Let me now draw on conversations I’ve had with AAM to reconstruct what’s expected of the pillar around the spiritual evolution that we’re all going through.
Since my work as a communicator is inextricably bound with my work as a pillar, I’m going to combine discussions of both subjects.
One of the times – and the clearest I can remember – when I could have entered the Fifth Dimension permanently and was held back from doing so happened around the middle of the year that I spent in transformative love and bliss (2015).
It was an experience of the kundalini completing the circuit to the Seventh or Crown Chakra.
Before turning to that, however, I should add that only recently did I become aware that we entered the Fifth Dimension prior to Sahaja Samadhi (which is a full and permanent heart opening).
The Divine Mother said that Sahaja occurred some “subplanes” into the Fifth Dimension. (1) That implies that we enter Fifth Dimensionality ahead of Sahaja and that implies that Brahamjnana or Seventh-Chakra enlightenment is the door.
Returning to my experience: I was meditating on the still mind when a torrent of golden fire knocked me over and ran over me like a river, competing the circuit to the Crown Chakra. But I felt no bliss and experienced no expansion of awareness.
It never occurred to me until today that I may have felt no bliss at that moment, but within days I entered into an experience of bliss that lasted from then until mid-January. I had not until this moment connected the two events. (2)
I discussed the kundalini event with Michael on Sept. 30, 2015.
Steve: [Emptiness of mind] was followed next by what appeared to be the kundalini completing its circuit at the seventh chakra. Is that in fact what happened?
Archangel Michael: Yes, now it is part of the reset button. Think of it in this way. If you are installing, say, a new program, or you had an old program that kept stalling out three quarters of the way full and you were frustrated as all get out with it. And you are asking for the fullness of the program to come online so you turn off your computer and you restart it.
That is what you did.
Steve: Hmm, interesting! Ordinarily you would experience Brahmajnana at that point but I felt that it had been muted, toned down.
AAM: Completely toned down. We want you very physically present. (3)
The fullness of the program did come online around Sept. 27-8, when bliss kicked in and remained for three months (transformative love from March to Sept. 2015 and bliss from Oct. 2015 to mid-January 2016).
So within a few months of having the Fourth-Chakra heart opening, I had a Seventh-Chakra Crown opening. That is an unusual but not unheard of sequence of events in classical enlightenment theory.
But as what Narendra called a “bodhisattva” or what the CoH calls a “pillar,” early Ascension turns out to not be a good idea. It doesn’t fit with our plan within the Plan. It wouldn’t allow us to remain in service.
Here Michael confirms that line of reasoning:
Archangel Michael: When you use the term ‘dramatic enlightenment experiences,’ you are talking about Nirvana. You are talking about the unity of all with One.
It is not to say that you will not experience that, but you cannot ― well, you can if you wish; if it is the choice to simply remain in that state of unity, of One ― but you cannot be fully conscious and in service, in action, if that is where you are. (4)
No, I choose to remain in service. But if you too feel your experiences being toned down or truncated, this may be the explanation for you as well.
The next discussions occurred from summer to winter 2015, the year of the heart opening.
We discussed how the higher states I’m to visit will gradually become integrated – I assume in synchronicity with the rest of society.
Steve: The experience yesterday, what happened? I went up. I connected a lot of dots about the conscious/awareness space. Every time I connected a dot I seemed to expand or go up more and then finally I broke through to my natural state. What was that experience?
Archangel Michael: That was the experience of true expansion of interdimensionality, of coming to touch, embrace and begin to explore the breadth of your soul design.
Steve: I see. Now those experiences are intended to be just visits, with me. Is that correct?
AAM: They will anchor deeper and deeper until it is simply a state of being. (5)
So I’m being paced, probably to remain in sync with the general rate of gradual Ascension.
By late August, I was again feeling the pull to go ahead of the group. I asked for confirmation from him, to settle me down.
Steve: I think you need to confirm for me that you want me to go up the ladder of enlightenment gradually, with the rest of the lightworker population and that you don’t want me to rush ahead. Is that correct?
Archangel Michael: That is absolutely correct. (6)
The next reading, we explored how that all fit in with my being, never mind a communicator, but a pillar.
Steve: As a pillar, do I ascend in the early waves or do I ascend at the end?
Archangel Michael: Now let us say to you that you have been flying in and out of this Ascension Portal for some time.
Those have been the various attunements and increases in your frequency and vibrations. This has been the transformative love that you have felt.
As to the pillar, you have an expression, “last man standing.” That is it. …
It means that you wait until the last, until everyone has gone through and you turn out the lights, so to speak. (7)
Very clear. I now understand my Ascension agenda from the standpoint of the communicator and the pillar. This is my understanding of what Narendra calls “the bodhisattva vow.”
(1) Steve Beckow: When does Sahaja Samadhi occur?
Divine Mother: It occurs with a more gradual awakening and lifting up. So there is the abrupt “I am not the same,” then there is the working and the anchoring, the integration, then there is another jump, and another jump, and another jump. And you don’t know it — well, some of you do — but you are leap-frogging. And then you will be there.
SB: Now, are those jumps equivalent to sub-planes?
DM: You can think of them as sub-planes, dimensional sub-planes, yes. (“The Divine Mother: We are Creating a New Species of Humans,” channeled by Linda Dillon, July 10, 2014, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2014/07/12/the-divine-mother-we-are-creating-a-new-species-of-humans/.)
(2) Just as I never realized for years that the heart opening was a Fourth-Chakra enlightenment event. I only realized when Archangel Michael pointed out that I’d had Fourth-Chakra enlightenment and pointed to the heart opening.
I should have known that. I knew the kundalini had reached the Fourth Chakra but I did not make the connection.
(3) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Sept. 30, 2015.
(4) Ibid., Feb. 14, 2012.
(5) Ibid., June 7, 2015.
(6) Ibid., Aug. 21, 2015.
(7) Ibid., Sept. 21, 2015.