodies. Living in such dense physical matter gave you a sense of oppression and imprisonment, as you were used to much more fluid and volatile bodies, that possessed more psychic power. In higher (less material or dense) frequencies or dimensions, your psyche has a much greater direct influence on the material environment. By simply thinking of, or wanting something, you can create or attract it immediately to you on these planes. Your mind was used to creating much faster than was possible on Earth. You might say that the reaction time on Earth is much slower. So when you are here for the first time, you have the sensation that you are somehow locked into a solid and unyielding body and you get insecure, since what you desire and aspire does not materialise so easily anymore and your hold over your life and circumstances seems to be quite limited.

So you were confused when you got here. At the same time, you had highly trained mental abilities that were developed during your previous galactic lifetimes. To send out thought forms and project them unto other living beings, requires that you own quite some psychic power. Your mind was like a set of sharp knives, which had to prove their value in an altogether different environment. Your trained mental capacities were an old attainment, and because of the sense of alienation and oppression you experienced on Earth, you instinctively tried to find your way here by using this old attainment. You thus started to exert your mental powers on Earth. Originally, your intention had been to connect with Earth reality from the heart. Before you incarnated, you knew that, despite your formidable analytical and psychic powers, the grounds of your heart lay fallow and were in need of seeds, little seedlings of light. This, however, you ‘forgot’ when you plunged into Earth reality and your consciousness got veiled.

On Earth, you had to deal with the Earth souls, who lived there as human beings, and you did not understand them well. You thought they were instinctive and barbaric beings. You did not understand their direct, spontaneous way of expressing emotions. They were primitive in your eyes, they were attuned to their emotions and instincts more than to their minds. You had abilities and gifts that were different from the natural dispositions of the people on Earth.

Even though you were frequently born and raised as their children (when you were born to Earth soul parents) there gradually developed a social divide between you and them. Because of your superior mental skills, you developed technologies that were formerly unknown. This all happened slowly and naturally. We speak of thousands, even ten thousand years of time.

Without going into the details of this process, I want to ask you to feel the essence of what was happening there. Can you imagine you were part of that? Can you imagine what it must have felt like to end up somewhere you do not truly feel at home and to know: there’s something I planned to do here, but what was it…? Let me see, I have certain abilities and powers at my command……this distinguishes me from many others in my environment……I will make use of these talents to assert myself. Do you recognise this kind of pride and ambition within you? Can you remember it was yours? This is a typical Atlantean energy.

Gradually, a new culture came into being on Earth, a civilisation that brought forth an unprecedented technological development which affected all parts of society. I would like to say a little more about the kind of technology that evolved in Atlantis. What you as ‘star people’ still remembered brightly, despite the veil of forgetfulness, was that you can influence material reality by using the power of your mind, specifically the third eye. The third eye is the energy centre (chakra) of intuition and psychic awareness, and it is located behind your two physical eyes.

The power of the third eye was still very familiar to you in those first incarnations, like a second nature to your soul. You knew ‘how it worked’. You knew that matter (physical reality) has a form of consciousness, is consciousness in a certain state of being. Through this essential insight into the oneness of consciousness and matter, you could affect and form matter, by making inner contact with the consciousness in the piece of matter. In this way, you could literally move matter, manipulate it from the mind. You knew a secret that was  forgotten in more recent times.

Presently, you see matter (physical reality) as separated from consciousness (the mind). Influenced by modern science, you have forgotten that all beings are ensouled: all that is has some form of consciousness that you can connect with and cooperate with in a creative way. This knowledge was self evident to you in those ancient times. But, during Atlantis, when your heart centres had not been awakened fully, your third eye was predominantly controlled by the centre of the will or ego (the solar plexus or third chakra). You stood on the doorway of a new inner reality, the reality of heart-based consciousness, but due to the shock of being submerged in the dense reality of Earth, your tender and fresh inspirations got lost temporarily. You allowed yourselves to be led astray by the excessive use of the will mixed with the power of the third eye. You did aspire to make things better on a larger scale (‘lightwork’) but you did it in a self-centered way, with an authoritarian attitude toward the Earth souls and nature.

In the hey-day of Atlantis, there were many possibilities and the technology was highly advanced, in some areas even more than your present technology, because the power of telepathy and psychic manipulation was much better used and understood. Instantaneous, telepathic communication could take place between different persons at great distance from each other. It was possible to leave your body consciously and travel around. Communication with extraterrestrial civilisations was pursued and effected.

Much became possible during Atlantis, but much went wrong as well. There generally was a divide between the political-spiritual elite and the ‘common people’, which were made up of Earth souls predominantly. They were looked upon as inferior beings, means to an end, and they were actually used for genetic experiments that were part of the Atlantean ambition to manipulate life on the biological level, so that more superior life forms could be created.

A positive aspect of the Atlantean society, by the way, was the equality of men and women during that age. The power struggle of man and woman, in which women were horribly oppressed during the last stage, was not a part of Atlantis. The feminine energy was fully respected, especially because it is directly related to the power of the third eye (intuition, clairvoyance, spiritual power).

I now wish to take you to the downfall of Atlantis. Energies were at work there that you are still trying to come to terms with. You were deeply involved in what went wrong at that stage.

In Atlantis, you lived from the centres of the will and the third eye. Your heart energy did not open up significantly. At a certain point, you fell in love with the possibilities of your own technology and the ambition of creating more superior life forms. You applied genetic engineering and experimented on several life forms, and you were unable to understand, to feel, that you were disrespectful to Life in this. The ones you experimented upon could not count on your empathy and compassion.

The energy present at this stage of perversion in the Atlantean civilisation specifically returned in the 20th century as the Nazi regime in Germany. Cruel experimenting and a general attitude of clinical coldness towards ‘inferior life forms’ was a substantial part of that regime. The lack of compassion and empathy displayed towards the perpetrated, the lack of emotion and the mechanical way of ‘dealing with’ the victims, was similar to the Atlantean attitude. This now fills you with a deep sense of horror. You have seen and felt the other side of it, the victim side, in lifetimes that came after Atlantis.

But during Atlantis, you were the offender. That’s where a particular ‘karma’ ensued. Atlantis is the key to your ‘offender lifetimes’, your dark side. I’m telling you this, not to make you feel ashamed or guilty, not at all. We are all part of this history, taking on various roles and disguises, and this is what it is like to be in duality. It is to experience and play all thinkable roles, from very light to very dark. If you allow yourself to know your dark side, if you can accept that you played the role of perpetrator as well, you will be more balanced, free and joyful. That is why I tell you this.

At one point, the technological developments that you – and other soul groups – pursued, had such a great impact upon nature, that the ecological systems on Earth got disrupted. The downfall of Atlantis did not take place all at once. There were many warning signs – nature’s beckoning – but when they were not heeded, enormous natural disasters occurred through which the Atlantean civilisation got flooded and destructed.

How did it affect you on the inner level? It was a shocking experience, a traumatic experience; it was another Fall, a second Fall of Experience into the deep.

During your incarnations on Earth, you had eventually lost the connection to the heart energy that you had reached out to. Stronger than ever, you realized after the downfall of Atlantis that truth was not to be found in the controlling of life, even if the purpose seemed noble. You then really began to open up to the still voice of the heart, which tells you that there is a wisdom working through Life itself, that needs no managing or controlling. In the flow of life itself, in the flow of the heart and the feelings, there is a wisdom that you can attune to, or align with, by listening and surrendering. It is not a wisdom created from the head or by the will, it is a wisdom that comes from allowing in a higher perspective, the voice of love.

This mystical knowing, which is accompanied by a sense of humbleness and surrender, you slowly started to feel from within. But even then, the time was not yet ripe for a joyful awakening of the heart energies. A shadow had fallen upon you during Atlantis, the shadow of having affected other beings negatively. The effects of this would have to be deeply felt and experienced by you before the awakening could take place.

Again I take another huge step in this old history, and I take you to the moment you return to Earth, after Atlantis had vanished, washed away by ocean waves. Once again you incarnated in human bodies, the memory of Atlantis buried deep within your soul memory, tied with a sense of shame and self-doubt. The downfall of Atlantis had stunned and perplexed you, but it had also opened up your hearts a little wider.

What immense developments taking place on such a grand scale of time!

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Rejection as a lightworker- the third Fall into Experience

The next important cycle started with the coming of the Christ energy on Earth, most visibly represented by me. Many of you were present then or around that time. A few centuries before my birth, you started to incarnate again in great numbers. A voice from your heart enticed you, summoned you. You sensed that ‘you had to be there’, that it was time for you to take another step on your spiritual journey, which got so intertwined with Earth.

The coming of the Christ energy, my coming to Earth, was partly prepared by you. I could not have come without a layer of energy present on Earth that would receive me, ‘catch me’ so to speak. Your energy provide the channel through which I could anchor the Christ energy on Earth. It was a joint effort, truly. Your hearts had opened up to me, to what I represented. At that time, you were the part of humanity most open to receive the love and wisdom from the heart.

A certain humbleness had arisen within you, in the best sense of the word: a surrender to not-knowing, not wanting to control or ‘manage’ things, and a genuine openness to something new, something that stands apart from power and control, something different. And because of this trust and openness in your hearts, you could receive me.

I was like a light beam falling on Earth, reminding the ones who were ready of their angelic nature, their divine core. You were moved by me, by what I expressed and radiated to you from my inner core, and the Christ energy has thenceforth affected you deeply, in that lifetime around Christ and in the lifetimes after it, up to now. In all of those lives, you have tried to bring the Christ energy down to Earth, spread it through teaching and healing in different forms. You were inspired and passionate lightworkers, working hard to bring more justice, fairness and love to this planet.

In that era, the era of the awakening Christ energy, you were the ones who were opposed to religions that were too tightly organized, to authoritarian ways of subduing people. You fought for freedom, emancipation of the female energy, heart-based values in an age that was still barely aware of it. In the past two thousand years, you were freedom fighters and you were rejected and persecuted for it. You were punished and tortured for who you were, and frequently ended up on the stake or the scaffold. You carry a lot of emotional trauma from this episode of history.

In the struggles and the resistance you met, the Atlantean (and galactic) karma was working. The roles were now reversed. You became victims and went through the depths of loneliness, fear and despair. You got intimately acquainted with the deep emotion pain of rejection. This was your third Fall, a third Fall into Experience, and the one that brought you to the heart of your mission: understanding the oneness underlying both Light and Dark, learning what Love truly means. This third Fall has led you to the present, to who you are now.

Today, at the edge of a new cycle, in these transformative times, you are truly open to the meaning of the Christ energy. In your heart, a wisdom is sprouting that embraces and transcends opposites and recognizes the one divine flow in all different manifestations. Your love is not a mere abstract knowing, but a real, pure and sincere flow from the heart, that reaches out to others, and to Earth. You now recognize yourself in the countenance of the other, whether they are ‘light’ or ‘dark’, rich or poor, lightworker or earth soul, man, animal or plant. The love embedded in the Christ consciousness bridges the gap between opposites and gives you a palpable sense of the interconnectedness of all that is.

As an angel, you once guarded paradise on Earth. You cut yourself off from this state of innocence, when you engaged in the dance of power with energies that wanted to steal paradise from you. Through this, you abandoned the spiritual realm and incarnated deeper into the material reality of form and illusion. From angel you became warrior. When you incarnated on Earth and went to experience what it was like to be human, you were again tempted by the desire to control things and this led to the downfall of Atlantis and of you as a warrior. You came back to Earth to experience the downside of the power play, to feel what it is like to fall prey to aggression and violence. The aftermath of this latter part of the cycle is still clearly present in your way of experiencing things and you are all working hard to overcome the trauma of rejection inside of you. With that, you are coming full circle, to the point where it began. You come back to your true nature as an angel, but now a fully incarnate angel, with a real and alive knowledge of the extremes of light and dark, love and fear. You are a wise and compassionate angel, a human angel…

I have great respect for you, for the incredible journey you have made. I stand before you now as your equal. I am here as a teacher and guide, but also as a brother and a friend. I would like to offer you my love and friendship, not in an abstract manner, but as a tangible energy of companionship and understanding. I know who you are. Now recognise yourself in my countenance.

You are at the end of great cycles of time, in which you have gone through many experiences. Today I wanted to speak of Atlantis, as the recognition of the energies that you embodied there, can help you get into a state of peace and wholeness with yourself. The Atlantean energy is the energy of great mental power, combined with a distinctive pride and arrogance. Dare to recognise this ‘dark energy’ within, dare to accept that you have experienced and lived it once. Feel that you have been offender and perpetrator as well as victim. Allowing this fact into your consciousness opens the gateway to the greatest wisdom you can embrace in your life: the wisdom of non-judgmentalness. By being aware of your dark side, you will let go of judging others, for being right or wrong, or even yourself. All grounds for judgment will fall away. Judgment makes way for understanding and compassion. Then you really start to understand what love is, what ‘light work’ means. The word ‘light work’ in fact suggests falsely that there is some kind of struggle going on between the light and the dark, and that the lightworker is the one beating the dark. But true light work is none of that. Real light work entails that you are able to recognise the light of love and consciousness in all that is, even if it is hiding behind masks of hatred and aggression.

You are still often tempted to pass judgments on the reality of Earth, for instance on the way politics work or the way people are treating the environment. It is easy to say that it’s all wrong and to feel yourself a stranger on this planet Earth, alienated and homeless. Try to make contact with the offender energy within you in such moments. Allow yourself to access the Atlantean energy, which is still there in your soul memory, and feel that you have been that too, and even that it was okay. All of your ‘falls into experience’ eventually bring you full circle and open up your heart to the essence of God’s creation: love, creativity, innocence. You, who have experienced the extremes of darkness and light, have all along your journey been none other than an innocent child from paradise, setting out with a spirit of frankness, bold curiosity and zest for life. On this journey, you could only learn from experience. The ‘falls into experience’ could not have been avoided, as they were the means to reach out for something new and more fulfilling. The essence of your journey is that you reach wisdom through experience. Therefore, please recognise and honour the courage of this angel-child that you were. See its vitality, courage and perseverance in venturing into the unknown, and then feel your own innocence, even in your darkest side.

I ask you to respect yourself, including the dark side of you. Just feel the power and self-consciousness of the Atlantean energy for a moment. There is a positive side to it as well. You were gifted in many ways. Invite that energy in, here and now. Allow the sense of self-esteem and self-command to return to you, and forgive yourself for the atrocities that took place in the past. Yes, you have inflicted pain on others, you were the aggressor there……but feel also how you have come to regret this deeply, and how much you have opened up now to genuine respect for all that lives. When you forgive yourself, you open up to the joy of letting go of judgment. That is the consequence, you see: if you recognise the dark part of you and are able to forgive yourself for it, you need not judge either yourself or others any more. This is such a delight for your soul…..

So often you still put yourself on the rack of your judgments. You tell yourself there is so much you have to accomplish yet. Today, I ask you to look back and see what you have accomplished already. Be aware of the profundity of your journey throughout these great cycles of time. And do not look up to me as a master anymore. I have fulfilled that role, two thousand years ago, but that time is over. You are the Christs of this new era, you will bring peace in a world of duality and polarity, by radiating the peace that lies within your own hearts. Feel how you are ready for this role and let me simply offer you some support and encouragement as your friend and brother. We are one.

© Pamela Kribbe 2006

– The Jeshua channelings are available in book form. –

– “The Lightworker Series” is also available as audio book. –


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The Essence of All Healing ~ Pamela Kribbe channels Mary Magdalene @ Aurelia

The Essence of All Healing

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Pamela channels Mary Magdalene

Dear women and men, I am very close to you, and you can feel me with your heart. I was called Mary Magdalene in one of my lives on Earth, and I have lived on Earth with sadness and joy, with fear and courage. Just like you, I have lived through every emotion while making the journey through the human experience. It is not a mark of holiness to transcend all human emotions. The characteristic of a saint is precisely that they recognize and understand every furrow in a human face. They have such a deep understanding of the human path on Earth that there is no room for judgement, only space and silence, and a deep understanding of the other person. When that other person is so deeply understood by a fellow human being, their burden becomes lighter. A human being who can deeply see in that way, sees the essence of the other person, that essence of infinite beauty and wisdom.

You are people who want to see deeply, ever wanting to dig deeper and deeper to the essence, the Truth, and that is your great strength. You all are on the way to that space to which I referred, by first giving it to yourself and then by allowing space for all others, because you no longer need to judge, to separate good from evil, light from darkness. That space of which I speak is the Christ energy field. All who carry this energy came to testify to this space, but how do you do that? Words are always insufficient, because how do you describe that deep, quiet space which is not empty but full of feeling? Words fail.

I felt this vast, quiet space in the presence of Jeshua, and that touched me deeply. I was opened by the energy of his presence where I then discovered that space within myself and gradually began to inhabit it and feel at home there. Because of that, I could increasingly distance myself from the intense human emotions that also plagued me: the fear, horror, pain, rage, hate. It is so very easy to lose yourself in those emotional currents within.

It is your task as a human being to create this space within yourself. Someone else can invite you to do so through their presence and by holding up a mirror to you of how it can be, how you can live from that space within yourself. And that is essentially the task, or the inner purpose, of a lightworker: to hold to that space when in the presence of others, by first and foremost being present within yourself.

Let us practice that for a moment. Feel your consciousness becoming light and gentle, a little wavy and rippling, not forced, but very open. Let that gentle stream of your consciousness circulate through you. First through your head, where it takes away the sharpness of your thoughts so they become gentle and friendly. There often arises a cutting edge to your thoughts that originates from pain that you feel, and from which you think you need to react, to bite back, to become defensive. Let go of that need and allow in that calm, gentle stream of your true consciousness. Let it flow down through your throat and shoulders, through your heart, your solar plexus, your abdomen.

You can think of a rippling stream that quite naturally flows freely. Put a special emphasis on the area of your abdomen and your pelvis, and let the” water” flow there, cleansing you in a gentle way. Everything cutting is drained away by that flow. Let that energy move into your thighs, your knees, and your lower legs. See how the stream flows through your feet, between all your toes into the ground, and how your “roots” are nourished by the Earth; fed with strength and nurturance. Feel how the Earth supports you, that ground under your feet, and come Home to yourself.

Sense how wide an aura you want to extend around yourself. Your energy field is a natural extension of your physical being. To where does yours reach; what feels like a good boundary? Feel free to let it broaden, for you are not negatively affecting anyone with it; in fact, your space also gives space to another.

Feel free to come to rest in yourself. Sink deeper into your abdomen and let your breath follow. Feel how in this state you are gentle and calm, at peace with yourself, yet at the same time you have clear boundaries, of which you have a strong sense within yourself. Your aura is safe with you, so let it occupy the space that suits you, while at the same time feeling calm and open within.

From this state of consciousness, I invite you to take a look at how you engage, or disengage, your male and female energies in everyday life in the world. You are inclined to use them separately from each other, or in a way so they do not sufficiently support each other.

The gentle energy, I just described, is your female side. It is concerned about others, and can empathize and understand deeply. But often, when you want to engage this energy in connection with another, you go outside yourself. You jump out of your own aura, or energy field, and become lost in that of the other person. See if you recognize this tendency in yourself, and feel what happens to you, energetically, when you do this. Your energy shoots upward and you lose the peace, the anchor, in your foundation, your abdomen.

I will now speak about the male energy. There are times when connecting with others is too much for you, compelling you to go out of yourself and to leave your foundation. That is not nourishing and something is out of balance. At that time, your aura needs to be closed off and you have to come Home to yourself. But it seems as if the only option for you is to establish your male energy in a firm, almost hard way, almost like armor or a wall, in order to keep your energy from leaking away. And because of emotions lodged within you, such as dissatisfaction, anger, disappointment, you put up a defensive wall, but see what that does to you, how it feels inside. Look at how doing this affects you, but look at it calmly and with a certain curiosity: “What does that do to me? Does it feel oppressive or is it freeing?“ Unfortunately, the nature of a defensive reaction goes against your natural, calm source within.

This pattern happens very often in you, and I speak in particular about a group of lightworkers who were born with a naturally high sensitivity and who empathize easily with other persons. From their role as a pioneer of consciousness, they tend to give too much of themselves in the hope that there will be a resonance, a recognition, a being attuned with another. When this connection does not come about, which has happened in all your lives, or still happens, then this leads to pain inside: disappointment, frustration, anger, resentment, or loneliness. You often then engage the male energy to shut down, which is restricting and makes you feel even lonelier. Doing that is not a way of broadening your space, which is the setting of boundaries in a natural way; it is rather a shutting down and a withdrawing of your energy from your space.

I encourage you to engage your male and female energies in a different way. You felt, just now, that it is possible to be completely at Home and anchored within yourself. Feel that anew by descending there once again. It is possible to remain there, even while interacting with others, and that means you let go of actively trying to change things too much; that you acknowledge your need for control or recognition; and that you no longer go outside yourself to try to earn the right to exist. Because that is what you want to accomplish with the excessive need to give and to connect with another. You desire to see your right to exist affirmed by that person; that they want you to be the way you truly are. It is natural for a child to have that desire, but being spiritually mature and growing up means you take care of the needs and desires of your own inner child, and you really affirm and acknowledge its right to exist – and you do that over and over again. You do that by being open to the impulses of your inner child and by being aware of its needs as you interact with the world around you.

Now connect consciously to your energy field; be completely present within yourself and feel your inner child in your abdomen. Breathe in gently and feel how light fills your aura, your space. This is a sacred space. You have the ability to observe and see your inner essence, your own beauty and wisdom, your own value and love. If you have one task in life, this is it: to see, appreciate, and accept your own unique strength, the jewel that you are. That is it; that awakens the Christ consciousness within you, which emanates by itself to others and is not something you need to achieve through effort or struggle. This is precisely the art of becoming deeply rooted in your own foundation and remaining in your own being.

This is also, literally, the solution to resolving the old traumas that you carry with you: you can  ease their emotional charge by finding a balance between the male and female energies. The male energy brings you back to yourself, helps you to disengage and make distinctions whenever necessary. The female energy is your gentleness, your ability to connect, to understand, to comprehend. Ideally, both the male and female energies work together as one. Trauma always arises whenever you separate yourself from your foundation, because when you are out of balance, pulled away from yourself and fragmented, the pain of rejection – especially emotional rejection – can touch you deeply and cause you to be torn apart by your feelings.

By inner observation and in-depth regression therapy, you can come to know much about past traumas, and that is often helpful in order to gain insights. But at the heart of all healing and self healing is the return to yourself, to embrace your own self and to acknowledge your boundaries, yet at the same time remain gentle, calm, and open within. And precisely because of staying with yourself, you are able to do a lot for others by what you are and what you emanate.

Enjoy another moment of quietly being yourself. Relax and dare to be who you are – you are beautiful! The Christ energy awakens in all of you. Feel the presence of Christ in your inner space.

© Pamela Kribbe

Translation by Maria Baes and Frank Tehan

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Time, Multidimensionality and your Light Self ~ Jeshua ~ Channeled by Pamela Kribbe @ Aurelia

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Time, Multidimensionality and your Light Self  

Jeshua channeled by Pamela Kribbe

In the previous chapters of the Lightworker Series, we have told a more or less chronological tale about the history and inner development of lightworker souls. This story may give you the impression that you develop in time from point A to point B, from dark to light, from ignorance to wisdom.

And in certain ways, this is the case.

Yet in this closing chapter, we wish to draw your attention to a different perspective, a different way of looking at yourselves, a perspective that lifts you outside of time, outside of this particular history, and acquaints you with your timeless existence, in other words your multidimensionality.

There is a part of you that is completely independent of space and time. This part is free at any moment to enter any dimension or area of experiences it wishes. It is free to choose dark or light at any time.

From your earthly perspective, you travel from point A to point B in a linear fashion. For example, you travel through the four stages of inner development that we discussed, step by step.

From a timeless, multidimensional perspective, however, the real you is not developing over time, it is the one who is experiencing the development. The real you does not need to develop. It allows this experience in by its own free choice. This choice is motivated by a deep knowing of the great value of experiencing duality.

From the perspective of your timeless, spiritual self, you are at any time free to experience any point on the line from A to B to Z and beyond. You can activate any reality of consciousness for yourself at any time, for the idea that you are stuck within a certain stage of inner development is ultimately just an illusion.

The reason we want to draw your attention to this perspective is that it may help you break through your inner barriers. It may help you pierce the veil of illusion and get in direct touch with your own Light Self: the energy of the angel that you truly are.

To grasp this as a real perspective from which to view yourself, we need to expound a little on the notion of time.



At the highest level of oneness, there is no time. This is the level of Spirit, God, pure beingness. At this level, there is no development, no “becoming” but only “being.”

At the lowest level of oneness, at which separation is experienced at its strongest, a hollow, linear notion of time is employed. By “hollow” I mean a scientific, abstract notion of time that is completely devoid of subjectivity and felt content. Time in this notion is an objective structure outside of you. Time is something laid over your experiences as an external framework.

A “curriculum vitae,” for example, which you send in when you are applying for jobs, often consists of such an objective timeline of facts. In this year I did that, in that year I graduated from that school, etc. You emphasize the visible, external side of things. The inner side of things – the motivation, the meaning, the subjectivity – is left out.

On the energetic levels in between oneness and separation, time is a reality that “fluctuates” with your experience. Time is an experiential notion: a way of carving up experience. At these levels, there is time but it is not something independent of or external to your experiences.

For example, on the astral planes where you travel during sleep and also after you die, there is no “clock time.” Clock time is the utmost attempt to disentangle time from subjectivity, i.e. from you and your experiences. It is a grand illusion. On the astral planes, time is the rhythm of your experiences. Sometimes you rest, now you meet someone, then you study for yourself, etc. The point at which one stage ends and another one begins is not determined by clock time – something external – but by your inner flow of feelings, by what seems natural to you.

This natural sense of time or rhythm can be part of earth life too. The subjectivity of time, i.e. the fact that time can be experienced differently in various circumstances, is familiar to all of you. You say that “time flies” when you are having fun, whereas time seems to come to a standstill when you are in the waiting room at the dentist or in a line at the supermarket.

Now the sceptic inside you may say: time is perceived as moving slowly when circumstances are experienced as negative, whereas time is seemingly going faster when circumstances are positive. But time itself is always the same, ticking by in the same rigid manner, however we experience things.

This is the “objective framework” notion of time, also called the linear notion of time. It stems from a rationalistic, scientific approach to time.

But imagine that there were no clocks, no night and day, no natural influences such as sun, moon and tides by which to measure time. Then you could only rely on your own subjective sense of time.

Your objective measure of time – the clock – is not really based on something external; it is the product of the human mind that wishes to divide up and classify. The human mind has abstracted a certain order of things from the natural phenomena on earth. But “time in itself,” independent of the human factor, does not exist. It is an illusion that is the product of a type of consciousness that is caught in the belief in separation.

Time is essentially subjective. Time is a way of carving up experience in such a way that you can make sense of it. For example, you say of someone: “he is an old soul.” Do you really mean the number of years or lifetimes when you refer to his old age? Or do you mean by “old” that he expresses certain qualities, such as wisdom, balance and serenity, rather than a certain quantity of time? The reference to time in the phrase “old soul” is really a reference to experience.

Time in the full sense of the word is the “dynamics of becoming” on the inner level. It may be a helpful concept insofar as it helps you articulate the natural rhythm or flow of things. But when conceived as something objective, standing over and above you, it tends to limit and distract you. You are not limited to a particular timeline. You are not a linear being. There are levels of your being that are outside of the framework of time that you are presently experiencing. It is to this aspect of yourself, i.e. your multidimensionality, which we wish to draw your attention to now.



According to the linear notion of time, you cannot be present in more than one place at the same time. By “you,” the linear concept refers to your body, your brain and your consciousness that is somehow tied to your body/brain. (Science cannot yet explain how exactly body and consciousness are “tied,” but it does maintain – generally – that consciousness cannot exist without a physical body.)

According to the “full,” subjective concept of time, you are present wherever your consciousness dwells. Where you are, in time and place, is determined by the focus of your consciousness, not by the location of your body.

For example: you are at the station, waiting for your train to arrive. It will take some time yet, so you just sit and stare for a while and unnoticed you get into a slightly altered state of consciousness. You are now thinking of someone you were talking to yesterday. You recall that conversation easily and you vividly remember how it affected you. You are reliving certain aspects of that conversation, drawing it into your Now moment from the past. What you are actually doing here is that you travel to the past and you visit the energies of that moment again. Your Now energy interacts with the energy of the past, possibly creating changes in your experience of that moment and thus altering the past.

By altering the past we do not mean that you alter any physical facts, but that you overlay them with a different interpretation or perspective. By altering the felt content of a certain past event, however, you are in a sense altering the event for you.

Just think of this example.

You had a conversation with someone, who got really offended by a remark of yours which had no critical intention at all. The other person you were talking with started to scold you and then walked away. Now you in turn felt offended, feeling misunderstood, angry and shocked at the same time. After you got home you felt troubled for some hours, but then you let it go and had a good night’s sleep. Next morning at the train station, you had to wait for your train and you suddenly recalled this peculiar conversation, where things went wrong so surprisingly. You now look at it from a different perspective and suddenly you realize why the man felt so offended by your remark. You remember some facts about his past that you simply had forgotten before you had that conversation. You can now see his emotional reaction in a whole different light, especially as having nothing to do with you. It wasn’t you who was causing the hurt; you just triggered an old hurt inside of him. This perspective sets in motion a different emotional response inside you. You feel a sense of relief, insight and yes… forgiveness. “Oh, I see… now I understand… poor fellow.”

At that moment, you are recreating the past. You are overlaying it with a different interpretation of the facts, which replaces your initial response. To be clear, this does not mean that the initial response did not take place, but that the energies of anger, shock and misunderstanding have been transformed into understanding and forgiveness. A “spiritual alchemy” has taken place by the interaction between past and present.

Really, the physical facts aren’t that important. It is the felt content of a situation, your energetic reaction to it, that really shapes your life and your reality. Therefore we may rightly say that you can alter the past by traveling through time to past energies which still need resolution.

While you are sitting at the station conducting your time travel, there is some layer of your consciousness still present with your body. You may sense “in the back of your mind” that your hands are getting cold or that some youngsters behind you are talking loudly.

Consciousness is able to divide itself up. It can be in different places at the same time, meaning that consciousness can dwell in different energetic realities at the same time.

This is the meaning of multidimensionality. Your consciousness is not limited to space and time. Although you have a basic agreement during a lifetime on earth that some part of your consciousness is always connected with your earth body, your consciousness is not thereby limited to one specific point in time. You are not limited by the past or the future, for they are not fixed. They are liquid fields of experience. They are changeable and you can interact with them from the Now.

Your consciousness is multidimensional even when you think that you are imprisoned within your physical body. Do you know the expression: “She is stuck in the past?” Someone cannot let go of the past and her consciousness is filled with past experiences and with emotions such as regret, remorse or just grief. This person is “not here.” She is literally in the past. She is, as in the example above, interacting with the past from the now moment, but not in a liberating, alchemical way. Her body is present in the here and now, and she is stuck in the past. Time for her stands still, while the clock is ticking and measuring the passage of weeks and months. This is because she does not move experientially.

She doesn’t flow with the natural processes of life and experience. This is an example of multidimensionality. Even when you limit yourself to such a narrow focus of consciousness, you are being multidimensional. By this I mean to say that multidimensional is not something you become, it is something that you are. It is your nature; it is your natural state of being.

The real question is: how can you be multidimensional in a liberating and transforming way? How can you employ your multidimensionality in such a way that you can move freely through the dimensions and not lose touch with your divine spirit? Being multidimensional from a place of wisdom and awareness: that is your spiritual destiny. It is your destiny to become fully conscious multidimensional creators.

Being consciously multidimensional means that you release the illusion of linear time, which also means to release the notion that you are no more than your body.

Being consciously multidimensional is to identify yourself with the spirit (God) inside you that is absolutely free to enter any realm of experience, i.e. dimension, it chooses.

Being consciously multidimensional is an essential part of the reality of the New Earth.

The reason you struggle with the concept of multidimensionality is that you conceive of “being in two different places at the same time” in a physical way. Your physical body cannot be in two physical places at the same time. However dimensions are not physical places, not “chunks of matter,” so to speak. Dimensions are realms of consciousness, spheres of consciousness that abide by certain energetic laws.

Your consciousness can partake of different dimensions at the same time. This happens NOW. There are realities of the past, the future, the astral planes, past lives, of the angel inside you and even more, that are intersecting and meeting inside you right here right now. You are multidimensional now, but are you multidimensional in a conscious manner? Do you allow the dimensions to flow in and out of you, do you accept what energies they bring you and can you recognize them as yours?

You interact with the other dimensions you are part of all the time, but if you do so in a conscious and accepting way, you are actually transforming those dimensional realities. By embracing stuck or pent-up energies from those dimensions and holding them up to the light of your consciousness, you liberate and integrate parts of your Self and you change your present.

Many realms of consciousness meet inside you and you are essentially the master who chooses to experience any of them. You are free to travel through any of them, fast or slowly, near or far. As long as you identify with the Spirit inside you, you will keep the awareness that you are free.

But when you get stuck in thoughts of limitation, holding beliefs such as “this is not possible,” “that is not allowed,” “this will go wrong,” etc., you sink into the illusion of separation. You are caught in the illusion of linear time, the illusion that you are a body, the illusion that you are separate from God. In this way, the soul gets temporarily “bound” to certain realms of experience. The soul forgets about its true origins, its divinity and its freedom.

This being caught or “bound” is also called karma.

Getting “unbound” or unstuck often proceeds along a number of steps or stages of what you call “inner growth.” From the human linear standpoint, you are “releasing karma” and slowly transforming yourself according to the four stages of inner development that we have described in this Lightworker series. From the standpoint of Spirit, however, you are simply bouncing back into your natural state of divine awareness. From that point of view, releasing karma is nothing else than remembering your own divinity.


Your Light Self

Many dimensions, many realms of consciousness, come together inside you. And you are really the master, the creator of the whole field of dimensions. You are a star with many rays, a soul consciousness with many manifestations. You are free to activate whatever reality you choose.

If you drop the notion of linear time or chronology, you allow yourself to believe that the past or the future do not determine you. You can then feel yourself to be at the center of a vibrating field of dimensions, all emanating from one divine, timeless source: you.

Imagine yourself at the center of all these realities, all these possibilities, and then choose the one that carries the most Light for you.

You choose the brightest, most lovely ray in the field, and now, for a moment, go inside of it and feel what it is like to BE that ray.

‘>This is your Light Self. This is the part of you that is most like God. Traditionally, the beings closest to God are called archangels. And that is what you are, in this dimension, right now. You truly are archangels.

Archangels are beings that are very close to Spirit or God, but they are not completely one with it. They are one step removed from absolute consciousness, meaning pure Being without differentiation, becoming or individuality.

Archangels have a kind of individuality. There is uniqueness to all of them. An archangel may be said to have certain characteristics. One cannot say this of God or Spirit. God is All and Nothing. Because of this, archangels have entered “the realm of separation,” the realm of “I” versus “Other.” They are part of duality, however slightly.

An archangel is an aspect of God that has manifested itself as a particular Being, a particular Form. The Greek philosopher Plato called this an Idea, which in our terms, is a basic or “archetypical” energetic reality that transcends the physical world. Archangels are in that sense platonic Ideas. There is an archangel (Idea) of Love, of Truth, of Goodness, etc., each embodying the energy of a particular aspect of God. Archangels are not so much persons as energy fields with an individual flavor.

Why did Spirit or God externalize aspects of himself in this way?

It was from the joy of creativity that he did this.

The archangel energies are an expression of God’s unending creative joy.

Archangels are not outside of God. Nothing is outside of God. God is in everything. God is present in all created energies as the “spirit aspect.” This aspect is what makes all these energies one.

That which separates a being from another one, what makes it different and unique, is the “soul aspect.” The soul aspect covers the individuality of a being.

All created beings that have individuality are truly a coming together of Spirit and Soul, of consciousness (spirit) and experience (soul).

Creation is a dance of Spirit and Soul.

The archangels are, so to speak, the first born children of God. Not “first” in a linear sense but in the sense of being very close to God. They carry a deep awareness inside of their divinity, the “spirit aspect.” Humans perceive archangels as a bright and pure Light.

There are different archangels. Every archangel emanates energy like rays of light from a sun. By emitting these rays farther and farther away, the archangel gets in touch with unknown spaces, with realms of experience that are new to it. The archangelic energy reaches out and in this spontaneous, creative movement, it stumbles across that which is Other than it, that which is not light, but dark. Dark here just means: further removed from Oneness/Spirit, further drawn into the realm of individuality.

God or Spirit is neither dark nor light. God simply is. Archangels are beings of light. By creating Light, God also created Dark. This is simply because archangels are in the dimension of duality, outside of Oneness. They have a sense of individuality. The creation of the Light self (the angel) brought with it the creation of the Dark self, the part of the Self where light is absent. There is beauty in this polarity, since it constitutes the dynamics of creation.

God, pure being and consciousness, longed for experience, and this experience she gains through the created universe, through her presence in the light and the dark aspects of it.

What the archangels were going to experience, after they entered the realm of duality, God did not know. This is what she craved: not to know everything, but to experience something new.

In stepping outside of Oneness, the archangels entered an empty space, a space of potentiality, a space of unending possibilities.

The archangels found out that they could create many forms and live in them. Every form you inhabit as a conscious being has a certain angle or perspective to it which enables “unformed consciousness” to experience things in specific ways.

The whole process of the archangels venturing out for experiences can be portrayed as a huge waterfall of sparkling light. The energy of the archangels poured out of God/Source like a massive flow of sparkling, bright water, going in every direction. Within this huge stream of water, little streams separated themselves, dividing up into even smaller streams, until they were tiny drops of liquid light. These drops may be compared to individual units of consciousness, each with their own set of experiences.

The dance of Spirit and Soul had now truly begun!

The individual units of consciousness, which we call souls, went on with their journey. They carried deep within themselves the energy of Spirit or Source, as well as the energy of the archangel they stemmed from. But as they traveled further and farther, they came to experience that it was possible to forget about their origins, to forget about their divinity and to become lost in darkness and illusion. This polarity of dark and light could best be experienced as a human being, living on earth.

When we describe the process of archangels emanating from Source and eventually becoming human, it seems that we are telling a linear, chronological tale. But this is not so. The emanation or waterfall of energy from God is happening right Now. This tale tells you about the identities that are available to you Now, not about who you were in some distant past. At this very moment, there is a layer of pure archangel energy inside you, a layer of pure Light. There are also layers of confusion and fear inside you. But you can choose, at any moment, to be the Light self, the angel that you are. This is not something you need to develop, it is simply a part of who you are.

It is important to realize that you do not need to look up to spiritual masters, guides or angels. There is not one authority above you. You yourself are among the “first born,” sitting next to God’s throne. You yourself are God and angel.

The easiest way to get in touch with your Light self is through connecting with the layer of pure consciousness, pure Spirit inside you. This you do by becoming silent on inner and outer levels. The silence you experience then is really ever present in you; you only need to become aware of it.

When you are connected to silence, the dimension of eternity inside you, you can feel Spirit’s desire to experience. From this desire, your Light self was born.

The soul experiences the greatest joy in the interplay between Spirit and experience, the interplay between divinity and humanness. This is the secret of the universe.

When you are purely Spirit, your reality is static. Nothing changes. Experience and movement only arise when there is a relationship with something outside of you/Spirit. When you sense something other than yourself, there is an invitation to explore, to feel, to find out. But to experience something other than you, you need to remove yourself out of absolute Oneness, out of God/Spirit. When you do so, you become an individual soul.

You are a unique soul: one foot in the realm of the Absolute, one foot in the realm of the Relative (i.e. duality).

In your explorations of relativity (duality), you may go so far away from Home that you lose contact with the element of Spirit inside you. Your soul then gets lost in the illusion of fear and separation.

The greatest joy possible is when you take part of the realm of Experience while staying connected with Spirit, with Home. The balanced interplay between Spirit and Soul is the source of the greatest creativity and love.

From this perspective, you are all on your way to finding the right balance between absolute Oneness and being an individual soul. The ones among you who are lightworkers are at present working towards a greater awareness of their oneness with Spirit. They have traveled into duality long and far, and they, i.e. you, my dear reader, are ready to come back Home. Not however to a static Home of Pure Oneness, but to a dynamic, creative reality of divine, multidimensional humans whose experiences will be filled with joy and light.

In all of you who read this, there is an intense longing for Home and a profound determination to truly know who you are. Keep your longing and determination alive and trust them, for they will bring you Home.

© Pamela Kribbe 2004

– The Jeshua channelings are available in book form. –  – “The Lightworker Series” is also available as audio book.

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Interview with Judith Coates ~ How does it feel to channel Jesus? @ Oakbridge University


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Interview with Judith Coates

How does it feel to channel Jesus?

Unbelievably loving. Sometimes I still cannot believe the process that happens where He, Jeshua ben Joseph, Jesus, borrows “my” body and speaks in a very dynamic flow of energy, while “I” am very much present and yet am the beholder. Because I am present, I know that at any moment I could just stop talking, and yet, the feeling is so loving and the messages so practical and meaningful, that it becomes a “choiceless choice.”

Were you always religious?

No. I went to church as a child with my parents, and I prayed to Jesus as a “good” little girl would, hoping that He might hear me, but my early adult life was focused more on marriage, raising children, getting a Master’s degree in Information Science (!) and being the wife of a university professor. Later, when I married my present husband, who is a minister, church and religion became more of my life.

How did you become aware of channeling?

I had heard of and had read material by some of the more well-known channelers in the 1980’s, but my personal involvement with channeling began with the arrival of a manuscript. It was the typewritten copy of Jesus and Mastership, the story of Jesus’ life as told by Him through automatic writing, scribed by James Morgan. The discourses had come through in the 1970’s, and Jim and his wife, Audre’, had tried, unsuccessfully, to find a publisher. After Jim passed on in 1978, Audre’ continued to treasure the writings, and in 1989, learning that my husband, Tom, and I were interested in channeled material, she sent the manuscript to us. Tom was at that time minister of a metaphysical church and publishing a monthly newspaper containing channeled information. When we read the manuscript, we knew it had to be made available to people, so we decided we would publish it – even though we knew nothing about publishing!

In preparing Jesus and Mastership for publication, I proofread the pages as they were put in form for the printer. I spent many hours reading and re-reading the words of Jesus, and, as I did so, I felt an increasingly close personal relationship with Him. Now I could hear Him speaking to me through the pages of the book. He was becoming personally alive for me.

Did you think that you might channel, either through automatic writing or by some other way?

No, not at all. However, looking back, I can see how various events worked together to bring about this process. About the same time as we were preparing to publish the Jesus and Mastership book, Tom and I, along with six other colleagues, were led to incorporate Oakbridge University, a metaphysical vision of higher learning, and as part of the University, we established Oakbridge Chapel, which met on Sunday mornings. As the Sunday services evolved, I was asked to give the announcements of upcoming classes and workshops being offered in the University during the week, and after a while I felt led to add a bit of inspiration – an affirmation or an uplifting poem, etc. – at the end of the seemingly dry class information. This format continued for some time; then the words came to “Be amongst the people and share from your heart.” I didn’t know where those words came from, or what they meant exactly, but, okay. I would do the announcements, then leave the lectern and walk down to the first row of seats and share whatever was in my heart – whatever I had read that week that was inspiring, whatever bits of wisdom that had come to me – praying all the while, “God, give me something to say!”

I remember noticing during this time that there was a flow of energy that was palpable, dynamic, while I/we were sharing. And then, at a certain point, it would be like a window shade was descending in front of me (within me?) and the energy changed, and I knew it was time to wrap it up and sit down. What was happening? I didn’t know.

We continued this way for a year and a half. Then, in the spring of 1993, on a Sunday morning, in front of the whole congregation, Jeshua announced that He was speaking, that He desired to tell the Easter story in His own words – and that He had been speaking through me for some time.

Were you surprised at this?

Very. I had known for some time that something different was happening, but when He spoke through me as if I were not there, speaking about me in the third person “she,” and I was consciously there as a beholder, and knowing that at any time I could just stop, I very much questioned what was going on.

What has convinced you that he is who he says he is?

The many healings I have witnessed over the years, both physical and emotional. His energy is so loving and supportive that He allows everyone to accept the healing they need or want. Jeshua, through me, is a very dynamic expression, One Who loves to be “amongst the people.” He is exactly what you would want a Best Friend to be.


Judith Coates




An Interview with Pamela Kribbe by Colin Whitby @ The Magic of Being

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An Interview with Pamela Kribbe

By Colin Whitby

This month we have been very fortunate to catch up with Pamela Kribbe who has published what was for me the most inspiring channeling I have read this year. Her work is available for free on her web site, or your can purchase a copy of her book The Jeshua Channelings to read at your leisure (my preferred method). I do hope you enjoy the interview.



How did your spiritual awakening start, and how were you to lead towards self expression and a more heart focused approach to life?

My awakening started when my heart was broken because of a love affair. At 26, I was pursuing an academic career and I was writing a PhD thesis on modern philosophy of science. I was enmeshed in a very rational approach of life and was married to a scientist. Then I met someone who was a philosopher also and who I had amazing conversations with about metaphysics and spirituality. I had always been interested in spirituality and the esoteric, but I had been suppressing this for quite a while. I fell deeply in love with this man and I thought he was the love of my life. However, things turned out differently.

While I got divorced, he decided to go back to his girlfriend. I felt shattered by this experience and suddenly, my fascination for academic philosophy completely disappeared. I was so devastated emotionally and so thirsty for real knowledge – the kind that speaks to your heart – that I was completely finished with intellectualism. I completed my thesis in 1997, but I left the university and started to read a lot of spiritual and esoteric literature. In 2000, I met a woman who was a spiritual teacher and psychic reader, and meeting her was the beginning of a deep inner transformation. She helped me become aware of old emotion pain, pain that stemmed from my early childhood as well as multiple past lives which I started to remember. With her help I relived these painful emotions and was able to rise above them. I felt liberated and free for the first time in my life. It was like I had died and been reborn as a new person, but at the same it felt like I could finally be myself.

Immediately after I went through this period of catharsis and liberation, I met Gerrit (my husband) in 2001. I stumbled upon his website on spirituality and reincarnation on the Internet and we started a lively correspondence. Connecting to him felt miraculous. There was a kinship between us which was unexplainable and yet so familiar. Unlike the devastating love affair in the past, our coming together was not surrounded by drama, but by a deeply joyful, quiet knowing that we belonged together. Gerrit had always been deeply interested in the esoteric and it was only natural for us to start working together as spiritual therapists. After our daughter was born in 2002, we built up our own practice and I could do what my heart most longed to do: to work as an energy reader and teacher and to explore philosophical questions about life in a meaningful, practical way.

How did you come to learn about channelling and when were you first drawn to it?

I got acquainted with channeling around 1995, by reading the work of Jane Roberts, channeler for Seth. At that time I was spending a semester at the University of Harvard, in the U.S., doing research for my thesis. I had become thoroughly disenchanted with academic philosophy, as I mentioned before. I discovered the Seth books in a little bookstore nearby the university and soon got fascinated by this ‘forbidden fruit’ (forbidden by academic standards). I felt that these writings were both philosophically profound and very loving and inspiring. Reading these books deeply affected me. I now feel it was the universe’s – or my soul’s – way of waking me up and showing me a new direction in life. In the years after that, I read a lot of channeled books by other authors as well. But Seth made the most impact because it was all new to me at that time. Now, I hardly read anything anymore.

When did you come to ‘notice’ that Jeshua was with you and how would you describe his energy?

One evening in 2002, I was doing a personal session with my husband Gerrit, when I noticed a presence near me which I had not felt before. I was used to speaking with spiritual guides, who I often felt around me and who would uplift me with their loving suggestions and cheerfulness. These were personal guides. But when I felt Jeshua’s presence, it was different. It felt like a solemn and deeply aware energy, very grounded and focused, not like anything I met before. It frightened me a bit at first. I asked the energy ‘Who are you?’ and then I saw the name ‘Jeshua ben Joseph’ spelled out in front of my inner eye very clearly. I instantly felt it was true. My mind started to raise sceptical objections at once. But just before that, in a flash, my soul had recognized Jeshua as a very familiar presence. My mind argued it was extremely unlikely and presumptuous that he would be next to me in my sitting room. But my heart reassured me that it was quite normal for Jeshua to be so close to us.

Jeshua is not really an authority far and high above us. He means to be our friend, someone you can trust and be open to, as he never judges you. As I have come to know Jeshua, he is never judging me, although he is very direct and upfront. He asks of me to be really honest with myself, to look my fears in the eye, and not cover them up by self-serving theories or justifications.

So he is stern in a way, but it’s a very loving way. It makes you realize what love is about. Love does not necessarily feel nice and comforting. Often it asks of you to get out of your comfort zone, to be courageous and vulnerable.

For me, expressing myself publicly as a channel for Jeshua, raised a lot of fear and insecurity in me, which have been very hard to overcome. My instinct (or survival mechanism) has long been to withdraw from the world, which I considered to be a very scary place. Jeshua is teaching me to feel safe in the world, to remain centered and self-aware while connecting to people instead of fearful and fragmented. I’m still learning how to do this, but I think I made some progress. I have received so much because of that: through the Jeshua channelings, I have connected to my soul family across the word. People from all over the world have written me to tell me how touched they are by Jeshua’s messages. I feel more at home on Earth. And what’s most important: despite the fears, I sense the deep fulfilment of doing what my soul really longs to do on earth right now.

Your messages are very down to earth yet explain complex concepts so clearly. How do you receive the messages from Jeshua, do you ‘translate’ them in some way?

Indeed, the messages are quite clear and down to earth, despite the fact that they are highly metaphysical. I think this is due to a number of factors. First, as I know Jeshua, he is quite direct and clear in stating his messages. He doesn’t beat around the bush and he seeks to address our heart, not our intellect. This goes against my own nature a bit. I was trained as an academic philosopher and I used to write articles that were unreadable to ‘normal folk’, because they were so intellectually complex and abstract. Jeshua is definitely not in that business.

On the other hand, my philosophical training has also helped me develop the ability to break down complex concepts into simple words. In that way, it has proved to be very valuable in my work as a channeler. I think my own education as a philosopher also accounts for the way the Jeshua messages are stated. Thirdly, I sometimes feel that it’s simply a human expectation that spiritual teachers or ‘ascended masters’ (don’t care much for that phrase!) express themselves very stately and formally. It fits our image of a wise and revered teacher. Jeshua however seeks to be close to our hearts, and not create any distance.

By the way, I think that channeling always involves a kind of translation. Every channel has some influence on what comes through because of their upbringing, their culture, their specific interests and talents. Something I became thoroughly aware of while studying philosophy of science is that it is naïve to assume that we can ever perceive reality purely and untainted by subjective elements. The ideal of objective perception, perception that blocks out the perceiver altogether, has become deeply problematic, ever more so with the rise of quantum mechanics. Likewise, channelings are always filtered by the personality and cultural background of the channel. The best thing to deal with that is to be aware of this and, when you listen to channels, use your discernment and pick whatever resonates with you.

How would you describe your relationship with Jeshua during the channelling process?

When I sit down to channel, I go into a light trance. This means that I focus my attention within, let my body relax and become as quiet and silent as possible. I then feel Jeshua entering my energy field and often, I feel a little jolt down my spine as we connect. It takes a minute or so for our energies to meld and then I hear “Go ahead” within. I start speaking and I am aware of what I am saying, yet there’s a flow of energy pouring through me which ‘gives me’ the words so to speak. I feel enveloped by this very loving and compassionate flow and I feel lifted above my ordinary, daily consciousness. Often I sense great peace and I am aware that there is so much more meaning to life than we ordinarily feel and think. I also feel that the vast energy of love and compassion coming through me from ‘the other side’ is hard to put into words. The words often seem limiting to me as I channel.

My relationship to Jeshua during the channeling process is one of an active receiver I would say. On the one hand, I am as open as possible to whatever wants to come through. On the other hand I am active and alert, and I need to focus on getting the message across in human concepts and language. My mind needs to participate to make the translation, and I need to let that happen without interfering from the level of my personal will or belief systems.

This is a delicate process and I do not claim to be perfect at it. I am sure that in translating Jeshua’s energy into human speech, I am filtering the message somehow. The problem is that it’s very difficult for a human to know what filters are still in them. The most persistent filters are blind spots, presumptions you take for granted because you are not aware of them as such. I think the more we grow and open up to the true reality of love, we let go of our filters. This is a gradual process in my experience. Instead of mourning the fact that our perception is filtered, I think it’s much more joyful to look forward to dropping ever more filters on our way. Channeling is a human affair, but that’s okay. We are here to experience what it’s like to be human, and to revel in the awakenings we experience as humans.

I found the lightworkers series so helpful in putting into context my own experiences; did the material impact your own life and spiritual development?

Yes, it did. It was the first series of channelings I received from Jeshua. He said to me the messages in it were meant specifically for lightworkers. He said that they would be the first ones on Earth to embrace a new, heart-based consciousness. The material is meant to support them in their awakening, so that they can go out and be the teachers for the ones who follow.

For myself, this series made me understand better who I am and what it means to be a lightworker. I read many stories in books and on the Internet about lightworkers, and I felt deep resonance with it, but I never quite understood one thing. Lightworkers were said to have a mission to bring light and consciousness to Earth, they were said to be natural teachers and healers and to have sacrificed much to be here and do their work.

Lightworkers were very much ‘the good guys’. In fact, they almost seemed to be a kind of martyrs: always giving of themselves and carrying the world on their shoulders. It all sounded a bit too holy for me. I myself felt huge resistance to being on Earth, carrying a lot of old sadness and anger within. I wanted to know where that came from and what my purpose in life really was.

Jeshua’s story in the Lightworker Series reveals that we in fact played very dark parts also in earlier lifetimes, some of them in Atlantis and some in times before we incarnated on Earth. In that ancient era, we explored ego-based consciousness to the fullest. Getting to know and understand the dark parts of our/my history satisfied my sense of justice, my sense of balance. I also feel it gave me a healthy sense of humility.

What helped me also is that Jeshua stresses in the Lightworker series that we are not here to save the world. We are here primarily to heal ourselves, to face our dark side, to understand and treat our own emotional hurts with love and compassion. When we do so, we become ‘enlightened’ – we enter heart-based consciousness. We radiate a peaceful, loving energy to others, but this is not something we do (as in a job), it naturally happens because we are who we are. So, the notion of lightwork as ‘working hard to heal the world’ is misplaced according to Jeshua as I receive him. Lightwork is about you and not about the world, and it is a state of being rather than a doing. Realizing this has helped me let go of the urge to ‘save others’, which I think is a deeply ingrained habit of lightworkers. It has helped me to be more centered and focused within.

Jeshua takes great care to separate himself (his earth life as Jeshua) from Jesus as portrayed in the Bible, what would you say is the key difference between their portrayals?

I think the greatest difference is with his portrayal by Church tradition. In the Bible, there are authentic stories about what Jeshua did and said, of course related and interpreted by humans with their own cultural and psychological background. In the Church’s interpretation, Jeshua appears as a deified figure, being closer to and more like God than us.

To underline his special position, he is said to have died for our sins. Jeshua as he presents himself to me, wants us to know that we are as close to God as he is, that he was human as we are and that he died not to take away our sins, but simply because ruling authorities were opposed to him, like they have been opposed throughout history to freethinkers and teachers of the heart. Our sins need not be taken away by another. They are not sins to begin with, but more like areas of ignorance and fear which are part of the human experience. We are here to gracefully transcend them and enjoy the journey Home. We are granted to be fully human by Jeshua, and that’s at odds with much that has been taught by the Church.

Pamela, thank you very much for taking the time to speak with us today.

Pamela and Gerrit are married and have a spiritual practice in The Netherlands (Europe). They have been working with the energy of Jeshua since 2002. Pamela is channeller for Jeshua and Gerrit is regression therapist who always accompanies Pamela in the channelling sessions.


“For me, the name Jeshua refers not so much to the historical personality of Jesus but to the universal christ energy that we are all a part of. When I channel Jeshua, I feel deeply drawn into this field of love and compassion and in that state of consciousness I receive the messages from Jeshua.”


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Jeshua Speaks about Ascension ~ Judith Coates @ Oakbridge University


ART : Elvira Amrhein

Jeshua Speaks About: September 2014

The Ascension

Beloved one, I have been telling you my story, my adventures after the resurrection. Now we will talk about the ascension. Truly in your holy Scriptures you have an account—a very short, abbreviated account—of my ascension before some of the disciples and some of the ones who were following me. It is a very short account, and it says that I ascended into heaven in a great light, and I did. I knew that I was not confined to the body. I wanted to make demonstration of the Light that we are and to do a tactic, if you will, which would allow the ones who were seeking after me in order to silence what I would be speaking of—the ones who ordered the crucifixion—to think that I was gone.

There was a rumor that had gone out that I was still activating a body and I was still teaching, and there were ones who wanted to find me who pursued the disciples and the friends and were harassing them to learn where I was, because if they had not silenced me in the way that they thought would silence me, they wanted to find me again and do a better job of it.

So I decided that I would do the ascension that is written about in your holy writings and that I would let ones know that I had left. “One Yeshu’a has ascended unto heaven and is gone from your midst, and you do not have to worry about him any longer.” So I made the demonstration, and the story went out that I had ascended unto the Father.

Now, we have talked about the sea voyage to Gaul, going into what you now call Germany, going to Britain, going into the colder northern regions and walking across the landmass into what you have called the New World, into North America and then to South America as well to visit with the people there and to find the commonality of human experience and Oneness, no matter what geographical location we were in.

These were years, as you measure linear time, of some centuries, because it took a while to walk, to travel, to stay in the villages, to meet with ones who truly were friends from other lifetimes and other experiences. Some of the ones that you would acknowledge as being the native tribes in the New World, north and south, were ones who had been with me in the spaceships as well.

You see, an incarnation upon a landmass is not usually the first incarnation that ones have. Ones usually find themselves in space because it is wide open, because it is inviting, because it is adventuresome. Then there is the feeling that they want to experience gravity, as you call it, of living upon a landmass and seeing the various structures of nature on the landmass, so there are then the incarnations on different planetary bodies.

You have done that, and this is not, of course, your first lifetime here. It is not your first lifetime ever, because you are the extension of the one Creator and you are creative, and so therefore you have asked, “What more is there to experience? What more can I create?” Every day you create the day and the experiences in that day.

After we had lived many years in what you call North America, which extended into what is now Canada, and we had adventured down as far as the tip of South America, we traversed back over some of the areas we had visited before and found our way back to friends in what you now call Tibet. We wanted to spend time with the masters in Tibet.

It was a great time of celebration. We shared with the masters our joy. Everything truly is joy. You are created in joy. That is your true nature—joy, ease of being, creativeness. But as has been the human evolvement, or perhaps devolvement, there has been more emphasis placed upon the challenges: how to create the challenges and then how to create a way to come out of the challenges.

Now you are beginning to understand the expanded Self, the spiritual Self; not just the human self, but the spiritual Self that truly activates the human self and the physical self, and to go beyond even the mental self to the place of knowing expanded consciousness of spirit. When we had conversed with the masters long enough, then we said, “We are going to take leave of the physical bodies and we are going to ascend into our true nature.” And so there was an ascension, a second ascension if you will, that is not recorded in what you have available to you right now. It was written by ones who witnessed it, but those writings have been buried and will at some time come to light.

We ascended, Mariam and I, in front of the masters in Tibet, and we allowed some of the physicality to remain with holy Mother Earth, the dust of the Earth. And that is what it was. It was not the bones, it was not a skeleton, but it went immediately to dust, and the wind carried it to all parts of holy Mother Earth.

Those years, as I have shared with you, were years of enjoyment, of being in joy, being able to speak with friends. Even if we did not know the language and the sounds of the various languages that have grown up on holy Mother Earth, we knew intuitively, mind to mind, what was being said and expressed. There was the open heart that truly we met everywhere we went.

If there were ones who were into creative expression of wanting to see what they could do with the physical body, we would absent ourselves from any “danger”, because there were, as there is still in this day and time, the various tribes, gatherings of people who wanted to have power.

Worldly experience has sought after power a long, long time, forgetting that the power is in love, in the divinity, and that there would not be the demonstration of any kind of power without the power of Reality—capital “R”—the Christ nature, the divine nature from whence all power comes. However it is used is the choice of the seeming individual at that time just for the experience of it.

So, if there would be a thought—and we were very much into thought patterns—to see what they could do to our physical bodies, we knew how to absent ourselves quite quickly. The ones who traveled with us also knew this. So there was never any forcing of a destiny, as you would call it. We knew, as truly you know at a very deep level, that you are in charge of your life. And so if it was not hospitable, we did not stay around.

Most of the ones that we met and interacted with were of the heart, of Oneness with nature, except for some in various collections of what was called the “civilized” world, and that was not always so civilized. The ones that we met in the more primitive areas, as is judged, were much more open to the heart energy and to nature and to the Oneness with all life forms.

Anywhere you go, you will find ones drawn to you because of your heart center, because you meet them in love and in the heart energy; you may have mental activities that you do with them, but the main attraction—it is as a magnet—it is the smile upon the face. It is the heart opening and the arms that open into a hug if ones are open to a hug. It is the hand that is held out to be in a handshake perhaps if they do not want the closeness of a hug.

Drop by drop, little by little, that which you send out is having an effect that you do not see yet. It is as the deep water that runs smoothly underneath and is not seen on the surface where there may be a lot of turbulence. You are part of the deep water that runs peacefully and calmly and strongly underneath.

There is no one outside of you bringing it to you. It is you inviting it and believing in it and knowing that it is for Real—capital “R”. Ones have looked outside of themselves for a long, long time. They have looked to the stars, they have looked to the heavens, they have looked underneath the rocks, they have looked everywhere, high and low, for the magic, the master who is going to make everything right for them.

It was prophesied that I would do this, that I would be the messiah who would lead my people into freedom. Who are my people? Everyone; not just the ones of the culture that I was born into, but everyone. I did not see division. I would not claim divisiveness. I only claim Oneness with All, including all human beings and all forms of life; all forms of life.

So I was, yes, the messiah, as you are the messiah in this time as you speak to the friends and you give them perhaps a glimpse of something higher and better that they can believe in, a bit of love that they can feel as you give them a hug, a bit of knowing that they are valued, that they are worth something.

Many of the brothers and sisters, because of early generational teaching, do not feel that they are worth anything. They have been told over and over that they are worthless. If it has not been said in words, it has been said in deeds, where they were not listened to, they were not encouraged to be all that they could be.

And so they have grown up—at least in body, maybe not in the consciousness—to see themselves as still seeking the love that they have felt they never received. So when you come along and you joke with them and you are direct with them about who they are and you say to them, “I behold the Christ in you,”—not in those words perhaps, because they would not understand those words—but you say to them, “I like you,” they can understand those words. They may not claim it at first. They may say, “Well, he thinks he likes me, but if he really knew me, he wouldn’t like me.” But as you say it over and over to them, they begin to think, “Well, she’s a bit crazy, but I like what she says.”

So they come back for more. And as they become filled up with a feeling of being liked, it spills over to other ones that they meet, and little by little everything changes. Think not that what you do has little impact. It has great impact. As you will smile at strangers, as you will smile at ones you meet in the shopping malls, in your various places of employment, places where you go, know that you are the messiah, because truly you are. You are the one who has the message of the messiah. The messiah carries the message.

I carry the message. I said in word and deed that the human expression is not all there is. I did the demonstration on the cross and the resurrection so that ones could see that there is much more to the creative Self—capital “S”—than just what you have been taught.

You carry the message. Allow yourselves to be the messiah. Take hold of the message and allow others to see. Even if you do not say anything, allow other ones to see that there can be an easier, happier path. Allow yourself to show freedom of Being to the world, which is so sorely asking for help. Know that truly you are bringing about a greater vibratory frequency; not from masters on high who are going to now gift you, but from your own master Self. You are bringing in the frequency of understanding the divinity of yourSelf, the higher frequency of divinity.

So the ascension, yes; Mariam and I made ascension a couple of times. Mariam ascended in Gaul when the physical body was burned at the stake. We ascended many times in our understanding of knowing the divinity of ourselves, the same as you are doing. Every day you ascend in consciousness as you perhaps read a sentence or two, and all of a sudden the light bulb comes on and you think, “Oh, that’s what that means,” and you come up higher in your understanding of your own message, and you are your own messiah.

Know that truly the ascension in physicality is not the be all and end all. It is not the thing that crowns you with your spirituality. You are already spiritual; otherwise you would not be here doing what you are doing. You would not be having human experience if you were not already spiritual.

The ascension that is most important is the ascension in consciousness, the ascension of knowing the heart level, the heart vibration frequency that goes out and attracts unto itself the like frequency, similar frequency, completely equal frequency. That is the ascension that is important, and you can do that every day.

You do that every day as you spend time in meditation, however you do your meditation, as you contemplate, “Well, here I am in another day. I wonder what this day is going to hold. I can’t wait to get out and run my feet in the grass outside. I can’t wait to get out and look for snails and see if they’re still here. I can’t wait to meet my friends and to have coffee with them. I can’t wait to get out and talk with the friends about this new book I’ve been reading and the ideas in this book. These ideas are really enlivening; they make my life alive; they make my life joyous. I really get caught up in the heart energy.”

That is the ascension that is important: the ascension in consciousness, awareness of all Life. Anyone, truly, if they want to, can do the physical ascension, but I will share with you that the physical ascension comes after the spiritual ascension. “I understand, I see, I feel, I know.” And then if it be a choice, you can do the physical ascension.

Allow yourselves in every day to wake up and ascend, to wake up and ascend out of the bed—that is your first ascension; and I know that sometimes when you get up it is a bit of a drag, but it is an ascension, and it is the beginning of that day. And then ascend in ideas, and play with those ideas in higher awareness of all Life, of all Being. Abide in the Heart of love and true understanding. Then you are the messiah with a message. You have ascended.

So be it.

– Jeshua ben Joseph (Jesus)
in expression through Judith


Who is Jeshua? Pamela Kribbe @ Aurelia


ART : Freydoon Rassouli

Who is Jeshua?  

  Conversation with Jeshua, October 2002~~~~~~~
Jeshua, who are you?I am the one who has been among you and who you have come to know as Jesus. I am not the Jesus of your church tradition or the Jesus of your religious writings. I am Jeshua-ben-Joseph; I have lived as a man of flesh and blood. I did reach Christ consciousness before you, but I was supported in this by powers which are beyond your imagination at present. My coming was a cosmic event – I made myself available for this.It wasn’t easy. I did not succeed in my endeavours to pass on to people the immensity of God’s love. There was much misunderstanding. I came too early, but someone had to come. My coming was like throwing a stone in a large fishpond. All fish flee and the stone sinks into the deep. There are ripples noticeable long after though. One might say that the kind of consciousness I wished to convey, did its work underground after that. At the surface of the pool there were constant ruffles; well-meant but misguided interpretations rose to meet and fight each other in my name. The ones who were touched by my energy, moved by the impulse of Christ energy, could not really integrate it with their psychological and physical reality.

It has taken a long time before Christ consciousness could set foot on earth. But now the time has come. And I have returned and speak through many, through all and to everyone who wants to hear me and who has come to understand me from the quietness of their hearts. I do not preach and I do not judge. My sincerest hope is to speak to you of the vast and unfailing presence of Love, accessible to you at any time.

I am part of a much larger consciousness, a greater entity, but I, Jeshua, am the incarnated part of that entity (or field of consciousness). I do not like the name Jesus much, for it has become so caught up with a distorted version of what I stand for. ‘Jesus’ is owned by the church traditions and authorities. He has been molded to fit the interests of the church patriarchs for centuries, so much so that the prevailing image of Jesus is now so far removed from what I represent, that it would truly please me if you could just let it go and release me from that heritage.

I am Jeshua, man of flesh and blood. I am your friend and brother. I am familiar with being human in every way. I am teacher and friend. Do not fear me. Embrace me like you’d embrace one of your kin. We are family.

Jeshua, Jesus and Christ

The Christ energy that I came to offer you stems from a collective energy that has gone beyond the world of duality. This means that it recognizes the opposites of good and bad, light and dark, giving and taking, as the aspects of one and the same energy. Living from the reality of Christ consciousness means that there is no struggle with anything. There is a complete acceptance of reality. This absence of struggle or resistance is its main characteristic. Since Christ (or the Christ energy) recognizes the extremes of all thoughts, feelings and actions as the manifestation of the one divine energy, there can be no duality, no judgment in the way ‘he’ (the christed energy) experiences reality. Let’s give an example here. When the Christ in you watches an armed conflict between people, her heart weeps for the fate of the beaten one, but she does not judge. She feels the pain and humiliation with each blow, and her heart is filled with compassion, but she does not judge. She watches the offender, the one with the gun, who has power, who inflicts pain, and she feels……..the hatred and bitterness inside of him, and her heart grieves, but she does not judge. The heart of Christ embraces the whole spectacle with deeply felt compassion, but without judgment, for she recognizes all aspects as experiences she has gone through herself. She herself has lived out all of these roles, of offender and victim, of master and slave, and she has come to the understanding that she is neither of them, but that which underlies both.

The Christ energy has passed through all the energies of duality. It identified itself now with the dark, then with the light, but through it all, something remained the same. And when she realized this “sameness” underlying all her experiences, her consciousness obtained a new kind of unity: it was “christed”. The christed energy was the energy I came to offer you. Who I was is quite difficult to explain. I will try so by distinguishing between three ‘identities’: Jeshua, Jesus, and Christ. I, the one who is now speaking, am Jeshua. I was the human being who carried the Christ energy in my incarnation on Earth. This energy may also be called Christ. Jesus – in my terminology – is the name for the Godlike man who was the result of the infusion of Christ energy into the physical and psychological reality of Jeshua. This Christ energy was poured into Jeshua from spheres of Light which are – from your standpoint – located in your future. Jesus was the man who performed miracles and put forward prophesies. Jesus was an emissary from the spheres of light, incarnated in me. In fact, he was my future self. Jesus was, from my perspective as the man Jeshua living on earth, my future self, who had become one with the Christ energy. Because the Christ in him was clearly present and visible to many people around him, he appeared to them as divine.

I, Jeshua, was a man of flesh and blood. The unique and to some extent artificial aspect of the “Jesus-construction” was that I received his/my Christed self from the future. I did not become christed on the basis of my past and the experiences therein. I did not achieve enlightenment in a natural way, but by means of an intervention from outside so to speak, by an infusion of Christ energy from the future. I had agreed to play this role before I began this lifetime. I agreed to be ‘overshadowed’ by the Jesus presence, as an act of service, and also because of a deeply felt longing to get to know the reality of my deepest potentials.

Jesus, my future self from the spheres of light, had become one with the Christ energy. Yet he did not represent the entire energy of Christ here on earth, for this energy encompasses more than Jesus. He is one part or cell of it. Christ or the Christ energy (it is more like an energy field than a personal entity) is a collective energy which has many aspects or “cells”, which are cooperating in such a way that they function as one “organism”. All cells make a unique contribution to the whole and experience themselves as individuals while being part of the whole as well. One might call these several aspects of the Christ energy angels or arch-angels. It is the hallmark of angels that they have a sense of individuality as well as a high-degree of selflessness, which allows them to feel one with collective energies and be joyfully in their service. The notion of (arch) angels is elucidated in the last chapter of the Lightworker series (‘Your Light Self’).

Jesus’ mission on earth

Jesus was an energy from the future who came to earth to bring illumination and knowledge to humanity. He came from another world or even dimension, and he brought with him the elevated energy of this reality. His awareness of his own Greater Self remained intact while he incarnated on earth. Because of his presence in me, Jeshua, I could easily realize the flexibility of material laws and “perform miracles”. The reason why the Jesus/Jeshua personality came to earth was to create an opening or doorway to a different state of consciousness. I wanted to set an example of the possibilities that are available to each human being. In the spheres of light where Jesus came from, it was felt that the earth was going into a direction which would end up in great darkness and self-alienation for the souls involved in the earth experiment. It was decided that a powerful impetus for change was going to be given which would clearly show human beings the choices available to them. By sending the energy personality of Jesus, we wanted to hold up a mirror to human beings and remind them of their own divine origin and the dormant potentials they carried within. The potentials for peace, freedom and mastership over yourself.

Every human being is the master of his own reality. You are creating your own reality all the time. You are able to let go of a miserable or unsatisfying reality and allow Light to enter and transform your creation. Man is his own master, but he tends to give his power away to outside authorities who claim to know the truth and to want the best for you. This happens in politics, medicine, education, and etcetera. Also, your “entertainment industry” is full of false images about happiness, success and beauty, which serve no one except the ones who construct them. Have you ever thought about how much money is spent just creating images? In the media, the newspapers, the movies, on radio and television, images are spread all the time. Where do these images come from? Why are they there? Who designs them? Images are a means of exerting power over people. Images can make people subservient and disconnected from their true needs, without the use of physical force or violence. Images can make people voluntarily give away their own power and self-worth. They delude you in such a way that you need not be violently forced into anything; you will accept the values portrayed by the image as your own and act accordingly. This is what we would call invisible mind-control and it is rampant among your ‘free’ western societies.

The function of Light is primarily to bring clarity, awareness and transparency to the invisible structures of thought and feeling that shape your life. Light is the opposite of mind-control. Where Light enters a reality, it breaks the bonds of mere power and authority and it breaks down the hierarchies based on it. It holds misuse of power up to the light and it frees people of delusions and illusions that take away their power for self-determination.

Jesus was a threat to the ruling order at the time he lived. By what he told people and sheerly by what he radiated, he caused structures of power to be seen for what they truly were. This was unbearable and unacceptable for the existing hierarchy.

The role of Lightworker, which Jesus took upon him, was heavy; especially for me, Jeshua, the human being who agreed to carry this intense, bright energy in my lifetime. I, Jeshua, was almost overshadowed by the force of Jesus’ presence, the presence of my future self! Although it filled me with great insights, love and inspiration, it was quite a challenge physically to carry or “hold” his energy. I could not really integrate his energy into my physical being – the cells in my body were ‘not ready’ for it yet – so on a physical level my body got exhausted from carrying these intense energies of Light. Apart from the physical aspect, there was also a psychological burden to carrying the Christ energy. I found it very hard to watch the nature of the Christ energy being misunderstood frequently, even by my closest friends or ‘disciples’. As the human being that I was, I sometimes became desperate and doubted the value of the journey I undertook. I felt that the world was not ready for the Christed energy. I felt that its essence was not recognised. Jesus was truly a pioneer in his time.

Results of Jesus’ coming to earth

By the coming of Jesus to earth, a seed was planted. It was the seed of the Christ energy. People were moved by what I said and did, and unconsciously, at the soul-level, they did recognize the Christ energy. Deep within their souls, a memory was stirred. Something was touched and set in motion.

At the surface, on the level of what can be seen and felt in the physical world, my coming created much commotion. In virtue of the law of duality, the powerful infusion of Light creates a powerful reaction from the Dark. This is just a matter of logic. Light is confronting. It wants to break structures of power and set the imprisoned energies free. Darkness is the energy that wants to suppress and control. So these two energies have opposing interests. Where one gains in power, the other will strike back to defend itself and regain balance. Thus, my coming to earth also initiated much struggle and violence, as a counter reaction to the Light I came to spread.

The persecution of my followers, the early Christians, is one example of this violent counter reaction. But the Christians themselves, the founders of the Church, did not shun violence either in their pursuit to spread my teachings. Think of the crusades and the Inquisition. In the name of Christ, the most barbaric deeds of darkness have been performed, by Christians as well as non-Christians.

The masters of Light, who decided to send me as an emissary to earth, were aware of the fact that the intense and unprecedented energy of Jesus might invoke strong reactions of darkness. Jesus penetrated the reality of earth like a comet. It was a kind of emergency measure from the spheres of light, from energies which were deeply concerned with earth and its inhabitants. It was an ultimate attempt to divert the direction in which the earth was heading, a way of interrupting cycles of ignorance and destruction which kept on repeating themselves.

The results were ambiguous. On the one hand, the Light of Jesus invoked much Darkness (by way of counter reaction). On the other hand, the seed of the Christ consciousness was planted in the hearts of a number of people. An important reason for my coming was to awaken the lightworker souls on earth. (See the other channelled material for an explanation of the notion of lightworker). They would be most sensitive and receptive of my energy, although many had become lost in the density and darkness of the earth plane as well. Lightworkers are in fact emissaries of Light with the same mission as Jesus. The difference is that in their incarnation in a physical body, they are less connected to their wider divine Self than I was. They are more subject to the karmic burdens and illusions of the earth plane. They are more bound to the past. With the incarnation of Jesus, something special was occurring. Jesus did not carry any karmic burdens from the past and he could therefore more easily keep in touch with his divinity. He was here in a somewhat artificial way, a presence from the future, being here and there at the same time.

The consciousness of the beings of Light which jointly decided to ‘insert’ the energy of Jesus into earth reality at the time was not perfect and all-knowing. Every conscious being is in the process of developing and understanding itself all the time. Among humans, there is a persistent belief that everything is predestined by some divine plan; behind this belief is the notion of a dominant, omniscient God. This notion is false. There is no predestination by an outside force. There are only probabilities which are the result from inner choices you yourself make. My coming to earth was based on a decision made by a collective energy of light, which Jesus was a part of. It was a choice that involved risks and an unpredictable outcome. The collective energy of light I am speaking of is an angelic realm that is deeply connected to humanity and earth because it helped to create man and earth. Actually, you are part of them and not separate from them at all, but we are now speaking multidimensionally, i.e. on a level of consciousness that is outside of your linear framework of time. In another dimension or framework of time, you are these angels that make up the spheres of light, from which Jesus descended to earth. (See the last chapter of the Lightworker series (‘Your Light Self’) for an in-depth explanation of multidimensionality and your angelic nature).You – lightworkers – are much more interconnected with ‘the Jesus event’, this infusion of Christ energy on earth, than you suppose. It was to some extent a collective endeavour, to which you all contributed, and from which I, Jeshua, was the visible, physical representative.

My message was that the Christ energy is present in all human beings as a seed. When you look up to me as some kind of authority, you have misunderstood my message. I wished and still wish to invite you to believe in yourself, to find the truth within your own heart, and not to believe in any authority outside of you. Ironically, the official Christian religion has placed me outside of your reality as an authority to worship and obey. This is quite the opposite of what I intended. I intended to show you that you can be a living Christ yourself. I now ask you to recognize the Christ within, and to return to me my humanness. I am Jeshua, man of flesh and blood, and truly a friend and brother to you all. © Pamela Kribbe For questions or feedback, feel free to contact us at



The Jeshua Channelings – Jeshua: Male & Female Energy, channeled by Pamela Kribbe @ Aurelia

Kinuko Y. Craft
ART : Kinuko Y. Craft


Jeshua via Pamela Kribbe: Male and Female Energy

Pamela Kribbe

Jeshua: Male and Female Energy, channeled by Pamela Kribbe, 2014 at:

Dear friends, it gives me great pleasure to be with you again. I am so glad to be in your company. You have a tendency to look up to me, or to beings like me, as masters but we do not see it that way. We see you following your path on earth at a challenging time, a time when much is changing, and we see you growing towards your own mastery.

We see you becoming the masters that you still look up to at times. And this is what it is all about – finding your own mastery! Do not follow any master that is brought before you by tradition or by books or by anything someone else is telling you. Find your own mastery – that’s what it’s all about.

Today I would like to speak about a theme that reaches back far into your history: the energies of the male and the female. These are old energies and a lot is going on with them right now.

First I would like to say something about the nature of the male and the female. These energies are two aspects of the One. They therefore are not really opposed or dualistic, they are one; they are two faces of one energy.

The male energy is the aspect that is outwardly focused. It is that part of God or Spirit that drives outward manifestation, that makes Spirit materialize and take form. The male energy therefore knows a strong creative force. It is natural to the male energy to be highly focused and goal-oriented. In this manner the male energy creates individuality. The male energy allows you to separate yourself from the One, from the Whole and to stand alone and be a specific individual.

The female energy is the energy of Home. It is the energy of the Primal Source, the flowing Light, pure Being. It is the energy that has not yet manifested, the inner aspect of things. The female energy is all encompassing and oceanic; it does not differentiate or individualize.

Now, imagine the energy of the female becoming aware of a certain movement inside of her, a slight restlessness, a desire for… reaching out, outside of her boundaries, moving outside of herself to attain experience. There is a longing for something new, for adventure! And then an energy comes to her that answers that longing. It is the male energy that wants to be of service and help her manifest in matter, in form. The male energy defines and shapes the female energy and by their cooperation the total sum of energies can take a completely new direction. A new reality can be created in which everything can be explored and experienced, in ever changing forms of manifestation.

The dance of the male and the female brings forth the fluctuating spectacle of created reality, of your creation. This is a spectacle of great beauty wherein the male and female energy worship each other and celebrate their cooperation and playful joining. And this is as it should be. The male and female energy belong together, they are two aspects of the One and together they celebrate the joyful manifestation that Creation is supposed to be.

It has been said that in the final realization of who you are, the only truth that matters is: I AM. And in this mystical mantra, precisely those two aspects merge. In the I is the male energy, in the AM is the female energy. The I is constricting, differentiating. It gives focus, it gives direction, it individuates: I, not the other, I. And then AM. AM is oceanic, all encompassing. It reflects the ocean of Home, the female energy, the inexhaustible source that knows no bounds, no differentiation. The flowing and joining aspect is the core of the female energy. In the I AM, the male and female come together and blissfully join their energies.

Now in the history of humanity and even before humanity existed, a conflict arose between the masculine and the feminine. I shall not go into the origin of this conflict now. But in your history there is a drifting apart of male and female energy so that they appear as opposite forces. The yin-yang symbol demonstrates the true situation very well. In the masculine there is always a core of the feminine, and in the feminine there is a core of the masculine, just as there is a white dot in the black and a black dot in the white. But in the course of history, this mystical unity of the masculine and feminine has been forgotten and these energies have become opposed to each other as black and white. The underlying unity was no longer recognized.

Right now, you are in the last phase of this history of conflict, in which the male energy has played the part of perpetrator for many centuries. The male energy has long been playing a part in which it oppresses, mutilates and destroys the female energy. It was not always like that. There have been times in which the female energy had the upper hand and wrongly manipulated and ruled the male energy. But that time is over. The conflict took a different turn at a certain point and the roles of perpetrator and victim were reversed.

The male energy has been in power for a long time now and has misused this power in such a fashion that the female energy has been weakened and does not realize the integrity of her Being anymore. Whenever the masculine and feminine are in conflict, the disintegration of both is inevitable. Where the feminine gets victimized more and more and gets lost in self-denial, the masculine energy loses itself in ruthless violence and the kind of aggression you know from the many wars in your past.

The masculine and the feminine depend on one another. When they battle each other, the consequences are disastrous. But times are changing. Since the 19th and 20th centuries, the female energy is regaining its strength and rising above the role of victim. This resurrection comes from deep within the feminine energy. She has finally reached the outer limit of her self-denial. At this point she has looked herself in the face and has stated: this is as far as it goes.

By the way, this is how it always goes in the dynamic between victim and perpetrator. Change starts when the victim refuses to accept any more. The perpetrator could well hang onto his role for a longer while, for he has less of a reason to stop. Revolution starts where the victim refuses to accept any more and finally takes back her power. In all situations of repression, for example of women in their family or in society, the real moment of change is when the woman – or the feminine energy within a person – decides for herself: I will not take this any longer. This is when change truly starts to happen. External measures are useless until this moment presents itself.

The female energy has arisen and its star is rising. Actually the most urgent matter in this time and age is the transformation of the male energy!! It is now time for a new definition of male energy. I could have easily called this channeling “the rebirth of the male energy.” For I want to stress that it is only in reunion with a matured and balanced male energy that the female energy can flourish again.

The female energy has in the past century and even before that regained power and strength. It has begun to flourish in a new and more balanced way. Despite the inequality of the sexes that is still present in your society, the rise of the female energy is unstoppable. However the female energy cannot gain full strength and vitality without cooperation with the male energy. This goes for the collective level as well as the individual.

The female energy cannot make its final breakthrough without the support of and connection with the male energy. This is not because of an inherent weakness in the female energy. It is because of the essential nature of male and female energies: the fact that they are intertwined and can only fulfill their brightest potentials in cooperation. This is why it is imperative now that the male energy reshape itself and venture into the new!

When you look at the interplay between male and female on a collective level, the female energy is now in a position of waiting. She is waiting. At present there is a struggle going on within the collective male energy between the old and the new. A new wave of energy is dawning within the collective male energy that honors and respects the female energy. This new wave of male energy wants to join with the female and together enter the New Age. But at the same time an older wave of male energy is still active and trying to persist. This energy is clearly working in the series of terrorist attacks that has taken place all over your world.

The male energy in its old role of heartless aggressor is thereby showing its nasty side. In the ones who commit these horrendous attacks there are very dark emotions: aggression, anger and at the same time utter powerlessness and helplessness. It is from this utter helplessness that they appeal to the most brute and destructive types of power display. This male energy we are speaking of is in its death agonies. It senses that there are important changes going on collectively and that humanity is on the threshold of a new era.

One of the problems you are now facing, while growing towards a more balanced cooperation between male and female, is how to deal with this kind of ruthless energy. What are we going to do about this old male energy that is trying to create as much havoc and destruction as possible in its downfall? Let me tell you this: its downfall is a fact. The struggle has been lost by the old male energy, but it will not surrender easily and it will resist to the very last with aggression and merciless attempts at domination.

Much will depend on how the inner collective attitude will be to these aggressors. Will you allow anger and powerlessness into your own energy field as a reaction to acts of violence? Then you open up to the energy field of the aggressors. At the very moment you feel overpowered by anger and resentment toward them they have reached their target. You are then sucked into their energetic vibration and you would be willing to kill as well: kill the murderers of the innocent.

This is all very understandable, but is it vital to realize what’s happening here. As soon as there are intense emotions rising up, it is wise to make a pause, in silence. Go back to the quiet, knowing part of you and ask: what is really going on here? It is all about your wisdom and discernment now, your ability to see through things and to feel what really is at stake. The world will not be taken over by terrorist powers; the old male energy has served its time and its dying hour is at hand.

The most important message I have about terrorism, this manifestation of old male aggression, is: stay conscious! Do not let yourself be taken off-center by emotions of powerlessness, i.e. by getting victimized. Know that no one will be touched by this aggressive energy if they do not allow it into their energy field. If you do not react with anger or hatred, you will not draw it to you. You will be safe and protected by your own light.

I now would like to pay attention to the more mundane individual level, the level at which you deal with the male and female energies within yourself. For on the individual level as well there has been a struggle between the male and the female energies. Everything that happens collectively mirrors processes at the individual level.

To illustrate the importance of balance between the feminine and the masculine on the individual level, I will speak of the energy centers in every human, which are also called the chakras. There are seven of them that you know of now and these are located along the spine, from the tail bone to the crown. I will go into all of these chakras briefly, to show you that they are all characterized by either a predominantly male or female type of energy.

The tail bone (root) chakra is the energy center that connects you to the earth. The energy in this chakra reaches out to the earth and allows you to manifest your soul energy in physical form on the dense, material level of reality. In view of the reaching out and manifesting type of energy in the tail bone chakra, you may call it a predominantly male chakra. A chakra is never completely male or female, but one may say that the male energy has the upper hand here.

The second chakra is called the navel (belly button) chakra and it is the center of emotions. This center allows you to experience emotions, mood swings, in short all the highs and lows of emotional life. It is a receptive center. That is why I call it a female center, a chakra in which the female flow of energy dominates.

The third chakra, also called the solar plexus, is a center of action and creation. This is a center which reaches out and allows energy to manifest in physical reality. You may compare it to the sun, the outpouring of rays and the power of the yellow sunlight (the natural color of the third chakra is yellow). In the solar plexus your thoughts, ideas and desires are transformed into outer manifestation. It is the chakra of action and outward expression. It is also the seat of the ego, meaning the earthly personality, without negative implications. The predominant energy is male.

The heart chakra is a receptive center like the navel chakra and it has the special ability to connect different flows of energy. It is the center in which the energies of the lower three chakras (earth reality) and the upper three chakras (cosmic reality) connect. The heart is the bridge between mind (head) and emotion (belly). From the heart you are also able to connect with others and transcend yourself. The heart transcends the boundaries of the ego and enables you to feel oneness with anything outside of you, even with All That Is. The heart chakra is the gateway to the energy of Home. It is clearly a center of connection and it is therefore predominantly feminine.

The throat chakra is male. From this center inner promptings, ideas and emotions are given physical shape through speaking, crying, laughing, singing, yelling etc. Here the inner life is expressed outwardly by communication through the voice and through language. This center enables you to make your inner life known to others by means of physical signals: words, sounds, concepts. It is a center of manifestation that enables you to focus your energy outwardly into the physical plane. It is also a center of creativity.

The sixth chakra, also called “the third eye” which is located in the middle of your head, is feminine again. It receives extra-sensory, intuitive impressions and transcends the boundaries of the physical (the five physical senses). It is the seat of clairvoyance, clairsentience, etc. Through this center you can feel the energy of someone else – the emotions, the pains, the joys – as your own. With this ability of empathy, you transcend the boundaries of the ego and you connect with “that which is not-you.”

Finally there is the crown chakra, on top of the head. This chakra is neither male nor female. Or you might say: it is both. In this chakra, you rise above the duality of male and female. The crown chakra is an interesting combination of both energies. When this chakra is balanced, the consciousness therein is in a state of receiving as much as reaching out. There is a reaching “upwards” to other dimensions, where it seeks spiritual meaning or support, or to deeper layers of the Self. And at the same time there is a quiet and tranquil receptiveness, a knowingness that the answers will come in good time. It is a type of consciousness that is both highly focused and highly receptive. In this “state of mind” you come very close to the unity that underlies male and female energies, the energy of Spirit or God.

I have now sketched very roughly the movement of the male and female energy flows throughout the energetic body of the human being. Now I wish to speak of the lowest three chakras in particular. These are the chakras that are most connected to the earth, that are most involved with being in the earthly realm. This area of the lowest three chakras is of utmost importance in your inner road to healing, for in this area lie the deepest traumas and emotional scars.

You often feel you are earthly beings opening up to the spiritual. But we see it the other way around. You are spiritual beings opening up to the earth. The earth is a brilliant destination, a hidden diamond that has yet to reveal its true beauty. The earth is the Promised Land!

Heaven is your birth place. But you will not return to the state of consciousness that you remember as “Home” or “Heaven,” to a state of purely spiritual being. The adventure of Creation brings you to new destinations; you are always expanding and progressing towards a wholly new type of consciousness. (We have spoken of this before in the last chapter of the Lightworker Series). Earth is an essential part of this journey.

However in your manifestations on earth and your attempts to express yourself there, you have suffered much pain. Almost all of you have severe emotional wounds in the lowest three chakras caused by experiences of rejection, violence and abandonment. This may have happened in past lives as well as in this lifetime. Almost all energy blocks in the upper chakras are related to emotional hurts in the lowest three chakras.

I will say a little about the tail bone chakra first. Your connection to the earth has become emotionally burdened, especially for lightworkers. Because you have met with grave resistance over many lifetimes, there is much fear and reserve in you when it comes to truly grounding yourself. Grounding yourself means being fully present in your earthly bodies and expressing your innermost inspiration in material reality. The resistance to grounding yourself fully has been discussed before (in the Lightworker series). It has mainly to do with you “being different” and having been rejected for it.

In the second chakra, the emotional center, you have also been affected deeply by experiences of being threatened or deserted (literally or emotionally) and by being severely restricted in your self-expression.

With these traumatic burdens in the lowest two chakras, the solar plexus (third chakra) is also heavily affected. The solar plexus has to do with life force, creative energy and power. You know few examples of what true power means. With this I mean power that is not aggressive and destructive. In the solar plexus chakra you often see that a person manifests himself or herself either in an aggressive, controlling way, or in a subdued, overly modest way. Both ways are the result of underlying feelings of helplessness, stemming from a wounded first and second chakra. In the third chakra it is all about finding a balanced way of dealing with power and control, it is about a balanced ego.

Ego is okay! The ego has a proper function; it lends focus to your consciousness which enables you to create and manifest as the separate individual that you are. Yes, you are part of a greater Whole but you are also “I,” separate and different from anyone else. The ego is a necessary complement to the spiritual part of you that transcends the “I.” The energy of the ego is fully honorable and justified in the energetic reality that you live. True power is in the joyful alignment of ego and Spirit.

The area of the lowest three chakras is the most important area in self-healing and inner growth. The greatest spiritual challenge to you now is to take care of this wounded area in yourself. Meditating to transcend physical reality or connect to elusive cosmic levels is not your main goal now. Your goal is to give your gentlest understanding and loving support to that hurt inner child within you and to restore its beauty and playfulness. This is your spiritual journey; herein lies the greatest treasure. Cherishing and respecting the human side of you, the child part of you, is your road to divine compassion and enlightenment.

I would like to draw your attention to the fact that within this energetic area, two out of the three chakras concerned are male. This shows that especially with regard to the male energies within each of you, much healing work is to be done. Therefore my message to you now is: heal the male energy within! The feminine energy is in many ways recovering and acquiring the strength needed to express itself fully and beautifully. The female qualities of intuition, sensitivity and connectedness are being appreciated more and more, individually as well as collectively.

But it is not so clear what a balanced male energy truly looks like. The male energy somehow got lost in false images of what it means “to be a man,” stereotypes that always boil down to power through aggression. It is vital to recognise and express the true nature of male energy. The female side now needs the balanced male energy to be able to truly fulfill her role. The female energy is waiting, not just at the collective level but also on the individual level. The female energy is getting out of its victim role, regaining its self-esteem and it is now wanting to manifest itself powerfully and joyfully through reunion with the male.

So, what then is the power of balanced male energy? This goes for the male energy in both men and women.

In the first chakra, a healed and balanced male energy leads to self-consciousness. The male energy does not have to fight and struggle anymore, it is present through self-consciousness. Presence, i.e. being fully present with all of your soul, is an essential quality of the first chakra. Being present self-consciously means to stay aware of yourself, remaining centered, not getting lost in someone else’s opinions, expectations or needs. It is about finding the balance between connecting with others and being true to yourself. A balanced male energy in the tail bone chakra allows you to remain centered and aware of yourself while you interact with others and the outside world.

It is essential to develop this quality of self-consciousness, for it will protect and guide your female energy. The female energy is naturally inclined to connect with others (other living beings) and to be present with the other in a caring, nurturing way. The male energy makes for boundaries and helps find a balance between giving and receiving. With regard to the flowing, connecting female energies, the male energy in the lowest chakra fulfills the role of anchor and backbone. It is the point of coming home to yourself, the point of releasing ties to other energies you have connected with.

The solar plexus or third chakra fulfills the same role in a different way. This chakra is, as I said before, the energy center of the ego. You still have trouble with this concept of the ego. Especially among lightworker souls, there is a tendency to look upon the giving, self-transcending energies in the human being as “higher.” But it is not so. You live in a world in which two energies play together and form the building blocks of Creation. One tends to connect and seek for unity, the other creates separation and individuality. And the latter energy is just as viable and valuable as the former one.

It is important to make peace with the male energy, to embrace your individuality, your uniqueness, your “I-ness.” There is an essential “aloneness” in life which has nothing to do with loneliness, but which has everything to do with you being an “I,” a unique individual. To embrace this aloneness does not stand in the way of experiencing deep connections to others. If you truly embrace your individuality, you become an empowered, independent and creative individual able to share your energy deeply with anyone or anything, because you are not afraid to lose yourself in it or give up your individuality.

The male energy of the solar plexus helps you become truly creative and empowered. That is what the female energy in you is waiting for. Your heartfelt inspiration wants to make itself known on the material level, it wants to come out in a very earthly manner and bring tidings of love and harmony to the earth. The female energy is the carrier of the New Age but it needs a balanced male energy to truly manifest itself and grow roots into material reality. That is why it is of such great importance that the energies of the first and third chakra are healed.

The energy of a healthy ego, the healed solar plexus, is self-confidence. In the first chakra it is self-consciousness, in the third chakra it is self-confidence. This is not the kind of arrogance you see in an inflated ego. It is about simply trusting yourself: “I feel that I can do it!” It is being aware of your own deepest inspiration, your own creative abilities and then acting accordingly. Let your energies flow out of you, trust your natural talents and gifts, trust who you are and show yourself to the world! Especially for you lightworkers who carry so much inner knowledge and wisdom, it is now time to show yourself and not hide anymore. It is time. This is your destination and in this you will find your greatest fulfillment.

Make peace with the male energy within. Do not hesitate to stand up for yourself, to receive abundance and to take good care of yourself. Be egotistical, in the pure and neutral sense of the word. You are an ego, you are an individual. You cannot and need not be forgiving and understanding all the time. It is not spiritual to tolerate everything and anything. Clearly there are moments at which you have to say “no” or even “farewell” and not compromise who you are. Do this without guilt or fear and feel how the male energies of self-consciousness and self-confidence empower you to let the delicate flower of your female energy flourish and shine.

It is all about the cooperation between the energies. Male and female energies have gone down together in a long and painful struggle. They will also rise together, for one cannot be balanced without the other. Now that the female energy is ready to rise from the ashes of humiliation and repression, there is an urgent need for a rebirth of the male energy. This rebirth of the male will become visible on a collective scale eventually, but it will first manifest in each of you separately, man and woman. You all are the keepers of these ancient energies within you, and it is your birthright to make their partnership equal and joyful.

Thank you to Golden Age of Gaia

Kinuko Y. Craft

Jeshua Speaks : Into The New World ~ Judith Coates @ Oakbridge University

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Jeshua Speaks About:August 2014

Into The New World

Beloved one, now we shall continue with the story or history of my lifetime after the resurrection. We have spoken earlier of the sea adventure. We have spoken of being in Gaul. We have spoken of visiting with the Gypsies in Germania. We have spoken of going to Britannia. And we have spoken of the spaceships. There were times, intervals when I knew the spaceships, and I was and am commander of some of the spaceships.

So I knew the wholeness of the universe. I knew the wholeness of holy Mother Earth; in other words, I had seen her from what you would call afar and I had seen her as I walked and felt the energy of holy Mother Earth beneath my feet.

I advise you quite often to go out in your grass, in nature, to take off the sandals and to walk barefoot in the grass, in nature, even upon the stones and the rocks and to feel the energy of holy Mother Earth. She is a living, breathing being that you have brought forth in your reality to play upon.

Mariam and I and some of the children, some of the ones that we took in under our wings as the adopted ones, ones of the village who perhaps did not have the mother and father to look after them, traveled throughout all of the known land of holy Mother Earth. We traveled to the Far East and talked with the ones who lived in the villages.

Oftentimes you will find ones who are on the same path as you when you go to the villages. The big cities or towns as they were then usually were comprised of ones who were more narrow-minded in that they were set upon a certain goal. But in the villages, in places where there was the farming and where there were the animals to raise, the ones living there closer to nature were very friendly, very open to discussing ideas of the stars, of the phases of the moon; not so determined to bring narrow focus to their reality as you have in this day and time in your cities.

So we traveled sometimes far distances, sometimes only a short distance. And as I have shared with you, we would stay in certain villages for a while until it became apparent that we were not aging quite as fast as the villagers and then we would make a reason to travel on.

These were very happy times. These were very freeing times to be One with my friends, and everywhere I went I met friends. There was never anyone who was not my friend. And this is true for you. As you meet one on one with a person, you do not meet what seems to be a stranger.

Now, as you look to the collective and there are certain groupings, you can feel in the world view that there are ones who are strangers who are perhaps not believing the same as you do, ones who could be called enemies. But when you meet them face to face, that all drops away as you get to know them and you begin to understand that they are living a life with its challenges the same as you, and then they become a friend.

A friend, by definition, is an equal. When you come to meet a friend, you see them as yourself. You see them struggling sometimes to understand what life is all about. You see them coming up over the challenges of the world and you know, because you have been there, how that challenge feels, and you meet them on an equal footing. That is a friend.

So in time, because we did measure it in time, we found ourselves in what you would refer to as the New World; in other words, this country of yours and to the north and to the south. We came to this land and it was already peopled by friends, ones who had been here for a long time and had an understanding of relationship to holy Mother Earth and a reverence for life in all of its forms.

They could speak to the spirit of a tree and receive messages and blessings from all of nature. It was wonderful to partake of their energy. It was wonderful to understand what they had brought forth in the evolution of consciousness. We found this in what you call North America and also in South America, for there were ones already inhabiting these lands.

Now, this is not always written about in your history books. It is much abbreviated, shortened as to the history which did not begin until your Mister Columbus came over and discovered that there was a land to the West, or the East as he thought he was going to find. And there were people already here, people who truly understood the way of holy Mother Earth much better than some of the ones in countries that had “evolved” their civilization.

Now, truly the civilizations from which the Europeans came had already gone through a phase and were in the middle of a phase of power. There were the rulers, the kings, the queens, the ones who were of “royal” descent. Now, all of you are of royal descent. All of you truly are equal, but that was not seen in the collective consciousness at that time. There were ones who were born into the ruling class and defended it to the death of the physical body.

I traveled the area that you are now in [NW Washington State]. I left my footprints. You will see them if you have the eyes to see them. You will feel them when you go up on top of your mountain and you look and you are attuned to the energy of the mountain. You will feel my energy, for truly I have left a part of me on all of the mountains of holy Mother Earth. I have left my energy in all of the streams, the flowing water that I speak of so often. I have left my energy with all of the trees that spring forth and grow hundreds of years. You will feel my energy.

Is my energy separate from you? No. That is why you will feel it. I traveled through all parts of what you call North America, through a country known as Canada in this day and time. At that point there was not separation of geographical political areas. I traveled throughout all, because I wanted to know and to be One with the inhabitants everywhere.

I went to South America, as it is known now, and found ones of like mind there, ones who were most advanced in their simplicity. I spoke with them heart to heart and I found that they were masters, the same as the ones I had studied with in the far lands when I was gaining an understanding of mySelf—capital “S”. I found the simplicity of Intelligence—capital “I”—everywhere present.

As I have said, as time has gone by, the cities have grown up and the divisions of countries have come about; sometimes even in one lifetime you will see the boundaries of a geographical area change as the countries decide to call themselves something else. But at that time it was all One.

At that time there were ones that I could speak with heart to heart, mind to mind, soul to soul, because they knew, they understood the simplicity of being and they revered life in all of its forms. Mariam and I joined them in celebration of life, however it would be formed.

As I have said, these were wonderful years, times to look upon all of my brothers and sisters no matter what their form would be, no matter the coloring of the skin, no matter what they called themselves or the language that they used to communicate with each other. I knew by intuition, mind to mind understanding, all of the different languages. It is not difficult to do when you have the intuitive sense that grows. You know what the other one is speaking of even if you do not understand the sounds. And this is how I could travel and communicate and be One in all of the different groupings of the human form.

Sometimes Mariam and I traveled to vast areas that were unpopulated by the human form, but they were populated by spirit, by the four-footed ones, the deer, the elk, the big ones, the small ones, the unicorns; and yes, the unicorns did exist, and they still exist. You may be hard-pressed to find the form, but it does still exist.

All of your legends come from truth. All of your stories that seem magical are based on a truth of a time. So when you read stories and your mind and your heart get excited, know that it is a truth and you have participated in the creation of that truth. All of you have been creators. You have created the different forms of flowers. If there is a flower that calls to you, know that truly you were on the soul committee that created it; the same is true with the varieties of trees, plants, animals.

We experienced forms that you no longer see in this day and time, but you have the legends and stories about them. They did exist. We did see them. I did ride a unicorn, because it allowed me; the same as the story I have told you about the camel.

I did ride the unicorn; most wondrous beast, a magical beast, one that knew the symbolism of the one horn pointing to the Oneness from which all are descended. All of your legends have a truth beneath them.

In my travels it was possible to walk great distances and to walk over areas that now you might see to be separated land masses. It is possible to tune-in to any time and see what is available at that time.

So when we wanted to cross from what you knew formerly as the Soviet Union into North America, it was possible to see the landmass joined. And so we walked across that, doing what you would say now to be a bit of time travel, because we looked to what you would call the past, and there it was possible because the land was joined.

When we came to something that needed what you have built now that you call the bridge, the mechanical structure, if we needed that we could come into your time now which would have been the future at that point.

You have built into this reality most wonderful tools as clues. You have built into your reality what is called the imagination, and the mental facility might say, “Well, using a future bridge is not possible; it’s only imagination.” But I ask of you, what is imagination and why do you have it? It is something that you have created and it is very much in your reality, so you can imagine the most fantastical bridge or the most fantastical tunnel that you want to in any moment in time. Now, how real is time?

It is most wonderful to play with imagination, with imaging. Imagination is imaging action. Break it down. Imaging in action—imagination. It is a wondrous tool.

I also had the experience of being the commander of—if you will receive it—several spaceships, because I knew myself not to be limited to just this reality, not just the human reality that walks upon holy Mother Earth. I wanted to see what holy Mother Earth looks like from outer space, as you have sometimes asked, and your astronauts—meaning “of the stars”—have shown you.

Now, in truth, there is no outer space. There is nothing outside of you, the whole Self of you. But I saw myself to be in outer space, as you call it, looking back at holy Mother Earth and being able to see its history, the creation and the forming and the changing of the evolution of the physical form of holy Mother Earth.

Your scientists are telling you now that the mountains were not always here. They have been pushed up some millions of years ago as you measure years and time, and so I wanted to see how it looked before this formation. And as I asked the question, the answer was given, the same as it will be for you as you trust that which you receive.

As you trust that which you see, you believe it; then it will be a reality for you. Even as you read these words you are on a spaceship. You are already out there. As you read these words, there is a part of you that envisions, “How would it feel?” And your adventurers, your astronauts have brought you pictures. They have gone where you dreamt to be in other lifetimes, where they have dreamt to be in other lifetimes, and they have brought their experience into this reality to share with you. And when someone shares with you a vision such as that, it becomes yours.

When you partake of a vision that someone shares with you, it goes into your consciousness and it becomes yours. So that which you read in books, that which is spoken to you, that which you see in your science fiction movies and read in your science fiction books, where does that come from? It comes from you, and it is in your consciousness. Even if you feel you are just discovering it as you turn the page or as the movie evolves, it is in your consciousness and you own it. It becomes part of you.

That is why there are so many “trekkies”. You are all making trek into outer space, and even more than that, into inner space.

As Mariam and I travelled over the long period of time, we interacted with you. You knew me in those years. No matter where you felt yourself to be, what country, what area you were living in, we interacted. This is not the first lifetime that you have sought me. It is not the first lifetime that we have spoken. It is not the first lifetime that we have bantered back and forth with the expanded reality and with the questions. Always it has been fun, and the joy will continue.

So be it.

– Jeshua ben Joseph (Jesus)
in expression through Judith


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Jeshua Speaks About: After Gaul…Britannia ~ Judith Coates @ Oakbridge University

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After Gaul…Britannia

Beloved one, I have been relating how I remember my life two thousand years ago. We spoke of after the resurrection and moving across the sea in one of Joseph of Arimathea’s sailing ships and how we were blown off course for the adventure of it.

And the question did come up, “Why did I not change everything and make it smooth sailing?” Well, it was more fun to have a bit of adventure. Mariam and I and Benjamin and Sarah, we were out for the adventure. We knew that there is nothing that can hold you back. We knew that there is truly nothing that threatens the body, so we were quite enthusiastic about the adventure that we were having, and we let the winds do what they would do.

We let our sailing mates, the sailors who were in charge of the ship, do what they needed to do. When we were blown off course and they did not get into the seaport to get the supplies that they had planned on, there was great consternation and great questioning as to what they would do. Would there be enough rations to get to the next seaport?

And so I had opportunity to speak to ones who were open to it and say to them, “You create whatever you are experiencing. If you want the foodstuff, hold out your hand and expect.” Now, that is the important part of it. Expect that the food, the bread, the manna will be there.

Some of them tried it and nothing appeared, and they said, “Oh, fool that he is.” Others said, “I’m really hungry. I’d really like to see some bread, some foodstuff.” And in that instant—because they believed and had motivation enough—the bread appeared. When the other sailors saw that some of their friends could do it, they said, “Well, maybe I can do it as well.” They held out their hand and they prayed and they prayed and they prayed, and they looked, and it was still empty.

They came to me and said, “Master, rabbi”—because that is what they called me—“why is it not happening?” And I said to them, “Here, let me put my hand under yours, and the food will be there.” They believed that I had the power to do it, because they had seen me do it, so they knew that if I put my hand under theirs, it would happen. That bit of belief was enough to manifest the bread that they needed. And they believed.

Sometimes you or your friend perhaps need a little bit of help, a little bit of a boost, where you come up to them and you say, “You know, I’ve been through situations like what you’re going through, and for me, this is what has helped. Let me share with you. Let me hold your hand”—literally or figuratively—“and let’s walk through it together.”

So it was with the sailors. They at the soul level had chosen to make this voyage with me. They had chosen at the soul level, maybe not the conscious level but the soul level, to have an adventure and to come to a place of seeing miracles. And they went away changed, after Mariam and I and Benjamin and Sarah had left the ship, because they had seen that life can be a little bit different than what they had been told it was going to be.

It was what you would call an expanding experience, expanding into understanding their divine nature and how they could create, and how everything truly comes out of your belief as to what you believe is possible, what you believe you can do.

Belief resides deep within you, and oftentimes it is a bit difficult to reach; in other words, you are not quite sure what you believe or why you believe it until you see the results of that belief. But once you see the result of the belief, then you can trace it back and say, “I must have this belief about myself, about the world, about others. I can trace it back and then consciously ask, ‘Do I want to keep this belief?’”

If it serves you, you will keep it until it does not serve you, until you want to change it, or not. There is no one and no thing that dictates your life except you, and that is very freeing after you once let go of the old teachings.

Now, all of the old teachings have been given to you—generational teachings I call them—down through the generations. “This is what my family has always believed. This is how we have always lived. This is the belief that we have always held.” And that is okay as far as it goes, but if it does not go far enough; you are free to choose anew.

And that is what Mariam and I did. We chose to have a new life in a new land. We landed in the southern part of Gaul, what is now called France. We lived in a small village for a while and we were quite happy. We were accepted by the ones who lived there as we learned their language and their ways, and it did not take us long to learn.

They were welcoming, because we wanted to be welcomed. We did not go in with certain attitude that we were better than they or that we knew more than they did, because these were simple villagers, and we remembered growing up in a village. We remembered how it felt to be part of a family and to be part of a village where everyone was family, and so we took that understanding and applied it to the new friends we made.

We lived amongst them for as long as was comfortable, but when it came to the place where they were aging and we still seemed to be in the prime of life—in our thirties perhaps, late twenties, early thirties, somewhere in there—we would move on. We would have relatives that we had to go visit. Now, we did not actually have relatives in the usual sense, but as everyone is joined in divine nature, we did have relatives, and so we would travel to another village some ways away and stay there for some years.

Ones have asked about our children. We did have the biological children, and I know that for some who have been brought up to believe that I was the very Son of God, which I am and you are—divine nature, the Christ nature—for some to believe that I knew woman would be unacceptable. But I did know Mariam and I enjoyed knowing Mariam, and so there were biological children of our own, but more than that, there were oftentimes in the villages the ones whose mothers had the children without…well, there was a father in the beginning, but he might not have stayed around for one reason or another, and so we would take in the ones who were homeless, because we always had a home to provide for other ones. We were happy to do this. It enriched our lives, as you have seen with friends of yours who have done this.

And so we passed the time in Gaul traveling northward, traveling into the country you now know as Germany, and again assimilating the habits and language of the small villages which were there. We knew that we were not limited by any geographical area and not limited by any friendship that we wanted to make.

We were oftentimes taken in by the ones you would now call gypsies, the ones who were very easy with life and did not have to be rooted in a certain place, and they would travel different places for the adventure of it. They did not have to be in a certain village and to stay there all of their lives. In fact, that was not what they wanted to do. They wanted to see, experience, feel different things, and so they did, and we joined them oftentimes and traveled throughout the countries of what you now call Europe.

It was a fun time. We enjoyed traveling, meeting new ones and sharing with them the love of the Father/Mother/God/Goddess/All That Is, whatever you want to call the divine Principle. And we did it without preaching; we just were; we just enjoyed companionship, as you do when you get together with your friends.

After a certain number of years we traveled to Britannia to see the tin mines that Uncle Joseph had. He was with us in spirit, although he had allowed the body to be released. He was very interested in how it all looked after a passage of a good bit of time.

We associated with what you now know and call the Druids who were the learned ones, the ones who had been handed down the information and the knowledge of how to read and write and how to keep up the religious mystical belief. Others in some of the outlying districts, the ones you would call the farmers or villagers, were not of the Druid class.

It was a bit like the Essenes and the Essene teachings, in that the Druids had their belief system that was passed down generation to generation through the families. And there was worship and understanding of nature, a feeling of Oneness with nature and a knowing that there was a higher principle at work in human life.

They devoted their time and their studies to the teachings of Oneness in their understanding of all of nature. There was for them a very sacred tree—the oak tree. Now, all of the trees that grew were sacred, but especially the oak. It was the symbol of life.

So Mariam and I, and some of the children who traveled with us, lived with the Druids for a while. Now, Benjamin and Sarah, Catherine and Mary, Jacob and Michael, Susan and Rebecca—our own biological children—had grown up, but they had also asked of us, “What’s the secret to life? What’s the secret to staying young? How do you do this?”

Some of them had aged a bit. Some of them, especially two of the girls, fell in love with village boys and decided to have a “normal” life; so they allowed themselves to age with the husband and with the children that they pro-created.

We spent many years with the Druids, with the different communities, and we understood the basic premise. It was for us a time of expansion, a time of sharing what we knew, what they knew, and finding common ground. Many of the Druids were very wise at a very deep level. They lived the human life, but they also knew how to extend life. Some of the Druid priests and priestesses allowed themselves to travel with us, because there were the Druidic communities in northern Gaul as well as Britannia, and the different communities had in some cases different emphasis as to belief system.

After Britannia we traveled to what you now call the northern regions where ones were wearing fur, the animal fur; knowing Oneness with the animals. Again, this varied from village to village and community to community, but for most of the ones whom we met and interacted with, there was the belief and understanding of Oneness of life in different forms. And you have tradition in this day and time of many of your peoples who will give thanks ahead of time for the deer that stands in the way of their arrow to give food and raiment.

During the time we were living in Gaul and when we traveled to Germania and the lands beyond there and up into Britannia and beyond, there was another aspect to our lives: a most wonderful aspect of knowing our space brothers. This is not a new thing. Some of your brothers and sisters are beginning to think that there might be life on other planets, other solar systems, other star systems somewhere. They are beginning to think there might be intelligence beyond just holy Mother Earth. It is good that they are beginning to think that. It is expansion on their part.

We knew, because we had experience in what you call space and space travel, we knew that we have brothers and sisters—although there might not be gender as you know it—in space beyond holy Mother Earth. And so during this time there were opportunities to have discourse with what you call the ET’s, the extra-terrestrials off of holy Mother Earth and to know the love and communications with more than just what we could see with the physical eyes, although some of the space brothers and sisters would make themselves known to us in physical form, even if the form was not human. It did not need to be, because if they had been adapting to another planet, perhaps the form would be different, and most often it was. But the divine nature is the same.

And so there was, again, a Oneness that we knew. That is why I speak to you so often that there is no separation; there is only One, Oneness with all life in any form anywhere. And any of the different forms are not to be feared. They are not to be threatening. If a form comes to you, if you want to invite a form from another solar system, an ET, and if you believe that this can be, it will be for you. It may be at first a bit of a surprise, but then very quickly you will take the deep breath and you will say, “Welcome, brother/sister, welcome”—well come, two words—and you will be most happy to share in a knowing that you have come and they have come from the same divine nature.

Now, I know that expands the usual belief system held at this time, but you are ready for it, you are asking for it, you are wanting to know, “What more is there to me as the divine nature?” And so as you ask the question, the answer will be given; it will come to you. And when it comes to you, it is not something to be feared; it is something to be welcomed.

So there were times, instances when we had communication with what you call the space brothers and sisters. That is leading up to my telling you that even now I am commander of a spaceship. I have a name that ones have assigned to me—I did not choose it, but it has been assigned to me.

Human beings love to categorize everything, put things into categories and label them so that it is easier to deal with them, understand them, and to itemize these categories from time to time. And so I have been given the name of Sananda as the spaceship commander. Now, that is not my only name and that is not the only spaceship that I command, but I will leave it at that for the time being. Later, if there is interest, we will talk about the spaceships.

Mariam and I spent what you would see as the next two hundred years traveling as it was warranted to the different countries and being One with the villagers, the people, the forms that we met; not only the ones that are of human form, but some of the ones that were still extant in those days that are now part of legend, such as your unicorns. Did they exist? Yes, of course, they existed.

All of the forms of what you call the different combination of human and animal, if you have legend about it, it existed. It was here at some time, at some point. And so we had experience with many different forms. It does expand the mind a bit, does it not? And it did for us. We knew that it was possible. We knew that we were calling forth the legends, the same as you have called them forth.

We will continue the story the next time we meet. I am hoping that you are finding it interesting. It was definitely a very interesting period of time for Mariam and me.

So be it.

– Jeshua ben Joseph (Jesus)
in expression through Judith

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